An early Happy 1 Month Anniversary to you (: Finally one month le. Alot alot of things happen during this one month. Happy moments, sad moments. And you almost left me. Hais. Sorry, I know till now I still don't understand you much. I'll try my very best to understand you more. Hmm, sorry I know you don't like people to force you to the thing you don't like to do. Thanks for choosing baby from among so many peopl who're chasing you. (: I love you loads. This is just only the begining only. We still have a long long way to go. I know this few days, we keeping quarreling cause of something. But I don't because of something, and I lose you. No matter what happen, please don'ts use break as a solution.

Life with baby, maybe very tough and boring. I also keep jealous and angry cause you keep talk to guys all that. Sorry too. But don't worry, baby won't think so much le. I've faith in you. (: I know your limit of a friend. Hahas. Somehow kok liang still understand you more than me. I know you hope I can be the one who's there for you. I'll try to be that one. (: For now, let kok liang be there for you. I'm happy that he's doing this. (: I know you need baby. Sorry sorry. I still haven't figure out how to understand you more. But I'll still try. (:

I hope you'll tell me more things about yourself. When you're sad, let baby know. When you're happy, share the joy the with me. (: When you're having problem, I'll try to help you solve. When you're sick, I'll be there to take care of you if I can. When you've something to say or vent out. Baby will be there for you. Just a call from you, and I'll rush down to find you if I'm free. (: Baby really hope we'll last. You say you've faith that you can wait for me during my army life. I'm happy to hear it. (: Thus, I've faith in you that you won't change heart. I know and I can feel that your love for me is true. I hope you know and can feel that my love for you is true too (:

0107 will be forever, untill you wanted to end it. (: I'll be yours forever, no one can snatch me from you, and I hope you'll be mine forever, no one can snatch you from me also. (: I miss you loads. We have to be use to meeting less. Maybe 3 or 4 days per weeks. Can't meet everyday as more quarrel will occurs. (: We'll just stay this way bahr. When we're free then we meet, if not we'll not meet. But I'll be missing during days where we won't be meeting. There maybe time where I'll seems sad to you. Sometimes I'm tired, sometimes is cause things you do make me sad. Sorry, for not putting myself in your shoe and see things from you angle. I know I've hurt you alot too. Sorry sorry. I hope you're happy being with me. Sometimes I really do miss you hug and kisses. Hahas. And and, I've alot 'ants' now, can't keep all of them, need to use some of them. Hahas. I know you love them alot de. Hahas.

From now on, baby will try not to jealous all the time. I've faith in you, and know what you're doing. I love you loads. The ring I hope it'll be on you hand till I change to a engagement ring, then a wedding ring. I'll want to propose to you, and take you as my rightful wife. Yes, maybe you're always making worry. But it's normal for boyfriend to worry for girlfriend eh. Ya? I don't worry means I don't even care about you ma. Correct? Because baby care for you, that's why I'm worry. (: Hmm, so don't need say sorry de. Ya? Hahas. I love you loads. I'll end here le. See you tomorrow (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:

Hmm, another day have past. Went AMK hub to collect the ring just now, and bought myself a shirt and a short (: Then back to bedok to buy food, ate le and I'm here posting. She's on the way to Ah Xuan's house. Was suppose to chat with her on msn, but for some reason she went to cck. Hmm, it's okay bahr. I can't say or do anything. Even if I really do say thing, she'll sure be angry with me de. So forget it bahr. Was suppose to go together with her to guan tomorrow de, I cracked my brain and think of a faster route to meet her le. But never mind le, she's on the way to cck. So how meet her? I just want to see her longer, but ... hais. Forget it bahr. Shall go lakeside to meet her tomorrow bahr.

Just now someone call her while we're on the phone, she picked up and hanged my call. She say we message bahr. Hmm, is that call really that important to hang my call? I just want to hear voice only. Why can't she call that call, and msg that person instead of hanging my call? Hais. I really don't know. I always try my best to accompany her, but she'll always have something to do. Call her, she'll also be busy. If not she'll not be paying attention to me or she'll be talking to her friend who's beside. Hais.

Maybe what I'm going say next will hurt you, but that what I feel and that's something I don't know how to tell you.

Sometime I just that I'm nothing to you. Hais. I don't know why I've this feeling. I admit we're seeing each other most of the time last week. But whenever I'm at your house, the first thing you'll do is not talk to me or accompany me. The first thing you'll do is to use laptop, sms people or msn people, only when I tell or hint you then you'll come talk to me. Even after you're awake the first you'll do or want to do will still be your laptop, your phone even when I'm the first one you saw. I thought you'll hug me long, but I'm wrong. Yes you did hug, but awhile jiu say excuse me, I want see who talk to me on msn. And I've to move to aside and let you use lapotp. Sometime you're talking I'll move one side, reason is because I don't disturb you talking. Even if I'm beside while you're talking. Isn't it the same? You'll still concentrate mostly on talking. So might as well I move one side and wait for you to talk finish?

You once say, have I ever thought of your feelings. Ya, maybe at time I didn't but most of the time I did. I know I also jealous about you talking to guys, msn guys or meet guys. But it's normal to jealous. I know they're just your friends. That's why I didn't ban you from talking or meeting them. Sometime it's not that I want to think too much, it's just that you're too close to them. I know you're a girl who want freedom. I gave you freedom. I even allow you to meet guys at night alone eh. Hais. I trusted you, I've faith in you. That's why I didn't say anything. At most I'll nag only. Hais. I really don't know what else to say. If you're angry with what I say. Then I'm sorry. I miss you and I love you. Shall end here. Doesn't have mood to carry on.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:07pm
27.07.09

Chu shi ended around 9plus, went eat with dear and her friends. Then send her home, took my jacket and I bus-ed home. So tired. Tio bluff los! Irritating. Tiring larhs. Tuesday, thursday and sunday still got chu shi larhs. Fcuk! Sians larhs. Didn't manage to collect the ring, should be getting it tomorrow.

Hmm, going one month le (: Hahas. Will be going out with her on that day. Still don't know where to go yet. Hahas. Sians larhs. But hopefully I can spend that day with her. Hope nothing last minute things will happen.
She's still sick eh. Sians. Worry so much for her.

Heard that he still love her bahr? She doesn't the real answer too. But when they see each other, he'll tell her the answer. Somehow I guess the answer is bahr? Hahas. But I've faith and confident that she won't go back to him. We've been meeting almost everyday for the past one week. But it's not really good to meet everyday. I scare we'll be sick of seeing of each other. We'll still stick to meeting each other 3 or 4 days per week bahr? At least we'll cherish the time that we're together. And there'll be lesser quarrels too. (:

I know since 0107 till now, we almost have small quarrel everyday, and it's almost because of the same reasons. Hmm, maybe sometime it's my fault. As I think too much. Cause there's so many guys out there who love her. And wanted to be with her. Thus I'll of cause be scare and will start to think too much. As I scare they'll snatch her from me. Hais. What I should do?

I really don't want to lose her, because of another guy eh. Hais. I really hope this ring will be on her hand forever. But is it selfish to lock her with ring right now? Will this ring really lock her heart so no other guy can enter? But she's still so young eh. There's still so many choices for her to choose. Hmm, I don't know. Don't wish to think so much now. Headache. This few days I really don't feel that well. Often had headaches. Just that I didn't tell her. But never mind. She's sick now. So I can't fall sick. If not no one will nag at her to drink water and eat medicine. (:

Shall end here. I love you dear (: Our love will last, if you're willingly to last with me (: I miss you too (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:51am
27.07.09

Hmm, she's sleeping now (: She's still sick eh, see her like this really very heartbroken. Hope she'll recover soon. She's so tired larhs. Don't want to disturb her, thus I'm here blogging. Currently at her house now. So sians. She's sleeping then I don't know what I should do eh. Boring sia. So worry for her eh.

Later have sintua, then tomorrow have chu shi. So sians larhs. Thought after competition can relax. But got so many chu shi larhs. Sians diaos los. So tired larhs. Don't know why after competition I so tired eh. Maybe is didn't sleep well bahr? Lol. Hahas. No idea also.

I don't know what to post le. Need go look after her. (: Hahas. I Love You Larhs.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
15:37pm
25.07.09

Omg larhs. What happen to you? Where are you? You say you're going home, but where are you now? Call you so many time, sent so many msg, but none is being reply. I'm really going crazy le larhs! Like this how I fang xing let you go meet other guys again! going 2 hour since you say you're going home eh! What is going on man ! Fcuk larhs ! WHERE ARE YOU LARHS !I really feel like going down find you eh! I'm here worrying so much, yet you're there enjoying is it? Walao eh. I really don't know what to say already le larhs. Going mid-night le eh. Hais. Dear eh, can you please don't let me worry so much? Hais. Later I say you again, then you'll du lan me again. Hais. I really worry eh. Hais. PLEASE GO HOME CAN ? YOU REALLY BEAR TO SEE ME SO WORRY FOR YOU MEA? LIKE THAT HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO LISTEN YOU? HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO LET GO MEET FRIENDS AGAIN? Please go home larhs. Okay? Hais.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:47pm
23.07.09

Hmm, just came back from chu shi. Helped Gang Zhou perform luminous dragon at Pek San Theng. Okay bahr? Only train one day jiu come perform le. Hahas. Consider fine le. (:

She's not home yet. And she haven't reply my msg yet. Don't know is because battery flat or what. Sians. So late le eh, but she's still outside. Hais. She told me she's going home le. But that was around 10pm eh, and now it's 10.50pm. She's still not home. Hais. So worry for her. She's sick eh, and still don't want to go home. Thought of finding her just now, but she say she's going home soon. So I jiu didn't go find her los. But didn't know her soon is about an hour los. Hais. Hope she'll be fine.

She's with two guys now I think? Her best friend and her gan daddy bahr? Hais. Worry about her. So late le still outside with guys. Hais. Hope nothing will happen. Will be waiting for her to reach home. But I don't know what time will she be home.

Do you know BABY is worrying about you? I just need a msg from you telling me that you're fine eh. If your battery is flat, at least use your friend phone msg or call me to tell me that you're fine ma. Hais. Please faster go home can? I'm really worry.

Hais. Where are you? Please contact me asap can? I'm really worry sick eh. Hais. Please tell that you're fine. Don't scare me can? Nothing must happen to you de. ):

Hais. Shall end here. ILOVEYOU, IMISSYOU. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:08pm
23.07.09

Hmm, I guess I'm at fault too. I didn't put myself in your shoe. I always say you this say you that, but didn't realise I hurt you too. Sorry for hurting you. I guess I really didn't understand you well also.

Sorry for the pictures and stuff you saw in my the other phone, cause I didn't go change the things as it's only a spare phone. So I didn't care much, but it's really nothing de. And as for her friendster pictures, I saw it too. Cause she didn't go friendster much le. So never go edit. Thus, don't think too much about it. Whether she love me or not, it doesn't matter anymore. All it matter is I Love You (:

You can share things with me de, if you don't know how say out. Just treat me as your friends, maybe it's easier to say out? Hahas. I'm always here for you. I'll learn to understand you more de (: And have faith in BABY, I won't let history to repeat again de, cause I know how it feel.

I never think of leave you before, for I don't want to let go you. Our love doesn't come just like this. Since 0107 till now, we face quite alot of things together already. Happy moments, sad moments. We also come up with our own language. Hahas. I'm really happy to have you. (:

But, rememeber this! Whatever happen to you, I'll always be here with you. You've BABY now, thus you're not alone anymore. I'll be with you to face everything together (: But no matter how much we quarrel or cold war we've. We'll always end the day with smiles (: Hahas.

Guess I shall end here. Don't know what to post le. Shall not think anymore (:

I Love You, I Miss You. My love for you will fade (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:45pm
22.07.09

Hmm, today went chu shi with he quan and he zhong people. Opening of Ion Orchard. Hahas. Damn big larhs. Everything ended, around 12plus. Headed to bugis with dear, and some he zhong people. Was fun, don't know what she don't want eat. While heading towards AMK hub, had a little quarrel with her. It's the first quarrel we had. Maybe what I'm going to continue you guys will find it boring and same old story. But still have to post.

Hmm, sometime I wonder if she really wants to leave her so much eh. Hais. Whenever I disturb her or whatever, she'll always ask me GET LOST, or GO AWAY larhs. And just now I really did that when she say it again. Thus that's the reason for our quarreling. Hmm, I listen to her and I left, went further down of the station. And she called, that's when we quarrel. She insisted me to go back find her, when she asked me to LEAVE, I wanted her to come find me instead as she's the one who want me LEAVE, and now ask me go back. Lol. Thus I hang her call, and went to find her, but we had cold war for sometime. Not that I always want to quarrel with her always because of the same thing. But she always ask me LEAVE, and i won't know if which day, she really wants me to LEAVE. If she really wants me to leave she can just tell me, instead of joking it with me. It may really seems a joke to her. But it's really too hurtful for me eh!

