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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

was intendin to mit wif galgal 1st b4 i hlp her to take her stocks bt she want to see the stocks urgently, so boh bian mus hlp her take b4 mitin her. haix. cnt see her long her tml. cox of smt.

todae mit up wif her n went mcd eat. intend tu laptop one, bt dont know y her laptop cnt use the net den cnt do aniting los. den we jus listen to song. den after dat we went tu walk walk. den laopo wna see laptop so went to ths laptop shop n see see los. den she saw dis laptop. she wna buy. bt dono y in the end didnt buy. tinks is cox her ahma bah??? n she cried. cox she quarrel wif her ahma i tink. den she went totally emo. haix. 1st tym cn. den she lyk don recognise mi cn? tok tu her ro wateva she gt reaction cn? haix. so so so sad. den i send her hm. den i pei her go hm. hug her n kiss her. bt she hv no reaction too. den she jus went up w/o ani buaix buaix. den i was =/ haix. cnt blame her. cox she dono even noe wat happen. call her frm 4-6pm no ans. haix. i was reali reali wry los. i dono wat tu do. cnt do aniting sia. haix. den she replied @ 6 plus i was so happy los. n she's fine. chat wif her jus nw. bt hang le. cox she goin slp as she's tired. haix. so span tired< was="/">
den jiu sae ok los. haix.

hope she's reali fine. =/ i wan tu see her happy wan tu do smt tu make her happy n nt so emo. bt i dono hw n wat i shld do. im reali at lost! lucky my hse no penknife. if nt i'll jus take it n leave a few line on my hand. it wun pain. for my hart is bleedin. so da pain on da cut is nth compare tu dat. galgal is sufferin yet i cnt do aniting. wth cn? i wna hlp. bt wo you xin wu li. i cnt do nth. for i don hv da capability tu do aniting. =/ i emo-in again. haix. dis few dae keep emo-in bt galgal didnt noe i tink. bt tink she'll feel it bah? cox her sixth sense is damn accurate cn? haix.

wo xiang yao bang ta
wo you xing que wu li
bu neng bang shang she me mang
jue de zi ji hen mei yong
zi neng yan zhen zhen kan zhe ta shou ku
ke shi se me ye bu neng zuo
wo shi bu shi hen mei you
shi bu shi yi ke lan de nan peng you
bao bei qing ni hao hao zhao gu zi ji
bu xi wang ni you ren he shi qing
wo bu zai ni shen bian de shi hou
qing ni hao hao zhao gu zi ji
wo ai ni wo xiang ni
mei yi fen mei yi miao dou zai xiang zhe ni
xing li dian ji de dou shi ni

haix. evry nite i woke up @ 4am dono y. jus cnt slp. haix. den 6am den cn slp again. ahh! one dae i'll reali colapse b4 galgal. haix. feel lyk goin sumwhr n lie dwn. wna put evryting aside n don tink of aniting. jus lie dere quietly. =/

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naughtyboy
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry x'mas evryone. 1mth le. (: hmm. dis one mth is quite a peaceful one. no quarrel all dis (: jus happiness m saddnes. happy is when i cn see galgal n sad is when i cnt see her. haix. is dere aniting i cn do tu hlp galgal? i wna noe wat u cn do. i wna hlp her. i wan tu see her live a normal lyf. bt is dere aniting i cn di? wtf. dere's mani mani ting i still doesnt understand, mani mani ting i wna noe. bt i noe i cn nv understand nor gt tu noe dos ting. i wna ask wna hlp wna sae smt, bt im afraid dat i'll harm more den hlp.

smt i don reali understand wat's goin on. nor wat shld i do. im feel hlpless smt. all i cn do is jus sit n watch ting happen. i cnt do aniting tu prevent tings frm happenin. im reali vry confused smt. haix. i dono reali dono wat tu do.

hmm. galgal. don tink so so so much. yaya? u hv mi eh, rmb? i wun leave u alone da. i wun let anione harm u da. pls take gud care of urslf. yaya? sch reopenin le. study hard oso, gt into a poly n go for da course u lyk (: ily (:

dono if ur happy during dis 1mth nth, dono if ur gtt da kinda luv u wan nt, dono if wat i do make u happy or sad. i wna noe. i reali wna noe. i wna hold ur hand n accompany u foreva. i wna hug u n nt let u go. let u feel warmth when ur cold. haix. we'll last long rtye? will we? i don wan u tu leave. i don wan tu let u leave. let's do wat we sae alrtye? i nid u. ily n imy. haix.

