Been very busy these few days. Busy with chu shi and training this few days. OMG larhs. Dman shag los. Shall on mention about yesterday de things. The rest shall not mention much. (:

We chu yew keng yesterday. 17 pole de dragon and also decorate lorry. Was late larhs. But lucky manage to meet up with them at the first place. Hahas. Quite fun and relax I can say? Hahas. The place we went all located around bedok area only. Hahas. SawC.SuChing( was asked to mention her BIG name ) & co at there too. Went to disturb sandy as I'm playing the instrument. Hahas. Sorry. Walao, play instrument also shag los! Nabei. Argh. Everything ended around 11plus reach He Quan around 12plus, keep things, take out all the decoration, eat and reach home around 2plus. OMG larhs. But it's fun los. Hahas. Rest one week then got chu shi again. Argh! Work was quite tiring this few days. Yesterday fell asleep inside the warehouse. But not very long larhs. Cause boss around ma. Hahas. Think we'll be switch post soon bahr? Maybe going to retail shop next month or the next year. Shall see how the management arrange los. Hahas.

Lucky I'm busy already. If not I'll anyhow anyhow think again. There's still so many things on mind, but I just don't know how to say out. I know I should let go already, but i just don't know how eh. Hais. Somehow I want her back. Lol. But I know nothing will turn out right. Lol. Well, whatever bahr. Shall wait and see how bahr. Hahas.

I should not think so much already. Hahas. I should concentrate on work and lion dance. As for girlfriend, well let nature take it's course bahr? Hais. I guess I shall end here le. C.SuChing your name appearred le wors ! Don't say I not good okay ! Wahahas. Stupid you ! I miss you larhs !

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:33pm
30.10.09

Labels: Forcing isn't a solution

Well, worked ended around 130pm yesterday. Went meet Yvonne yesterday as wh working till 11pm. Then she's bored los, so asked her accompany me go see dogs. Went yishun then pasir ris just to see dogs. OMG! I want a toy poddle larhs! So cute, but cost around 1.7k eh. Sian. Shall save money for it. After that bus-ed to AMK then trained to chinatown, thought there's lion dance performance, end up it's wu shu larhs! Fucking boring. Omg, can't make it larhs. She's there too, as her lion dance helped other troupe ma. Lol. Bought her mentos as she wanted it ma. Everything ended around 11pm, bus-ed home and Yvonne train-ed home. Reach home before 12am. Online awhile before I go sleep. Was damn tired larhs! Lol. Today I'm off. Guess will be staying home bahr? Shall see where to go later. Hahas. Tomorrow working again, then will have training. But lucky not I train. Hahas.

Well, since I came back from taiwan so many things happened. Good things, bad things. Lol. I also don't know what's really going on. Sians. I gues there isn't any chance of getting her back. Hahas. So be it bahr. (: I guess I should really get someone of my age already. Should be playing anymore. Lol. Getting older le. Lol. Hope to get my first pay! Wahahas. (: Sians.

Hmm. Well. Feeling is just so weird. It'll come and go whenever it's happy. Lol. When you wanted to let the feelin go, it came back. When you don't want to let the feeling go, it just go like nobody business. Lol. Weird weird. It's something no one can control. Lol. And life is something that can't be change. But fate can be change through someway. Hahas. I guess I've more confidence in doing things already. But it won't get her back. But maybe will get me someone better. Lol.

Hmm, guess I shall stop here already. Nothing much to post also. (: Just hope that you'll be happy. And I realise it's 25 today. Lol. Whatever bahr. Memories it shall be (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
14:00pm
25.10.09

Labels: Smile always

It's been days since I last days. Was busy with work. Omg. Hmm, this few days was working till 530pm then went out meet friends all that. So didn't manage to blog. Hahas. Thanks people for the birthday wishes. Thanks for the cake too. Really very touch. But just didn't show out only. Thanks loads man. Love you guys larhs! Hahas. And thanks for your birthday present. I'll remember it well. (:

Hahas. This few days so tired after working. Lol. Hais. Had training on monday and yesterday. Everything was quite well done? I'm being put in-charge to run the training. Lol. So many things to teach larhs! Omg. Had our first dragon training yesterday ever since don't know when larhs. Was quite well done too. Teach our new guys things. Hahas. I guess a new group of leng ka is going to be ready soon? Hahas. Tomorrow still got work but till 1pm only. Then sunday off! Like finally los! Hahas.

Hmm. Don't know what to blog already. Guess I shall end here. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:55pm
23.10.09

Labels: I know what must be done

Started to work today le. Well. Quite boring and tiring. Packed the goods for the whole day today. Lol. Think tomorrow will be going out to deliver goods bahr. Sure very tiring de. Sians los. Hmm. Really quite tough. Lol. Need use dao alot of energy de! OMG los! Sians.

Nothing much to post also. Lol. Shall end here bahr. Tomorrow need wake up at 7am for work. Hais. Buais. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:40pm
19.10.09

Labels: I know what to do le

Well, tomorrow attachment jiu start le. Hahas. Finally! Need to wake up quite early tomorrow. Cause it's first day of work. Got many things to learn. Hahas. Omg. Shall sleep after posting. Shall start our post from yesterday.

17.10.09
Well, chu kim kor for a new tua I think. Hahas. Weather damn hot los ! Fuck! Everything like so messed up. Argh! Everything ended around 5plus 6 like that. Then went find kor kor to pass the money. Was told that training may resume soon. Hahas. OMG larhs. Sians los. Went home to bath then went to down to sintua. Left around 11pm, meet up with wei hao & co for clubbing session, was fun. Hahas. But very fan, cause scare not enough people for sunday! Cabbed home and reach around 430am.

18.10.09
Wake up around 7am, went to call people and bathed. But last mintue kar seng and kelvin didn't pick up call. Then rui hao not coming, wei hao got work. Argh! But lucky last mintue got ah wen. So 7 people chu 2 lion! Cool right! Wahahas. Left He Quan aroung 945, rushed down to woodlands temple, then from there we went to someone house for cai qing. Everything ended before 12pm. Meet up with yi xin for lunch. Then after that went her house to chat. Called paul for mj session. Then from her house I go home bathed and changed. Pual came and fetched me to yi xin. Then mj session start. Left her house aroung 6pm went to 163 to eat their food. Left aroung 7 for sintua. And I'm finally home! Damn shagg los! This few days slept less then 10 hours! I going to die soon! So tired.

