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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Hmm, School Starting Le Worx. Sianx. Very Soon Jiu Shi Exam Period Le. Sianx Diaox. Hope School Life Faster End Eh. Hahas. Lion Dance And Sintua Already Took Most Of My Time Le. Sianx.

Felt That There's Really Little Time For Us, Feeling Very Uneasy And Scare. Seems Like Something Or Someone Will Take Her Away From Me One Day, But Don't Know When. This Feeling Really Scuks Man. We Seems To Drift Further And Further Away During This Holiday Period. I'm Still Not Used To Lead A Life Without Her By My Side. Miss-ed Nagging At Her, Miss-ed Knocking Her Head. Time Seems To Pass Real Slow. Hate This Speed. Everyday Is Just A Boring Day. Leading A Meaningless Life. Lol.

I Envy Alot Of People Wors. Friends Without Girlfriend Lead A Life Without Worries, And Can Have Fun Anytime They Want. Friends With Girlfriend Can Meet Each Other Very Often, Can Go Out Together, Go Shopping, Watch A Movie, Celebrate Special Occasions Together. If I Can Do That With Her, Life Will Be Definitely Be Better. All His Fault Larhs! ARGH!

She's Sick Yet I'm Not Able To Be By Her Side, Looking After Her. When She's Scare, I'm Not There To Calm Her Down. When She's Sad, I'm Not There To Cheer Her Up. Hais. She Meant Alot To Me, Really Alot. Don't Wish To See Her Like This. Hais. It Really Hurt Me Alot. Hais.

Shall End Here. I Love You.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
Nothing Much.

Hmm. Nothing Much Happen This Few Days. Just Finish A Yew Keng On Sunday, Everything Had Been Done Well I Guess? Hahax. Hmm. Yesterday Went Celebrate Birthday With Xuan Rui, AT First Is Go His House De, The We All Change To Power House As There's An Event There. Everything End-ed At 3pm Reach-ed Home Around 4pm. The Off To My Bed. And Just Wake Up An Hour Ago Nia. Super Tired. Sianx. School Reopen-ing Le. Hahax. Means Can See Dear More Often Le, But Then Chinese New Year Just Around The Corner Nia. So Will Be Busy Having Lion Dance. Sianx. Will Only Be Free Around March Nia. Must Get Myself A Job During The Next Holiday. Cash Tight Eh. Sianx. Hmm. Don't Know What To Post Le. Maybe Later Then Post Again Bahr. (: I Love You.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
14:07pm
30.12.08
Is Distance A Problem?.
Thursday, December 25, 2008

Hmm. I Know Distance Had Drift Us Further And Further From Each Other, The Warmth That We had Before Had Also Become Colder And Colder. It's My Fault. I Know You Don't Like This Feeling All Along. But Yet I'm Always Giving You This Feeling. Dear. You Can Stay Strong Infront Of Your Friends, You Can Hide Your Feelings Infront Of Your Friends, You Can Keep Things From Your Friends. But When Facing Me, Can You Don't Do All That? You Can Show Me Your Weakest Side, You Can Express All Your Feelings, You Can Tell Me Everything. It's Okay? Baby Is Here To Share Your Burden, Your Happiness, Your Saddness, Your Problems, Your Secrets, Your Difficulties, Your Everything, Not Here To Be A Model Doing Nothing But Just Walking Around.

I Know Our Past, Isn't A Good One Isn't What You Want. I Won't Ask You To Forget The Past, Cause It's Part Of Our Story. But Because Of This Past, I've Grown Up Alot. I've Learnt Many Things. And Also Confirm-ed Who I Truly Loved. When You're Not By My Side, I Felt The Loneliness I Never Had Before, When I Almost Lose You, The Feeling Is Just Like When I Saw My Grandpa Coffin Being Push-ed To Burn. I Felt The Happiness And The Saddness. There'e Many Obstacles Infront Of Us, We'd Pass-ed So Many Of Them. Let Us Pass The Whole Of Them Together. The Reason I'm Here Is To Walk Through All The Difficulties Together. I'll Walk Through As Many Diffculties As Possible With You Till The Day You Don't Want Me Too. It's My Pleasure To Do That For You (:

Silly Girl, Don't Afraid And Don't Think Too Much. I Won't Leave You. Promise That With You Le. So I'll Keep My Promise. Don't Worry Okay? I Love You And Will Always Love You. It's You That I Live For, If Not What Can I Do? Yaya? I Seriously Can't Live My Life W/o You. I Really Don't Know What To Do If You're Not By My Side Anymore. Remember We've Alot Of Plans For Future? Yaya? We Must Fulfill It De. Okay? Shall End Here Le. Muackx. Silly Girl I Love You.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (;
00:12am
26.12.08
Something Is Really Wrong Worx..