Sometimes not I want to think too much or what eh. Lol. Is that what she say really hurt me alot alot eh. Hais. Sometime, I wonder if I'm really that bad, even if I'm that bad, she also don't need to always say this guy good, that guy handsome when I'm with her. Yes, maybe I'm just really the worst, but somehow I'm still her baby eh. When I'm with her, I didn't say much things about other girls eh, yes, maybe sometime. But I say all this is just to let her know how I feel when she talkk about other guy.

I'm always giving you chances to change, plus you have a lifetime to change, and I've a lifetime for you to continue hurting. (: Don't worry, I won't leave you because of this, we'll last till our 1st month, and will last till the day I step into coffin (: I really want to last, thus I want to plan. But you say you don't want any planning, thus I didn't plan. I respected you, I gave in to you. I never asked for anything, just that you'll care about how I feel more. But what I get from you is more hurtful words.

We can last forever, as I'll never ask for break up. You're the one who'll make the final decision. If in the end, you really found that someone who's better, more handsome than I do, or everything is better than me, let me know. I'll let you go straight away. As I'm the worst afterall. I never regret any decision I made since 010709, and I don't go for a relationship, that's not serious.

Sorry, I made you cry again. I really alot of things to plan, but if you don't want me to plan. Then I shall keep it all to myself. I don't know what to post le. Shall end here.

I Love You, please, don't say those hurtful things again. If one day my heart becomes numb of those hurtful words. Then, I'll not ask much from you anymore, you want do what, go out with who, meet who, stay over night at whoever house also can. Don't need ask me, don't need tell me. Just go ahead bahr. For that time, my heart is numb le. So whatever you do, or say is also normal or nothing to me anymore. YA? So please don't make this day come true. I don't want it come true either. ):

Forget something, today is 3 months before my birthday, and I get to see her for the wholeday, three month later, when it's my actual birthday, I'll be alone the wholeday. ):

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
21:11pm
21.07.09

Hmm, competition is over, didn't mange to get the resutl everyone was expecting. So sorry guys. But we'll come back next year. With different teams, I guess? I hope next I'll be competiting in freestyle. Hehes. Still to discuss further. (:

Hmm, one month ago during this date, she left me, and I admit I'm really sad at that point of time, but one month later, I'm contented with my life now. I guess she made a right choice to leave me. At least she won't be suffering till now. Hahas. IMissC.S.C loads !

Hmm. This few days, had a little small arguement with her still larhs. But in the end we still end up laughing. Hahas. 12 more days (: Hahas. It's been awhile since we're together already. Hmm, life is still smooth bahr? Just a little conflict here and there only. But we manage to solve it in laughter. Hahas. (:

She's so blur and silly larhs. Always do things that make me jealous and angry! Stupid her. But I still love her larhs. (: I really hope we'll stay this way. Don't intend to let her go already. (: There's more things to come. Hahas. But I'll be here with you. (: Don't worry (: Will be meeting her after my bike lesson. Sians. Talking about the bike lesson, I'm still stuck at prac 2 eh. Sians los. Still go 6 more eh. Sians. Hope can faster clear it los. Hope later will pass. Hahas. (: Jiayous ! And And,

C.SuChing I ♥ You Loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:48am
20.07.09

Hmm, just ended training 3hours ago. (: Bus-ed home, was talking to dear, and at the same sms-ing 'HER'. Hmm, sorry dear don't be sad or angry cause I sms-ed 'HER', as something are happening to her. Sians. Was so shocking when I heard what happened to 'HER'. Hope she'll be fine. Sians. Don't push him away, okay? You need him right now. No matter what result it'll be, let him be there for you. Okay? And do take care of your health too ! Please go for a check if it's necessary.

Saw her post. Sians. Hmm, somehow can really see that she really love him alot alot. Even when he slap her, she also can forgive him! Omg larhs! Yeah, I admit I do feel sad when I her post. Cause the post for him is much longer than the post for mine. But won't blame her, hope this time she'll really stop thinking of the past. I know many things happen to them during the time they're together. She really love him loads larhs. Well, it's the past already. Just hope she can let it go.

Though we're only together for 2 weeks, but during this 2 weeks many many things happen, there's alot of time where we almost quarrel cause of . . . and other things. But somehow we manage to control our temper, we only have cold wars. But at least we give in. It's like testing how strong our relationship are, and she almost give up on me! Omg larhs! But afterall we reallly manage to overcome all of them, and through all the things that had happened, we understand each other more.

Hahas. I guess I shall end here. As I'm tired. Tomorrow still have test. Sians. I miss You. And I ♥ You (: Muacks (: We'll last, have faith (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:19am
17.07.09

THANKS NEO YI XIN FOR DOING THIS BLOG SKIN FOR ME !

Hmm, it's 16.07.09 means it's thursday. Shall blog for yesterday. Training was fine. Sians. Kor kor say he sees improvement? I guess so bahr? But still got alot more thing to be improve. But only left with 2 days. Sians. But never will try my best de (:

Hmm, almost quarrel with her again. Sians. This time is really almost eh. Sians. Cold war for awhile I guess? Around 20 mins. Hahas. But after that jiu fine le. Sorry sorry. Hmm, some word she said really hurt me. Though to her it maybe just joking only. But to me it's really hurtful. I've try to give in already. But sometime it's really too over le. Thus I show attitude too. I thought I go to your house means we can spend more time together. But most you're using your laptop, sms-ing, msn-ing or chatting with friends. While I'm alone doing nothing. I hope you to accompany me, but you'll say WAIT WAIT, and wait dao I fall asleep. Hais. Nevermind, won't blame you for that. I just want to spend more time with you. But. . .

Hmm, I know there's time where I'll be sad or moody. Not that I don't want to you the reason, it's just that I don't know how to tell you. Hmm, competition is on 19, and you're coming down to see, he's there too. Will anything happen? For it's the 19 ! Mean it'll remind you of him. Hais. I know sometime you'll still think about the past with him, I won't blame you either. Cause it's natural to think about the past. But, never mind.

12 more days to 1st month, but not sure if we'll meet. Scare she'll have something on that day. But never mind. Hmm, the day before she told me that my birthday is on a weekday. I know that, as I've checked before. Somehow, I guess I'll be alone again this year. Her father birthday is on the same day also. Thus it means she won't be able to celebrate it with me, plus I've attachment. And I'm only free after 5 or 6pm. Thus won't have the chance to celebrate with her. Weekday means everyone will be busy. Always wanted to celebrate it with my girlfriend. But for the past few years I always never have this chance to do that. Hais. I guess this year will be same also.

Hmm, dear. Don't feel bad anymore. What past had past. Don't look back. Let's look forward as there's still a long way to go. If you really feel bad, study hard and look after yourself. It's what you can do to make it up for me (: Okay? Shall end here. Very tired. Nights Love C.SuChing !

Signing off.
N.boy (:
01:00am
16.07.09

Hmm, yesterday during training, fell down. Omg larhs. Left side of my body kena. Sians half ! But afterall training is okay I think? Shifu came down to teach me? Hahas. Seldom see him. Hahas. Omg. Learn alot of things. Hahas. But don't know if I can perform it out not. Sians.

Hmm, sorry dear. Made you worry again. Will take care of myself next time de, but sometime accident do happen ma, so can't blame me also ma. I also didn't expect I'll fell. Sorry Sorry. Going for bike lesosn later, hope can pass eh. But raining eh. Sians. Never mind bahr. Just try my best. I miss her now larhs. Bike lesson end around 2pm, then coming back aunty house take training things, jiu go her house find her le. Should be before 4pm can reach her house bahr. But will be seeing her for awhile only. Sians. But never mind larhs, better than no meet ma. Hahas.

It's two weeks 1 day le. (: Wahahas. 2 more week jiu one month le. Wahahas. (: Time flies. (: At first we're only stranger, then slowly become friends, then become couple. Hahas. Hmm, and before we become couple, both of us have our past which we both can't let go. But we choose to let go, and start a new life together. It's not very easy to do that. As both of us have fear, worry that the same something may happen again. And withing this 2 weeks. There's already so much problem, and so many time we almost quarrel. Lol. But in the end, we still manage to overcome it. (: It's really not easy. I know sometime she'll think about the past, I do will think of the past. But as she say it's the past already, and it'd become memories. It's the same for me also. I know she's leading a happy life now. A life which she never had before. I'm glad for her. At least someone else can take care of her better than I do. Hahas. And I've a happy with my current her. (: Hahas. She's so silly larhs. So blur. Omg. Always made me worry so much, and jealous so much! Omg larhs.

Sometime I really hope she can understand me more, and care about my feeling more. Hais. But can't blame her, she's still young. Thus mind is full of friends and playing around. Hmm. But I really do hope we'll last. Sians. I miss her now larhs. Shall end her le. (: I love C.SuChing !

THANKS YI XIN FOR HELPING ME ON MAKING A NEW SKINS (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:26am
15.07.09

Hmm, just came back from school. Hais. Sians. Tired tired. Training at 8 I think. Sians. first time went for morning lesson on tuesday. Lol. So tired larhs. Sians.

Hmm, almost quarrel with her again. I'm sorry. Saw your post in the afternoon. Hmm, can say I'm abit sad larhs. But never mind larhs. I really don't know if I came in at the right time not. Sians. I can really tell and see that she really love him alot alot but just because of something they're seperated. Lol. Sians, heard the song in her blog too. Never mind shall not talk about that.

Sians. I don't know what I should blog le, mind is thinking of many things now. I love you and I miss you. Oh yarhs, it's two week since we're together le (:

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
17:41pm
14.07.09

Just came back from training, while she's still on the bus to tpy. Guess she'll have to cab home le. Hahas. Today training was terrible. Hais. I'm still so noob larhs. Fcuk. Competition is just so near, yet I'm still not up to the standard. Omg larhs.

Glad to know that 'SHE's happy with her guy now. (: Hahas. Hopefully this time they'll really marry bahr? Hahas. But that's their problem larhs. I'm just concerning only. Hahas. (: Well, think back about my past with 'HER' seems like I'm in a dream, and when I woke up everything was back to normal. Hahas. The past was a memory only. The happiness, the saddness. Hmm, I've learnt alot of things, and know alot things. We may seems very close, very lovely. But in fact we aren't. We just lying to ourself all this while. But it's all in the past. Really, thanks for appearing in my dream. It's the most wonderfull dream I ever had. (:

Well, for now. I hope it's not another dream. This time marriage is out of the question, for she's young. Thus, we'll have to walk for few more years before talking about it. All I want is to last with her. I just love her larhs. Don't wish to lose her eh. Sians. Hahas. Never mind bahr. Shall end here. (: I love you larhs (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:33am
14.07.09

Guess, you should know what I'll be posting bahr. But will still post it larhs. Sorry, I gues my mood today wasn't that good. Hais. Don't know why. Wake up at 9 plus, ah ma cooked le. Then jiu eat los. After that went to do my project thingy. Sians. Still have alot haven't find dao eh. Lol. Sians. Later after training will be continuing the search bahr.

She went to school today, but same los, self dismiss earlier. Lol. Sians. Then she went to meet guys with two other girl. I think. Sians. Meet so many guys larhs. 8 of them eh. Had a little so call arguement with her bahr. Cause she's my girlfriend eh, then she go meet so many guys confirm will jealous de ma. Lol. Hais. But what to do? I also can't stop her eh. It's her freedom to meet them. Afterall they're still her friends. But hope she know the limits larhs. Sians.

Hmm, told her how I feel already. Hope she'll understand and care more for my feelings. She's always busy sms-ing other guys, and answering call from guys. Yes, though they're her whatever gans whatever gans lahr. But somehow they're still guy eh. Of cause I'll jealous ma. Then whenever I joke with her ' wah guy again. Then she'll like ignore me or reply my fault again? Diaos. Then if I really tell her why is it always guys? Is she going to be angry with me? Hais. I really don't know how tell her that I'm jealous and stuff eh. Whenever guy msg her or msn her, I'll just pretend that I'm sleeping. But she didn't really seems to care much.