That's all for today bahr? Hahas. Like report writing los. Nabei. Tomorrow is going to a tiring day, cause after work maybe have training. Also not confirm yet. Lol. Shall wait for sms or call bahr. Wahahas. Hmm. I guess for the time being, will remained single first bahr. Cause no time for girlfriend also. It's also a good time for us to think really carefully. (: Hmm, shall end here. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:11am
19.10.09

Labels: I don't know what I want now

Reached singapore around 9pm yesterday, reached aunty house round 945pm close to 10pm. Reached my home around 8am in the morning. Bought breakfast for mummy, shifted furniture, see some video on long-shi.com, some pictures on sintua.com and here I am blogging. Also bought a bottle of POKKA Green Tea just now too. Missed it so much man! Wahahas.

Got to know that what I think was wrong. She's still single. I guess I'm really thinking too much. Somehow I really don't know what to do now. Don't really feel like letting go. Indeed, even if we're back together, the feeling will really be different. I also know, alot of people around don't want you to accept me. If you really accept me, they'll be unhappy. I know they don't know like the way I am in the past. But I really do hope there's another chance. You say, there isn't any future for us. But you can't predict it right? How do you know there isn't any future when you haven't try? This few days I've been thinking alot. I'm wondering if I should really let go or not.

But my conclusion till now is to hang on. Somehow I just don't bear to let go. Cause we're really so close to being together again. Just that there's people objecting only. But they can't control you, like I say always follow your heart in doing things. If your heart tells you to let go, then I've nothing to say. Letting go isn't so easy. You've tried before, so you should know the feelings.

Will be meeting her later, to pass her some stuff. Then at night, I think I'll be going to meet with He Quan people. As we're going to hieng kio later. I think larhs. Now waiting for mummy furniture to come, and waiting for her to reply me. Somehow my thinking now isn't as childish as the past. I really hope that things will be better for me and for her. In whatever we do, nothing will obstruct us.

I also hope things will be better for you. I know now you're really stress. Stressed about alot of meetings. Alot of things that isn't you fault are being pushed to you. Slowly bahr. Things will be better. Don't need stressed about it. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:05am
16.10.09

Labels: 我依然爱着你

Today last day at taiwan. Wanted to get something for friends de. But sorry can't find anything that's nice and meaningfull. So I guess there won't be present giving from me. (: I think you all should give me presents instead los! Next wednesday my birthday okay! Wahahas. But don't know if anyone will remember. Whatever bahr. Will see how also. Need check with teacher about my attachment thingy. Hahas. If not next monday I won't know where to go. Hahas.

Hmm, I'm not thinking too much liao. Won't think too much also. Will double confirm with what I think tomorrow with. Whether it's true or not. I'll accept it. If it's really true. Then it's time for me to let go. (: Letting everything be kept memories once again. That's all I can do now. I hate to ask you to last long with him, but I still have to say. Hmm. But only tomorrow then I'll really say.

I hope you don't forget my PRESENT hors! Wahahas. No present also must give me comments! Meet up soon okay? Doesn't mean you've boyfriend jiu can don't meet me hors! Wahahas. I'll really be fine de. Don't worry about me. Worry about yourself for now. (: Don't be stress about what they say. It's your choice to mix around with whoever. (: Follow your heart sitll. (:

As for me. Well, tomorrow night time will reach singapore le. Should be staying ove at aunty house till the next day. Need go home early tomorrow. Cause furniture coming tomorrow. I also need pack my clothes that I've bought from taiwan. Thanks mummy for buying it for me. Lol. Everything that I've bought cost a BOOM larhs. Estimated to be close to SGD500/600 sia. Lol. Love mummy so much larhs.

Well. Today was fun larhs. The one day city tour really worth it larhs. Hahas. Went alot of place and took quite a number of pictures also. Hope I can post it soon. Wahahas. One of the place we went was to visit a Pi Xiu gallery, something to do with FENGSHUI. Gave our SHEN CHEN 8 ZI to the people there and they told us our character and what we lack off. Damn accurate larhs. OMG. Hahas. I really lack of confidence in everything. Lol. Hais. Will improve on my confidence de. (:

Guess I'll end here le. (: See you people after tomorrow. (: Somehow I miss you loads. ): But I know now, you don't need me already. Hahas. Take care bahr. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:16pm
14.10.09

Labels: I still miss you

Hmm, well. I guess something that I don't wish to happen, had happen e. But whatever it is, I'm fine. After thinking for awhile just now. I guess I'm just so foolish. I guess she've found someone who she really love le. Hahas. Well, hope that guy will love her, and take care of her. Hmm, well. You really get a guy to let me forget you. Hahas. Well done. But I'm not angry nor sad. Just a little disappointed. Thanks for letting me, live in a DREAM for two weeks. Loving you again was nice? Hahas. But don't you worry about me. I'm fine. Nothing will happen to me. I've woke up from the dream already. (:

If you really want me to give up. Then I'll just have do it. (: For that's nothing I can do to change anything now. I know something will happen after I leave for taiwan. And I guess it really happen le. Hahas. Nice right? Hahas. Hmm. Just go ahead bahr. I won't say anything de. For I've no right to say anything. Well. This time, I'll really let go le. I should move on once again. Maybe we really aren't to be together. Hahas. I guess we're really two different kind of people. Hahas. Like what you say. I've change to become better le. So it's not so hard for me to find another girl. LOL. But still I really don't intend to find again. I say before I wanted to take a break. I've took a one month break. I guess I can still be use to single life de. Hahas.

Must remember I'm NaughtyBoy okay! Saying die then jiu not NaughtyBoy le. Wahahas. Hmm, I should end here le. (: Take care girl. And follow you heart in whatever that's you're going to do. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:11pm
13.10.09

Hmm, just came back from shopping. Walked wholeday. So damn tired. Going leave tai zhong le. Going to taipei early dawn. Train leave at 550am. Lol. This few days been having headache quite often. Hais. Don't know what's the reason also. Maybe hinting me on something? Hahas. Well. Got a shocking email. Hais. Don't know how to say about it. But all I can say is, follow you heart in whatever you do. (:

I'm not going to give up so easy de. So I hope you won't also. Nothing is impossible de. (: wait for me okay? Don't think too much first. Wait till we meet, then we decide again. (: I love you still. (: Shall end here.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
21:12pm
11.10.09

Labels: I wont give up

Hmm, it's 08:17am now. And currently I'm waiting for mummy and aunty to come down. Then go eat breakfast. Jiu off for shopping le. Hope to get something bahr. Hahas. She's still sleeping. Hope she rest well. Hahas. 4 more days before I'm back to singapore. Hahas. Time pass real fast. Hahas. Good. Hope nothing will happen to her. Hahas. She's all I'm concern now. Hais. Still will tend to worry for.

