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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Well. Know What To Do Already. Thanks For The 'Comment'. LOL.

I Know I'm Wrong For Not Understanding Her Well. Hmm. I Did Tried To Understand Her. But Then Sometime I Don't Know What I Should Do. Haix. I've Learnt My Mistakes. Not Trying To Gain Sympathy From Anyone. Nor Acting Pity. It's The Fact That I'm At Wrong. Too Wrong. Indeed, I Did Hurt Her More Than I Love Her. Whenever She's Sad Or Moody. I Didn't Really Try To Understand Her. But Make Her More Sad More Moody. Hope You Forgive Me. Know-in That Changing Now Is Too Late. But Please Give Me One More Chance To Prove That I Really Do Love You.

Maybe Whatever I'm Doing Is Just Giving You More Pressure, More Unhappy, More Sad. But I'll Treat You Better From Now On. Won't Neglect You Anymore. Maybe People Out There's Right. I Only Start To Cherish You When I'm About To Lose You. Hmm. Sorry For All The Unhappiness Cause. I'll Change. Maybe It'll Take Some Time. But Then Rest Asure. The Same Thing Won't Happen Again. Will Let You Pass Your Day Happily. And I Mean Happy. Say-in All This Is Of No Use. Will Use Action To Prove It. (:

You Did Your Part As A Girlfriend. It's My Turn To Do My Part As A Boyfriend By Understanding You More First. (: Iloveyou. But Yet I'm Hurting You. From Now On. I'll Let Your Life Be Happier And Happier. (:

Please Do Take Care Of Yourself. And Forgive Me For The Wrong Things I've Done. Muacks. Thanks For Everything You've Done For Me. And It's Way Too Much Le. I'm Sorry.

Signing Off.
NaughtyBoy
01:09am
30.08.08

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

hmm. Thing's Begining To Happen Le. I Don't Want To Know Your Decision. I'm Afraid It's Not The One That I Want To Hear. Hmm. Sorry. It's All My Fault, That This Thing Happen. I Didn't Realise That Thing Are Going Wrong For Sometime. Such That A Third Party Appear. I Can't Blame You. As It's My Fault From The Begining. I Didn't Do My Part To Be A Good Boyfriend. Haix. I Hate Myself.

I Told You That. Let's Us Give Ourself Till Our 1yr. That Day. Then You Let Me Know Your Decision. I Know Many People Want You To Give Up On Me. As He's Better. Maybe He's Better Looking Then Me, Richer Then Me, Taller Then Me, Whatever That's Better La. Hmm. But It's Still Your Decision. I Can't Do Anything, But Just To Win Your Heart Back To Me Again.

I Know It's A Hard Choice. But Somehow You Still Need To Choose. People Out There. Please Don't Blame My Dear. Blame Me If You All Want. For It's My Fault For Not Keeping Her Heart With Me Well. Haix. Now I Can Only Blame Myself.

9 Month Le. But I Still Don't Understand Her Well. Haix. Such A Failure. WTF. I Think I Can Go Bang Wall Die Le. Kns. But I Know I Still Love My Dear Alot. I Maybe Silly Or You Can Say Stupid. But Ti Gong Tia Gong Kia. So Maybe Ti Gong Will Help Me. Lol. What A Joke.

I Don't History To Repeat Again. Haix. Don't Want To Give Up You To Bless That You And Him Can Be Together Happily Ever After. It's Been Like This For Many Of My Relationship Already. I'd Enough Of It Already. I Don't Know LE.
Going Work Now.

ILoveYou. (:

Signing Off.
NaughtyBoy
17:26pm
27.08.08

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

hmm. belated happy birthday singapore (: 43 years old le worx. (: wahahx.

hmm. today is 10th August. sounds familiar bahr? yaya? hmm. i don't know really want to care about this date. cox it only brings hurt nia. i hate this day. but then my youngest brother born on this date. so what can i do? yaya? just don't want to care jiu dui le.

to my dear :

whatever have past just let it past. i don't want to bring back the memory of this date. i know you have let it go le. but then. there'll still be memory that cannot be earse. and i hate him still. i really hate him. for he hurt you so badly.causing a fear in you. causing so much hurt to you. but he felt nothing at all. he's so wtf los. i just hate him to core. hmm. love is just like a puzzle. someone have to mess up the puzzle so someone else can mix it. since he created this mess. so let me fix it back nicely. although i'm good at puzzle but i'll fix it slowly.