Hmm, It's Been Awhile Since I Really Sms With Dear. Don't Know What She's Doing Now. Haix. She Haven't Been Replying Me For Awhile Le. So Worry About Her. Haix. Miss Her Alot. Wonder If I'd Done Anything Wrong Anot. Sianx. Happy 1 Year 1 Month Dear. (: Hmm. Another Month Had Past Le. Hmm. But This 1 Month Seems To Be Quite Boring Bahr? Cause Most Of The Time You're At Home, Doing Nothing At All. Sianx.

I Miss You Alot. Really Alot. Has My Girl Become Slimmer Or Fatter? But I Guess I Become Fatter Bahr? Cause Everyday At All Eat And Sleep Nia. Hehes. Haix. Don't Know What To Post Le. Miss You Lots.

Happy 1 Year 1 Month Anniversary. Muackx.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
21:55pm
25.12.08
Is Things Going Wrong?.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Haix. Something Just Doesn't Seem Right Between Us. Haix. There's Getting Lesser And Lesser Topic Between The Both Of Us Already. What's Going On? Is It Because Too Long No Meet, Then Become Like That? But I Don't Want It This Way. I Really Don't Want! It Really Seems So Cold And Far Between Us. Hope Nothings Is Wrong. Don't Want Anything To Happen. So Dear, Please Don't Think Too Much, If There's Thing, I'll Tell You. Won't Keep It From You De. (: Don't Worry. I Don't Want See You Sad. Haix. Know That You Haven't Been Eating And Drinking For Days. But Please At Least Eat Something Can? I'll Worry De. I Don't Want Anything To Happen On You.

Please Be Fine Alright? Smile More. You Look Nicer When You Smile More. I Can Sense That Something Isn't Right, But Just Don't Know What Is That Nia. Haix. Somehow Something Is Happening Very Soon? Haix. I Miss You And I Love You. Yesterday You Throw Me A Question. What Do I Live For? Hmm, I Hestiated For Awhile. I Guess I Live For You. Without You I Guess Life Is Just Meaningless. Being With You Is A Blessing, For I Found The Real Happiness, The Real Sadness, The Real Feeling Of Losing Someone, The Real Feeling Of Loving Someone, The Real Feelings When Obstacle And Problems Happen, How To Face It, How To Overcome It. I Found All This Feeling From This R/s.

Without You By My Side, Time Seems To Pass Real Slow And Boring. Everyday Wake Up Use Com, Eat, Watch Tv And Sleep. Someday Still Got Training, And Collecting Of Stock. Shopping Alone Is Really Boring, I'm Not Use To Kind Of Life. Not Use To You Not Being Around Me, Not Use You Not, Lying On My Shoulder, Not Use You Not Knocking You Head, Not Use To Our 'Little Fight'. Not Use To Being Alone. I'm Not Alone Anymore Ever Since You Appear In My Life. Haix. I'm Just So Missing You Each And Every Moment.

Shall Stop Here. Wish You An Early 1 Year 1 Month Anniversary, I Love You (:

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
23:12pm
24.12.08
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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Hmm. Today Just Watch Finish A Show Name 18 禁不禁. A Nice Show I Can Say? About 4 Girls And 4 Boys In The Same School, But Girls One Block, Guys One Block. Saying How They Met And How The School End-ed Up Becoming A Real Mix Class School (: Hahax. Alot Of Funny Things Happen Ther, And Alot Of Touching Scene. So I Hope People Can Go Watch Too (:

Hmm. From This Show I Think I Learnt Alot Of Things, How To Handle R/s, How To Overcome Problems, How To Make Friends. Hahax. Life Is Really Full Of Up And Down, You Can't Predict Future. Sometime Fate Really Like To 作弄 People. The Person You Like May Not Be The You'll Be With In The End, But Sometime It's The Person Beside You Who Will In The End Be With You. Maybe You Two Maybe Quarreling All Along, But Then He/She May End Up Be Your Boy/GirlFriend, Who Know? Hahax. The Show Also Tells Us That Guys And Girls Should Be Treated Fairly, The Thing Guys Can Do Girls Can Do It Too, Things Girls Can Do Guys Can Do It Also. Don't Understimate One Another. Everyone Has The Power Of Doing Anythings, It All Depend On The Person Whether He/She Want To Make Full Use Of That Power Anot.

