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Hais..

Sunday, August 30, 2009

I miss you, I really do miss you. Did you miss me ma? haven't been seeing her since thursday. Don't know when then can meet her. So boring this few days. Hais. Really got nothing to do. Just hope she's fine without me by her side. Maybe she's happier bahr? Cause there's no one to control her and stuff. Hais. Somehow I still worry for her. But I know she'll be fine de. (:

I'm still having headache. Hais. Fcuking pain. But whatever bahr. It's normal de. (: I feel so lonely without her eh. What can I do when she's not around? Who can I meet eh? Hais. I just miss her so much. Don't know how's her thinking. This few days I'm also thinking what should I do.

Nu er, don't worry about daddy. (: I'll be fine de. I know what I should do and what I shouldn't do. (: Xiao mei, don't worry also, I'm fine de. Thanks for sms-ing with me. Somehow I really miss her. I don't like to be alone. Hais. But I know, this time I really hurt her alot. She need sometime to heal. But i'm glad that at least there's still people there for her, at least she won't feel so down, or lonely. (:

Somehow or another I don't know what I should do, alot of things keep running inside me. Sians. Must sort it out first! Omg larhs. Anyway, hope I can faster pass my bike licence. I really want a bike soon! Argh!

Guess I shall end here. She's still outside now. Hope she's fine. I miss you, and I love you loads. (: take care of yourself. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
01:05am
30.08.09