Boring life..
Monday, March 29, 2010

Oh well. What a boring it is now. Work, work and more work. Getting my pay tomorrow. Going go settle all my bills. And guess what, my pay might not be enough. But whatever it is. I'll still have to settle the bills first.

Well. Just realised that this past few days or even weeks, there's quite some on and off tiffs with girlfriend over minor things. I guess I just carelessly said the wrong things or the message in a wrong tone that lead to some misunderstanding.

Sorry sorry. The way I express things or say something might be in the wrong tone or wrong way. Whatever it is. I've no meaning of hurting you or trying to hurt in anyway. Sometime I'm trying to do sometime or say something that's meant to be good. But just because I used the wrong tone or wrong way, and end up making you angry or sad. I'm really sorry.

Sorry for the wrong things I've said and done. I know you're getting to trust me more and more. The time we've for each other is like really getting lesser and lesser already. Hmm, 5th month is heading it's way here liao. Hahas.

Really very happy that we've been together for 5 months since 151109. Hahas. Really hope our relationship will get better and better. With lesser and lesser tiffs or quarrel. Hahas. But thanks for all the tiffs we have, the quarrels we have. Cause I really understand you more throught all that. (: Hahas.

Shall end liao. Lastly, I really love you loads. Hahas. Be with me till forever. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:10pm
29.03.10

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Well Well.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Well, I'm back working again. Hahas. It's tough like before. So much things to do and shift around. As usual, shifting here and there like nobody business. My god. When can my boss stop shifting things around. Seeing the barcode really make me headache. So many number. So many items. Oh well, no choice. Have to bear with it till I go army. Hahas. Well. Getting my pay next week. But not sure how much. Didn't really bother much about the amount. As long as it's enough for me to survive, then it's okay.

Sorry girlfriend, wont' be able to accompany you so much like before liao. I know you understand. But still must say sorry. Hahas. My silly girlfriend. Remember not to miss out your meals okay? Without me, you still must eat and drink. Hahas. Sorry can't sms with you when I'm working. Cause I'm assign with work and more works. I don't know when will the work load reduce. Hahas.

Sometime silly thoughts do run through my mind. Hahas. Sometime I really don't know if girlfriend is feeling happy or sad with me. Can't really tell from her expression. As usual, I still don't know how to see whether she's happy or not. Gosh. How stupid am I. My god. But somehow I do understand her abit. Hahas. From her action or behaviour can tell what she want. Hahas.

But afterall she's a girl too. Sometime she'll feel sensitive over somethings. Hahas. Sorry. I'll learn how to not make you feel suspicious or doubt my words and action. Hahas. Last but not least. I love my girlfriend loads. Really don't want to lose her the way I lose someone. If not I'll really hate myself this life. Hahas. I'll cherish her and never let her go. Hahas. Shall end here. (: I love girlfriend loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:23pm
23.03.10

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Nothing will change my love for you.
Thursday, March 18, 2010

Firstly, before I start my post. I've something for x. Whatever that you're going to say or what will never affect us. If you're trying to say something that will affect my relationship, let me tell you. You'll never succeed. Thanks loads. Please don't ever come to this blog again. I don't welcome you.

Well. This few weeks have been with her almost everyday. But next week on jiu can't everyday meet le. Cause need to start going back to work liao. Well. This period when we're together, there's quarrel, there's also laughter. We've been through really quite alot of things. 4months had passed. Hope that the next few months before I go for army, we still can spend some happy moment together. Hahas.

Army life is getting nearer and nearer, but I've yet to receive the enlistment letter. Really hope to get it soon. So I can know when I need to report to army, how long more I still can spend time with her. Sounds like I'm dying. Hahas. Touch wood larhs. Well. Having her around me is really a great things. Hahas. Sometimes she's so blur, and sometime I'm blur. Hahas.

Just want to tell you. No matter what happen, I'll love you as who you're. I won't go back to my ex or love any other girls. I love you and only you. I'll not leave you. (: So don't worry much. I'm yours till the day you don't want me. Hahas. Silly you. Don't think too much. Okay? Nothing will happen to us. Trust me, have faith in me. Hahas.