Hais. Whatever bahr. Same old thing, they're still her friends afterall, I can't and don't have the right to stop them from talking and meeting each other ma. Just let her do whatever she want bahr. I've faith her. And I know she know the limit of being as a friend. Hais. But I really hope she'll care about my feeling only. Hais. Whenever I'm jealous, angry or sad, I'll try to keep it to myself. As I don't want to let her feel that I'm thinking too much. I'll only show and tell her when I'm happy only. The rest I'll never tell, untill she feel it herself.

Sians. Later still have training. Sure to be scolded again. Hais. Whatever bahr. Maybe after training will post again. Hais. I miss you and I love you. So sad ):

signing off.
N.boy ):
17:37pm
13.07.09

Hmm, didn't post yesterday as was home quite late and my laptop wasn't with me also. Shall start with yesterday thingy 1st. (: The photo we took yesterday (:

11.07.09 - Reached her house around 11plus and stay till around 6plus before sending her to her training. Sians, nothing much also, same thing los. Slept at her house, li siao her. And something very important ! She don't let me sleep! So angry larhs. Thus, I keep on disturb her. And and, she's late for her training, as she don't want listen to me. Serve her right larhs. But then she didn't get any scolding lea. Hahas. I'm bad. Then after sending her to her training, I went to eat first before heading down to sintua. Supposed to meet her at cck de, but end up didn't. But never mind larhs. Hahas.

12.07.09 - Reached her house at 12 plus. But but in the morning kor kor call me say got something to talk to me, then ask me whether got send her to huang shi not, then I say have. Then he say reached there go find him. Lol. Then I keep on thinking what I've done. Lol. Then when I reached her home, somehow there's like another problem. Lol. The same old thing again. Lol. Little kids larhs. Lol. But we almost quarrel again because of that, and she almost wanted to let go of me because of that thing. Lol. C.SuChing I'll never let you do that de. For it's not worth it larhs. And and she cried again. It's the second time I see her cry, the it's also the second time she cried for me. Feel so sorry. Hais. Somehow, I guess she's right, it's another challenge that we must overcome, for someone is trying to break us up. I'm also sure we'll overcome it de. (: Hahas. I've confident too. (: I don't want you to have that thought again. It's not worth it. Let baby face it with you. I won't let you face it yourself. Two brains are better than one brain. (: I'm always beside you. (: As days passed by, I know our love is getting stronger. No one can do anything to break us up. The more people or things wants to break us up, the more we must prove to them that whatever they've done won't affect our feelings and our love.

Competition is just one week from now. Hahas. It's getting nearer and nearer. OMG larhs! Left the last week to get ready le. Well. I must not make any mistake again. Jiayou ! I can do it de (: You also must jiayou. Sorry that I'm not able to go down see, but you've my support. (: Let us do our best for this competiton. Hahas.

Lastly, C.SuChing I love you loads. Will only be able to see you on wednesday. So tomorrow and tuesday, please take care of yourself. Okay? Please also have you meal. Don't always skip your meal. (: And you're CUTE larhs. Bleahs. IMissYou loads too. (: I guess I'll really learn how to cherish someone from now on. For I've already lost a girl whom, I once loved so much. But the ending was a break up. Hais. But there's more reason to it. I'm sorry. Please take care of yourself. Lead your life happily with him, and I'll also lead my life happily with her. I guess the way it is now, is better for us. Shall end my post here.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
23:39pm
12.07.09

Well well, just came back from bike practical, same old thing, I failed! Sians diao los! Nevermind, next wednesday going back again, hope can pass, re-booked my theory lesson, it's on 6 & 7 August. Hahas. Hope before the theory lesson, I can clear the first 5 practical, but like abit hard eh, nevermind la. I'll work hard de (:

Yesterday went school, then she & priscilla met me at Bedok mrt, then went to aunty house before going my training. Sians. Took an hour plus de bus there. Chatted alot of things with her. Hahas. Took a picture while we're heading to woodlands. Training was still the same, tough, scolding and jokes. Sians. After training sent her home. Hahas. Meeting her soon. Hahas.

C.SuChing listen carefully here ! T.WeeLiat will never be leaving you for any reasons, I won't think of leaving you anymore, same goes to you, don't even think of leaving me. 010709 will last de (: As I say, I won't be back to 'HER' side, and 'SHE' won't back to my side anymore. Not even for that reasons. Cause feeling aren't there anymore. I'm sure she's thinking the same way too. I know and can feel that she's really happy now. (: I'm glad that she found someone who can really take care of her and love her. So I won't be bothering her life anymore. Maybe just concern as what a friend should do.

Now, I've someone to love and take care of also. Everything is still going smoothly till now, I know there's time where both of us got urge to quarrel, but we both know how give in to each other, that's why there's no quarreling yet. I really love what I have now, the life we're going through, the happiness, the saddness, and especially C.SUCHING. I do my best to walk as far as we can. (: As long as I've you by my side. (: I really hope whatever I've told you yesterday you'll listen and learn from it. What I should say, I've already said le. It's just up to you to listen to it anot.

But, I just love you loads (: It's still just the begining of you road only. (: There's more to come. Love you & miss you (:
010709
T.WeeLiat & C.SuChing

signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:23am
10.07.09

Hmm, today finally get to meet her le. (: So happy. But something happen to her, I hope it won't happen again. She didn't listen to my advice, thus it happen. So silly of her. Told her something. Sorry, I guess I made you sad and angry today. Almost quarrel with her, so so sorry, you seen the weakest side of me. I don't know, I guess I'm just too stressed with things around me.

I admit there's still feeling for 'HER' but it's of no use already, there's no more turning back already. As the feeling isn't there already, we both wanted each other to be happy, I guess she's happy with her current life, her current 'HIM'. (: I also happy with my current life, and my current 'HER'. Thus, we won't be back to each other side already. Maybe it's a good ending bahr? I just hope she'll continue her life happily (:

As for my current 'HER', life with me will still continue like this, no one is leaving, not you, not me. I won't go back to her side nor she'll come back to me. (: Have faith in me. I love you, and I'll always be loving you. I'll do my best to last with you. (: Trust me. You're so silly. But, I'm sorry about today. I don't know what's wrong with me, I know my attitude isn't good. Sorry. Please forgive me.

Don't worry, you won't lose me (: I'll always be yours as long as you. Okay? Hahas, you're just so silly. But I just love you larhs. Hahas. 0107 will last de. Have faith. (: I shall end here, still have school tml. Lastly. I MISS C.SUCHING LOADS, I LOVE C.SUCHING LOADS TOO (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:56pm
08.07.09

Hmm, 'SHE' msged me asking about her ring size. Hahas. I guess that guy is going get her a ring or something. Hahas. Glad that she found some one who can understand her. (: She seems to have alot more problems than last time. I can't do anything for her. I can be her listener that's all. I can only do what a friend should do. (: Well, anything happen can feel free to find. I'm still your friend afterall. Take care too.

Hmm, today C.SuChing never go school, cause she's sick. Lol. OMG larhs. I didn't go school as well. Was damn tired larhs. Went for my bike lesson today, fell down, but I passed. (: Finally. Sorry dear, made you worry for me. The injury was okay. It's just minor injury. Maybe something will happen to me very soon, but when the day come then say. Dear, I hope you'll not be involve in this matter. Hmm, I miss you larhs. Tomorrow maybe seeing you le. So happy larhs. Things are still fine between us. Hahas. No quarrel, only disturb here and there. Hahas. Going one week le, hahas. This one week, though we didn't meet much, but overall I'm happy being with you. This one week we only meet on saturday and maybe tomorrow. Hahas. Though we meet very less, and I miss you loads, but I really cherish each and every moment I've spent with you. I'm missing you every now and then. Sians.

Don't know how long will this kind of life last eh. Sians. But no choice, have to tahan larhs. Hahas. Will be going for check-up soon. Sians, then jiu confirm next year will go army le. But don't know when only. Sians. Hope army life faster come and faster go. Hahas. I just hope everything will go smoothly. I know somehow problems are coming one by one. but I'm here with you. Maybe people around us will try to break us apart, but I won't let that happen. Though we're together just for a week, but I'm sure our love is stronger to overcome it. (: Hahas. I love you, and I miss you, Shall end herer, got a project to chiong. (: Muacks.

Signing Off,
N.Boy (:
22:52pm
07.07.09

Back from training today, sians. Competition is just one week from now. It's getting nearer and nearer. Won't be able to go see her competition, as kor kor don't let me go. But she'll be coming during my competition day itself. But I think she's coming to support for another team. But it's okay bahr. I understand. Sians. I miss her loads.

Our love doesn't come easy. As she've someone who she can't forget, and I've someone who I'll never forget either. Sorry, I won't want to forget about her and our past. But I'll not think about her and our past anymore. As it'd all become part of my memories. It's the past le. And I've let it go already. The present is all about C.SUCHING. I love you, and from 010709 I'll always love C.SUCHING. I dont want to lose you, I want you to be mine forever. I really don't want to have changes anymore. Hope this time round, everything will go on smoothly.

Will be meeting her either on wednesday if not jiu friday. I realise I can't get use to meet her a few days per week eh. I really miss her. I always want to be by her side. I'm still missing her kisses and hugges. Sians. Got nothing much to blog on, buais. I love you and I miss you loads. 010709 will last de, (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:06am
07.07.09

Hmm, just wake up not long and I'm here blogging already. Didn't go school today. Damn tired, cause today woke up at 530 just for chu shi. So early and tired larhs. Thus I decided not to go school. Sians. Super duper tired. Later still got training, ARGH ! Sians. I reallu very very tired already. So many training. Omg. Then the next day so early need wake up for school. Omg, where to find the energy. Omg. Sians. Suppose to meet her de, but then her father don't let her go out and don't let her friends go her house. So didn't get to meet los. Miss her larhs.

Silly you, no matter what happen, baby won't leave you de. (: What past is a past, let's don't be bother about the past okay? What's important is the present. We should enjoy ourselves from now on, no more secret okay? You've baby, and I've you. (: None of is leaving. I just want you and I need. My love for you is always true. And from now on, I'll always love C.SuChing, no one can stop me from loving you, and no one can take you away from me. (: That's for sure. You're really so silly. But I love you still. (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
15:41pm
06.07.09

Hmm, so happy yesterday. Hahas. Meet her around 5pm at cck mrt, she came with priscilla and ah xuan. Then send her home as she wanted to bath and change, went her hours while ah xuan go to priscilla house. Met up with them around 645 at tpy inter, then accompany her to he qiao. Hahas. After that she went for her training while I go to Huang Shi there find kor kor they all, same thing los, listen to their talk, left at aroung 11pm, went to fetch jie jie and went to 216 to eat. As swee kok, pual and yi xin were there. Hahas. Then she came with priscilla to meet me. Hahas. So happy larhs. Fetch them at keat hong lrt there and walked back to 216. Hahas. Then stay there till 3am I think. Hahas. Alot of craps and funny thing happen larh. Hahas. Talked about our chinese new year chu shi for next year. Hahas. Suddenly feel so stress larhs. Omg, got more qing to go los. Lol. Sians diaos.

After we left 216, me, her, priscilla and yi xin went to teck whye mcd to meet ah xuan. Then on the way there I li siao yi xin and she du lan, li siao me also. SNATCH MY GIRLFRIEND FROM ME LARHS. I'm like lol. Hahas. And and forget something, she's having headache yesterday larhs. I'm so worry for her. Scare something will happen to her. But lucky she's fine. Hahas. Met up with ah xuan, then awhil later yi xin went off to meet her friends. Hahas. Then the four of us jiu stay there awhile then the girls wanted to go MICASA. And I realise, some girl eat thing really so lol. Mix this mix that, omg. Hair STAND. Then reach MICASA but got people there. Jiu went to a void deck and sit. Hahas.Chatted alot alot of things. Then don't know what time we went different way with ah xuan as she wanted to sleep. Thus ah xuan went home, and the rest of us went take lrt. Take 2 round larhs. Omg. And finally reach ah xuan block, and settle down before I go home.

Hahas. Very detail bahr? Hahas. Really enjoy myself yesterday, as we didn't meet for three days. Then yesterday spend quite a long day together. Hehes. I love you larhs. (: But did you enjoy yourself? Are you happy to spend the time with me? If the answers is no, then I'm sorry. I know I keep disturb you yesterday. But at least we didn't quarrel. (: I love cherish each and every moment with you. (: Maybe I didn't let you feel the love, or haven't let you spend the time with me that happy, but I really felt so happy, as I got to spend the night with you again. Thanks dear, thanks for spending the night with me, thanks for letting me accompany you. (: I love you.

