It's where it begins .

I Need To Be Focus!.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Hmm, I have yet to find the 'feelings'. I'm sorry Kor Kor. I did my best to find the kind of feelings I need. But till now I still can't find it. But I'll train hard not to let you disappointed, not to let He Quan Bro disappointed, and not to let myself and swee hao disappointed. I've only one month to train and to find the 'feelings'. It's an important competition not only to you. But to me also. For it's the first time I'm participating in the competiton. Thus I want it to be done well. Maybe I won't get into the semi-final. But at least I'll try to get at least a 8pointer. I'll really try. Hmm, training was really tough but have no choice. Cause it's only left with one month only. That's all the time I've. Jiayou bahr.

To my dear : Sorry about making you sad and angry yesterday. Didn't really mean to make you feel that way. Please do take care of yourself. I know recent incident really make you really really sad, but somehow you still must take care of yourself. Must eat and drink. Don't suffer yourself anymore. I don't know how to help you. One problem come after another. Hais. I really hope you won't do things silly.

I really don't know what to say. 人在做，天在看。Whatever you do, there's always someone looking. Think before you really talk. Are you telling the truth? Does everyone really agrees with what you say? Please think properly. Who's the one hurting who now. Lol. Better think about it real carefully.

I miss you loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:36am
03.06.09