Girl, anything let your weihao daddy or yvonne mummy know okay? They'll help you de. Okay? Please really must take care of yourself. If not I'll heart pain de. I'll take care of myself also de. Don't worry. Hmm, shall end here le. Think can post again when I come back. Tomorrow before dawn will be leaving for taiwan. So maybe won't be posting long later. If the next hotel have computer. Will try to use it to post also. Hahas. So bye people. (:

I love you & I miss you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
08:23am
11.10.09

Labels: I want to be with you again

Argh! Fcuking headache. Ate two time panadol. Sians los. But still got play dao game larhs. Damn shiok man! Wahahas. But kinda scary too. Hehes. Sorry eh. Didn't mean to let you worry. Don't know why will headache also. Suddenly de. I super miss you sia. Whenever I close my eyes I jiu can see dao you eh. Hais. But two days pass le. Five more days left. (: very fast de.

Hmm, today walk damn long larhs. Fcuking hell. Plus fcuking long bus trips. Sians sia. But afterall time pass very fast just like this. Hehes. Also can larhs. As long as can faster pass the time jiu can le. Tomorrow is shopping day. Hahas. But need wake up very early to catch a train on monday morning around 5:50am! Omg larhs!

Hais. This two days been worrying for her eh. Don't know if she've eaten, don't know if she got sleep well, play well. Scare people bully her, scare she blur here and there. Scare another guy like her. Scare this worry that. Hais. Sians. Really very worry for her. ): Really hope she's fine wors. Guess I shall end here le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:09pm
10.10.09

Labels: I love SuChing loads

Currently at taiwan now. Using the computer in the hotel. First day really sucks man! Almost vomit on the plane. Don't know the pilot know how to fly an aeroplane not. Fcuking hell! So miss her eh. Hais. Msg-ed with her till she go school. Sians.

Hmm. But overall was quite fine los. Need sleep early cause tomorrow going to play ma. (: Will take care of myself de. Guess she's not home yet bahr. Hahas. Hope she enjoy herself. I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:07pm
09.10.09

Labels: At taiwan now

Hmm, will be flying tomorrow le. Suddenly don't have the mood to go. I seriously miss her. Wanted to accompany her home. But she rejected it. I know she don't want see me sad. Hais. But I won't blame her. I know she'll be sad too. Somehow just found out that another guy like her le? But not very sure about it. But the feeling is larh. Hmm. Have nothing much to say about it. Hmm. Nothing will happen de. (: I'm sure.

I miss her loads now. ): Today meet up the same group of people yesterday, but two more people come. Hahas. Quite boring. Cause don't really know where to go. In the end up eating pizza hut. But not all of us eat. As don't know what to eat. So end up eating nothing los. Hahas. After that jiu accompany her take bus to cck then she cab home. While I went home take things. That's all for today bahr? (:

C.Suching, you better take care of yourself also. I don't want see you fall sick or hear you fall sick hors! I'll also be worry for you. Don't skip your meal and better sleep early ! OKAY? I'll be fine de. So you don't need worry also de. Silly girl. Hmm. Hope this 1 week faster pass ! You say le hors. Will meet me once I come back eh. Can't boom de hors. You've boomed me many times le wors ! Bleahs!
Your present I'll try find de. Don't worry. Hahas. Anything find you weihao daddy. He'll help you de. (: Hmm. Remember msg me when you wake up wors. I'll reply till you reached school. But when your exams end maybe I already board plane. but still you must text me. Let me know you end school le! (: Okay? Hehes.
Lastly, I miss you loads. I love you also. Must wait for me to come back. 1 week only. Okay? (: And I miss you PIG face. Muacks. Love you loads. We'll never be apart anymore (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:00am
09.10.09

Labels: I don't bear to leave

Hmm, will be flying to taiwan tomorrow le. I don't know if I can enjoy the trip not. For I'll really miss her. Lol. Hmm. I don't know why I so stress up. Hais. I know I shouldn't think too much de. Hmm. Don't worry. I'll be fine de. (: Cause I know nothing will happen de. I've faith in myself and you.

Maybe will be meeting her later. But don't know for how long. Hope can be quite long. But if can't also never mind. Can meet dao her jiu can le. So, you better take care of yourself when I'm not around. (: Must go school and don't always skip meal eh. Try to sleep early too. And don't smoke too much. Bad for health de. Aiyo. Silly girl.

I'll take care of myself when I'm at taiwan. Don't need scare I won't eat. Cause my aunty and mummy sure will bring me go eat de. Skali I come back i gain weight eh. Lol. Jiu sians los. Don't want to be fat wors. Hahas.

Still waiting for her to reply me. Then see can meet or not. Hopefully is can la. Hahas. I can overcome the fear in me de. (: this few days i hope she's happy. Hahas. Hmm, guess I shall stop here le. Shall post when I come back from taiwan. Hopefully with pictures. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:44am
08.10.09

Labels: 我会想你的

Met up with her today. But I'm sorry about my emotion. Hais. Hope I didn't spoil your mood today. Went to west coast park with my friends and her friends. LOL. But my mood is really bad today. Hais. Don't know why also. Somehow we still can't be open yet. ): Never mind.

I should be more understanding de. Hmm, mood was really really down. ): Wanted to hug you, hold your hand all that. But none can be done. Hais. There's two couple there. See le will jealous and envy de. So sians. Hope you're okay. Don't be angry with my attitude today. Hais. So mood was really really down.

But I guess I can hang on de. Hmm. Everything will be fine bahr? Hope nothing will happen when I'm back from taiwan. I've faith (: Hahas. I love you. I know this time we'll be much better than last time. (: we can do it this time. (: Hahas. You're just all I ever wanted now.

And also, thanks to wh and yvonne. I won't think too much de. I'll win dao her heart de. (: Hahas. And you two, last long. Got chance we two couple go out together. Hahas.

