You're so silly !.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Somehow, you're so silly larhs! What past had past. Last I do look back at the past also. But it's the past already. So no point looking at it. You're not the worst. Yeah, I do envy him. Cause you two did alot of things that we didn't. But I know the reason and I understand. Yeah, maybe he's really better. Just tell me how you feel alright? It's better to be hurt now, than to hurt me in the future. For the hurt will be more. Ya?
I'm sorry, I always force you pei me go meet my friends or lion dance, and whenever you don't want I'll give you attitude. I'm really sorry. I didn't think about how you feel. I'll not force you anymore le. Really. I'll understand you more de. Really. Have faith in baby okay?
Hmm, I know sometimes we quarrel, he's always there. I'm selfish also de. I don't want you to think about him again. But as what I've told you. You'll not be able to do that de. (: Cause he's the guy you once love so much. So no matter how had you try, you'll not be able to do that. But never mind bahr.
I'm not comparing with him, it's just that I really feel that he's better, and I just envy him. That's all. I understand and know he's only your friends. I won't think too much. Silly. I'm so happy. You called me Laogong infront of me. (: I love you loads.
We still have a long long way to go. And there's still alot of time for us to understand each other more de. Correct? Hehes. So whatever it is. Let's not think about the past anymore. Yarhs? We'll just have to move on, and look forward. We'll have a better life as time pass de. (: Okay?
Lastly, C.SuChing, Baby Love You loads (: and and, NO MORE SMOKING FOR YOU HORS ! Love you. Shall end here. Tomorrow got school ! Miss you loads larhs !
Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:21am
20.08.09