Hmm. Love Doesn't Depend On Looks, Doesn't Depend On How Rich You're. It's The Heart That Matter. If You Don't Love Each Other, No Matter How Handsome/Pretty He/She Maybe Also No Use, You Won't Find The Chemistry There. Hmm. Couple Should Give And Take. No Matter Is The Guy Or Girl. Both Should Also Do The Same. And A Little Quarrel Or Arguement Isn't A Bad Things Either. As You'll Learn Something From It. And Break Up Shouldn't Be Said Out So Easily. Cause It's No Easy For You To Meet Someone You Love. Don't Because Of Anger Or Something, You Lose Someone You Love. Don't Find Fault Or Blame Whoever. But You Should Find Out What's Wrong Or What's Going On. And Do Listen To What Your Partner Is Saying, Cause Sometime He/She Is Hinting Something To You. Love And Concern Your Love One. Don't Regret When You Lose Him/Her. And If You're Attach, Do Take Note Of How Close You're To The Opposite Sex. Cause He/She Will Be Jealous De. (:

Haix. Let Me Be The Example, I Almost Lose My Girlfriend For Three Times, Because I'm Too Close To Other Girls Around Me. Haix. Though To Me It's Just Concering A Friend Or A Close Friend. But To My Girlfriends, It's Like I Like Them Or Somethings. You Won't Know What's Wrong With Showing Concern, But People Around You Can Tell Whether It's Concern Or Like. Maybe Two Out Of Three Is Like Bahr? But I Know I'm Wrong. And I'm Thankful That My Girlfriend Forgive Me. So There Won't Be The Fourth Time Le.

I'm Glad That I've Such A Understanding, Kind, And Love Me So Much De Girlfriends. She Did So Many Things For Me. I Really Feel The Love From Her. But I Only Hurt Her And Isn't Doing Anything For Her. Haix. There's So Many Sorry I Want To Say. But I Know Sorry Won't Heal The Scars That I've Left In Her Heart. But I Still Want To Say Sorry. Sorry For The Things That I've Done To Hurt You Dear. Sorry For The Unhappiness I've Brought To You. Hmm. Let Me Love You More And Concern You As My Apology Bahr? I Know We Can't Predict Future, Whether We Still Can Be Together Not. But Let's Make Full Use Of The Present, And Cherish Each And Every Moment Of The Time Bahr? Treat Tomorrow As Our Last Day That We Can Be Together.

As We Won't Know What Will Happen Tomorrow. Ya? So Let Me Love As Long I'm Alive Alright? Don't Worry And Don't Be Scare. I'll Not Leave You. Though I'm Scare And Worry Too. But I've Faith We'll Be Able To Last Long De. (: I Love You My Silly Girl (:

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
22:54pm
21.12.08
I Miss Girlfriend!.
Friday, December 19, 2008

oh god! i miss girlfriend! haix. wonder what she's doing now worx. she this few days keep on sick and sick eh. so worry eh. how i wish im right beside her now. so can look after her. she arh, don't know take care of herself de los. lol. knock knock! miss her la.

wonder when then can see her worx. sianx. tomorrow is the day le. so anxious and so scare! hope things just go smoothly tomorrow. later going for the last training! can't make any mistake le. sianx sianx.

hope girlfriend is fine. that ass hole guy don't know how to look after her de los. fcuk him man! why didn't he die there? kns. i hate him man. because of him, dear and i can't meet los. he scuks man! why can't you just die right away man? you die le everything will be so good los.

haix. going 1 year 1 month le. but but. too bad can't celebrate with girl. haix. already been alot alot of month we didn't celebrate le eh. haix. so sad. i miss dear alot alot.miss KNOCKING her head. hehex. miss her jiu dui le la! ROAR!

shall end here le. going sleep awhile before going training. buaix, i love you.

signing off.
N.Boy (:
15:32PM
19.12.08
hope nothing will happen.
Thursday, December 18, 2008

hmm. finally i made it on the bridge. thanks ah boon (: swee hao leg injure so ah boon become my shi wei. hahax. yesterday didn't fall. only made mistake nia. cause ah boon forget some of the steps. but overall it's okay la. so the bridge will still be perform on saturday. so kan jiong eh. lol. still abit scare la. lol. sianx. hmm. everything go smoothly bahr.



haix. beens days since i last see girl le. haix. miss-ing her now. don't know what she doing either. cause can't msg so don't know what she's doing. hope she's fine. very worry for her. school going reopen le. means i can see her le. (: but not that often also. but better then can't meet ma. another month coming le. it's just 7 days away. it's a special day. as it's christmas also our monthly anniversary ma. hehex. wonder what i should get for dear. sianx. haven't been giving her anything for a long time le. this time must get something for her.



life is just in black and white without you by my side. you brighten up my life. you add-ed colour into my life. the colour that i never seen before. though sometime it's greyish in colour. but it's better then black and white. i want you, i need you, i love and i miss you. you're very important in my life. i need you badly. i don't want you to leave my life. haix. sometimes i maybe too naggy. but i don't want to see you so sick and tired. nor want to see you hurt yourself.