Hmm, shall end here bahr. Lastly I miss you, and I'm really sorry.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:56pm
07.10.09

Labels: Love you loads

Just woke up not long, washed dishes jiu online le. Quite bored now. Nothing much to do also. Don't know why can't sleep more. Lol. I don't want so early wake up de. But just can't sleep anymore. So just wake up los. (:

Hmm, stupid arm. Don't know so pain. Since the day I go for army check up then they 抽血 le, my arm jiu very pain le. Hais. Stupid sia. I thought few days later jiu hao le. But now like more pain sia. Like so swollen los. OMG. Fcuk sia. Lol.

Don't know later going where also. Maybe will be meeting her bahr? Not sure also. Hahas. See how bahr? (: Taiwan trip getting nearer and nearer, and I getting more and more don't bear to go le. Cause I won't be seeing her for 1 week. So scare and so worry. But I've faith (: nothing will change de. (: Hahas. But if things change then I've nothing to say also. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09:58am
07.10.09

Labels: 可以想我吗?

Meet up with her just now. Slack with her friends and my friends. Meet them around 7plus like that. Slack at the highest level of a multi-storey carpark. Quite fun I guess? Hahas. Finally can see her again. (: Hope we'll be fine bahr? Hahas. Everything will be bahr? Hahas.

I know what should be done and what shouldn't be done. (: Don't worry okay? Hope for the next two days I still can meet her. But it depend on you bahr? I've no say to it. If can't meet jiu next time bahr? Hahas. She's not home yet. Hope nothing will happen to her. (:

Hmm, don't know what to post already. Hahas. Sians. But whatever decision she'll make in the end. I'll accept de. Hahas. Shall end here bahr. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:52pm
06.10.09

Labels: I love you

Hmm, today should be staying at home again. Sians. Super bored. Don't know what to do or where to go today. Hais. Another boring days. Must find things to do soon. Will be going taiwan this friday le. Lol. Don't know if I should be happy or sad. Happy is because finally can go Taiwan, sad is because I'll be missing someone. Lol. Sians. Hmm, somehow or another. I'm shouldn't be over-concerning like the past. I should keep questions to myself. And not ask so much. Hahas.

Whether is it the true or not, is not for him to say. If you people really believe what he say, then don't need bother to come ask me. Cause whatever I say you all won't believe de ma. So why ask? But I can say is. Nothing have happen. And I'm not going to be father yet! Whether you people want to believe or not. It's your choice. Take it or leave it. I won't want to explain anymore. I've no idea why he say all that. But it's not true! It's really not fun to spread something which is not true. Lol.


Signing off.
N.Boy (:
12:24pm
06.10.09

Labels: I still miss you loads

I miss you so much. Maybe tomorrow won't be able to meet you. Hais. But I won't blame anything, for it's not what you want also. Hais. Don't know when then we can meet again. Hais. I wanted to see you so much. But it's like so impossible. Don't know wednesday and thursday can meet you not. Hais. Just got to know from kor kor that on 17.10.09 we chu kim kor. Sibei sians. Don't know what time also. Hais. Why whenever I want to meet you. Things always happen to stop us from meeting? I only want to see you that's all. Hais. Never mind bahr. I won't want to say anything also. I won't want to be like last time anymore. There'll always be other days where we can meet up de. (: I guess? Hahas. She's studying again now. Exams period now. Jiayous bahr. (: Hahas. Don't stress yourself too much. I'll be fine alone de. (: Don't worry and I won't think too much de. (: Hahas.

Shall end here le bahr. (: Take care people. (:

Signing off,
N.Boy (:
21:19pm
05.10.09

Labels: 我想见你

Woke up damn early today. Don't know also. Sians. So boring now. Nothing to do eh. Sians. Later around evening time need go back aunty take helmet, as I've bike lesson later on. Finally go out to the main road le. But going to be very scary. Cause alot of oncoming vehicles. The feeling is very tense up. Must make quick decision on moving off and stopping. Sians. Hope everything goes on smoonthly. (: Nothing to post much also. Hahas. Shall end here bahr.

我曾经失去你一次。
我不想再有多一次。
我不会再让你走了。

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09:10am
05.10.09

Labels: Be with me from now on

Hmm, just came back from sintua. Wah super tired. Kena woke up by papa around 730AM lea. Fcuking early los. So early go there also no use. I sit there from 8plus til 1plus los. Damn long larhs. Jump around 230pm cause got a sintua come exchange joysticks ma. Hahas. lol. Then everything ended around 4plus. Hahas. Fcuking tired. Hais. Don't know what to do tomorrow. Super sians sia. Lol. Must think of what to do tomorrow. At night got bike pract. Hope everything goes on smoothly. Hahas. Now super tired.

我们还有可能在一起吗？
我先在只想爱你一个人。

Guess I shall end le. (: Shall post again tomorrow or what bahr. (: Hahas. Buais.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:12pm
04.10.09

Labels: And I miss you (:

Hmm, in the morning chu shi at 9am! NABEI SO FCUKING EARLY LARHS. Help 玄峰 chu shi. It's dragon ! But very relax. Hahas. Everything ended around 130pm back-ed at home around 230. Super tired larhs. Lol. Omg. Tomorrow need jump again. OMG. Cause got sintua come exchange joysticks. Hahas. Should be around 2 plus 3pm. Hahas. Whatever larhs.

02.10.09
Supposed to go help hoon hong de, but then last mintue cancel, cause they enough people. So went to jp with wei hao. Walked awhile, bought a new ear stut then went to play pool. Skills really bad. Lol. Only won one round. Sians. After that went to he quan for chu shi. Stupid event. Fucking tired. Everything ended around 930pm, went to gui yong waited for him to bath. Met up with kor kor went he quan take things, passed things for dao tong. Then headed to rui hao ah gong's funeral. And now I'm back home. Later around 7am need wake up le. Cause helping Xuan Feng chu shi. Dragon again. Damn boring de. Hais. After chu shi still need go down sintua. As it's 15 of the month, and need to jump. Didn't really eat anything. Omg. So hungry. Hais. But whatever larhs. Thus another day had passed. OMG.

Shall end here. If not don't know can wake up not. Hahas. Buais. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:39am
03.10.09

Labels: Wish to have you back again

Hmm, it's 00:14am now ! And I'm not sleeping. Hahas. Actually wanted to post when I wake up de. But never mind larhs. Hahas. So sians. Later around 1pm will be helping hoon hong then and night is chu our own. Lantern festival event. Super boring. Hahas. Plus I need to be on vegetarian ! Nabei. Jiat lat. Guess I won't be eating bahr ? Hahas. Hmm, shall end here le. Nothing much also.