Next week we're meeting only on friday and sunday I think. But it's better than we didn't meet. Though days without will really be boring, and I'll sure be missing you. But must be use to this kind of life. Got no choice to say no. (: I understand. But if really you're not free, don't need force yourself to meet me de. You've your own things do, can't possibly don't do your things just to accompany me ma. Ya? Realise something, it's okay not to meet you often, as I'll cherish the time we spend together more, and I'll cherish you more. At least I won't take it for granted that we'll always meet, don't need worry that you won't meet me, and won't feel sick and tired of seeing you everyday. (:

I really feel loved from you. Hahas. Silly you, take care of yourself. Hahas. Shall end here. I love C.SUCHING! wahahas.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:20pm
05.07.09

Hmm, It's the 3rd days since we're together. Hmm, Didn't meet you since 0107 till now. But will be meeting later. (: Hahas. But someone is still sleeping larhs. OMG !

Hmm, well I guess we're still quite okay for now. No quarrel, no arguement no nothing. Quite happy I can say? Enjoy the time with you. Hahas. But I don't know if you feel the same too. For I can't the happiness in you. I feel that you're happier with your friends, your gans and maybe Him. But not me. You always seems to sad.Seems unhappy. I don't know if it's because I think too much or it's the fact. But that's what I feel. I've tried my best not to quarrel with you. At least we both know how to give in to one another. That's prefectly fine.

As I say, it's only the 3rd days. Means we still have a very very long way to walk. Hahas. While we're walking, I'm very sure there's many obstacles, problems and difficulties. But I'm here with you to face all of them. I'll not let face them alone. Have faith in me and have faith in myself. I also will have in myself and you. I can feel your love, and I know you'll never leave. Yup, I'll not plan anything for future yet, for it's too early. We'll plan as we take every steps. Hahas.

I hope we'll last, I really for that. I sick and tired of changing girlfriend already. I'll try to use to not seeing you everyday. Let's suffer now, better than we suffer in the future. Though we won't be meeting much for the moment, but remember my love for you is always there too. When you're bored or face any problems, just a sms or a call and I'll be there. I know there's someone else there for you too. I don't need to be the first one you think of, HE can be the first one you think of. Ya? I'm fine with it. Really. Though I hope I'll and I can be the first one you'll think of, but think again, I may not the most important guy for you. Maybe it's him. But to me, you're the most important girl for me. I'm always worrying for you. Maybe my care, my concern and my love you still can't feel them. But I'll try to let you feel them. Really I'll try.

I miss you, and I love you. I shall end here. (: I hope 0107, will last forever. Remember NaughtyBoy is always for you. Love you loads

Signing for.
N.Boy (:
12:23pm
04.07.09

Hmm, saw her post. Abit sad. Many things to say. Shall post it here. I'm sorry if I say anything that will hurt you.

Hmm, all along, I know you're happy with him than with me, and you feel more love from him than me. Though you two always quarrel everyday. But the love is there. It's almost the same thing as my ex. She and 'Him' also always quarrel but like you, the love is there. And you're happy with him. I know I can never and I have never let my girlfriend feel the love before, not the past and not the present. All I let them feel was hurt, hurt and more hurt. It's always like this. I really envy SKL and 'HIM' though both of them always with you and my ex, but somehow you two love them more than loving me, feel the love from them more than me. And as you say, maybe it's because of the quarrel and arguments made you more and more close. Hais, I'm really scare that you'll leave me like how my ex leave me. You also can't forget the past, can't forget him. I know no one will remember the time they spend with, for there won't be a hapy memories with me.

Maybe just maybe, I shouldn't have appear, if not now maybe you'll be back to his side. Maybe I'm not suitable to fall into any relationship, for I only bring hurt to my girlfriend more than love. I'll not ask anything from you le, like asking who's better, who made you feel the love more. For I've know the anwer. And this answer will always be the same. You don't have to let go of the past, you don't have to force yourself to forget him. Cause I know you'll only hurt yourself more, and it's never easy to do that. Just take me a replacement of him, it's okay for me. I know I can't be compare to him. For he's always better in anything. Or maybe I shouldn't and don't even fit to compare to any other guys out there. For I'm always the worst, my lion I'm the worst, my sintua I'm the worst and even boyfriend, I still the worst.

Thanks for accepting me even though I'm the worst. No matter what I do, how much I want to care for you, take care of you, and love you. I'm still the worst. It'll never change. I don't want to let you go. I feel the love from you, I know it's true. But I really hope you made the right decision. I maybe the guy who's going to hurt you badly, like how much I hurt her. She left me because she feel hurt, and not love. I never blame her for leaving for she made the right choice, if one day you're leaving me for the same reason, I won't blame you too. I've only myself to blame. I really don't know to let my girlfriend feel the love they want, and give them the happiness they want.

Sorry dear, I didn't let feel the love you want. Sorry for being unhappy with me. Sorry for being the worst boyfriend you ever have. I didn't know you'll feel bored when you're with me, lucky there's him, somehow I think he's the only one who can give you the happiness you want, and the he's only guy who can make you feel loved. I've failed once again, I thought I can let you feel the love, but in the end I still fail to do that. Don't worry, I won't be asking you to meet so many days le, we won't be free to meet so many days also. Maybe if you want we'll just meet on saturday only bahr. I won't force you to meet anymore. I don't want you to hate me for wanting to meet you more. If you don't want to meet on saturday, just let me know when you want to meet. Ya?

I miss you loads. I know we've to be use to this kind of life. Sorry, I'll try to get use of it. I may not be a good boyfriend, may not let you feel the love, the happiness. And I know no matter how hard I try I may not be able to do that also. But please know this, I love you and I need you. I really don't want to end this relation with you leaving me. I want to end this relation having you as my wife and have a happy life with me. I know the life with may not the life you want, I know I'm always controlling you, don't let you do this do that. But it's because I care. If you don't want and dislike what I'm doing. I'll stop controlling you. As long as you don't hate. You can leave me for doing that, but please don't hate me. I've already made someone hate me, I don't want to have the second one.

Dear, I've faith in you, that you won't leave me and love me truly. But one day maybe just one day, you feel that your love for have faded, or have fallen for someone, just let me know immediately, don't keep it from me, cause I'll be hurt more and more de. Lastly, I love you, I really want to take you as my wife. But as you say, let's take steps by steps bahr. I won't force you to do anything anymore. Cause somehow I've don't the right and I'm fit to do that. I'm sorry if this post you. But I just want you to know. Baby love you loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
17:29pm
03.07.09

Hmm, today don't have training. Can rest for a day, then tomorrow need train again. Sians. Don't know can meet her tomorrow not, cause she got something on. Sians. Hope she's fine. Really worry for her. Hais. I'm really not use to meet her so less her. Omg. But we really have no choice. I really miss her larhs. Next week maybe won't be meeting for many days only. maybe only friday and saturday only. Sians. Then next next week maybe meet lesser eh. Lol. Cause i school reopen le ma. Sians.

But maybe after that got more time to meet bahr. Cause no more competition le. So maybe will have lesser training. Then I jiu can meet her more le. Hahas. Tired tired. Omg! Competition is getting nearer and nearer eh. Sians. How how? So anxious eh. Omg! Hope everything go smoothly bahr. (:

Just now almost quarrel with her again. Hais. She arh, sometime I really feel like scolding her, sometime I really feel like doting her more. Aiyo. She arh. Made me feel like laughing andr crying eh. Lol. I know how you much you love me, and I hope you know how much I love you too. Sometime the thing I do maybe hurthing you, but I really don't want anything to happen to you. I'm scare we'll quarrel one day. But if that really come, I'm really sorry eh. I didn't mean to quarrel with you.

There's alot of sorry I want to say. Sorry, I know I'm like controlling you from doing this and that. Sorry, I know I'm bad to to say things that let you feel bad. Sorry, I know I always show you attitude. Sorry, I know I'm always comparing me to someone else. Sorry, I know I'm always thinking too much. Sorry, I may not be a good boyfriend. Sorry, for always asking to meet you. Sorry, for irritating you. Sorry, for disturbing you when you're sleeping. Maybe there's more bahr? So I'm sorry.

I love you. I always say this to my girlfriend and I'll repeating it again. Maybe life with me will be tough, as I've lion dance and sintua. So maybe you'll feel neglected occasionally. But please don't think to much, not that I don't love you anymore. It's cause I'm busy only. I really want to be by your side always de. But I know I can't be there 24 hours. Hais. Please take care of yourself. Okay? I Miss You Loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:12pm
02.07.09

Hmm, wake up damn early today, later got my bike practical. Hope this time I can pass. Well, today I think will be another boring day bahr? Around 1230 must reach there le. Then session end at 2plus. After that should be going home bahr, no where to go also. At night still have training. Sians. Really very tired already. OMG.

I'm missing her alot, but I guess she won't have the time to miss me today bahr? She's going shopping for the wholeday. I guess sometime I must understand her, for she's only 14, thus she need alot alot of freedom, I know I can't stop her from doing anything, but sometime the things she's going to do makes me worry alot. Hais. I know I don't let her do quite a number of things, but it's because I care for her, worry that something may happen to her. Hais.

Well, it's the second day le, life still normal and peaceful. Hahas. Chatted on phone with her and her friends. Funny larhs, sorry if the things I say make you angry or something, but I didn't mean to make you angry de. Hope you'll understand. I can still feel the love from you larhs. Hahas. But I miss your hugs, your kisses eh. Lol. Sians. Will be meeting tomorrow, hope everything goes on smoothly. Hope I won't be disappointed again. I Love C.Suching Larhs. (: Miss You Too.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:08am
020709

Another day of training had passed. But me and rui hao both injure I guess? My leg is very painful now. Sorry dear, made you worry. As you training, somehow will injure de ma. It's just whether serious or not only. Sorry wors. Today training, quite okay I think? Cause Kor Kor didn't really kan me. But somehow I still feel there's still room for improvement bahr? Sians. I just can't the feeling right. OMG!

Another day had passed just like that. Didn't get to meet her. But at least can hear her voice larhs. I'm happy already. Somehow I've to be use to this kind of life. Can't meet her everyday. As I'm sure there's bound to be quarrel de. This way is better bahr? Meet less, but at least we cherish each and every moment we spend together. Something like my past relationship, but better. (: I love you larhs.

Anyway, dear you don't have to worry about morning that problem le. Silly, nothing will happen or is going to happen. I'll never let a 3rd party to come into our relationship de. Must have faith in me and yourself. Ya? Silly you. I won't let anything affect our feeling and relationship de. (: Trust me.

I Love You Loads, And I Miss You Loads Too. Give me your hand, and I'll accompany you with our journey, todays it's only the begining only eh. (: There's more to come. Hahas. But remembers I'm always here for you. (: Muacks

Before I forget, DOMO KUN has STUPID TEETH larhs, but it's CUTE afterall, just like SOMEONE who's always saying that she's CUTE. But she's really CUTE larhs. I Love Her Loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:48pm
010709

Hmm, Today's 010709 Already, But We Can't Meet, She's Meeting Her Friends For Shopping So Sad. Hope She'll Be Okay Bahr. (: Well, I Guess From Today Now, We'll Be Officially Couple Le, Hahas. It's Only The Begining, The Journey Is Still Very Long, But I'll Be Walking With Her. Whatever Difficulties We'll Face, Whatever Problems We'll Have. I'll Be With Her To Face It And To Solve It. Please Always Remember, You're NOT Alone Anymore, You've Baby With You. Hahas.

Since You Won't Regret Being Together With Me, Thus I Won't Regret Either, I'll Try My Best To Last With You. I Don't Want To Plan For Anything, We'll Just Work Towards Future Step By Step, First Step Is Our First Month. Hahas. Maybe We Won't Be Meeting During Our First Month, Cause We Both Have Competition And School. But As You Say, We'll Try Meet When We're Both Free. Hahas. After The Competition Maybe We'll Be Free Le. Hahas. So Just Hang On Awhile. Maybe We Won't Be Use To It In The Begining, But As You Say Also, We've To Use It. But I Miss You Eh. I Really Do Miss You. Maybe I'm Use To Seeing You Everyday Already, But Don't Worry, I'll Try To Get Use To Not Meeting You So Often. Hahas.

