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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Hmm, just now i was so scare-d los! Nabei! Went to geylang to explore as I wanted to know what are the lion dance troupe at there. Then walk-ed dao this troupe and stay-ed awhile as i wanted to see their things. As I was quite interested in that troupe the things. Then after that jiu left le. Then this particular person keep following me los. Nabei. And follow me quite a few streets. And lost him le. After that when I going explore finish le. He appeared again, and right beside me! Scare dao me sio. Then I jiu walked super fast. Then he like call me, but I didn't answer. Then intend to take bus de. But then bus ran, s cab-ed back to aunty house. Chua sia los! First time so scare sia. Don't know what i do los. Also never diao him, never do what to him. KNS!

Without dear by my side, I really felt so lonely. Hais. Miss her alot. She's like having some problem but lke don't want let me know like that. She's still sick, so worry for her. Don't know when then she'll be healthier. Hmm. Still haven't found a job yet eh, sians diao los. Don't know what to work either. Hais. Scare once i work jiu got no time pei dear le. Hmm. Sians. It's been a long since I really go out with her le. 1 year 3 month coming le, but can't celebrate cause i study dao 5pm, plus need go sintua. Cause chu yi. Sorry sorry. But 1 year 4 month should be able to celebrate with you. Cause I holiday le ma. Hehes. (:

I guess you also will feel the same as way as I do bahr? Weekends can't meet, then see other couple together, will feel abit sour sour in the heart bahr? Please please don't blame yourself. Alright? It's isn't your fault. It's just because we don't want to take the risk only. I really don't want disappoint him. Cause told him won't let him disappointed le. So somehow must do that, not just for him, but also for our future. Don't want to ruin everthing under my hand. Every steps we walk together, was never an easy one. It need alot of effort to do that. There's still many obsticle, many problems for us to overcome and for to solve.

Let us walk on and hang on. Don't give up easily dear. And most importantly, please take care of your health. You've been really weak nowadays, plus the weather isn't good also. So please take good care of yourself. Don't starve yourself also. Hais. It's hurtful to see you suffering. I love you.

Signing off.
N.boy (:
20:01pm
22.02.09