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Really very sorry ):.
Friday, August 21, 2009

I'm sorry, I'm wrong le. It's my fault. Must smile okay? Quarreled with her in the afternoon. Hais. I'm really sorry. I didn't really think for her, I only think about myself. Somehow or another, I'm still not used to it yet. I really don't like this kind of life. One week, we only meet like twice? It's okay if we meet twice, but I really hope we'll make full use of the time only. At least when we can meet, let's put aside whatever things, and just keep each other accompanied. That's all I want only. Hais. But somehow that's not how she think bahr? But never mind larhs. It's really my fault. I should get use to this kind of life de.

Hmm, today quarreled a few times. Another thing we quarreled about is over guys. Maybe I really think too much, concern too much, over protective. I know they're only your friends. I know it's really normal for you to chat with them, sms with them. For they're you friends, but somehow I'm just over jealous bahr? I'm sorry, my love for you actually hurt you so much. I disappoint you once again. Hais.

I know me and HIM is two different person, thus we shouldn't compare for everything is so different. But somehow I'm just envy him, that's all. Sorry for all the attitude I showed you all this while. Hmm, but but, I'll change de. Really. There's alot of things I still need to do. Like need to understand you more, shouldn't over concern you, shouldn't think so much, shoud have faith in you.

I know you don't like to be force de, so I won't force you anymore. Maybe I shouldn't control you that much. I guess I should give you more freedom bahr? 11 more days to 2nd month (: But I guess all this while I brought you more hurt than love bahr? Dear, do tell me you problems. If you're sad, just tell me, don't need always treat me as your boyfriend. When you need someone to talk to, treat me as you friends, and tell me. Okay? I'm always for you de, but you didn't come talk to me whenever you're sad. Sometimes I realise that you're sad, but I didn't ask you only. Cause I know you will not say de.

Somehow, I'm just really very sorry about those hurt I cause for you. ): Baby love you loads. We really have a long long way to go. Whatever that's going to happen, or will happen. I'll never leave you de. (: I'll use my life and protect. For you're my dear, my life. (: I love you loads, I also miss you loads. (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:42pm
21.08.09