guess i shall end here. im vry confused nw. vry fan nw, vry blur nw. i dono wat is da nxt step i shld take nor da nxt ting i shld do. cn anione pls tell mi? i reali wna noe evryting dat i dono, wna understand evryting i don understand. ahhh!!! i reali wna let go of evryting. n jus close my eyes n hv a long slp n if cn jus leave dis world lyk dat. its peaceful alryte. no pain no nth no injury. so nice cn? =/ hmm. tc evryone. i nid tu close my eyes n stop tinkin of aniting for da tym being.

todae its one mth. happy one mth my gal. iluvu laopo (:

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naughtyboy
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Friday, December 21, 2007

hw shld u start wif todae's post? todae wake up n repeat da same ting... den go for work... den fang gong go eat n went hm slp... n here im postin...

4 more daes jiu 1mth wif galgal... im vry happy during dis one mth... n hope she does... i dono if im givin da kinda happiness her wan nt...hope im givin her dat... hmm... she cnt mit mi le... bt i don blame her... its nt her fault... so galgal pls don blame urslf alrtye... don awaes sae sry tu mi when its nt ur fault... silly gal... if u realise dat ur da most useless galfrenx dat i had... den i'll da worst boyfrenx u ever had... tu make u tink dis wae... i wna see u long oso bt... ur family don let ma... so boh bian ma... evrytym see u go hm my hart breaks oso... dono if da nxt dae still cn see u nt... bt smt i cnt mit u cox im workin... feel so bad for ps-in u...ya i sae-ed b4 i wna take u as my wife... i'll wait till ur either 18 or 21... cox dat tym i'll reali take u as my wife... i'll hold ur hand n walk thru da red carpet tgt... i don wna leave u... for im nt gona find another gal u le... i noe smt i mayb saein ting or mention-in ting dat make u jealous... bt im nt purposely... glad dat ur jealous for i noe care abt mi... i don reali noe if ur happy wif mi nt... smt im reali afraid dat i'll hurt u... i tend tu hurt my gf w/o noein it... haix... if i did hurt u... den im sry... i didnt mean tu hurt u da...

galgal... don tink too much alrtye... i sae i wun leave mean i wun leave... evry r/s i treated it seriously... n dis tym... i treat it more seriously... for i wna it tu last long... lets walk tgt alrtye... i wun let go of ur hand thou im awaes doin dat nahr bt dat jus playin nia... i'll hold it tight n nt let u go... n i hope u wun let go too... as i awaes sae... ur nt alone animore since da dae we'r tgt... for u hv mi le... so aniting pls let mi noe... let mi noe im impt let mi noe im nt forgtten let mi noe im loved by u... =) ily n imy...

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naughtyboy
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

dono y sum ppl wna spam ppl blog for nth... wth is dis... are dey hvin pig brain or wat??? eat full le den nth tu do arh??? might as well go slp wat for spam ppl blog??? dis kinda ppl cal ham ji... no face tu tok infront... den mus spam... pls la... if u reali nth better tu do... go bang wall die la!!! don go ppl blog n li li siao siao la... use ur brain wisely la... i don pay u tu spam... so kindly gt lost...

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todae went tu find galgal in da morning... haix... her hamster die le... n she cried so badly sia... haix... tu bibi(hamster) thou i don reali noe u nahr... bt pray for ur owner dat she'll be alright... u 2 hv been tgt for a yr plus le... feelin is dere... dat y when u leave ur owner cried so badly... she dote u alot... rip bah... after dat jiu went my hse tu find recipe for cake... bt end up doin cookie... so find da ting le... jiu went ntuc tu gt da ting... den went hm n do... cookie was ready... n n i wna complain!!! mummy so pian xing... she giv galgal da bigbig cookie n is nice da... den giv us da lousy one... walao eh... hw cn??? sianx... den jiu send galgal hm... hehx... 1st tym make cookier wif galgal (:

galgal... don tink so much... no one cn break us up da... if our luv is strong... it wun fade so easily n nt easliy replace... i wun leave u da... so don nida be scare... dos is ppl spam da... so i don care... dey wna sae wat den sae los... its nt true aniwae... y bother abt it... yaya??? (: ily nahr silly gal (:

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naughtyboy
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Friday, December 14, 2007

2 dae didnt post le... hmmm

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its a wed... went out wif galgal all dae... hahx... forgt wat we do le... (:

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its ytd... lol... well... went tu mit galgal at amk mrt... she's late for mitin ppl... lol... n n... she went tu mit 'him' tu pass 'him' present... haix... den dey were so happy chattin... =/ didnt wna interupt... felt so so extra... haix... dono y... den galgal chatted wif him... cn see dat she's vry happy ytd... sum hw i feel she's feelin happier ytd as she gt tu see 'him' again...she smile da most ytd... den when she's wif mi... haix... dono y... i reali scare i'll lose her... i don wna lose her... she's my evryting nw... cnt afford tu lose her... haix... i nid her... ):

galgal... i noe u still cnt let dat r/s dwn... bt i don mind... bt if one u reali feel lyk leavin mi... jus let mi noe.. i'll let u go da... thou i told u... i don wna be da one blessin again... bt if i hv no choice... i'll still giv my blessin tu u da... =/ ily.. n its true...

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naughtyboy
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

3 dae boh post le sia... lol... didnt noe dat worx... haix... lets start frm sundae...

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its sundae... n i gt trainin... lol... reach dere @ 9am... den trainin till 11plus i tink... den we all went tu sunshine place n play lan... n galgal wake up @ 1am... lol... miss her so so much... she cn slp is gud nahr... hahx... (: she mus rest more... den boh mit her da whole dae... lol... den i jiu reach hm... damn nt feelin well... den galgal ask mi go rest... bt i don wna ps her... bt in da end still went tu slp... as she'll be angry... haix... she arh... n she wake mi up @ 5pm wif 2 miss call. sry eh... den jiu online awhile n pei her chat... jiu went tu work le... kaox... im borin @ work sia.. host again... bt ok la... hehx...

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its mondae didnt work... hehx... went tu mit galgal... actually wasnt suppose tu hv ani body contact wif her da... bt cox too miss her le... den i jiu hack care los... lucky didnt kns huat arh... hahx... she was feelin well da whole of ytd... haix so so so wry abt her sia... haix... smt cnt sae... bt galgal if u arent feelin well... don nida mit mi da... im ok wif it... cox u nida rest well yaya??? den jiu pei her till 4plus... drop her 2 her hse bt i didnt gt dwn da bus da nahr... cox she goin mit her father ma... so boh bian norh... den jiu went cityhall wif her frenx forgt jolene i tink... hahx... bt we went different wae after reachin cityhall... so galgal don jealous horx... hahx... den i went tu find supplier sianx diaox... rollin stone all out of stock... wth cn??? den jiu walk tu bugis str... kns... i walked 2 round of da whole bugis str bt cnt find da tees da i wan... sianx diaox... den jiu went bugis junction went tu newbie n bought 2 shirt... hahx... den jiu went sintua... same ting again

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mi n galgal has been tgt for 17 daes...14 more dae... hahx... todae was suppose tu mit galgal da.. bt i 4pm den fang gong... so boh mit galgal... haix... sry eh... tml we mit kays??? so so sry neh... hmm... morning same ting los... hahx... den fang gong oso same ting... sianx... nw waitin for galgal tu cum back... 5min hv past le sia n its been 13 min le... haix... miss her mani mani cn??? omg... bt tml cn see her le... haix... nth much todae... ltr goin trainin... sianx diaox...

galgal eh... nxt tym don force urslf tu mit mi when ur nt feelin well kays??? rest @ hm... n when ur healthy le... den we cn mit more ma... yaya??? so so so wry for u... i miss u alots... evry nite we sms... sae-ed mani ting... evry word i sae, evryting i do... is nv faked... its done willingly... for ur my galgal... we hv planned mani mani ting... bt hv yet tu done all... lets us work hard toward it... giv mi hand... for i'll accompany u n walked for da rest for our lyf... eva will i leave u... for ur lyf... ily...
our 1st mth cumin in 14 daes... it happen tu be christmas dae oso... let celebrate it tgt... (: laogong <3>