I've A Project To Do Later Sians, Maybe Going Back Sleep Awhile. Hahas. Really Very Tired. At Night Still Have Training. So Sians Man, But No Choice Lea. Guess I Shall End Here, Later After My Training Then Post Again Bahr. And I Realise I'm Like Posting Twice A Day Eh. Hahas. (:

I Love You
010709

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:32am
010709

An early Happy 1 Month Anniversary to you (: Finally one month le. Alot alot of things happen during this one month. Happy moments, sad moments. And you almost left me. Hais. Sorry, I know till now I still don't understand you much. I'll try my very best to understand you more. Hmm, sorry I know you don't like people to force you to the thing you don't like to do. Thanks for choosing baby from among so many peopl who're chasing you. (: I love you loads. This is just only the begining only. We still have a long long way to go. I know this few days, we keeping quarreling cause of something. But I don't because of something, and I lose you. No matter what happen, please don'ts use break as a solution.

Life with baby, maybe very tough and boring. I also keep jealous and angry cause you keep talk to guys all that. Sorry too. But don't worry, baby won't think so much le. I've faith in you. (: I know your limit of a friend. Hahas. Somehow kok liang still understand you more than me. I know you hope I can be the one who's there for you. I'll try to be that one. (: For now, let kok liang be there for you. I'm happy that he's doing this. (: I know you need baby. Sorry sorry. I still haven't figure out how to understand you more. But I'll still try. (:

I hope you'll tell me more things about yourself. When you're sad, let baby know. When you're happy, share the joy the with me. (: When you're having problem, I'll try to help you solve. When you're sick, I'll be there to take care of you if I can. When you've something to say or vent out. Baby will be there for you. Just a call from you, and I'll rush down to find you if I'm free. (: Baby really hope we'll last. You say you've faith that you can wait for me during my army life. I'm happy to hear it. (: Thus, I've faith in you that you won't change heart. I know and I can feel that your love for me is true. I hope you know and can feel that my love for you is true too (:

0107 will be forever, untill you wanted to end it. (: I'll be yours forever, no one can snatch me from you, and I hope you'll be mine forever, no one can snatch you from me also. (: I miss you loads. We have to be use to meeting less. Maybe 3 or 4 days per weeks. Can't meet everyday as more quarrel will occurs. (: We'll just stay this way bahr. When we're free then we meet, if not we'll not meet. But I'll be missing during days where we won't be meeting. There maybe time where I'll seems sad to you. Sometimes I'm tired, sometimes is cause things you do make me sad. Sorry, for not putting myself in your shoe and see things from you angle. I know I've hurt you alot too. Sorry sorry. I hope you're happy being with me. Sometimes I really do miss you hug and kisses. Hahas. And and, I've alot 'ants' now, can't keep all of them, need to use some of them. Hahas. I know you love them alot de. Hahas.

From now on, baby will try not to jealous all the time. I've faith in you, and know what you're doing. I love you loads. The ring I hope it'll be on you hand till I change to a engagement ring, then a wedding ring. I'll want to propose to you, and take you as my rightful wife. Yes, maybe you're always making worry. But it's normal for boyfriend to worry for girlfriend eh. Ya? I don't worry means I don't even care about you ma. Correct? Because baby care for you, that's why I'm worry. (: Hmm, so don't need say sorry de. Ya? Hahas. I love you loads. I'll end here le. See you tomorrow (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:

Hmm, another day have past. Went AMK hub to collect the ring just now, and bought myself a shirt and a short (: Then back to bedok to buy food, ate le and I'm here posting. She's on the way to Ah Xuan's house. Was suppose to chat with her on msn, but for some reason she went to cck. Hmm, it's okay bahr. I can't say or do anything. Even if I really do say thing, she'll sure be angry with me de. So forget it bahr. Was suppose to go together with her to guan tomorrow de, I cracked my brain and think of a faster route to meet her le. But never mind le, she's on the way to cck. So how meet her? I just want to see her longer, but ... hais. Forget it bahr. Shall go lakeside to meet her tomorrow bahr.

Just now someone call her while we're on the phone, she picked up and hanged my call. She say we message bahr. Hmm, is that call really that important to hang my call? I just want to hear voice only. Why can't she call that call, and msg that person instead of hanging my call? Hais. I really don't know. I always try my best to accompany her, but she'll always have something to do. Call her, she'll also be busy. If not she'll not be paying attention to me or she'll be talking to her friend who's beside. Hais.

Maybe what I'm going say next will hurt you, but that what I feel and that's something I don't know how to tell you.

Sometime I just that I'm nothing to you. Hais. I don't know why I've this feeling. I admit we're seeing each other most of the time last week. But whenever I'm at your house, the first thing you'll do is not talk to me or accompany me. The first thing you'll do is to use laptop, sms people or msn people, only when I tell or hint you then you'll come talk to me. Even after you're awake the first you'll do or want to do will still be your laptop, your phone even when I'm the first one you saw. I thought you'll hug me long, but I'm wrong. Yes you did hug, but awhile jiu say excuse me, I want see who talk to me on msn. And I've to move to aside and let you use lapotp. Sometime you're talking I'll move one side, reason is because I don't disturb you talking. Even if I'm beside while you're talking. Isn't it the same? You'll still concentrate mostly on talking. So might as well I move one side and wait for you to talk finish?

You once say, have I ever thought of your feelings. Ya, maybe at time I didn't but most of the time I did. I know I also jealous about you talking to guys, msn guys or meet guys. But it's normal to jealous. I know they're just your friends. That's why I didn't ban you from talking or meeting them. Sometime it's not that I want to think too much, it's just that you're too close to them. I know you're a girl who want freedom. I gave you freedom. I even allow you to meet guys at night alone eh. Hais. I trusted you, I've faith in you. That's why I didn't say anything. At most I'll nag only. Hais. I really don't know what else to say. If you're angry with what I say. Then I'm sorry. I miss you and I love you. Shall end here. Doesn't have mood to carry on.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:07pm
27.07.09

Chu shi ended around 9plus, went eat with dear and her friends. Then send her home, took my jacket and I bus-ed home. So tired. Tio bluff los! Irritating. Tiring larhs. Tuesday, thursday and sunday still got chu shi larhs. Fcuk! Sians larhs. Didn't manage to collect the ring, should be getting it tomorrow.

Hmm, going one month le (: Hahas. Will be going out with her on that day. Still don't know where to go yet. Hahas. Sians larhs. But hopefully I can spend that day with her. Hope nothing last minute things will happen.
She's still sick eh. Sians. Worry so much for her.

Heard that he still love her bahr? She doesn't the real answer too. But when they see each other, he'll tell her the answer. Somehow I guess the answer is bahr? Hahas. But I've faith and confident that she won't go back to him. We've been meeting almost everyday for the past one week. But it's not really good to meet everyday. I scare we'll be sick of seeing of each other. We'll still stick to meeting each other 3 or 4 days per week bahr? At least we'll cherish the time that we're together. And there'll be lesser quarrels too. (:

I know since 0107 till now, we almost have small quarrel everyday, and it's almost because of the same reasons. Hmm, maybe sometime it's my fault. As I think too much. Cause there's so many guys out there who love her. And wanted to be with her. Thus I'll of cause be scare and will start to think too much. As I scare they'll snatch her from me. Hais. What I should do?

I really don't want to lose her, because of another guy eh. Hais. I really hope this ring will be on her hand forever. But is it selfish to lock her with ring right now? Will this ring really lock her heart so no other guy can enter? But she's still so young eh. There's still so many choices for her to choose. Hmm, I don't know. Don't wish to think so much now. Headache. This few days I really don't feel that well. Often had headaches. Just that I didn't tell her. But never mind. She's sick now. So I can't fall sick. If not no one will nag at her to drink water and eat medicine. (:

Shall end here. I love you dear (: Our love will last, if you're willingly to last with me (: I miss you too (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:51am
27.07.09

Hmm, she's sleeping now (: She's still sick eh, see her like this really very heartbroken. Hope she'll recover soon. She's so tired larhs. Don't want to disturb her, thus I'm here blogging. Currently at her house now. So sians. She's sleeping then I don't know what I should do eh. Boring sia. So worry for her eh.

Later have sintua, then tomorrow have chu shi. So sians larhs. Thought after competition can relax. But got so many chu shi larhs. Sians diaos los. So tired larhs. Don't know why after competition I so tired eh. Maybe is didn't sleep well bahr? Lol. Hahas. No idea also.

I don't know what to post le. Need go look after her. (: Hahas. I Love You Larhs.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
15:37pm
25.07.09

Omg larhs. What happen to you? Where are you? You say you're going home, but where are you now? Call you so many time, sent so many msg, but none is being reply. I'm really going crazy le larhs! Like this how I fang xing let you go meet other guys again! going 2 hour since you say you're going home eh! What is going on man ! Fcuk larhs ! WHERE ARE YOU LARHS !I really feel like going down find you eh! I'm here worrying so much, yet you're there enjoying is it? Walao eh. I really don't know what to say already le larhs. Going mid-night le eh. Hais. Dear eh, can you please don't let me worry so much? Hais. Later I say you again, then you'll du lan me again. Hais. I really worry eh. Hais. PLEASE GO HOME CAN ? YOU REALLY BEAR TO SEE ME SO WORRY FOR YOU MEA? LIKE THAT HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO LISTEN YOU? HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO LET GO MEET FRIENDS AGAIN? Please go home larhs. Okay? Hais.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:47pm
23.07.09

Hmm, just came back from chu shi. Helped Gang Zhou perform luminous dragon at Pek San Theng. Okay bahr? Only train one day jiu come perform le. Hahas. Consider fine le. (:

She's not home yet. And she haven't reply my msg yet. Don't know is because battery flat or what. Sians. So late le eh, but she's still outside. Hais. She told me she's going home le. But that was around 10pm eh, and now it's 10.50pm. She's still not home. Hais. So worry for her. She's sick eh, and still don't want to go home. Thought of finding her just now, but she say she's going home soon. So I jiu didn't go find her los. But didn't know her soon is about an hour los. Hais. Hope she'll be fine.

She's with two guys now I think? Her best friend and her gan daddy bahr? Hais. Worry about her. So late le still outside with guys. Hais. Hope nothing will happen. Will be waiting for her to reach home. But I don't know what time will she be home.

Do you know BABY is worrying about you? I just need a msg from you telling me that you're fine eh. If your battery is flat, at least use your friend phone msg or call me to tell me that you're fine ma. Hais. Please faster go home can? I'm really worry.

Hais. Where are you? Please contact me asap can? I'm really worry sick eh. Hais. Please tell that you're fine. Don't scare me can? Nothing must happen to you de. ):

Hais. Shall end here. ILOVEYOU, IMISSYOU. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:08pm
23.07.09

Hmm, I guess I'm at fault too. I didn't put myself in your shoe. I always say you this say you that, but didn't realise I hurt you too. Sorry for hurting you. I guess I really didn't understand you well also.

Sorry for the pictures and stuff you saw in my the other phone, cause I didn't go change the things as it's only a spare phone. So I didn't care much, but it's really nothing de. And as for her friendster pictures, I saw it too. Cause she didn't go friendster much le. So never go edit. Thus, don't think too much about it. Whether she love me or not, it doesn't matter anymore. All it matter is I Love You (:

You can share things with me de, if you don't know how say out. Just treat me as your friends, maybe it's easier to say out? Hahas. I'm always here for you. I'll learn to understand you more de (: And have faith in BABY, I won't let history to repeat again de, cause I know how it feel.

I never think of leave you before, for I don't want to let go you. Our love doesn't come just like this. Since 0107 till now, we face quite alot of things together already. Happy moments, sad moments. We also come up with our own language. Hahas. I'm really happy to have you. (:

But, rememeber this! Whatever happen to you, I'll always be here with you. You've BABY now, thus you're not alone anymore. I'll be with you to face everything together (: But no matter how much we quarrel or cold war we've. We'll always end the day with smiles (: Hahas.

Guess I shall end here. Don't know what to post le. Shall not think anymore (:

I Love You, I Miss You. My love for you will fade (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:45pm
22.07.09

Hmm, today went chu shi with he quan and he zhong people. Opening of Ion Orchard. Hahas. Damn big larhs. Everything ended, around 12plus. Headed to bugis with dear, and some he zhong people. Was fun, don't know what she don't want eat. While heading towards AMK hub, had a little quarrel with her. It's the first quarrel we had. Maybe what I'm going to continue you guys will find it boring and same old story. But still have to post.

Hmm, sometime I wonder if she really wants to leave her so much eh. Hais. Whenever I disturb her or whatever, she'll always ask me GET LOST, or GO AWAY larhs. And just now I really did that when she say it again. Thus that's the reason for our quarreling. Hmm, I listen to her and I left, went further down of the station. And she called, that's when we quarrel. She insisted me to go back find her, when she asked me to LEAVE, I wanted her to come find me instead as she's the one who want me LEAVE, and now ask me go back. Lol. Thus I hang her call, and went to find her, but we had cold war for sometime. Not that I always want to quarrel with her always because of the same thing. But she always ask me LEAVE, and i won't know if which day, she really wants me to LEAVE. If she really wants me to leave she can just tell me, instead of joking it with me. It may really seems a joke to her. But it's really too hurtful for me eh!