if i'm hurting you or something, dear please let me know. if leaving me will make you feel better or happier, then i have no choice but to leave. if there's someone better and treat you better, let me know too. maybe he's the one for you? i'm going army very very soon le. getting more and more scare le. i can't stop you from falling in love with another guy during my army life. and i won't stop you either. for it's still your choice to make the final decision.



a 7 years r/s can also end when the guy is in army, why can't a 3 or 4 yr r/s end? hmm, im scare to lose you. and i don't wish to lose you. haix. i don't bear you to let you go. mummy also say before. don't control you or trap-ed you. for you still have the choice to make the final decision. she say you still have the freedom of finding another guy, cause 2 years say long not long say short not short. but many things will happen during this 2 years. we can't really see each other much. maybe can't even see each other. cause i can only come out during weekends. and weekends you're not allow to go out de eh. don't forgot this. maybe he'll let la. cause that time you're already 18 19 le. but who know de? yaya?

don't know what to blog le. sianx. i miss you.

signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:40pm
18.12.08
Stress-ed.
Monday, December 15, 2008

4 Days No Blog Le. Sianx. Hahax. Quite Happy And Sad This Few Days. Happy Is Because I Meet Dear On Thursday And Saturday. Hahax. She Came Aunty House Find Me Around 12plus, Slack Around Till 2pm, Then We Went To Marina Square, Ate At Sakae Sushi, But Then It's A Waste Of Money Eh. Sianx, Nvm. Then Shop Shop Around The Mall Before Sending Her Home. Then Saturday She Came My To House Around 9plus Then Ate Breakfast At My House, Then She Sleep Awhile Cause She's Not Feeling Well Ma. Then She Keep On Go Toilet, Then Say She Giddy, My Papa Jiu Help Her Check, Say Her Headache Is One Side Only. Lol. Then Show Her Pedi And Medicure The Don't Know What Thing La. After That Went To CCK And Orchard To Meet Shopper Then Went To VIVO City. Hahax. Shop Around Till 7plus And Had Our Dinner At The Greem House. Quite Nice La. Hahax. The Jiu Send Her Home. Hahax. So Happy To See Her Los. But Can't Meet Her Le. Haix. Only When School Reopen The She Can Meet Me. So Miss Her Can?

Sad Is Cause Can't See Her Le. Sianx. And Yesterday Guan Mo Hui Alot Of Mistake. Lol. The All Of Us Emo Los. Sianx. Then Lion Guan Mo Hui Is This Coming Saturday.Haix. Stress-ed Eh. SO Scare Also. Sianx. Don't Know Le La. Shall End Here.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
15:25pm
15.12.08
SIanx.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008

hmm. today almost the entire day didn't sms dear eh. only around 3 plus 4 then she reply. xia dao wo. he finally go overseas le. hope he die there man. hahax. tomorrow maybe can meet dear. so good eh. hahax. can see her again. i so miss her los. sianx. don't know what she doing also. then she haven't reply me since 7 plus i think. sianx. waiting for her reply. hahax. felt so relieved again. cause dear will be safe for this few days. cause he's overseas man. hahax.

today went school for exam. thought very tough. hahax. should be able to pass bahr. only one question don't know how do nia. hahax. going holiday le worx. but can't work. full of chu shi chu shi and more chu shi. sianx diaox. totally packed with chu shi and training. stupid los. haix. don't what to do. now at aunty house tomorrow then go home after my training. hahax. shall end here le. (:

signing off.
N.boy (:
21:07pm
10.12.08
I Miss Dear.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hmm. now at aunty house. sianx. i missing my dear now. thursday and saturday won't be able to meet her le. haix. then school reopen then can see her. which is 2 or 3 weeks from now. haix. and during this 2 or 3 weeks. we might not be able to sms or talk neh. haix. how? how to survive? i seriously miss her eh. haix. we did nothing wrong eh. haix. yet we're suffering all this. i seriously don't understand why los. fcuk! i hate it man! all i'm asking for is just to see her more. this simple request also can't? i don't know how long must this go on eh. haix. is it still a test for me? or what? please tell me! what actually made all this happened? when my school start also can't meet her often. every week can only like meet 2 or 3 days? fcuk los. he seriously scuks man! i just want to be with her only. haix. i'm really going crazy one day! i just hope i can kill him right away! he's the cause of these miserable life that dear and i are having! hope that he kena car bang at there! die le better!

dear, please don't do anything to yourself anymore. please take care of your own health, you haven't recover yet neh. okay? this 2 - 3 weeks i hope you can take care of yourself. please eat more and drink more water. yaya? during raining days do remember to wear jacket when going out and cover blanket when you're sleeping. you so gong gong de los. i scare you fall sick neh. i don't want that to happen horx! haix. no matter how bad life's going to be. i must not give up. i can't blame this life either. maybe it's just a test bahr? as what people say, don't take one step to reach heaven! for you'll fall badly. slowly take one step at a time to reach heaven. maybe it'll take a few years or longer. but it'll be worth it.

hmm. dear we've planned for 5 years to really be together. so let's just take one step at a time bahr? yaya? it's just the 1st year only. still got a long way to go. i'm not giving up, so i don't expect you to give up either. yaya? no matter what happen, i'll there for you. i''m not leaving you, so i don't expect you to leave either. hang on to baby tight. remember you fall into water that time at the swimming pool? i didn't let your hand go. instead i grab onto it tightly. i'll do that forever. don't let go of baby's hand okay?

signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:23pm
09.12.08
Sianx.

