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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

hmm. 7 more days to my birthday and 11 more days to 11th month (: we've been together for so long le. but we still need to hide here and there. lol. wtf. hmm. now he may say it's okay. but later on he may object again. lol. i really hope he can just let us go out in peacefully. we also didn't do anything do anything wrong. and we're not a children le los. we know how to think and what should do what shouldn't do le los. does going out with dear kills him? lol los.

hmm. mus bear with it los. kns. hope he'll less strict with dear. see dear always trap-ed at home and doing nothing really break my heart. haix. she's 16 le eh. not 13 neh. lol. can't go out with friends. can't do this do that. lol. wtf los. i want to bring dear out! i want to take her out of the trap. and let her free. she doesn't deserve to be treated like this los. lol.

hmm. 11th month coming. but it's a on weekends thus it means that dear and i can't meet on that. haix. lol. always like this los. hope our 1yr dear can go out the whole day. i plan-ed many thing for her le. lol. if she can come out then the plan will really surprise her eh. lol.
hmm. so fast eh. 1yr is just one month away from now eh. hahx. time really flies eh. lol.

this one year can say it's a tough begining for the both of us. so many things that is trying to break us up or seperate us. it's a tough path for us in this one year. but we can't just stop here. we've plan so many things ahead of us le. so we must move on so that what we plan can be fulfill. but i won't let you move on alone. i'll move on with you. let's walk towards our 2nd yr. yaya? though it's still far. but looking forward is what we must do. what past had past. we shouldn't think too much about it. we should use the past as in example to improve in the future.

one day, we'll both be together forever. no one can seperate us up. there'll be this chance when you woke up. the 1st person you'll see is me. (: sleeping beside you. iloveyou. hahx. let's us walk towards the future, together hand in hand.

signing off.
N.Boy (:
18:22pm
14.10.08