Sometimes not I want to think too much or what eh. Lol. Is that what she say really hurt me alot alot eh. Hais. Sometime, I wonder if I'm really that bad, even if I'm that bad, she also don't need to always say this guy good, that guy handsome when I'm with her. Yes, maybe I'm just really the worst, but somehow I'm still her baby eh. When I'm with her, I didn't say much things about other girls eh, yes, maybe sometime. But I say all this is just to let her know how I feel when she talkk about other guy.

I'm always giving you chances to change, plus you have a lifetime to change, and I've a lifetime for you to continue hurting. (: Don't worry, I won't leave you because of this, we'll last till our 1st month, and will last till the day I step into coffin (: I really want to last, thus I want to plan. But you say you don't want any planning, thus I didn't plan. I respected you, I gave in to you. I never asked for anything, just that you'll care about how I feel more. But what I get from you is more hurtful words.

We can last forever, as I'll never ask for break up. You're the one who'll make the final decision. If in the end, you really found that someone who's better, more handsome than I do, or everything is better than me, let me know. I'll let you go straight away. As I'm the worst afterall. I never regret any decision I made since 010709, and I don't go for a relationship, that's not serious.

Sorry, I made you cry again. I really alot of things to plan, but if you don't want me to plan. Then I shall keep it all to myself. I don't know what to post le. Shall end here.

I Love You, please, don't say those hurtful things again. If one day my heart becomes numb of those hurtful words. Then, I'll not ask much from you anymore, you want do what, go out with who, meet who, stay over night at whoever house also can. Don't need ask me, don't need tell me. Just go ahead bahr. For that time, my heart is numb le. So whatever you do, or say is also normal or nothing to me anymore. YA? So please don't make this day come true. I don't want it come true either. ):

Forget something, today is 3 months before my birthday, and I get to see her for the wholeday, three month later, when it's my actual birthday, I'll be alone the wholeday. ):

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
21:11pm
21.07.09

Hmm, competition is over, didn't mange to get the resutl everyone was expecting. So sorry guys. But we'll come back next year. With different teams, I guess? I hope next I'll be competiting in freestyle. Hehes. Still to discuss further. (:

Hmm, one month ago during this date, she left me, and I admit I'm really sad at that point of time, but one month later, I'm contented with my life now. I guess she made a right choice to leave me. At least she won't be suffering till now. Hahas. IMissC.S.C loads !

Hmm. This few days, had a little small arguement with her still larhs. But in the end we still end up laughing. Hahas. 12 more days (: Hahas. It's been awhile since we're together already. Hmm, life is still smooth bahr? Just a little conflict here and there only. But we manage to solve it in laughter. Hahas. (:

She's so blur and silly larhs. Always do things that make me jealous and angry! Stupid her. But I still love her larhs. (: I really hope we'll stay this way. Don't intend to let her go already. (: There's more things to come. Hahas. But I'll be here with you. (: Don't worry (: Will be meeting her after my bike lesson. Sians. Talking about the bike lesson, I'm still stuck at prac 2 eh. Sians los. Still go 6 more eh. Sians. Hope can faster clear it los. Hope later will pass. Hahas. (: Jiayous ! And And,

C.SuChing I ♥ You Loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:48am
20.07.09

Hmm, just ended training 3hours ago. (: Bus-ed home, was talking to dear, and at the same sms-ing 'HER'. Hmm, sorry dear don't be sad or angry cause I sms-ed 'HER', as something are happening to her. Sians. Was so shocking when I heard what happened to 'HER'. Hope she'll be fine. Sians. Don't push him away, okay? You need him right now. No matter what result it'll be, let him be there for you. Okay? And do take care of your health too ! Please go for a check if it's necessary.

Saw her post. Sians. Hmm, somehow can really see that she really love him alot alot. Even when he slap her, she also can forgive him! Omg larhs! Yeah, I admit I do feel sad when I her post. Cause the post for him is much longer than the post for mine. But won't blame her, hope this time she'll really stop thinking of the past. I know many things happen to them during the time they're together. She really love him loads larhs. Well, it's the past already. Just hope she can let it go.

Though we're only together for 2 weeks, but during this 2 weeks many many things happen, there's alot of time where we almost quarrel cause of . . . and other things. But somehow we manage to control our temper, we only have cold wars. But at least we give in. It's like testing how strong our relationship are, and she almost give up on me! Omg larhs! But afterall we reallly manage to overcome all of them, and through all the things that had happened, we understand each other more.

Hahas. I guess I shall end here. As I'm tired. Tomorrow still have test. Sians. I miss You. And I ♥ You (: Muacks (: We'll last, have faith (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:19am
17.07.09

THANKS NEO YI XIN FOR DOING THIS BLOG SKIN FOR ME !

Hmm, it's 16.07.09 means it's thursday. Shall blog for yesterday. Training was fine. Sians. Kor kor say he sees improvement? I guess so bahr? But still got alot more thing to be improve. But only left with 2 days. Sians. But never will try my best de (:

Hmm, almost quarrel with her again. Sians. This time is really almost eh. Sians. Cold war for awhile I guess? Around 20 mins. Hahas. But after that jiu fine le. Sorry sorry. Hmm, some word she said really hurt me. Though to her it maybe just joking only. But to me it's really hurtful. I've try to give in already. But sometime it's really too over le. Thus I show attitude too. I thought I go to your house means we can spend more time together. But most you're using your laptop, sms-ing, msn-ing or chatting with friends. While I'm alone doing nothing. I hope you to accompany me, but you'll say WAIT WAIT, and wait dao I fall asleep. Hais. Nevermind, won't blame you for that. I just want to spend more time with you. But. . .

Hmm, I know there's time where I'll be sad or moody. Not that I don't want to you the reason, it's just that I don't know how to tell you. Hmm, competition is on 19, and you're coming down to see, he's there too. Will anything happen? For it's the 19 ! Mean it'll remind you of him. Hais. I know sometime you'll still think about the past with him, I won't blame you either. Cause it's natural to think about the past. But, never mind.

12 more days to 1st month, but not sure if we'll meet. Scare she'll have something on that day. But never mind. Hmm, the day before she told me that my birthday is on a weekday. I know that, as I've checked before. Somehow, I guess I'll be alone again this year. Her father birthday is on the same day also. Thus it means she won't be able to celebrate it with me, plus I've attachment. And I'm only free after 5 or 6pm. Thus won't have the chance to celebrate with her. Weekday means everyone will be busy. Always wanted to celebrate it with my girlfriend. But for the past few years I always never have this chance to do that. Hais. I guess this year will be same also.

Hmm, dear. Don't feel bad anymore. What past had past. Don't look back. Let's look forward as there's still a long way to go. If you really feel bad, study hard and look after yourself. It's what you can do to make it up for me (: Okay? Shall end here. Very tired. Nights Love C.SuChing !

Signing off.
N.boy (:
01:00am
16.07.09

Hmm, yesterday during training, fell down. Omg larhs. Left side of my body kena. Sians half ! But afterall training is okay I think? Shifu came down to teach me? Hahas. Seldom see him. Hahas. Omg. Learn alot of things. Hahas. But don't know if I can perform it out not. Sians.

Hmm, sorry dear. Made you worry again. Will take care of myself next time de, but sometime accident do happen ma, so can't blame me also ma. I also didn't expect I'll fell. Sorry Sorry. Going for bike lesosn later, hope can pass eh. But raining eh. Sians. Never mind bahr. Just try my best. I miss her now larhs. Bike lesson end around 2pm, then coming back aunty house take training things, jiu go her house find her le. Should be before 4pm can reach her house bahr. But will be seeing her for awhile only. Sians. But never mind larhs, better than no meet ma. Hahas.

It's two weeks 1 day le. (: Wahahas. 2 more week jiu one month le. Wahahas. (: Time flies. (: At first we're only stranger, then slowly become friends, then become couple. Hahas. Hmm, and before we become couple, both of us have our past which we both can't let go. But we choose to let go, and start a new life together. It's not very easy to do that. As both of us have fear, worry that the same something may happen again. And withing this 2 weeks. There's already so much problem, and so many time we almost quarrel. Lol. But in the end, we still manage to overcome it. (: It's really not easy. I know sometime she'll think about the past, I do will think of the past. But as she say it's the past already, and it'd become memories. It's the same for me also. I know she's leading a happy life now. A life which she never had before. I'm glad for her. At least someone else can take care of her better than I do. Hahas. And I've a happy with my current her. (: Hahas. She's so silly larhs. So blur. Omg. Always made me worry so much, and jealous so much! Omg larhs.

Sometime I really hope she can understand me more, and care about my feeling more. Hais. But can't blame her, she's still young. Thus mind is full of friends and playing around. Hmm. But I really do hope we'll last. Sians. I miss her now larhs. Shall end her le. (: I love C.SuChing !

THANKS YI XIN FOR HELPING ME ON MAKING A NEW SKINS (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:26am
15.07.09

Hmm, just came back from school. Hais. Sians. Tired tired. Training at 8 I think. Sians. first time went for morning lesson on tuesday. Lol. So tired larhs. Sians.

Hmm, almost quarrel with her again. I'm sorry. Saw your post in the afternoon. Hmm, can say I'm abit sad larhs. But never mind larhs. I really don't know if I came in at the right time not. Sians. I can really tell and see that she really love him alot alot but just because of something they're seperated. Lol. Sians, heard the song in her blog too. Never mind shall not talk about that.

Sians. I don't know what I should blog le, mind is thinking of many things now. I love you and I miss you. Oh yarhs, it's two week since we're together le (:

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
17:41pm
14.07.09

Just came back from training, while she's still on the bus to tpy. Guess she'll have to cab home le. Hahas. Today training was terrible. Hais. I'm still so noob larhs. Fcuk. Competition is just so near, yet I'm still not up to the standard. Omg larhs.

Glad to know that 'SHE's happy with her guy now. (: Hahas. Hopefully this time they'll really marry bahr? Hahas. But that's their problem larhs. I'm just concerning only. Hahas. (: Well, think back about my past with 'HER' seems like I'm in a dream, and when I woke up everything was back to normal. Hahas. The past was a memory only. The happiness, the saddness. Hmm, I've learnt alot of things, and know alot things. We may seems very close, very lovely. But in fact we aren't. We just lying to ourself all this while. But it's all in the past. Really, thanks for appearing in my dream. It's the most wonderfull dream I ever had. (:

Well, for now. I hope it's not another dream. This time marriage is out of the question, for she's young. Thus, we'll have to walk for few more years before talking about it. All I want is to last with her. I just love her larhs. Don't wish to lose her eh. Sians. Hahas. Never mind bahr. Shall end here. (: I love you larhs (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:33am
14.07.09

Guess, you should know what I'll be posting bahr. But will still post it larhs. Sorry, I gues my mood today wasn't that good. Hais. Don't know why. Wake up at 9 plus, ah ma cooked le. Then jiu eat los. After that went to do my project thingy. Sians. Still have alot haven't find dao eh. Lol. Sians. Later after training will be continuing the search bahr.

She went to school today, but same los, self dismiss earlier. Lol. Sians. Then she went to meet guys with two other girl. I think. Sians. Meet so many guys larhs. 8 of them eh. Had a little so call arguement with her bahr. Cause she's my girlfriend eh, then she go meet so many guys confirm will jealous de ma. Lol. Hais. But what to do? I also can't stop her eh. It's her freedom to meet them. Afterall they're still her friends. But hope she know the limits larhs. Sians.

Hmm, told her how I feel already. Hope she'll understand and care more for my feelings. She's always busy sms-ing other guys, and answering call from guys. Yes, though they're her whatever gans whatever gans lahr. But somehow they're still guy eh. Of cause I'll jealous ma. Then whenever I joke with her ' wah guy again. Then she'll like ignore me or reply my fault again? Diaos. Then if I really tell her why is it always guys? Is she going to be angry with me? Hais. I really don't know how tell her that I'm jealous and stuff eh. Whenever guy msg her or msn her, I'll just pretend that I'm sleeping. But she didn't really seems to care much.

