I'm Sorry, This Time It's My Fault Again.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I'm really sorry. I made you disappointed again! This time I really hurt you too much. I know no matter what I say you'll believe le. Cause your trust for had gone. This few days, there's really too much things happening between us. I know you're stress, I'm also stress. I didn't mean to anything from you. But trust me, she's not the that i'll be meeting but maybe only talk to. But me and her talk only recently. I didn't mean to keep it from you. I didn't share my thoughts with her. I still don't know who I can really talk to.

But trust me, my love you is true. And I need you loads. I really don't want to lose you. Hais. I'll give you time to think and cool down. Maybe I should cool down and think also. Think of how to improve our relationship. There's too much I must change, my attitude, my emotion, my behaviour and the way I think about people. Hais. Somehow or another, I'm really sorry for huritng you again and again. But I won't let the past to happen again. (: I'll do whatever I can to maintain our relationship and save this relationship. Yeah, nothing last forever. But there's still a chance for it to last de. I'm sure.

All I want to know I love you loads. And I really need you loads. But somehow my love for you seems to hurt you over and over again. So from now till our 2nd month. I'll give time to think and cool down bahr? I hope the we'll still continue walking together. (: I love you and I miss you loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
18:37pm
26.08.09

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