It's where it begins .

Im Sorry..

Thursday, January 22, 2009

I know Im too much. Hurting u wasn't what I want. Sorry. Explaination isn't what you want now. the song that my blog is playing now, is just what I say to you. But know you won't be reading it. I don't know what to say to you, all I can say is I love you, this will not change. So near yet so far, you just on my bed one step away from me, but you seems distance from me right now. Hais. Leaving you is something I'll never do. The choice of mine is you. You shall be my one and only girl I love. The ring I'll not take it back, either you keep it or throw it. I don't mind wasting the $399 for the ring. You're the first girl I ever put on ring, and you shall be the last also. I've yet to put on a wedding ring for you. I hope I still have this chance to do so.

Forgiving me is something very hard for you. Hurts is all I've given you. Sorry is all I say. I'll not explain anything to you. Hmm. I've made the choice of being with you, this choice will never change. Keep the ring, baby will put on the ring for you again, when you think it's time. Throw it, if you think it's not worth it. I'm still preparing for the day to propose to you. From now till that day, hope the trust for me is there. No matter how hard or how many times you push me away, I'll still be there for you, be by your side. Taking care of you, carrying you things have been part of my jobs le. And I'm happy doing that. Shall not say much. I love you.

signing off.
N.boy (:
14:15pm
22.01.09

Miss You!.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Miss Miss You La!!! Sians. Going Another Month Le. Hahas. Sians. But No Meet Again, Cause It's A Sunday Plus Chinese New Year Eve. Sians. Hahas. Heard Dear Say, He's Begining To Accept Me Slowly Le? I Don't Know Either. Hahas. Maybe Now Accept, Later On Jiu Don't Accept Again? Who Knows Wors? Hahas. Don't Want Think Too Much Either. Hahas. Just Want Enjoy The Time Being With Dear. But Then During New Year Period, About 1 - 2 Weeks Won't Meet Her. Sad Sad, Sorry Dear. Becaus Of Lion Dance And Sintua. Sorry Wors. Will Try To Accompany You Much After That. (: Hmm, Girl Birthday Coming Also, Must Try Get Something For Her. Hahas. Think End Here Le. Nothing To Blog Either.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
00:03am
18.01.09

sians.

Monday, January 12, 2009

very long no post le. hahas. sians. going new year. and i got many days during new year period can't go school. sians. don't know must get how many mc le. sians diaos. lol. i miss girl. sians. she's still very sick eh. so worry for her. don't know what to blog le. will blog again. next time.

signing off.
N.Boy (:
12.01.09
21:55pm

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Hmm, It's Been Few Days Since I Meet Dear Le. Missing Her Badly Eh. Today Is The 6th Day Of 2009, 2nd Day Of My School, 1 Year 1 Month 12 Day Since 25 Nov 07. Hmm. Time Pass Real Fast. But We Still Can't Really Go Out Together Or Meet More Often. Hais. Will He Really Let Us Be Together In The End? It's Like Secretly Being Together Los.I Don't Like This Kind Of Feeling. It Scuks Man.

I So Wish That Dear Can Stay With Me Wors. Hais. Been Saying This For Many Times. Sians. Hope Some Day It'll Really Come True. I Wish For Many Things Year Eh.

- Dear To Stay With Me.
- Have More Money.
- Score Well For Exam.
- Our Relation To Become Stronger.
- No More Suffering For Dear.
- Hope He Think Through.

Sians. I Really Don't Want See Her Like This, It Really Hurt Me Alot. I Know Something Is Wrong, But Don't Know What Thing I Can Do. Can Anyone Tell Me What I Can Really Do Wors? Sians. I Want To Stop Her From Suffering Wors. Hais.

Signing Off.
N.Boy
23:01pm
06.01.09

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Few Days No Blog Le, Reason Is Because I'm Lazy. Hehes. Meet Up With Dear On Friday, Went To Fetch Her Home. Hahas. After M eeting Up With Outside Her School, Went Take Bus To Amk Hub, To Take Something. While On The Bus, Same As Last Time, Dear Slept All The Way. But Then I Guess Something Isn't Right Eh, She Grabbed My Hand Very Tight. Hais. Must Be Dreaming About Something Bad Bahr? Sianx. Hahas. Miss-ed The Way She Sleep. Hahas. After Taking The Things, Also Got Something For Mummy, Hahas. Then Went To Return Disc With Dear. Then Send Her Home. Time Is 2pm Guess? Hahas. Though It's Not Very Long, But The Moment Is Good Enough Le. Hehes. Can Only Meet Her On Coming Thursday Nia. Hais. Cause School End Very Late From Mon - Wed, Thus Thur And Fri Then Can Meet Her.

I Miss Her Eh, Hmm. Cherish Each And Every Moment With Her, For Time Is Really Precious, Can't Waste Any Time. Hmm. Really Hope Things Will Be Better For Us This Year. I Need To Start Finding A Job Le, Need Save Money Le. Sians. I Love You, Shall End Here.

Signing Off.
N.Boy
11:51am
04.01.09

A Brand New Year!.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Today Is The Very Very First Day Of 2009! So Happy New Year Everyone, Wish That Whatever You All Wish Will Come True. And For Myself, I Wish That Dear And I Will Have Better Life, And Things Will Be Better For Her, No More Restriction, No More Nightmares! It's A New Year, It Means Everything Will Be New To Us, Also Mean We'll Have To Face More And More Problems, More And More Difficulties To Face. Face It Right, Face It Well. Dear, I Guess The Path Towards 2nd Year, Is Still Waiting For Us To Explore And To Complete It. Hahas. I'll Be Here With You On This Path. Hahas. You Shall Not Be Alone. Hahas.

It's Time To Say Goodbye To 2008. Forget The Saddness, Keep The Happiness. We Still Must Walk On, Never Stop. No Matter How Tough 2008 Maybe, But Move On Is What Should Be Done. Hahas. So Goodbye 2008, Hahas. Had An Enjoyable Year With Dear I Guess? A Year Full Of Ups And Downs. Hahas.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
20:12pm
01.01.09