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naughtyboy
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Saturday, December 8, 2007

todae wake up @ 1045am n i jump up los... den i forgt tu sms galgal jiu online le... n galgal online after i online... den jiu chat chat awhile b4 i went tu work... i so so so miss my galgal sia... lol... den jiu fang gong le... n i end my half dae when injury on my hand... sianx... den jiu call galgal... n she ate her meal..
hahx... im glad... bt im hvin a serious headache after work... wth!!! den jiu went hm n online... lol.. den chat wif galgal awhile jiu went tu work again...

fang gong le call galgal again... n her head gt blueblack... she cried till vry cham los... haix... so xing tong... hope she's fine nahr... reali don wan aniitng happen tu her sia... i miss her alot sia... hmm... dono wat tu rite le... end here bah... ily n imy laopo...

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naughtyboy
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Friday, December 7, 2007

ytd whole dae boh mit galgal... n dis few dae still cnt mit her... sianx sianx sianx... galgal eh... u mus tc of urslf arh... dis few dae keep on rain... don catch a cold worx... boyboy will wry da... yaya??? imy mani mani... ily mani mani too... she arh... walk oso cn walk dao wna fall dwn... diaox cn??? careless sia... wry mani mani for u... ytd damn tired... work full shift... den cum i headache... lol... den hai galgal wry... lol...

todae wake up damn early... dono y cnt slp... sianx... den i wake up n slp till 10... den i rest awhile jiu online le... hehx... gt mani mani ppl wan mi supply dem wif rollin stone tees... hehx... gud gud... gt extra money earn... hahx... den galgal boh eat again... lol.. hw cn??? den sae ltr den eat... hope she gt eat arh... jus gt back frm work... den rest awhile jiu mus go trainin le... hope tml is wed... den i cn see galgal again... tml workin full shift again... lol... n guess wat...m havin a serious headache nw... wtf cn... n im damn cold sia... kns... sianx... stop here le... waiting for galgal tu online... n im eatin too... tatarh...

galgal mus tc of urslf kays??? pls pls don fall sick i'll wry da... reali vry wry for u... tc eh laopo... ily n imy mani mani... (: todae is 1wk 5 dae le... bt den it look its damn long sia... wtf...

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naughtyboy
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

hmm todae woke up @ 9 plus... hehx... cnt slp... lol... galgal wasnt feelin well ytd... omg... was so so so wry for her... haix...
sianx... den went tu mit galgal arnd 11am... when i reach amk... i called her bt no ans msg-ed her no reply... lol... was so so wry again... den her sis called... n guess wat... she's fine... jus busyin wif her make up... hahx... n n... its damn cold todae cn??? wtf... cox its rainin todae... den mit galgal under her blk... hehx... den went tu bugis... actually wna eat @ foodcourt da... bt den boh space sit... cum its damn cold dere... den went tu da dono wat place n eat... forgt da name le... hehx... after eatin... we went tu tu bugis str n we chiong dere los... cox its stil rainin... n galgal went tu buy her shirt for cos-play da... kaox... its so damn ex cn??? n she tried mani mani tees... bt still cnt find a suitable... in da end bought a skirt nia... den she sae wan go suntec n see... so we chiong tu bugis junction again... n took mrt tu cityhall n walk dere... den reach dere oso cnt find her shirt... n bought a hair clip or wateva da... n guess wat... she asked mi tu try... diaox norh... i was lyk huh??? so pain sia... den after dat sent galgal hm by cab... haix... miss her mani mani nw... sianx... nida tahan till nxt wed den cn see her... lol... galgal i missyou mani mani...

todae is one wk 3 dae... bt its lyk vry vry long... hehx... da dae will still be counted on... hehx... (:

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naughtyboy
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

sianx sianx sianx... lol... omg...

