Hmm, didn't msg-ed with you much today. I feel that we're like drifting apart. Somehow I don't know what I can do. But I really don't like this kind of feelings. Somehow my headache is still here again. OMG larhs. It's really so pain! Hais, but whatever larhs. Still got few days to go before I can see her again. But I don't know if we're meeting on our 2nd month anot. Hais. But never mind bahr. I don't want to think so much already. I really miss you so much. Hais.

I'm still afraid of letting you go. But if I don't have a choice. I guess I've to let go bahr? I wanted you by my side now. But it's like so impossible. Hais. If this time, we really end up letting go. I think I'll take a long break first bahr? Really don't intend to get into another r/s for the time being. (:

But if we're still walking on. I'll still love you as before. But I know the feeling isn't the same anymore. I feel so weak now. So giddy, omg! But it's time for me to sleep yet. (: Shall end here. And I miss you! I love you loads too. Really wish to keep you by my side now. Hais. And I need you loads now!

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
22:12pm
27.08.09

Hmm, didn't msg-ed with you much today. I feel that we're like drifting apart. Somehow I don't know what I can do. But I really don't like this kind of feelings. Somehow my headache is still here again. OMG larhs. It's really so pain! Hais, but whatever larhs. Still got few days to go before I can see her again. But I don't know if we're meeting on our 2nd month anot. Hais. But never mind bahr. I don't want to think so much already. I really miss you so much. Hais.

I'm still afraid of letting you go. But if I don't have a choice. I guess I've to let go bahr? I wanted you by my side now. But it's like so impossible. Hais. If this time, we really end up letting go. I think I'll take a long break first bahr? Really don't intend to get into another r/s for the time being. (:

But if we're still walking on. I'll still love you as before. But I know the feeling isn't the same anymore. I feel so weak now. So giddy, omg! But it's time for me to sleep yet. (: Shall end here. And I miss you! I love you loads too. Really wish to keep you by my side now. Hais. And I need you loads now!

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
22:12pm
27.08.09