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Hais, Hope Nothing Happent To You !.
Thursday, March 5, 2009

Hais, something must happen to dear. I really don't wish to lost her, but if it's fate then i really don't have a choice too. Sorry maybe just now I may have say something that hurt you. Please understand, I don't wish to lose you in any way. I'm too afraid to lose you, I don't know what I'm going to do if one day you're really gone, and never come back. I tried to find out what's the problem, but you die die also don't want to tell me. So I shall not ask anymore. But hope one day you'll tell me youself. I need you, I can't afford to lose you. You've become part of my life already, a very important person in my life.

Don't worry, I'll still take care of myself if you're really gone one day. It's something you wanted me to do. So in order not make you disappointed, I'll do what you say. No matter what happen or will be happening to you, I'll still love you the most de. Even if I've another girlfriend after you're gone, I'll still love you de. I'll remember our past, the UPs and DOWNs we've gone through, the HAPPY and SORROW we've. Everything we've done during the time we're together. I'll keep it in my heart de.

Silly girl. People always say 好人有好报. But looks like it doesn't work on you? But I still hope it'll work on you too. I used one second to know you, one mintue to love you, but one lifetime to forget you. I got alot alot of things I want to say to you. But I don't know where should i start. So from now on, I hope you'l cherish your life, live for yourself and not for anyone including me. The life is given by your parent and not me. So live for them if you want. Love yourself also. It really hurt to see you suffer or torturing yourself.

As I've told you alot alot of time, you're not alone anymore since the day we're together! You've me to talk to, share things with, play with and to enjoy with. So please stop keeping things to yourself, share with baby. I won't let you suffer to take it yourself de. Don't worry, I also won't push you away if you've any illness or what so ever! I don't care de! All I know is I love you, I can do anything for you, including the death of me!

Continue holding on to my hand till the day you really have to let go. My shoulder will always be there for you de, I'll continue giving you warmth in my arms. We'll still be a lovely couple the day one of us die. I'll miss you when you're gone, and I hope you won't forget me also. Do come to my dream and find me. I'll be waiting for everyday after you're gone. But I wish this day won't come so early, better is don't come true!

So I shall end here now. Silly girl, Baby love you loads (: 25 Nov 07, 00:55am this date and time isn't just for fun de. Ya? It's the start of Kerryn & WeeLiat love story and I hope there isn't any end of story! (: Muack!

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:54pm
05.03.09