It's where it begins .

So Bored.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Im Bored Eh. I Don't Know What To Do Now. Haix. I Haven't See Dear For Quite Some Time Le Eh. Can Say Is Didn't Meet At All Eh. Haix. I Miss Miss Her Eh. Lol. I Want To See Her Eh. Lol. She Say One Year That Day Which Is 25 Nov. We Can't Meet. Can Only Celebrate In Dec. Haix. Really Very Sad Eh. Haix. But Boh Bian. She Can't Go Out. But I Really Want To See Her Eh.

Haix. I Really Don't Know If I Can Really Hang On Anymore Eh. I Don't Want To Leave You. But I'm Getting Lonelier And Lonelier As Each Day Pass Eh. We Can't Go Out Nvm. But We Can't Even Chat And Even Chat Online. Lol. Wtf Right? I Know It's Not Your Fault. Haix. I Don't Want To Feel This Way Also. But It's Been So Long Since I Last Meet You Eh. Haix. I'm Controlling My Emotion Now. Haix. Sorry Dear. Saying This Will Hurt You Alot. But I Don't Want To Keep It From You Either.

Haix. I've Been Bear-in With Many Many Things. But Then I Just Didn't Say Out Nia. Cause I Don't Want To Hurt You. Haix. Why When Both People Love Each Other So Much, But Then They Can't Be Together? Why Must We Be Suffering All This? I Don't Want It This Way. I Hate It, I Really Hate It. I Want Our Life To Better. I Don't Want To Many Restriction, Don't Want To See Dear So Less, I Want Dear To Accompany Me, I Want To Accompany Her. Whenever She's Sick, There's No One Looking After Her, When She's Woke Up From Nightmare There's No One For Her To Hug.

I Want To Do That For Her. Want To Be There For Her. I Want To Be With Her At All Times! Haix. It's So Unfair Los! Fcuk! ROAR!!!

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
21:12pm
19.11.08