Sianx Diaox, Dear Going Home Le. Worry For Her Larhs. Haix. Tomorrow That Madman Going Overseas Le. Hope He Die There Larhs! Hahax. Can't Always Sms With Her Already. Sianx. Is Either We Meet On Thursday And Saturday If Not Jiu Meet When Her School Reopen. Haix.I Seriously Miss Her Los! Haix. No Mood To Post Le. Shall End Here Now.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
16:46pm
09.12.08
Stress-ed.
Monday, December 8, 2008

Just Came Back From Lion Dance Training. Haix. Feel So Stress Eh. Guan Mo Hui Is Just Next Week Nia. But My Lion Dance Still So Lan. Wtf. Can't Even Do A Simple Roll Over. Haix. So Scare Los. I Scare I Make He Quan Lose Face Eh. Haix. So Many People Commented On My Lion Dance. Haix.I Guess My Lion Dance Really Scuks Bahr? Haix. How How? I Still Can't Find The Feeling Lea. Sianx. And Also The Slumps. So Many Thing Can't Do Well. Haix. And Fall Alot Of Time Today. Sorry Guys. Especially Swee Hao. Seems To Be Injuring You Los. Haix. This Sunday Dragon Guan Mo Hui Seems Nothing To Me. Cause Practice Alot Of Time Le. But Then Lion De Just Practice For Less 5 Time Nia. Haix. How How? Sianx. Next Few Training Very Important. Cause It's A Full Dress Practice. Haix. Hope I Can Do Well Los. Hope I Faster Find The Slumps And Feelings. Sianx. Stress-ed.

My Dear Woke Up Le. Hahax. Around 7pm Los. Lol. She Sleep Damn Long Los! Diaox. Sleep So Long Again. Lol. Guess I Can't Find Her Anymore Le. This Coming Thursday And Saturday High Chances Is Can't Meet. Hmm. Don't Know If He Let Dear Go Out Not. Hope He Got Into Some Accident Of What Eh. Then I Confirm Will Be Super Happy Eh. Haix. But Seems So Impossible Lea? Hmm. Dear Just Now Something. Hear Le Feel Quite Sad. She Say She So Envy One Of Her Friends. As She Found A Good Guy. Though She Say Is Nothing Cause She Found A Good Guy Also Which Is Me. But I Feel That I Ain't That Good. Haix. That's Why She'll Envy. Haix. I Know I'm Never Going To Be A Good Guy. Haix. Read Through My Past Posts. Found That I'm Too Silly In The Past. Haix. Too Flirt Also. Say Too Many Say Things Over And Over Again. Some How I Feel That I've Grown Up.

I'm Not The Previous Naughty Boy. My Style Of Wearing Changed, My Behaviour Changed, My Attitude Changed, The Gilr In My Heart Changed, The Girl I Loved Also Changed, The Way I React To Somethings Changed, Too Many Changes. And I Become More And More Timid. Less And Less Confidence Also. Don't Know Why. Maybe It's Good, Maybe It's Bad. Friends I Have Also Changed. As What People Say. Things Changes As Time Past. So Do Human Being. I Guess It's Right Bahr?

I Hope This R/s Will Be The Last One Le. I Know I've Said This Over And Over Again. But This Time Hope It's Really The Last One Le. I Wanted It To Last Forever. It's My Longest R/s. So I Don't Want It To End. Some Friends Did Ask Me To Let Go. For She Can't Accompany Me And Stuff. But I Did Not Listen. For I Know This Way Is Better. At Least I Won't Take Things For Granted. In The Past, I Used to Take Things For Granted. Thus Neglected Alot Of Small And Serious Things. Haix. From This One Year. I Learned Many Things. Many I Never Learn Before. Learn How To Cherish Someone, Learn How To Love Someone, Learn How To Treat People( Maybe Not That Good Yet ), Learn How To Care For Someone, Learn How To Look After Someone, Learn The Feeling When I'm Losing Someone Important In My Life. Learn Too Many Things. Haix.