Hais. Whatever bahr. Same old thing, they're still her friends afterall, I can't and don't have the right to stop them from talking and meeting each other ma. Just let her do whatever she want bahr. I've faith her. And I know she know the limit of being as a friend. Hais. But I really hope she'll care about my feeling only. Hais. Whenever I'm jealous, angry or sad, I'll try to keep it to myself. As I don't want to let her feel that I'm thinking too much. I'll only show and tell her when I'm happy only. The rest I'll never tell, untill she feel it herself.

Sians. Later still have training. Sure to be scolded again. Hais. Whatever bahr. Maybe after training will post again. Hais. I miss you and I love you. So sad ):

signing off.
N.boy ):
17:37pm
13.07.09

Hmm, didn't post yesterday as was home quite late and my laptop wasn't with me also. Shall start with yesterday thingy 1st. (: The photo we took yesterday (:

11.07.09 - Reached her house around 11plus and stay till around 6plus before sending her to her training. Sians, nothing much also, same thing los. Slept at her house, li siao her. And something very important ! She don't let me sleep! So angry larhs. Thus, I keep on disturb her. And and, she's late for her training, as she don't want listen to me. Serve her right larhs. But then she didn't get any scolding lea. Hahas. I'm bad. Then after sending her to her training, I went to eat first before heading down to sintua. Supposed to meet her at cck de, but end up didn't. But never mind larhs. Hahas.

12.07.09 - Reached her house at 12 plus. But but in the morning kor kor call me say got something to talk to me, then ask me whether got send her to huang shi not, then I say have. Then he say reached there go find him. Lol. Then I keep on thinking what I've done. Lol. Then when I reached her home, somehow there's like another problem. Lol. The same old thing again. Lol. Little kids larhs. Lol. But we almost quarrel again because of that, and she almost wanted to let go of me because of that thing. Lol. C.SuChing I'll never let you do that de. For it's not worth it larhs. And and she cried again. It's the second time I see her cry, the it's also the second time she cried for me. Feel so sorry. Hais. Somehow, I guess she's right, it's another challenge that we must overcome, for someone is trying to break us up. I'm also sure we'll overcome it de. (: Hahas. I've confident too. (: I don't want you to have that thought again. It's not worth it. Let baby face it with you. I won't let you face it yourself. Two brains are better than one brain. (: I'm always beside you. (: As days passed by, I know our love is getting stronger. No one can do anything to break us up. The more people or things wants to break us up, the more we must prove to them that whatever they've done won't affect our feelings and our love.

Competition is just one week from now. Hahas. It's getting nearer and nearer. OMG larhs! Left the last week to get ready le. Well. I must not make any mistake again. Jiayou ! I can do it de (: You also must jiayou. Sorry that I'm not able to go down see, but you've my support. (: Let us do our best for this competiton. Hahas.

Lastly, C.SuChing I love you loads. Will only be able to see you on wednesday. So tomorrow and tuesday, please take care of yourself. Okay? Please also have you meal. Don't always skip your meal. (: And you're CUTE larhs. Bleahs. IMissYou loads too. (: I guess I'll really learn how to cherish someone from now on. For I've already lost a girl whom, I once loved so much. But the ending was a break up. Hais. But there's more reason to it. I'm sorry. Please take care of yourself. Lead your life happily with him, and I'll also lead my life happily with her. I guess the way it is now, is better for us. Shall end my post here.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
23:39pm
12.07.09

Well well, just came back from bike practical, same old thing, I failed! Sians diao los! Nevermind, next wednesday going back again, hope can pass, re-booked my theory lesson, it's on 6 & 7 August. Hahas. Hope before the theory lesson, I can clear the first 5 practical, but like abit hard eh, nevermind la. I'll work hard de (:

Yesterday went school, then she & priscilla met me at Bedok mrt, then went to aunty house before going my training. Sians. Took an hour plus de bus there. Chatted alot of things with her. Hahas. Took a picture while we're heading to woodlands. Training was still the same, tough, scolding and jokes. Sians. After training sent her home. Hahas. Meeting her soon. Hahas.

C.SuChing listen carefully here ! T.WeeLiat will never be leaving you for any reasons, I won't think of leaving you anymore, same goes to you, don't even think of leaving me. 010709 will last de (: As I say, I won't be back to 'HER' side, and 'SHE' won't back to my side anymore. Not even for that reasons. Cause feeling aren't there anymore. I'm sure she's thinking the same way too. I know and can feel that she's really happy now. (: I'm glad that she found someone who can really take care of her and love her. So I won't be bothering her life anymore. Maybe just concern as what a friend should do.

Now, I've someone to love and take care of also. Everything is still going smoothly till now, I know there's time where both of us got urge to quarrel, but we both know how give in to each other, that's why there's no quarreling yet. I really love what I have now, the life we're going through, the happiness, the saddness, and especially C.SUCHING. I do my best to walk as far as we can. (: As long as I've you by my side. (: I really hope whatever I've told you yesterday you'll listen and learn from it. What I should say, I've already said le. It's just up to you to listen to it anot.

But, I just love you loads (: It's still just the begining of you road only. (: There's more to come. Love you & miss you (:
010709
T.WeeLiat & C.SuChing

signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:23am
10.07.09

Hmm, today finally get to meet her le. (: So happy. But something happen to her, I hope it won't happen again. She didn't listen to my advice, thus it happen. So silly of her. Told her something. Sorry, I guess I made you sad and angry today. Almost quarrel with her, so so sorry, you seen the weakest side of me. I don't know, I guess I'm just too stressed with things around me.

I admit there's still feeling for 'HER' but it's of no use already, there's no more turning back already. As the feeling isn't there already, we both wanted each other to be happy, I guess she's happy with her current life, her current 'HIM'. (: I also happy with my current life, and my current 'HER'. Thus, we won't be back to each other side already. Maybe it's a good ending bahr? I just hope she'll continue her life happily (:

As for my current 'HER', life with me will still continue like this, no one is leaving, not you, not me. I won't go back to her side nor she'll come back to me. (: Have faith in me. I love you, and I'll always be loving you. I'll do my best to last with you. (: Trust me. You're so silly. But, I'm sorry about today. I don't know what's wrong with me, I know my attitude isn't good. Sorry. Please forgive me.

Don't worry, you won't lose me (: I'll always be yours as long as you. Okay? Hahas, you're just so silly. But I just love you larhs. Hahas. 0107 will last de. Have faith. (: I shall end here, still have school tml. Lastly. I MISS C.SUCHING LOADS, I LOVE C.SUCHING LOADS TOO (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:56pm
08.07.09

Hmm, 'SHE' msged me asking about her ring size. Hahas. I guess that guy is going get her a ring or something. Hahas. Glad that she found some one who can understand her. (: She seems to have alot more problems than last time. I can't do anything for her. I can be her listener that's all. I can only do what a friend should do. (: Well, anything happen can feel free to find. I'm still your friend afterall. Take care too.

Hmm, today C.SuChing never go school, cause she's sick. Lol. OMG larhs. I didn't go school as well. Was damn tired larhs. Went for my bike lesson today, fell down, but I passed. (: Finally. Sorry dear, made you worry for me. The injury was okay. It's just minor injury. Maybe something will happen to me very soon, but when the day come then say. Dear, I hope you'll not be involve in this matter. Hmm, I miss you larhs. Tomorrow maybe seeing you le. So happy larhs. Things are still fine between us. Hahas. No quarrel, only disturb here and there. Hahas. Going one week le, hahas. This one week, though we didn't meet much, but overall I'm happy being with you. This one week we only meet on saturday and maybe tomorrow. Hahas. Though we meet very less, and I miss you loads, but I really cherish each and every moment I've spent with you. I'm missing you every now and then. Sians.

Don't know how long will this kind of life last eh. Sians. But no choice, have to tahan larhs. Hahas. Will be going for check-up soon. Sians, then jiu confirm next year will go army le. But don't know when only. Sians. Hope army life faster come and faster go. Hahas. I just hope everything will go smoothly. I know somehow problems are coming one by one. but I'm here with you. Maybe people around us will try to break us apart, but I won't let that happen. Though we're together just for a week, but I'm sure our love is stronger to overcome it. (: Hahas. I love you, and I miss you, Shall end herer, got a project to chiong. (: Muacks.

Signing Off,
N.Boy (:
22:52pm
07.07.09

Back from training today, sians. Competition is just one week from now. It's getting nearer and nearer. Won't be able to go see her competition, as kor kor don't let me go. But she'll be coming during my competition day itself. But I think she's coming to support for another team. But it's okay bahr. I understand. Sians. I miss her loads.

Our love doesn't come easy. As she've someone who she can't forget, and I've someone who I'll never forget either. Sorry, I won't want to forget about her and our past. But I'll not think about her and our past anymore. As it'd all become part of my memories. It's the past le. And I've let it go already. The present is all about C.SUCHING. I love you, and from 010709 I'll always love C.SUCHING. I dont want to lose you, I want you to be mine forever. I really don't want to have changes anymore. Hope this time round, everything will go on smoothly.

Will be meeting her either on wednesday if not jiu friday. I realise I can't get use to meet her a few days per week eh. I really miss her. I always want to be by her side. I'm still missing her kisses and hugges. Sians. Got nothing much to blog on, buais. I love you and I miss you loads. 010709 will last de, (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
01:06am
07.07.09

Hmm, just wake up not long and I'm here blogging already. Didn't go school today. Damn tired, cause today woke up at 530 just for chu shi. So early and tired larhs. Thus I decided not to go school. Sians. Super duper tired. Later still got training, ARGH ! Sians. I reallu very very tired already. So many training. Omg. Then the next day so early need wake up for school. Omg, where to find the energy. Omg. Sians. Suppose to meet her de, but then her father don't let her go out and don't let her friends go her house. So didn't get to meet los. Miss her larhs.

Silly you, no matter what happen, baby won't leave you de. (: What past is a past, let's don't be bother about the past okay? What's important is the present. We should enjoy ourselves from now on, no more secret okay? You've baby, and I've you. (: None of is leaving. I just want you and I need. My love for you is always true. And from now on, I'll always love C.SuChing, no one can stop me from loving you, and no one can take you away from me. (: That's for sure. You're really so silly. But I love you still. (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
15:41pm
06.07.09

Hmm, so happy yesterday. Hahas. Meet her around 5pm at cck mrt, she came with priscilla and ah xuan. Then send her home as she wanted to bath and change, went her hours while ah xuan go to priscilla house. Met up with them around 645 at tpy inter, then accompany her to he qiao. Hahas. After that she went for her training while I go to Huang Shi there find kor kor they all, same thing los, listen to their talk, left at aroung 11pm, went to fetch jie jie and went to 216 to eat. As swee kok, pual and yi xin were there. Hahas. Then she came with priscilla to meet me. Hahas. So happy larhs. Fetch them at keat hong lrt there and walked back to 216. Hahas. Then stay there till 3am I think. Hahas. Alot of craps and funny thing happen larh. Hahas. Talked about our chinese new year chu shi for next year. Hahas. Suddenly feel so stress larhs. Omg, got more qing to go los. Lol. Sians diaos.

After we left 216, me, her, priscilla and yi xin went to teck whye mcd to meet ah xuan. Then on the way there I li siao yi xin and she du lan, li siao me also. SNATCH MY GIRLFRIEND FROM ME LARHS. I'm like lol. Hahas. And and forget something, she's having headache yesterday larhs. I'm so worry for her. Scare something will happen to her. But lucky she's fine. Hahas. Met up with ah xuan, then awhil later yi xin went off to meet her friends. Hahas. Then the four of us jiu stay there awhile then the girls wanted to go MICASA. And I realise, some girl eat thing really so lol. Mix this mix that, omg. Hair STAND. Then reach MICASA but got people there. Jiu went to a void deck and sit. Hahas.Chatted alot alot of things. Then don't know what time we went different way with ah xuan as she wanted to sleep. Thus ah xuan went home, and the rest of us went take lrt. Take 2 round larhs. Omg. And finally reach ah xuan block, and settle down before I go home.

Hahas. Very detail bahr? Hahas. Really enjoy myself yesterday, as we didn't meet for three days. Then yesterday spend quite a long day together. Hehes. I love you larhs. (: But did you enjoy yourself? Are you happy to spend the time with me? If the answers is no, then I'm sorry. I know I keep disturb you yesterday. But at least we didn't quarrel. (: I love cherish each and every moment with you. (: Maybe I didn't let you feel the love, or haven't let you spend the time with me that happy, but I really felt so happy, as I got to spend the night with you again. Thanks dear, thanks for spending the night with me, thanks for letting me accompany you. (: I love you.

