i'm back to blogging (: hmm. 1st of all thanks he quan bro n sis for the charlet! ESP SWEE HAO FOR THAT 2 DRINK HUH! after dat 2 drink i'm half maboh! and guess what! he's the 1st to toh b4 me and ah peng! wahahax! this is the 1st time he quan bro n sis help me celebrate birthday! thanks peng for 'helping' with the cake (:

next. that madman ke siao again! omg! it's on charlet that day! fcuk-ed spoiled my mood! he actually kill-ed all the hamster! including my quan quan. bloody hell him! hope he faster bang car die! he's insane los. kns. then friday dear came to my house. the 1st thing she do when she saw was to hug me and cry! OMG! it's da 2nd or 3rd time i saw dear cry le. haix. heart pain eh. haix. she's so afraid los. i can feel that she's shivering los. wtf! i so scare something happen to her los, then when reach my home, she emo diaox. lol. haix. then i let her sleep los. in the end i fall aslp also. then around 10plus. we both woke up. then she told she want to watch movie. but i thought she say don't want le so nevermind los. cab-ed to ps and got the ticket for the movie. kns so infront los. hmm. nice show i can say? and it's the don't know how many movie we watch-ed together le. hehex.

can treat the movie as an early 11th month anniversary celebration? hahax. hmm, then sat finally can meet dear le. hahx. and it's 11th month worx! wahahx. finally got to meet on our anniversary le. wahahax (: but a short while nia. lol.

hmm. 11th month le. haix. but we still can't offically go out and meet yet. during her school days already meet less le. now it's her holiday. it'll comfirm be lesser. lol. but i guess it's better this way bahr? as i told dear just now. though we're meeting less. but it's better. as i learnt how to cherish someone whom is important to me. as compare to my previous r/s i can say that i'm taking grant-ed that i have my gf with me all the day. so i don't need to care so much whether they're sad, happy or what so ever. cause we're meeting almost 7 days a week, and almost all the time we're just beside each other. so whoever's feeling down or doing what we'll know on the sport ma. for being with dear is totally different.

cause we can't be together all the time. so when we're together. i'll cherish each and every moment. maybe starting i'm not doing that. as i thought i'm just a subtitue of someone. but after that yes. the time we're together it's just too little le. weekend can't meet, holiday can't meet, anniversary can't meet. wtf. he control-ed dear too much le. i know he's concern with dear. but don't he think he's controlling too much of her life? haix.

i'm always worrying for dear. cause i don't know when that madman going crazy again. and don't know what thing he'll do each time. lol. how i wish dear can stay with me. lol. really eh. haix. i don't what to say eh.

but but. happy belat-ed 11month anniversary dear. (: going one year le worx (: whahax. didn't expect that we can actually walk this far. (: let's continue walking yeah? (: iloveyou (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:51pm
27.10.08

i'm back to blogging (: hmm. 1st of all thanks he quan bro n sis for the charlet! ESP SWEE HAO FOR THAT 2 DRINK HUH! after dat 2 drink i'm half maboh! and guess what! he's the 1st to toh b4 me and ah peng! wahahax! this is the 1st time he quan bro n sis help me celebrate birthday! thanks peng for 'helping' with the cake (:

next. that madman ke siao again! omg! it's on charlet that day! fcuk-ed spoiled my mood! he actually kill-ed all the hamster! including my quan quan. bloody hell him! hope he faster bang car die! he's insane los. kns. then friday dear came to my house. the 1st thing she do when she saw was to hug me and cry! OMG! it's da 2nd or 3rd time i saw dear cry le. haix. heart pain eh. haix. she's so afraid los. i can feel that she's shivering los. wtf! i so scare something happen to her los, then when reach my home, she emo diaox. lol. haix. then i let her sleep los. in the end i fall aslp also. then around 10plus. we both woke up. then she told she want to watch movie. but i thought she say don't want le so nevermind los. cab-ed to ps and got the ticket for the movie. kns so infront los. hmm. nice show i can say? and it's the don't know how many movie we watch-ed together le. hehex.

can treat the movie as an early 11th month anniversary celebration? hahax. hmm, then sat finally can meet dear le. hahx. and it's 11th month worx! wahahx. finally got to meet on our anniversary le. wahahax (: but a short while nia. lol.

hmm. 11th month le. haix. but we still can't offically go out and meet yet. during her school days already meet less le. now it's her holiday. it'll comfirm be lesser. lol. but i guess it's better this way bahr? as i told dear just now. though we're meeting less. but it's better. as i learnt how to cherish someone whom is important to me. as compare to my previous r/s i can say that i'm taking grant-ed that i have my gf with me all the day. so i don't need to care so much whether they're sad, happy or what so ever. cause we're meeting almost 7 days a week, and almost all the time we're just beside each other. so whoever's feeling down or doing what we'll know on the sport ma. for being with dear is totally different.

cause we can't be together all the time. so when we're together. i'll cherish each and every moment. maybe starting i'm not doing that. as i thought i'm just a subtitue of someone. but after that yes. the time we're together it's just too little le. weekend can't meet, holiday can't meet, anniversary can't meet. wtf. he control-ed dear too much le. i know he's concern with dear. but don't he think he's controlling too much of her life? haix.

i'm always worrying for dear. cause i don't know when that madman going crazy again. and don't know what thing he'll do each time. lol. how i wish dear can stay with me. lol. really eh. haix. i don't what to say eh.

but but. happy belat-ed 11month anniversary dear. (: going one year le worx (: whahax. didn't expect that we can actually walk this far. (: let's continue walking yeah? (: iloveyou (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:51pm
27.10.08