Been very busy these few days. Busy with chu shi and training this few days. OMG larhs. Dman shag los. Shall on mention about yesterday de things. The rest shall not mention much. (:

We chu yew keng yesterday. 17 pole de dragon and also decorate lorry. Was late larhs. But lucky manage to meet up with them at the first place. Hahas. Quite fun and relax I can say? Hahas. The place we went all located around bedok area only. Hahas. SawC.SuChing( was asked to mention her BIG name ) & co at there too. Went to disturb sandy as I'm playing the instrument. Hahas. Sorry. Walao, play instrument also shag los! Nabei. Argh. Everything ended around 11plus reach He Quan around 12plus, keep things, take out all the decoration, eat and reach home around 2plus. OMG larhs. But it's fun los. Hahas. Rest one week then got chu shi again. Argh! Work was quite tiring this few days. Yesterday fell asleep inside the warehouse. But not very long larhs. Cause boss around ma. Hahas. Think we'll be switch post soon bahr? Maybe going to retail shop next month or the next year. Shall see how the management arrange los. Hahas.

Lucky I'm busy already. If not I'll anyhow anyhow think again. There's still so many things on mind, but I just don't know how to say out. I know I should let go already, but i just don't know how eh. Hais. Somehow I want her back. Lol. But I know nothing will turn out right. Lol. Well, whatever bahr. Shall wait and see how bahr. Hahas.

I should not think so much already. Hahas. I should concentrate on work and lion dance. As for girlfriend, well let nature take it's course bahr? Hais. I guess I shall end here le. C.SuChing your name appearred le wors ! Don't say I not good okay ! Wahahas. Stupid you ! I miss you larhs !

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:33pm
30.10.09

Labels: Forcing isn't a solution

Well, worked ended around 130pm yesterday. Went meet Yvonne yesterday as wh working till 11pm. Then she's bored los, so asked her accompany me go see dogs. Went yishun then pasir ris just to see dogs. OMG! I want a toy poddle larhs! So cute, but cost around 1.7k eh. Sian. Shall save money for it. After that bus-ed to AMK then trained to chinatown, thought there's lion dance performance, end up it's wu shu larhs! Fucking boring. Omg, can't make it larhs. She's there too, as her lion dance helped other troupe ma. Lol. Bought her mentos as she wanted it ma. Everything ended around 11pm, bus-ed home and Yvonne train-ed home. Reach home before 12am. Online awhile before I go sleep. Was damn tired larhs! Lol. Today I'm off. Guess will be staying home bahr? Shall see where to go later. Hahas. Tomorrow working again, then will have training. But lucky not I train. Hahas.

Well, since I came back from taiwan so many things happened. Good things, bad things. Lol. I also don't know what's really going on. Sians. I gues there isn't any chance of getting her back. Hahas. So be it bahr. (: I guess I should really get someone of my age already. Should be playing anymore. Lol. Getting older le. Lol. Hope to get my first pay! Wahahas. (: Sians.

Hmm. Well. Feeling is just so weird. It'll come and go whenever it's happy. Lol. When you wanted to let the feelin go, it came back. When you don't want to let the feeling go, it just go like nobody business. Lol. Weird weird. It's something no one can control. Lol. And life is something that can't be change. But fate can be change through someway. Hahas. I guess I've more confidence in doing things already. But it won't get her back. But maybe will get me someone better. Lol.

Hmm, guess I shall stop here already. Nothing much to post also. (: Just hope that you'll be happy. And I realise it's 25 today. Lol. Whatever bahr. Memories it shall be (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
14:00pm
25.10.09

Labels: Smile always

It's been days since I last days. Was busy with work. Omg. Hmm, this few days was working till 530pm then went out meet friends all that. So didn't manage to blog. Hahas. Thanks people for the birthday wishes. Thanks for the cake too. Really very touch. But just didn't show out only. Thanks loads man. Love you guys larhs! Hahas. And thanks for your birthday present. I'll remember it well. (:

Hahas. This few days so tired after working. Lol. Hais. Had training on monday and yesterday. Everything was quite well done? I'm being put in-charge to run the training. Lol. So many things to teach larhs! Omg. Had our first dragon training yesterday ever since don't know when larhs. Was quite well done too. Teach our new guys things. Hahas. I guess a new group of leng ka is going to be ready soon? Hahas. Tomorrow still got work but till 1pm only. Then sunday off! Like finally los! Hahas.

Hmm. Don't know what to blog already. Guess I shall end here. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:55pm
23.10.09

Labels: I know what must be done

Started to work today le. Well. Quite boring and tiring. Packed the goods for the whole day today. Lol. Think tomorrow will be going out to deliver goods bahr. Sure very tiring de. Sians los. Hmm. Really quite tough. Lol. Need use dao alot of energy de! OMG los! Sians.

Nothing much to post also. Lol. Shall end here bahr. Tomorrow need wake up at 7am for work. Hais. Buais. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:40pm
19.10.09

Labels: I know what to do le

Well, tomorrow attachment jiu start le. Hahas. Finally! Need to wake up quite early tomorrow. Cause it's first day of work. Got many things to learn. Hahas. Omg. Shall sleep after posting. Shall start our post from yesterday.

17.10.09
Well, chu kim kor for a new tua I think. Hahas. Weather damn hot los ! Fuck! Everything like so messed up. Argh! Everything ended around 5plus 6 like that. Then went find kor kor to pass the money. Was told that training may resume soon. Hahas. OMG larhs. Sians los. Went home to bath then went to down to sintua. Left around 11pm, meet up with wei hao & co for clubbing session, was fun. Hahas. But very fan, cause scare not enough people for sunday! Cabbed home and reach around 430am.

18.10.09
Wake up around 7am, went to call people and bathed. But last mintue kar seng and kelvin didn't pick up call. Then rui hao not coming, wei hao got work. Argh! But lucky last mintue got ah wen. So 7 people chu 2 lion! Cool right! Wahahas. Left He Quan aroung 945, rushed down to woodlands temple, then from there we went to someone house for cai qing. Everything ended before 12pm. Meet up with yi xin for lunch. Then after that went her house to chat. Called paul for mj session. Then from her house I go home bathed and changed. Pual came and fetched me to yi xin. Then mj session start. Left her house aroung 6pm went to 163 to eat their food. Left aroung 7 for sintua. And I'm finally home! Damn shagg los! This few days slept less then 10 hours! I going to die soon! So tired.