Next week we're meeting only on friday and sunday I think. But it's better than we didn't meet. Though days without will really be boring, and I'll sure be missing you. But must be use to this kind of life. Got no choice to say no. (: I understand. But if really you're not free, don't need force yourself to meet me de. You've your own things do, can't possibly don't do your things just to accompany me ma. Ya? Realise something, it's okay not to meet you often, as I'll cherish the time we spend together more, and I'll cherish you more. At least I won't take it for granted that we'll always meet, don't need worry that you won't meet me, and won't feel sick and tired of seeing you everyday. (:

I really feel loved from you. Hahas. Silly you, take care of yourself. Hahas. Shall end here. I love C.SUCHING! wahahas.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:20pm
05.07.09

Hmm, It's the 3rd days since we're together. Hmm, Didn't meet you since 0107 till now. But will be meeting later. (: Hahas. But someone is still sleeping larhs. OMG !

Hmm, well I guess we're still quite okay for now. No quarrel, no arguement no nothing. Quite happy I can say? Enjoy the time with you. Hahas. But I don't know if you feel the same too. For I can't the happiness in you. I feel that you're happier with your friends, your gans and maybe Him. But not me. You always seems to sad.Seems unhappy. I don't know if it's because I think too much or it's the fact. But that's what I feel. I've tried my best not to quarrel with you. At least we both know how to give in to one another. That's prefectly fine.

As I say, it's only the 3rd days. Means we still have a very very long way to walk. Hahas. While we're walking, I'm very sure there's many obstacles, problems and difficulties. But I'm here with you to face all of them. I'll not let face them alone. Have faith in me and have faith in myself. I also will have in myself and you. I can feel your love, and I know you'll never leave. Yup, I'll not plan anything for future yet, for it's too early. We'll plan as we take every steps. Hahas.

I hope we'll last, I really for that. I sick and tired of changing girlfriend already. I'll try to use to not seeing you everyday. Let's suffer now, better than we suffer in the future. Though we won't be meeting much for the moment, but remember my love for you is always there too. When you're bored or face any problems, just a sms or a call and I'll be there. I know there's someone else there for you too. I don't need to be the first one you think of, HE can be the first one you think of. Ya? I'm fine with it. Really. Though I hope I'll and I can be the first one you'll think of, but think again, I may not the most important guy for you. Maybe it's him. But to me, you're the most important girl for me. I'm always worrying for you. Maybe my care, my concern and my love you still can't feel them. But I'll try to let you feel them. Really I'll try.

I miss you, and I love you. I shall end here. (: I hope 0107, will last forever. Remember NaughtyBoy is always for you. Love you loads

Signing for.
N.Boy (:
12:23pm
04.07.09

Hmm, saw her post. Abit sad. Many things to say. Shall post it here. I'm sorry if I say anything that will hurt you.

Hmm, all along, I know you're happy with him than with me, and you feel more love from him than me. Though you two always quarrel everyday. But the love is there. It's almost the same thing as my ex. She and 'Him' also always quarrel but like you, the love is there. And you're happy with him. I know I can never and I have never let my girlfriend feel the love before, not the past and not the present. All I let them feel was hurt, hurt and more hurt. It's always like this. I really envy SKL and 'HIM' though both of them always with you and my ex, but somehow you two love them more than loving me, feel the love from them more than me. And as you say, maybe it's because of the quarrel and arguments made you more and more close. Hais, I'm really scare that you'll leave me like how my ex leave me. You also can't forget the past, can't forget him. I know no one will remember the time they spend with, for there won't be a hapy memories with me.

Maybe just maybe, I shouldn't have appear, if not now maybe you'll be back to his side. Maybe I'm not suitable to fall into any relationship, for I only bring hurt to my girlfriend more than love. I'll not ask anything from you le, like asking who's better, who made you feel the love more. For I've know the anwer. And this answer will always be the same. You don't have to let go of the past, you don't have to force yourself to forget him. Cause I know you'll only hurt yourself more, and it's never easy to do that. Just take me a replacement of him, it's okay for me. I know I can't be compare to him. For he's always better in anything. Or maybe I shouldn't and don't even fit to compare to any other guys out there. For I'm always the worst, my lion I'm the worst, my sintua I'm the worst and even boyfriend, I still the worst.

Thanks for accepting me even though I'm the worst. No matter what I do, how much I want to care for you, take care of you, and love you. I'm still the worst. It'll never change. I don't want to let you go. I feel the love from you, I know it's true. But I really hope you made the right decision. I maybe the guy who's going to hurt you badly, like how much I hurt her. She left me because she feel hurt, and not love. I never blame her for leaving for she made the right choice, if one day you're leaving me for the same reason, I won't blame you too. I've only myself to blame. I really don't know to let my girlfriend feel the love they want, and give them the happiness they want.

Sorry dear, I didn't let feel the love you want. Sorry for being unhappy with me. Sorry for being the worst boyfriend you ever have. I didn't know you'll feel bored when you're with me, lucky there's him, somehow I think he's the only one who can give you the happiness you want, and the he's only guy who can make you feel loved. I've failed once again, I thought I can let you feel the love, but in the end I still fail to do that. Don't worry, I won't be asking you to meet so many days le, we won't be free to meet so many days also. Maybe if you want we'll just meet on saturday only bahr. I won't force you to meet anymore. I don't want you to hate me for wanting to meet you more. If you don't want to meet on saturday, just let me know when you want to meet. Ya?

I miss you loads. I know we've to be use to this kind of life. Sorry, I'll try to get use of it. I may not be a good boyfriend, may not let you feel the love, the happiness. And I know no matter how hard I try I may not be able to do that also. But please know this, I love you and I need you. I really don't want to end this relation with you leaving me. I want to end this relation having you as my wife and have a happy life with me. I know the life with may not the life you want, I know I'm always controlling you, don't let you do this do that. But it's because I care. If you don't want and dislike what I'm doing. I'll stop controlling you. As long as you don't hate. You can leave me for doing that, but please don't hate me. I've already made someone hate me, I don't want to have the second one.

Dear, I've faith in you, that you won't leave me and love me truly. But one day maybe just one day, you feel that your love for have faded, or have fallen for someone, just let me know immediately, don't keep it from me, cause I'll be hurt more and more de. Lastly, I love you, I really want to take you as my wife. But as you say, let's take steps by steps bahr. I won't force you to do anything anymore. Cause somehow I've don't the right and I'm fit to do that. I'm sorry if this post you. But I just want you to know. Baby love you loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
17:29pm
03.07.09

Hmm, today don't have training. Can rest for a day, then tomorrow need train again. Sians. Don't know can meet her tomorrow not, cause she got something on. Sians. Hope she's fine. Really worry for her. Hais. I'm really not use to meet her so less her. Omg. But we really have no choice. I really miss her larhs. Next week maybe won't be meeting for many days only. maybe only friday and saturday only. Sians. Then next next week maybe meet lesser eh. Lol. Cause i school reopen le ma. Sians.

But maybe after that got more time to meet bahr. Cause no more competition le. So maybe will have lesser training. Then I jiu can meet her more le. Hahas. Tired tired. Omg! Competition is getting nearer and nearer eh. Sians. How how? So anxious eh. Omg! Hope everything go smoothly bahr. (:

Just now almost quarrel with her again. Hais. She arh, sometime I really feel like scolding her, sometime I really feel like doting her more. Aiyo. She arh. Made me feel like laughing andr crying eh. Lol. I know how you much you love me, and I hope you know how much I love you too. Sometime the thing I do maybe hurthing you, but I really don't want anything to happen to you. I'm scare we'll quarrel one day. But if that really come, I'm really sorry eh. I didn't mean to quarrel with you.

There's alot of sorry I want to say. Sorry, I know I'm like controlling you from doing this and that. Sorry, I know I'm bad to to say things that let you feel bad. Sorry, I know I always show you attitude. Sorry, I know I'm always comparing me to someone else. Sorry, I know I'm always thinking too much. Sorry, I may not be a good boyfriend. Sorry, for always asking to meet you. Sorry, for irritating you. Sorry, for disturbing you when you're sleeping. Maybe there's more bahr? So I'm sorry.

I love you. I always say this to my girlfriend and I'll repeating it again. Maybe life with me will be tough, as I've lion dance and sintua. So maybe you'll feel neglected occasionally. But please don't think to much, not that I don't love you anymore. It's cause I'm busy only. I really want to be by your side always de. But I know I can't be there 24 hours. Hais. Please take care of yourself. Okay? I Miss You Loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:12pm
02.07.09

Hmm, wake up damn early today, later got my bike practical. Hope this time I can pass. Well, today I think will be another boring day bahr? Around 1230 must reach there le. Then session end at 2plus. After that should be going home bahr, no where to go also. At night still have training. Sians. Really very tired already. OMG.

I'm missing her alot, but I guess she won't have the time to miss me today bahr? She's going shopping for the wholeday. I guess sometime I must understand her, for she's only 14, thus she need alot alot of freedom, I know I can't stop her from doing anything, but sometime the things she's going to do makes me worry alot. Hais. I know I don't let her do quite a number of things, but it's because I care for her, worry that something may happen to her. Hais.

Well, it's the second day le, life still normal and peaceful. Hahas. Chatted on phone with her and her friends. Funny larhs, sorry if the things I say make you angry or something, but I didn't mean to make you angry de. Hope you'll understand. I can still feel the love from you larhs. Hahas. But I miss your hugs, your kisses eh. Lol. Sians. Will be meeting tomorrow, hope everything goes on smoothly. Hope I won't be disappointed again. I Love C.Suching Larhs. (: Miss You Too.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:08am
020709

Another day of training had passed. But me and rui hao both injure I guess? My leg is very painful now. Sorry dear, made you worry. As you training, somehow will injure de ma. It's just whether serious or not only. Sorry wors. Today training, quite okay I think? Cause Kor Kor didn't really kan me. But somehow I still feel there's still room for improvement bahr? Sians. I just can't the feeling right. OMG!

Another day had passed just like that. Didn't get to meet her. But at least can hear her voice larhs. I'm happy already. Somehow I've to be use to this kind of life. Can't meet her everyday. As I'm sure there's bound to be quarrel de. This way is better bahr? Meet less, but at least we cherish each and every moment we spend together. Something like my past relationship, but better. (: I love you larhs.

Anyway, dear you don't have to worry about morning that problem le. Silly, nothing will happen or is going to happen. I'll never let a 3rd party to come into our relationship de. Must have faith in me and yourself. Ya? Silly you. I won't let anything affect our feeling and relationship de. (: Trust me.

I Love You Loads, And I Miss You Loads Too. Give me your hand, and I'll accompany you with our journey, todays it's only the begining only eh. (: There's more to come. Hahas. But remembers I'm always here for you. (: Muacks

Before I forget, DOMO KUN has STUPID TEETH larhs, but it's CUTE afterall, just like SOMEONE who's always saying that she's CUTE. But she's really CUTE larhs. I Love Her Loads. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:48pm
010709

Hmm, Today's 010709 Already, But We Can't Meet, She's Meeting Her Friends For Shopping So Sad. Hope She'll Be Okay Bahr. (: Well, I Guess From Today Now, We'll Be Officially Couple Le, Hahas. It's Only The Begining, The Journey Is Still Very Long, But I'll Be Walking With Her. Whatever Difficulties We'll Face, Whatever Problems We'll Have. I'll Be With Her To Face It And To Solve It. Please Always Remember, You're NOT Alone Anymore, You've Baby With You. Hahas.

Since You Won't Regret Being Together With Me, Thus I Won't Regret Either, I'll Try My Best To Last With You. I Don't Want To Plan For Anything, We'll Just Work Towards Future Step By Step, First Step Is Our First Month. Hahas. Maybe We Won't Be Meeting During Our First Month, Cause We Both Have Competition And School. But As You Say, We'll Try Meet When We're Both Free. Hahas. After The Competition Maybe We'll Be Free Le. Hahas. So Just Hang On Awhile. Maybe We Won't Be Use To It In The Begining, But As You Say Also, We've To Use It. But I Miss You Eh. I Really Do Miss You. Maybe I'm Use To Seeing You Everyday Already, But Don't Worry, I'll Try To Get Use To Not Meeting You So Often. Hahas.

I've A Project To Do Later Sians, Maybe Going Back Sleep Awhile. Hahas. Really Very Tired. At Night Still Have Training. So Sians Man, But No Choice Lea. Guess I Shall End Here, Later After My Training Then Post Again Bahr. And I Realise I'm Like Posting Twice A Day Eh. Hahas. (:

I Love You
010709

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:32am
010709