I love you and it's for real. I'm not someone who will love pretty girls only. I love someone who will love me for who I am. Though love doesn't need a reason. But I love you for who you're. Hahas. Silly you. I love you forever. Shall end here le. (:

Signing off.
NaughtyBoy ♥ Apple
17:11pm
18.03.10

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Love you so much.
Monday, March 15, 2010

Today is 15.03.10 which means it's our 4 months together already. Hahas. But it seems so long already. Hahas. This 4 months with you, I'm really happy. Without you around I really don't know how my life will be like. This 4 months, many things happened. Ups and downs. But somehow those things didn't manage to affect our feelings.

Our love is getting stronger and stronger. Hahas. I love you. Really hope, we'll never talked about my past anymore. Cause it'll only affect our feelings. Like I always say. It's the past already. So no more point talking or thinking about it. It'll never be like the same anymore. I've really let go of my past already.

251107 was past that I somehow couldn't bear to let go, for 251107 - 200609 was the period that I know what's true love. But too bad, I didn't manage to keep her or maintain the relationship well. She's the one that I ever love so much. Yet, was also the one that I ever hurt so much. But now since she's married, so I should really let go already. And yes I've let it go before I know you.

I wanted to start from the begining. Wanted to experience a whole new love again. And I found you. From stranger we become friends, from friends we become close friends, and from close friends, we become couple. The road since the day I told you I want tot be with you till now wasn't an easy road. But I never regret falling in love with you. Though sometime you're quite silly, abit blur, sometime really fierce, once awhile unreasonable. But then I love it all. Hahas.

Love the way when you're angry, the love way when you act cute, love the way you sleep, love the way went emo when you're full or feeling sleepy, love the way when you're jealous and love everythings that you do for me. Just simple love you. Hahas.

Now in my heart, there's only you and no one else. In the first place I didn't dare to love you wholeheartedly, for I'm scare the same old things will repeat again. But then as time passed, I know and I believe it'll not happen again. I'm not scare that you'll run away. Hahas.

It's not easy for you also. For there's so much objection in the first place. But sometime we managed to solve all those. And thus we're still together till now. Hahas. There's like so much things I wanted to tell you. But slowly bahr. Hahas. We've so much time in the future to tell you. Hahas. Shall end here already.

Lastly, I love my silly you. Love you as who you're and thanks for loving me as who I am. I nevere regret falling in love with you. I love you and only you. I'll never leave you and hope you'll not leave me too. (: Love you forever

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I love you.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010


Sians. Finally no more chu shi no more sintua big day liao. About to go back work liao. Now really quite lazy to work. But no choice no work means no income. This few days have been meeting girlfriend almost everyday. Hahas. Very happy to see her everyday. Whenever we're together, time seems to pass real fast. Hahas. Still waiting for my NS letter. Really want to know when I'll need to report to army. Bored. Hopefully I'll go in around August or September. Hahas.

Girlfriend eh, please do take care of yourself. Don't always let me worry. Okay? Hmm, don't always think too much. I won't like other girls de. (: I only love you. Sometimes things I do or say maybe let you think the other way, you can doubt my words, my actions. But never doubt my love for you. The love you is true. No one can ever replace you in my heart. The past is the the past already. It'll never become the present. Since I've decided to let go of the past, so I'll never want to bring back or even think of the past anymore. I love you. Silly girl. Hahas.

Guess I shall end here liao. (: Love my girl loads. Wahahas. (: 6 more days will be our 4th months le. Hahas. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:12am
09.03.10

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And finally..
Friday, March 5, 2010



Finally, can really have a good rest today liao. Hahas. Chinese New Year is over and my sintua big day is over too. Finally can rest well liao. But tomorrow and sunday still got chu shi. Sians. Jiayou bahr. After this sunday de chu shi. Jiu can rest awhile liao. Hahas. Should have no more chu shi till further notice. Hahas. Very soon, will be going back to work soon. No choice. In need of money. Bored. About to get my bike licence liao. Need faster choice liao. Last practical liao. Jiayou also!

Not forgetting my girlfriend. Thanks for accompanying me during the days when I'm at sintua. Thanks so much. Sorry also. Didn't really been able to accompany you when I'm a sintua. Cause got lots of things to do. But really must thank you. Love you loads. Everything was successful I can say? Hahas. Maybe next year jiu won't be doing at the same place liao. We'll see how bahr. Hahas.


Well. Nothing much to post either. Shall end here I guess? Hahas. Lastly, I love you so much. Thanks for being with me all this time. I really do feel your love for me. Thanks so much. We'll not be apart. I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:

23:53pm

05.03.10

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