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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Going holiday le (: but then no work yet ): sians. Omg, going to enrol for bike le. Hahas. (: Meanwhile still need to find job, if not how am I going to pay for my bike? Hahas. Really can't anyhow spend money le. Hais. I don't want to spend the whole holiday doing nothing again. Hope I can get a job soon.

Hais. It's really so stressful nowadays. Girlfriend sick, I wanted to take care of her, but always end being scolded. Maybe should blame myself I guess? She'll be irritated easily, and all I did was to irritate her more thus I got scolded. Hais. So I guess I'm stupid?

I really don't know how to make her life better, with 'HIM' around, she'll never be happy. But there's nothing I can do. Gettting rid of 'HIM' will become a crime le. Hais. What to do? I really don't know. And I also don't want to learn bike. But because of my attachment, thus I need a vehicle so I can travel around easier. Hais. Why can't people just understand this? I know there's pubilc transport, but with a bike around it'll be more convenient ma.

There's so many things I wanted to tell her, but I guess if i were to tell her, we're going to quarrel or will be in bad mood. So many of my own thoughts and comments of the things that are happening around us. But but, can I really say out? Can I really tell her? Hais.

Shall end here. Buais. I love you.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
11:40am
10.03.09