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I'm Injured..
Friday, June 12, 2009

Sians, I injured myself during training on wednesday. Sians. The wound seems like a tattoo. Omg. But I'm fine la. I'm left with 3 weeks of training? Cause by 01/o7 I must be ready to go out for performance already. Have to overcome my fear, if not nothing will work out right. All I need is more training? Hmm, maybe bahr. I really need to be focus.

Hmm, yesterday around mid-night, she msg-ed me regarding some issue. Hais. Sorry for letting you feel this way. I'm not quite sure why we're both having this feeling. Something must be wrong somewhere, but I just figure it out, what actually went wrong.

Suddenly, a new name had been mention in our conversation recently. I don't know I've a weird feelings. Like something may happen someday? Maybe I'm just jealous or something? I know I shouldn't be feeling this way, but I've just really jealous? The time you two are seeing each other day more than me, will sparks happen this way? I don't want anything to happen in anyway. I don't want to lose you in the end.

Hope that what we both feel will be gone soon. Meeting her later for lunch I think? Hmm, she's wokring till mid-night today. I hope I can fetch her home, cause it's really very late. Can't let her go home alone, I'll be worrying for her.

Have faith with me, nothing will happen, have faith in yourself too. You're so silly. I've have faith in you, I know you won't leave me, thus I'll not leave you either, none of us is leaving. We'll be together till the last day of our life. We went through so much hardship, just to come to this stage, hang on abit more, and we'll really be together.

Hmm, maybe just maybe, I'll be going back for bike licence. I know I told you I won't learn anymore, but I've already paid for it le, so might as well complete it. But don't worry, nothing will happen, I'll be really careful. I'm still considering. I know you'll be angry and upset. Sorry, I know I can't make up my own decision straight away.

I love you, I'll always be loving you. Rest asure, if I'm really going back for the licence, I'll let you know. If not I'll just go for car licence. That's only maybe, I'm still thinking. Hais. Shall end here. I love you, my dear.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
10:58am.
12.06.09