ytd woke up @ 530... n go to shi guan... i thot i was early... bt in fact im so late... diao... all reach so early... wtf!!!... n went tu chu shi... n ended arnd 11plus... den jiu go mit galgal @ cck... mit her arnd 12... n bring her tu eat da foodcourt... lol...
after eatin went tu my hse... as im tired... so i went tu slp till 230-245 lyk dat... den jiu send her hm cox she mus reach b4 4pm... took a cab... den jiu reach her hse arb 330 lyk dat... den sent her hm le... jiu go dwn tu marina square n walkwalk awhile den go tu korkor weddin... n guess wat... im so call drunk... nt suppose tu drink da... bt in da end till drink... omg... hv fun... hehx... as galgal pei mi slp... hehx...

den todae wake up @ arnd 10am... msg-ed galgal... n she replied... mit her @ 1130 bah... den went up tu her hse outside... kaox... seh reali gt alot of hamster cn??? diaox norh... lol... den jiu went tu da dono whr eat western food... after eatin went amkhub... wna use laptop da... bt den no space... jiu went arnd n walkwalk los... den reach dis handcraft shop... galgal bought smt tu make... hehx... tink she wna sell bah??? den after dat went tu library... n its damn far cn... lol... walk arnd da library bt found no sit... so sit on da floor los.. den awhile ltr... galgal sae... gt space le... den we jiu go sit on da sofa... den use her laptop... she gt alot of order form sia... lol... a busy gal sia... den i jiu at dere slp slp awhile... stay till arnd 4plus n i send her hm le... reach her blk dere... bt i bu she de let her go hm... lol... haix... sad tu let her go hmm...

galgal da 1st dae i went out wif u... we'r jus gan boyboy n galgal... bt den i noe i found da gal le... n its u... told myslf nt tu let u go no matter wat... thou i tend tu walk or let go of my hand... bt da fact is dat i wna noe hw impt i m tu u... n i noe im reali impt... thx for lettin mi noe dat... i luv u... (: reali do... don leave mi for i wun leave u... learn mani mani durin da 2 service i went wif u... learn dat hw lyf is suppose tu be lyk... learn hw tu cherish wat we hv... for i'll cherish u... nt gona let u go animore... for u'll be da last gal im gona luv... wna be wif u 4eva... be wif mi 4eva... i luv u...

boyboy n galgal 4eva... <3333333

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naughtyboy
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

2 dae boh post le... lets start frm fri...

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fri wake up same tym... n do da same ting till 230... den i jiu rush dwn amk mit galgal... den reach amk... galgal ask if i wearin white shirt nt... den i was huh??? noe she it when she's nt @ mrt station... den she sae she was @ da underpass... cox i headache ma... den nida go eat eat... so went tu foodcourt @ amk hub 3rd floor... den we both eat hokkien mee which she claim tu be prawn mee... hehx... eat hao le... jiu take bus n pei her hm... n b4 sendin her hm... went tu playground n sit sit awhile... n during dis little tym... hughug galgal all da wae... reali bu she de let go of galgal sia... bt boh bian... gt trainin... den go for trainin... trainin end le msg galgal... n guess wat she's @ hospital... omg... i was lyk so wry cn??? galgal tc of urslf worx... ): den when i reach hm... guess she slp le... cox didn reply mi...

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wake up @ same tym... do da same ting... bt dere's smt different... galgal didnt reply mi n didnt call mi... lol... was lyk so wry los... den jiu went tu work... 12plus le... still boh reply... den mani mani ppl came tu eat... was lyk busy dao i blur sia... n guess wat... i broke a glass cup los... haix... dono will minus frm pay nt... sianx... don care le... boh mood all da wae los... den suddenly hp gt vibiration... n galgal sent 2 msg n 3 miss call... hehx... she's fine... hahx... den she sae she's @ bunk... den i jiu sae ltr go find her norh... den i was release @ 330... super late cn??? galgal nida reach hm @ 5pm... sianx diaox... so i chiong dwn los... den bus le... den change cab go dwn... n mit galgal... bt b4 she came... my headache was burstin los... feel lyk bangin da wall... so so so pain cn??? wtf... i hate dis man... galgal was sp wry for mi... sry galgal... don nida wry for mi... use tu it le... den jiu send galgal hm... n she slp awhile... so nice cn???

hmm... don tink so much galgal... its nt wat u hv calculate... its nt rtye da... hehx... ily n imy... wun leave u da... hehx... don wry... gtg le... mus wake up @ 530... 4hr 30min slp nia... sianx...

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naughtyboy
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