I Almost Lose Dear. And It's Three Times Eh. The Feeling Really Isn't Good. The Time I Almost Lose Her. I Cried Really Badly! Haix. The Feeling Ain't Good. It's Like Losing Someone Important Forever. Haix. I Guess No One Can This Feeling That I've. Haix. Sorry Dear. Had Said Alot Of Sorry To You During This One Year. She Treat Me So Good. Yet I Hurt Her So Badly. Made A Big Scar In her Heart. Before I'm With Her. The Scar Is There Le. But After I'm With Her. I Seems To Make The Scar Bigger. Haix. I Don't Mean It.

First Few Month Was Really Sweet. But After That Things Went Quite Wrong After That Madman Ke Siao. And Because Of That, Things Is Really Going Wrong All The Way. Lol. Haix. Hmm. Don't Know What To Blog Le. Shall End Here. I Love You.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
23:28pm
08.12.08
Dear Haven't Wake Up.

So Sianx. Later Having Training At 5pm. My Dear Haven't Wake Up Worx, And I Think She's Sick Los. Sianx. So Worry For Her. Haix. Can't Be There To Look After Her Whenever She's Sick. Haix. I Miss Her Eh. Sianx. Don't How Is She Now. Don't Know If Sengkang Area Is Raining Not. Don't Know If She's Cold Not. Don't Know If She Got Cover Blanket Not. Haix. Why Can Other Couple See Each Other Most Of The Time, Yet We Can't? Why Can Other Couple Go Out On Weekend, But We Can't? Why Other Couple Can Go Out Celebrate Festival, But We Can't? Aren't We Couple Also? Aren't We Human Also? How I Wish Things Will Better Next Time. Haix. I Can't And I Won't Give Up Nor Let Go. I'm Sure One Day. We Can Really Be Together. It's Just A Matter Of Time Only. Haix. I Must Do My Best To Be With Her. But There's Too Less Time Eh. I'll Getting Busy After The Lion Guan Mo Hui. Haix. But Will Try To Spend More Time With Her. Haix. Sorry.

Dear, I Know It's A Been Really I Tough Journey For The Past One Year. But We Still Walk-ed Through Le. Now Another Journey Is Just Starting Nia. 1st Month Is Coming Again (: But I Guess We Can't Celebrate Again. 2nd Month We Can't Celebrate Either As It's New Year Eve. We Haven't Really Celebrate Our Anniversary At All Neh. Haix. But Nvm. Dear Don't Think Too Much. Don't Need To Say Sorry. Okay? It's Not Your Fault. I Love You Nahr. We'll Have Chance To Celebrate De (: Life Will Be Better As Time Passes. I Just Realise, I Haven't Been Looking After Myself And Worrying About Myself For A Long Time. Most Of The Time Is Worrying About You. Lol.

Stay Strong, With Baby Around You Don't Need To Be Scare. Okay? Though Thing Is Still Not Going Smoothly. But It'll Be One Day. (: My Hand Will Never Let Go Untill The Day I Die (: I've Really Learn My Lesson Le. People Say Once Bitten Twice Shy, So I've Been Bitten Thrice So It'll be Six Shy Right? This Is My Last And Only Chance. So I Won't The Fourth Time Happen! Never Will It Happen-ed! Hmm. Shall End Here. Will Continue Later After My Training (:

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
15:49PM
08.12.08
OMG.
Sunday, December 7, 2008

BLOODING HELL! I DIDN'T GO CHU SHI TODAY!!! IM FCUKING DEAD MAN!!! Jia Lat Liao Los. Tomorrow Training Sure Jia Lat Jia Lat One Los! Yesterday Helping Huang Shi Zong Hui Chu Dragon. Raining Los. Fcuking Big Los. But Still Manage To Perform And Go In La. (: After That Went Kbox Till 3plus Then Reach Home. And Early In The Morning 8 O'Clock i Woke Up Perpare Myself To Meet Dear, Her Mummy And Ah Kai To Swim. Meet Them At 10plus. Went To Eat Mcdonald. Eat Hap Le Jiu Went Over To The Swimming Pool. Have Alot Of Fun There. End-ed Around 12pm. After Bathing Jiu Over To Dear's Mummy House. Then Was Lying On The Bed. Fcuking Hell. And i Fall Asleep Los. Then 8plus Then Wake Up. Fcuking Tired. So Many People's Miss-ed Call. Jia Lat Los! Then Papa Call Me. He Thought I Missing. Lol. Sianx. Super Tired Los. Eat At Swensens With Dear, Her Mummy And Ah Kai. Had A Lot Of Fun Today. Finally Go To See My Dear Le! So Happy! And Now Im Home. But Tomorrow I'm Dead!. For MIA From Chu Shi. Jia Lat! Though Sleep So Long. But Im Still Fcuking Tired. Sianx.

