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Everything Have Come To An End..

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Hmm, finally. It's all over already. 1 Year 6 months 25 days. Thanks, for everything. We once love each other, but we're now over. I hope you'll be happy with. He's a nice guy. Give him the chance, and give yourself the chance. Don't keep things to yourself again, slowly open up to him, I'm sure he'll be a good husband.

I won't hate you, for it's not your fault. I only will hate myself, for not cherishing you well enough. I'm not a good boyfriend. Not in the past, not the present, and i guess it's the same for the future. I'm glad that someone else love you. At least you two can often see each other. You're nightmare is gone now, you won't be suffering again, you're free now. No one will knock your head again, no one will nag at you again, no one will stop you from doing these and that. But at least he's there to replace me. For me, I'm just all alone. The same things just happen again, the girl I love left in the end and there's another guy for her. Maybe it's meant to be in this way. Maybe I meant to be left alone at the end of all relationship. I don't know if I can find another girl who will love me anot, but at least I know you've found someone who love you more than I do. Forget me, it's not worth remembering NaughtyBoy, he's just someone who only hurt you more than loving you. A guy who'll always lose the girl he loved at the end of the relationship.

LIfe goes for the both of us, nothing change, just that I've to learn to do things alone, for you really nothing change, just the guy beside you change only. I'll lead my life as usual, I hope you'll too. Don't do silly things, don't be emo. No matter what happen, I'll also remember our past. Memories will not be gone. Take care. (: This year I guess I'm alone again for my birthday. Let it be this way then.

25 Nov 07 - 20 June 09 00:55/23:21

Signing off.
N.boy (:
11:15am
21.06.09