it's been days since i last saw dear. haix. don't know how is she now. haix. i hope she's fine bahr. haix. i seriously miss her eh. haix. don't know this friday can meet her not. haix. if that madman is at home and not going out. means we can't meet again. lol. dear feel lonely now. haix. i really worry for her. i don't know if i can bear with it not. i want to see her everyday, i want to keep her by my side all day long. haix. don't know what she's doing now.

i'll try to control myself. i'm going mad soon. cause i really don't know if we can meet again not. from now till her school reopen it's like 2 months from now los. wtf. so long can? haix. sometime i really feel useless. don't why. whenever i know dear's sad. i really feel down. cause i can't make her happy.

it's been long since i really see dear smile le. i don't know when can i see it again. haix. i need to save alot alot of money. going find job and do le. haix. i need get about $2k to $3k. $500 for my liscene, $2000 for my bike, $500 to save. haix. sad-ed. i want to get those asap. targeting it now. maybe i going book a date for the liscene soon. need to ask my friends accompany me go. cause i don't know how to book. then meanwhile need to work too, not forgeting going around and see bike. must get a best price for the bike and hopefully with good condition. hope can chu bike with ah boy. (: then maybe going modify abit. must see how. but if i really can chu bike. the colour comfirm is pink or baby pink if not jiu baby blue. for my car it's the same colour also (:

hahx. too many things i need to do already. haix. nevermind. going sintua now. cause today is chu yi. means i need to jump. not forgetting something. i must improve. i want to jump better. i need to open my mouth le. sintua big day coming again le. haix. (: gtg le. buaix.

laopo eh, baby will be fine no matter how sick i am. (: trust me, don't need to worry for me. and riding a bike is dangerous i know. but i know what i'm doing. i won't ride you on my bike. cause can't afford for accident to happen on you. accident will happen. but i'll try to prevent it from happening. so have faith in baby (: iloveyou. touch wood la. if one day i really happen to meet with an accident on my bike. don't feel sad for me. cause im the one who want to ride a bike. so i deserve it. if touch touch wood. im kill-ed because of bike. forget about baby. start a new life. let me live in your memory. but not your heart. give someone else a chance. really. or if im handicap. do the same. forget me. i don't want to be trouble by me. you don't have to takecare of me. i'll be fine with it. really (:

iloveyou. imissyou. what happens to me in the future. remember this. our love starts from 25 Nov 07. and end on the date i leave this end. (: we once love each other before, we once were a couple before. i'll love you still. (: hahax. gtg (:

signing off.
N.boy (:
18:57pm
29.10.08

it's been days since i last saw dear. haix. don't know how is she now. haix. i hope she's fine bahr. haix. i seriously miss her eh. haix. don't know this friday can meet her not. haix. if that madman is at home and not going out. means we can't meet again. lol. dear feel lonely now. haix. i really worry for her. i don't know if i can bear with it not. i want to see her everyday, i want to keep her by my side all day long. haix. don't know what she's doing now.

i'll try to control myself. i'm going mad soon. cause i really don't know if we can meet again not. from now till her school reopen it's like 2 months from now los. wtf. so long can? haix. sometime i really feel useless. don't why. whenever i know dear's sad. i really feel down. cause i can't make her happy.

it's been long since i really see dear smile le. i don't know when can i see it again. haix. i need to save alot alot of money. going find job and do le. haix. i need get about $2k to $3k. $500 for my liscene, $2000 for my bike, $500 to save. haix. sad-ed. i want to get those asap. targeting it now. maybe i going book a date for the liscene soon. need to ask my friends accompany me go. cause i don't know how to book. then meanwhile need to work too, not forgeting going around and see bike. must get a best price for the bike and hopefully with good condition. hope can chu bike with ah boy. (: then maybe going modify abit. must see how. but if i really can chu bike. the colour comfirm is pink or baby pink if not jiu baby blue. for my car it's the same colour also (:

hahx. too many things i need to do already. haix. nevermind. going sintua now. cause today is chu yi. means i need to jump. not forgetting something. i must improve. i want to jump better. i need to open my mouth le. sintua big day coming again le. haix. (: gtg le. buaix.

laopo eh, baby will be fine no matter how sick i am. (: trust me, don't need to worry for me. and riding a bike is dangerous i know. but i know what i'm doing. i won't ride you on my bike. cause can't afford for accident to happen on you. accident will happen. but i'll try to prevent it from happening. so have faith in baby (: iloveyou. touch wood la. if one day i really happen to meet with an accident on my bike. don't feel sad for me. cause im the one who want to ride a bike. so i deserve it. if touch touch wood. im kill-ed because of bike. forget about baby. start a new life. let me live in your memory. but not your heart. give someone else a chance. really. or if im handicap. do the same. forget me. i don't want to be trouble by me. you don't have to takecare of me. i'll be fine with it. really (:

iloveyou. imissyou. what happens to me in the future. remember this. our love starts from 25 Nov 07. and end on the date i leave this end. (: we once love each other before, we once were a couple before. i'll love you still. (: hahax. gtg (:

signing off.
N.boy (:
18:57pm
29.10.08