Dear Eh. Finally See You Le! Wahahax. Enjoy-ed Today Ma? Sorry For Bully-ing You Today. Hahax. Sianx I Still Miss You Eh. Haix. Really Cherish Each And Every Moment With You (: Hmm. How I Wish I Can Be With You Everyday. But Then It's So Impossible With Him Around. Things Wasn't So Smooth For The Past One Year. Thus I Hope The Upcoming One Year Will Be Better. (: All I Hope For Is To Be With Dear Nia. Just A Simple Wish. Haix. Don't Know What To Blog Le. Tired! Going Sleep Again.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
22:26pm
07.12.08
Don't Know What To Do.
Friday, December 5, 2008

Hmm. Today Is 5 Dec. 20 More Days Later Be Christmas Day, Not Forgetting 1 Year 1 Month. But Don't Think Can Meet Dear Again. Haix. Next Week Don't Know Can Meet Her Not. High Chances Is No. Haix. I Hope I Can See Her Los. Haix. Then Now She At Her Mummy House. Suddenly Feel So Relax. Cause Don't Know To Worry That Madman Going Crazy Or What. How Nice Would It Be If Dear Can Stay With Her Mummy. Cause I Can Meet Her More Often. Though Not Everyday. But At Least Saturday Or Sunday Should Be Able To Meet Bahr. But That's Just Something That's Not Going To Happen. I Seems To Be Keeping Alot Of My Feelings Deep Deep Inside Me. I Dare Not Tell Dear, And Don't Wish To Tell Her, For I'll Only Hurt Her In The End. Haix.

Dear Still Can't Open Herself To Me Yet. Haix. Abit Sad. But I Won't Give Up. One Day I'm Sure She Open Herself To Me. (: I May Not Be Any Handsome Guy, Nor Any Rich Guy Out There. I Maybe Just A Tiny Guy Hiding At Some Corner Some Where. But I Want To Just My Little Heart To Touch Dear Big Big Heart. To Let This Big Big Heart Open To This Little Heart. And All The Rubbish And Unhappy Thing All Goes To Little Heart, And All The Clean And Happy Things Goes To Big Big Heart. (:

Baby Girl. I Won't Let You Face All The Troubles, Problem And All The Unhappiness Yourself! I Don't Let! Maybe I Really Spoil You Le. I'll Try Not Spoil You Any More Le. (: Means Your Baby Me Will Be Strict To You Le! Is You Ownself Don't Want Baby Spoil You One Horx. So Can't Blame Baby Horx. Hehex. There's Alot Alot Of Thing Baby Really Don't Like You To Do Neh. Hmm. Really Alot Neh.

- Can't Drink Without My Permission.
- Can't Hurt Yourself Anymore.
- Don't Keep Thing Inside Yourself. Let Baby Share With You.
- Don't Keep Drinking Gasy Drink.
- Don't Keep Eating Fastfood.
- Sick Le Jiu Must See Doctor And Eat Medicine.
- When I'm Not Around You Still Must Eat, Learn To Do Things Yourself.
- Whatever People Do. We Don't Bother Can Le.
- Must Listen To My Words!
- Can't Be Too Stubborn!
- With Me Around, Don't Be Scare. Even If I May Not Be Able To Do Anythings.
- Don't Always Say Sorry When Things Aren't Your Fault.
- Wait Till I Think Dao Le Then I Tell You.

See See! Got So Many Thing I Don't Like You Do Neh. Bleahx. And One Very Importand Thing I Must Say! I MISS MISS YOU LARHS!!! Haix. It's Been A Year Le Neh. But He Still Don't Let Us Be Together, That Time Say Can Then Suddenly Say Cannot. WALAO Eh. What Is This Leh? I Seriously Hate Him Man. And I Simply Hate Him To Core Man! He's Like Controlling Dear More Than Protecting Her Los? CCA Can't Go, Extra Lessons Can't Go. Weekends Stay At Home, Public Holiday Stay At Home, Special Events Stay At Home, Even School Holiday Also Must Stay At Home. Then Everytime Drunk Jiu Go Crazy, Vent His Anger On His Family! Kns Eh. I Don't Know Le LARHS!!! And I'm Here Seriously CURSING HIM TO MEET HIS DOOM ASAP!!!