cause if i fix it too fast. this puzzle will complete in no time. i want to fix this puzzle day by day. i want to fix it for lifetime. (: iloveyou (:

signing off.
naughtyboy
21:09pm
10/08/08

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Tuesday, August 5, 2008

sianx. won't be meeting girlfriend till friday. i miss girlfriend!!! arghh!!! today got many surprise sia. wahahx. 1st surprise when i reach school, karen was EARLIER then me. omg!!! shocked tio me!!! then around 830 lorenz came also. another one shocked me!!! lol. then jiu finish LSM le. then jiu OFA. and yi tian didn't come school again. lol. my attendance is less then 80% how how? must be constant in school now. if not sure tio debar one.

finish-ed OFA up comes BFD and guess what? lesson end at 2.45pm super early sio!!! wahahx. song bohdoh. then after jiu came aunty house. i can surf the net again le. because of don't know what thing i can't surf the net properly for so many days. finally it's okay now. (:

hmm. i'm still missing my dear. don't know what she's doing now. don't know if she've taken her medicine, her meal not. don't know if she've drink plenty of water now. cause she's still not feeling well yet. haix. always make me worry for her. lol. she must learn how to do that eh. cause i won't be able to stay with her all the time ma. yaya?

so my dear. please learn to do that worx. then i'll be more fang xing. yeah? hahax. i love you (:

signing off.
naughtyboy
19:43pm
05.08.08

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hmm. i'm just too afraid to lose you. i just can't afford to lose you. hmm. a each day pass. you're getting more and more sick. and i'm getting more and more afraid. anytime from now. i might just lsoe you. please hang on my dear. i don't know what am i going to do if you ever leave. haix.

stay with me for the rest of our lifetime. alright? i love you. and i just simply do. i may seems as if i'm not concern about you. but in fact i'm really just too concern for you till i don't know what to do. thus i didn't do anything. my mind is totally blank today. sorry he quan's bro. sorry to everyone. i made so many mistakes and cause all of you to suffer with me. haix. sorry. and sorry is all i can say now. i'll train harder next training.

training quite tiring today. cause we're going to malaysia and perform le. and it's just in one month time. wtf. so fast. lol. then after that jiu must start train lion le. both zhuang for next year and guan mo hui at the of this year. means my entire week will be packed with training, training and more training. but i know it's all worth it. for we're chiong-ing for competition next year. and he quan's big day. lol. so busy. must train harder le. i must succeed in zhuang. at least let people know. he quan is on the way up le. we're not just other troupe. but we also the potential too.
if can i hope i can win back a champion for he quan. any champion also can. as long as we work hard. champion shouldn't be a problem. (:

bro and sis of he quan family. let us all strive for the best. ya? jiayou (:
go he quan go he quan go
he quan he quan pa buay toh
chiong arh!!!
once hequan forever hequan (:

champion we're on the way to find you!!!

iloveyou my dear (:

signin off...
naughtyboy
01:17am
05.08.08

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Friday, August 1, 2008

hmm. so sianx. just came back from training. so tiring. wth. reach bedok inter-change. saw SOMEONE. she so dao bohdoh. kns. don't want to care much. crap los. sibei sianx. don't know what to do sia. today. hmm. nothing much bahr? didn't go school again. sianx. then stayed at mcd till 1plus. then go meet dear and went bugis. but wth. 'he' called. and we cabbed to dear's house. boih bian. 'he' siao one. i just hate him man. dear is 16 le neh. not a 13 year old girl los. even now a 13 year old girl also have freedom then dear los. and what's the problem with him sia. brain cell spoil or what sia. wtf.

today he quan topic is about me. wtf can? just because yesterday night i went to meet christine at cine? alamak. we're just simply friends nia. (: hmm. dear don't think too much about that. we did nothing. just simply meet up n had dinner at cine. (: then walk till arnd 10+ accompany her home. cause it's not safe for a girl to go home so late ma. yaya? then i jiu went to take 45 home. sianx. expected one la. saw gui yong jiu shi confirm isn't a good thing. kns. hahx.

sianx. dear's still sick sia. so worry about her. haix. will anything happen to her? i want to keep her by my side. but can i really do that? haix. i don't know how to say. and who to talk too. i really don't know sia. i also don't want to keep it inside me. so xin ku los. kns. haix. i don't know le la.

iloveyou (:

signin off...
naughtyboy
12:51am
01/08/08