That's all for today bahr? Hahas. Like report writing los. Nabei. Tomorrow is going to a tiring day, cause after work maybe have training. Also not confirm yet. Lol. Shall wait for sms or call bahr. Wahahas. Hmm. I guess for the time being, will remained single first bahr. Cause no time for girlfriend also. It's also a good time for us to think really carefully. (: Hmm, shall end here. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:11am
19.10.09

Labels: I don't know what I want now

Reached singapore around 9pm yesterday, reached aunty house round 945pm close to 10pm. Reached my home around 8am in the morning. Bought breakfast for mummy, shifted furniture, see some video on long-shi.com, some pictures on sintua.com and here I am blogging. Also bought a bottle of POKKA Green Tea just now too. Missed it so much man! Wahahas.

Got to know that what I think was wrong. She's still single. I guess I'm really thinking too much. Somehow I really don't know what to do now. Don't really feel like letting go. Indeed, even if we're back together, the feeling will really be different. I also know, alot of people around don't want you to accept me. If you really accept me, they'll be unhappy. I know they don't know like the way I am in the past. But I really do hope there's another chance. You say, there isn't any future for us. But you can't predict it right? How do you know there isn't any future when you haven't try? This few days I've been thinking alot. I'm wondering if I should really let go or not.

But my conclusion till now is to hang on. Somehow I just don't bear to let go. Cause we're really so close to being together again. Just that there's people objecting only. But they can't control you, like I say always follow your heart in doing things. If your heart tells you to let go, then I've nothing to say. Letting go isn't so easy. You've tried before, so you should know the feelings.

Will be meeting her later, to pass her some stuff. Then at night, I think I'll be going to meet with He Quan people. As we're going to hieng kio later. I think larhs. Now waiting for mummy furniture to come, and waiting for her to reply me. Somehow my thinking now isn't as childish as the past. I really hope that things will be better for me and for her. In whatever we do, nothing will obstruct us.

I also hope things will be better for you. I know now you're really stress. Stressed about alot of meetings. Alot of things that isn't you fault are being pushed to you. Slowly bahr. Things will be better. Don't need stressed about it. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:05am
16.10.09

Labels: 我依然爱着你

Today last day at taiwan. Wanted to get something for friends de. But sorry can't find anything that's nice and meaningfull. So I guess there won't be present giving from me. (: I think you all should give me presents instead los! Next wednesday my birthday okay! Wahahas. But don't know if anyone will remember. Whatever bahr. Will see how also. Need check with teacher about my attachment thingy. Hahas. If not next monday I won't know where to go. Hahas.

Hmm, I'm not thinking too much liao. Won't think too much also. Will double confirm with what I think tomorrow with. Whether it's true or not. I'll accept it. If it's really true. Then it's time for me to let go. (: Letting everything be kept memories once again. That's all I can do now. I hate to ask you to last long with him, but I still have to say. Hmm. But only tomorrow then I'll really say.

I hope you don't forget my PRESENT hors! Wahahas. No present also must give me comments! Meet up soon okay? Doesn't mean you've boyfriend jiu can don't meet me hors! Wahahas. I'll really be fine de. Don't worry about me. Worry about yourself for now. (: Don't be stress about what they say. It's your choice to mix around with whoever. (: Follow your heart sitll. (:

As for me. Well, tomorrow night time will reach singapore le. Should be staying ove at aunty house till the next day. Need go home early tomorrow. Cause furniture coming tomorrow. I also need pack my clothes that I've bought from taiwan. Thanks mummy for buying it for me. Lol. Everything that I've bought cost a BOOM larhs. Estimated to be close to SGD500/600 sia. Lol. Love mummy so much larhs.

Well. Today was fun larhs. The one day city tour really worth it larhs. Hahas. Went alot of place and took quite a number of pictures also. Hope I can post it soon. Wahahas. One of the place we went was to visit a Pi Xiu gallery, something to do with FENGSHUI. Gave our SHEN CHEN 8 ZI to the people there and they told us our character and what we lack off. Damn accurate larhs. OMG. Hahas. I really lack of confidence in everything. Lol. Hais. Will improve on my confidence de. (:

Guess I'll end here le. (: See you people after tomorrow. (: Somehow I miss you loads. ): But I know now, you don't need me already. Hahas. Take care bahr. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:16pm
14.10.09

Labels: I still miss you

Hmm, well. I guess something that I don't wish to happen, had happen e. But whatever it is, I'm fine. After thinking for awhile just now. I guess I'm just so foolish. I guess she've found someone who she really love le. Hahas. Well, hope that guy will love her, and take care of her. Hmm, well. You really get a guy to let me forget you. Hahas. Well done. But I'm not angry nor sad. Just a little disappointed. Thanks for letting me, live in a DREAM for two weeks. Loving you again was nice? Hahas. But don't you worry about me. I'm fine. Nothing will happen to me. I've woke up from the dream already. (:

If you really want me to give up. Then I'll just have do it. (: For that's nothing I can do to change anything now. I know something will happen after I leave for taiwan. And I guess it really happen le. Hahas. Nice right? Hahas. Hmm. Just go ahead bahr. I won't say anything de. For I've no right to say anything. Well. This time, I'll really let go le. I should move on once again. Maybe we really aren't to be together. Hahas. I guess we're really two different kind of people. Hahas. Like what you say. I've change to become better le. So it's not so hard for me to find another girl. LOL. But still I really don't intend to find again. I say before I wanted to take a break. I've took a one month break. I guess I can still be use to single life de. Hahas.

Must remember I'm NaughtyBoy okay! Saying die then jiu not NaughtyBoy le. Wahahas. Hmm, I should end here le. (: Take care girl. And follow you heart in whatever that's you're going to do. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:11pm
13.10.09

Hmm, just came back from shopping. Walked wholeday. So damn tired. Going leave tai zhong le. Going to taipei early dawn. Train leave at 550am. Lol. This few days been having headache quite often. Hais. Don't know what's the reason also. Maybe hinting me on something? Hahas. Well. Got a shocking email. Hais. Don't know how to say about it. But all I can say is, follow you heart in whatever you do. (:

I'm not going to give up so easy de. So I hope you won't also. Nothing is impossible de. (: wait for me okay? Don't think too much first. Wait till we meet, then we decide again. (: I love you still. (: Shall end here.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
21:12pm
11.10.09

Labels: I wont give up

Hmm, it's 08:17am now. And currently I'm waiting for mummy and aunty to come down. Then go eat breakfast. Jiu off for shopping le. Hope to get something bahr. Hahas. She's still sleeping. Hope she rest well. Hahas. 4 more days before I'm back to singapore. Hahas. Time pass real fast. Hahas. Good. Hope nothing will happen to her. Hahas. She's all I'm concern now. Hais. Still will tend to worry for.