Hmm. Girl Eh. Hmm. It's Been A Year Le. And This One Year. Many Many Thing Happen. Hmm. And You Gave Me Many Many Things Also. Panda, BenBen, Monkey, The Puzzle, The Bear Hugging A Flower ETC ETC. Too Many Thing To Say Eh. Thanks Eh. I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT!
I Miss 'Quarreling' With You Eh. Hahax. >.<>

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
20:10pm
05.12.08
Fcuking Sianx.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Freaking Sianx Today! Went School For MTP But Then Go In Less Than 20 Min Jiu Release Le. Lol. Actually Is Less Than 5 Min. Teacher Give Out Paper, Check Le Then Release Us Le? Funny Sio. Then Tomorrow Morning Lesson Cancel Cause We Have FDM Exam. Kns Worx. But Good Also La. But Then Bad Is Too Early Le Eh. No Way To Go. Whole Day At Aunty's House Rot Can? Whole Day Playing Psp, Keep Onlin, Offline. Do Nothing At All. Didn't Study Either. Lol. Other That All Those. I Miss Girlfriend! Can Only Sms Her When She's Outside With Her Grandma, Then Reach Home Jiu Can Sms Le. Don't Know What She Doing Right Now. Wonder If She Had Eaten Not. Lol. Worry About Her. Scare She No Eat, Scare She Sick, Scare Something Happen To Her, Scare She Faint, Etc.

Sianx Norh. Omg! Guan Mo Hui Is Just Around The Corner. Fcuk! Lion Guan Mo Hui Haven't Train Much Yet. Must Train More Eh. Lol. My Shi Xing Still Not Very Good Yet. Sianx. And Dragon Guan Mo Hui Is Jus One Week Before Lion Guan Mo Hui. Stress Eh! Alamak! So Many Lion Dance And Dragon Dance And Chu Shi! After All The Guan Mo Hui Up Comes Yew Keng! I Think Got 2 Yew Keng Eh! Kns. After That Jiu Must Prepare For Chinese New Year Le. After That My Sintua Big Day Then Woodland Sin Zai Ya Big Day! Then Rest Awhile. If Heng Heng Then Not Much Event. If Suay Suay Jiu Shi Lion Dance Competiton? Then Maybe August My Sintua Doing Big Day Again. Grand Yew Keng! Kns. Then Suay Suay Again Is Dragon Competition! Alamak! So Many Things Next Year! No Time For Job Eh. Walan Eh! Super Stress Eh!

Haix. I Miss Miss My Girlfriend La! Don't Know Next Sat Can See Her Not. Sianx. Then She School Reopen Also Not Much Time To Accompany Her Cause My Time-Table And Her Time-Table Got Alot Of Different Eh. Maybe Only Thursday And Friday Then Can Meet Her Eh. Haix. Better Then Nothing Ma. Hope Miracle Really Do Exist. Hope All This Stop Once And For All. Hope That Madman Can Stop His Maddness And Let Dear Be With, And Even Stay With Me. Haix. Today Is 1 Year 1 Week Since Im With Dear. (: Wahahax. Hope Time Faster Pass. I Don't Want To Wait Anymore, I Can't Take It Anymore! I'm Sure To Be Crazy One Day, If Life Like This Goes On Forever! I Really Hope Life Will Be Better For Dear And I Eh.

Don't Know What To Blog Le. Shall End Here.

I Miss You My Dear ):

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
21:48pm
02.12.08
I MIss You Larhs.
Monday, December 1, 2008

I Miss You I Miss You And I Really Miss You! How You Laopo? Got Sick Sick? Got Rest Well? Got Eat? I Worry You. How I Wish I Can See You Right Now. Haix. I Want To See You. So Long Didn't See You Le Eh.

Sianx. Wonder If We Grow Up We Can Be Together Not. Will He Allow? 1 Year And 6 Days Le. Is Life Still Okay With You? Are You Really Happy With Me? You Asked Me All This Question Before. I Also I Don't Know. For I Know I Love You That's All. You Said You've Found Someone Who Loved You, Cared For You And Be There For You Le. As For Me, I Found Too. It's You! My Dear Laopo (: I Don't Need Anymore Things Le. With You Life Will Still Be Fine Even If I Have To Lose Everything (:

Gtg Le. Going Sintua Le.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
18:02pm
01.12.08
So Long No Blog Le.

It's Been Long Since I Last Blog, It's Also Been Long Since I Last Saw Dear. I Miss Her Alot, Don't Know How Is She Now. She Can't Online Anymore Le. Means I Won't Be Able To Know What She's Doing Le. Cause She Can't Blog Anymore. Haix. I Really Really Miss Her.

I Don't Know What Can I Do Now. Haix. Anyone Have Any Ideal Idea Of Getting Rid Of Someone? I Really Want To Get Rid Of Him! I Hate Him! I Don't Want Him In This World! Fcuk Him! He Sucks To Cole! Freaking Idoit!

I Really Really Want To See Her. I Wonder This Kind Of Life Will Go On For How Long? He Suddenly Don't Let Dear Contact Me. Then Before That Still Say Can. Wtf Is He Doing? Mad Sia!

I Don't Know Le. Don't Wish To Blog Anymore. I Love You.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
00:58pm
01.12.08