It's where it begins .

Sorry Kor Kor ):.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Hais, sorry kor kor. I want to improve also, I've try my very best already. I'm anxious too, I'm scare too, I don't want other people to look down on me, I don't want to lose. But but, I really don't know how. I know I'm lousy, I know I'm the worst among everyone. I know I'm stupid, I ain't that smart or clever to figure it out, I know I can't get it right. I'm stress too. I really don't know what to do either. I know I disgrace you, I know I made you lose face. I'm sorry. I really can't figure it out yet. I still haven't found the feeling to it. Not I don't want to try, I've try but I don't know how to get it right. I want to win too. This time I'm more stress than before. Hais, sorry Hequan bro & sis, I'm sorry if in the end I lose. There's lesser team competiting this year, means more chances for me. But means all the team will also have more chance too. Hais. If in the end I really didn't get into TAKA, feel free to do anything to me, I mean anything, worst to worst, kick me out of HQ. I'll accept whatever thing you all want to do. Sorry ):

Dear, whatever happen, baby's always here for you, I won't leave you. Don't do anything silly, whatever thing you're thinking now, if you really can't solve, can come talk to me, I'll help you. 10 more days is our 1 Year 7 Month, I'm still happy with what I've have now. (: I love you. Take care of yourself too. (:

signing off.
N.Boy ):
21:24pm
15.06.09