Girl, anything let your weihao daddy or yvonne mummy know okay? They'll help you de. Okay? Please really must take care of yourself. If not I'll heart pain de. I'll take care of myself also de. Don't worry. Hmm, shall end here le. Think can post again when I come back. Tomorrow before dawn will be leaving for taiwan. So maybe won't be posting long later. If the next hotel have computer. Will try to use it to post also. Hahas. So bye people. (:

I love you & I miss you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
08:23am
11.10.09

Labels: I want to be with you again

Argh! Fcuking headache. Ate two time panadol. Sians los. But still got play dao game larhs. Damn shiok man! Wahahas. But kinda scary too. Hehes. Sorry eh. Didn't mean to let you worry. Don't know why will headache also. Suddenly de. I super miss you sia. Whenever I close my eyes I jiu can see dao you eh. Hais. But two days pass le. Five more days left. (: very fast de.

Hmm, today walk damn long larhs. Fcuking hell. Plus fcuking long bus trips. Sians sia. But afterall time pass very fast just like this. Hehes. Also can larhs. As long as can faster pass the time jiu can le. Tomorrow is shopping day. Hahas. But need wake up very early to catch a train on monday morning around 5:50am! Omg larhs!

Hais. This two days been worrying for her eh. Don't know if she've eaten, don't know if she got sleep well, play well. Scare people bully her, scare she blur here and there. Scare another guy like her. Scare this worry that. Hais. Sians. Really very worry for her. ): Really hope she's fine wors. Guess I shall end here le.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:09pm
10.10.09

Labels: I love SuChing loads

Currently at taiwan now. Using the computer in the hotel. First day really sucks man! Almost vomit on the plane. Don't know the pilot know how to fly an aeroplane not. Fcuking hell! So miss her eh. Hais. Msg-ed with her till she go school. Sians.

Hmm. But overall was quite fine los. Need sleep early cause tomorrow going to play ma. (: Will take care of myself de. Guess she's not home yet bahr. Hahas. Hope she enjoy herself. I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
21:07pm
09.10.09

Labels: At taiwan now

Hmm, will be flying tomorrow le. Suddenly don't have the mood to go. I seriously miss her. Wanted to accompany her home. But she rejected it. I know she don't want see me sad. Hais. But I won't blame her. I know she'll be sad too. Somehow just found out that another guy like her le? But not very sure about it. But the feeling is larh. Hmm. Have nothing much to say about it. Hmm. Nothing will happen de. (: I'm sure.

I miss her loads now. ): Today meet up the same group of people yesterday, but two more people come. Hahas. Quite boring. Cause don't really know where to go. In the end up eating pizza hut. But not all of us eat. As don't know what to eat. So end up eating nothing los. Hahas. After that jiu accompany her take bus to cck then she cab home. While I went home take things. That's all for today bahr? (:

C.Suching, you better take care of yourself also. I don't want see you fall sick or hear you fall sick hors! I'll also be worry for you. Don't skip your meal and better sleep early ! OKAY? I'll be fine de. So you don't need worry also de. Silly girl. Hmm. Hope this 1 week faster pass ! You say le hors. Will meet me once I come back eh. Can't boom de hors. You've boomed me many times le wors ! Bleahs!
Your present I'll try find de. Don't worry. Hahas. Anything find you weihao daddy. He'll help you de. (: Hmm. Remember msg me when you wake up wors. I'll reply till you reached school. But when your exams end maybe I already board plane. but still you must text me. Let me know you end school le! (: Okay? Hehes.
Lastly, I miss you loads. I love you also. Must wait for me to come back. 1 week only. Okay? (: And I miss you PIG face. Muacks. Love you loads. We'll never be apart anymore (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:00am
09.10.09

Labels: I don't bear to leave

Hmm, will be flying to taiwan tomorrow le. I don't know if I can enjoy the trip not. For I'll really miss her. Lol. Hmm. I don't know why I so stress up. Hais. I know I shouldn't think too much de. Hmm. Don't worry. I'll be fine de. (: Cause I know nothing will happen de. I've faith in myself and you.

Maybe will be meeting her later. But don't know for how long. Hope can be quite long. But if can't also never mind. Can meet dao her jiu can le. So, you better take care of yourself when I'm not around. (: Must go school and don't always skip meal eh. Try to sleep early too. And don't smoke too much. Bad for health de. Aiyo. Silly girl.

I'll take care of myself when I'm at taiwan. Don't need scare I won't eat. Cause my aunty and mummy sure will bring me go eat de. Skali I come back i gain weight eh. Lol. Jiu sians los. Don't want to be fat wors. Hahas.

Still waiting for her to reply me. Then see can meet or not. Hopefully is can la. Hahas. I can overcome the fear in me de. (: this few days i hope she's happy. Hahas. Hmm, guess I shall stop here le. Shall post when I come back from taiwan. Hopefully with pictures. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:44am
08.10.09

Labels: 我会想你的

Met up with her today. But I'm sorry about my emotion. Hais. Hope I didn't spoil your mood today. Went to west coast park with my friends and her friends. LOL. But my mood is really bad today. Hais. Don't know why also. Somehow we still can't be open yet. ): Never mind.

I should be more understanding de. Hmm, mood was really really down. ): Wanted to hug you, hold your hand all that. But none can be done. Hais. There's two couple there. See le will jealous and envy de. So sians. Hope you're okay. Don't be angry with my attitude today. Hais. So mood was really really down.

But I guess I can hang on de. Hmm. Everything will be fine bahr? Hope nothing will happen when I'm back from taiwan. I've faith (: Hahas. I love you. I know this time we'll be much better than last time. (: we can do it this time. (: Hahas. You're just all I ever wanted now.

And also, thanks to wh and yvonne. I won't think too much de. I'll win dao her heart de. (: Hahas. And you two, last long. Got chance we two couple go out together. Hahas.

Hmm, shall end here bahr. Lastly I miss you, and I'm really sorry.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:56pm
07.10.09

Labels: Love you loads

Just woke up not long, washed dishes jiu online le. Quite bored now. Nothing much to do also. Don't know why can't sleep more. Lol. I don't want so early wake up de. But just can't sleep anymore. So just wake up los. (:

Hmm, stupid arm. Don't know so pain. Since the day I go for army check up then they 抽血 le, my arm jiu very pain le. Hais. Stupid sia. I thought few days later jiu hao le. But now like more pain sia. Like so swollen los. OMG. Fcuk sia. Lol.

Don't know later going where also. Maybe will be meeting her bahr? Not sure also. Hahas. See how bahr? (: Taiwan trip getting nearer and nearer, and I getting more and more don't bear to go le. Cause I won't be seeing her for 1 week. So scare and so worry. But I've faith (: nothing will change de. (: Hahas. But if things change then I've nothing to say also. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09:58am
07.10.09

Labels: 可以想我吗?

Meet up with her just now. Slack with her friends and my friends. Meet them around 7plus like that. Slack at the highest level of a multi-storey carpark. Quite fun I guess? Hahas. Finally can see her again. (: Hope we'll be fine bahr? Hahas. Everything will be bahr? Hahas.

I know what should be done and what shouldn't be done. (: Don't worry okay? Hope for the next two days I still can meet her. But it depend on you bahr? I've no say to it. If can't meet jiu next time bahr? Hahas. She's not home yet. Hope nothing will happen to her. (:

Hmm, don't know what to post already. Hahas. Sians. But whatever decision she'll make in the end. I'll accept de. Hahas. Shall end here bahr. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:52pm
06.10.09

Labels: I love you

Hmm, today should be staying at home again. Sians. Super bored. Don't know what to do or where to go today. Hais. Another boring days. Must find things to do soon. Will be going taiwan this friday le. Lol. Don't know if I should be happy or sad. Happy is because finally can go Taiwan, sad is because I'll be missing someone. Lol. Sians. Hmm, somehow or another. I'm shouldn't be over-concerning like the past. I should keep questions to myself. And not ask so much. Hahas.

Whether is it the true or not, is not for him to say. If you people really believe what he say, then don't need bother to come ask me. Cause whatever I say you all won't believe de ma. So why ask? But I can say is. Nothing have happen. And I'm not going to be father yet! Whether you people want to believe or not. It's your choice. Take it or leave it. I won't want to explain anymore. I've no idea why he say all that. But it's not true! It's really not fun to spread something which is not true. Lol.


Signing off.
N.Boy (:
12:24pm
06.10.09

Labels: I still miss you loads

I miss you so much. Maybe tomorrow won't be able to meet you. Hais. But I won't blame anything, for it's not what you want also. Hais. Don't know when then we can meet again. Hais. I wanted to see you so much. But it's like so impossible. Don't know wednesday and thursday can meet you not. Hais. Just got to know from kor kor that on 17.10.09 we chu kim kor. Sibei sians. Don't know what time also. Hais. Why whenever I want to meet you. Things always happen to stop us from meeting? I only want to see you that's all. Hais. Never mind bahr. I won't want to say anything also. I won't want to be like last time anymore. There'll always be other days where we can meet up de. (: I guess? Hahas. She's studying again now. Exams period now. Jiayous bahr. (: Hahas. Don't stress yourself too much. I'll be fine alone de. (: Don't worry and I won't think too much de. (: Hahas.

Shall end here le bahr. (: Take care people. (:

Signing off,
N.Boy (:
21:19pm
05.10.09

Labels: 我想见你

Woke up damn early today. Don't know also. Sians. So boring now. Nothing to do eh. Sians. Later around evening time need go back aunty take helmet, as I've bike lesson later on. Finally go out to the main road le. But going to be very scary. Cause alot of oncoming vehicles. The feeling is very tense up. Must make quick decision on moving off and stopping. Sians. Hope everything goes on smoonthly. (: Nothing to post much also. Hahas. Shall end here bahr.

我曾经失去你一次。
我不想再有多一次。
我不会再让你走了。

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
09:10am
05.10.09

Labels: Be with me from now on

Hmm, just came back from sintua. Wah super tired. Kena woke up by papa around 730AM lea. Fcuking early los. So early go there also no use. I sit there from 8plus til 1plus los. Damn long larhs. Jump around 230pm cause got a sintua come exchange joysticks ma. Hahas. lol. Then everything ended around 4plus. Hahas. Fcuking tired. Hais. Don't know what to do tomorrow. Super sians sia. Lol. Must think of what to do tomorrow. At night got bike pract. Hope everything goes on smoothly. Hahas. Now super tired.

我们还有可能在一起吗？
我先在只想爱你一个人。

Guess I shall end le. (: Shall post again tomorrow or what bahr. (: Hahas. Buais.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
19:12pm
04.10.09

Labels: And I miss you (:

Hmm, in the morning chu shi at 9am! NABEI SO FCUKING EARLY LARHS. Help 玄峰 chu shi. It's dragon ! But very relax. Hahas. Everything ended around 130pm back-ed at home around 230. Super tired larhs. Lol. Omg. Tomorrow need jump again. OMG. Cause got sintua come exchange joysticks. Hahas. Should be around 2 plus 3pm. Hahas. Whatever larhs.

02.10.09
Supposed to go help hoon hong de, but then last mintue cancel, cause they enough people. So went to jp with wei hao. Walked awhile, bought a new ear stut then went to play pool. Skills really bad. Lol. Only won one round. Sians. After that went to he quan for chu shi. Stupid event. Fucking tired. Everything ended around 930pm, went to gui yong waited for him to bath. Met up with kor kor went he quan take things, passed things for dao tong. Then headed to rui hao ah gong's funeral. And now I'm back home. Later around 7am need wake up le. Cause helping Xuan Feng chu shi. Dragon again. Damn boring de. Hais. After chu shi still need go down sintua. As it's 15 of the month, and need to jump. Didn't really eat anything. Omg. So hungry. Hais. But whatever larhs. Thus another day had passed. OMG.

Shall end here. If not don't know can wake up not. Hahas. Buais. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:39am
03.10.09

Labels: Wish to have you back again

Hmm, it's 00:14am now ! And I'm not sleeping. Hahas. Actually wanted to post when I wake up de. But never mind larhs. Hahas. So sians. Later around 1pm will be helping hoon hong then and night is chu our own. Lantern festival event. Super boring. Hahas. Plus I need to be on vegetarian ! Nabei. Jiat lat. Guess I won't be eating bahr ? Hahas. Hmm, shall end here le. Nothing much also.