hmm. another sianx day, woke up at 7am this morning. but then lazy go SW which is PE in ITE term. so continue sleeping. then 9am woke up again. so decide to go school for FDM as section head coming our class. lol. so reached school @ 10plus. and the entire lesson i don't what is it about los. kns. then section head come. say alot of rubbish. sianx. blahblahblah! finally school end-ed. went to east point to repair phone. and wtf. my phone is out of warranty. and it'll cost me $80 eh. kns. must find that amount of money le. sianx. then jiu came back home le. and again. i ate a meal today nia.

hmm. sorry dear. i insisted on learning bike is cause i don't want to stay @ aunty home anymore. many thingy which i don't want to say. so i need a transport. i know it's dangerous and you strongly disapprove of it. but sorry. i still insist on getting a bike. cause i really need a transport. haix. i'll be careful. most likely will get my liscene n bike by next year feb. latest is april. then after that must save money again. cause i'm going for car liscene also. my bike will ride till i go army. after that jiu go work n buy a car le. im sorry for making this decision dear. hope you understand.

haix. yesterday, dear like went up. hatred fill her heart and mind. she's out of control. she's like another person. a person whom i never want to meet. her mind is full of revenge, revenge and more revenge. haix. i don't know how to help her. don't know what i can do to ease her hatred. i know the only way to ease her hatred is when he die. haix. but but. how? i really don't know eh. i really feel useless and so scare. she totally scare me yesterday. i asked her to vent her anger and whatever on me. boh bian i'm her bf so it's my responsible for me to direct her anger on me. i rather she vent her anger on me, hit me, or even kill. as long as i can ease her. anything i also can do. i can even kill that madman for her if she wants. if she really want me to kill him. i'll and after i kill him. i'll end my life too. (: i rather die myself then being killed by other people.

i try to help to her. but i guess there's nothing i can do eh. lol. see her so sad so afraid. it really hurt me alot eh. i miss her, i really miss her. and i don't know when is the next time i can meet. her. maybe next year bahr? which is 2 months later. cool huh? lol. all his fault. and he actually can push his own mum down. wtf. i curse him die terrible terrible. lol. haix i don't know le. go play my game le.

love you and miss you.
kerryn & weeliat
25 Nov 07
00:55am

signing off.
N.boy (:
20:31pm
28.10.08

hmm. another sianx day, woke up at 7am this morning. but then lazy go SW which is PE in ITE term. so continue sleeping. then 9am woke up again. so decide to go school for FDM as section head coming our class. lol. so reached school @ 10plus. and the entire lesson i don't what is it about los. kns. then section head come. say alot of rubbish. sianx. blahblahblah! finally school end-ed. went to east point to repair phone. and wtf. my phone is out of warranty. and it'll cost me $80 eh. kns. must find that amount of money le. sianx. then jiu came back home le. and again. i ate a meal today nia.

hmm. sorry dear. i insisted on learning bike is cause i don't want to stay @ aunty home anymore. many thingy which i don't want to say. so i need a transport. i know it's dangerous and you strongly disapprove of it. but sorry. i still insist on getting a bike. cause i really need a transport. haix. i'll be careful. most likely will get my liscene n bike by next year feb. latest is april. then after that must save money again. cause i'm going for car liscene also. my bike will ride till i go army. after that jiu go work n buy a car le. im sorry for making this decision dear. hope you understand.

haix. yesterday, dear like went up. hatred fill her heart and mind. she's out of control. she's like another person. a person whom i never want to meet. her mind is full of revenge, revenge and more revenge. haix. i don't know how to help her. don't know what i can do to ease her hatred. i know the only way to ease her hatred is when he die. haix. but but. how? i really don't know eh. i really feel useless and so scare. she totally scare me yesterday. i asked her to vent her anger and whatever on me. boh bian i'm her bf so it's my responsible for me to direct her anger on me. i rather she vent her anger on me, hit me, or even kill. as long as i can ease her. anything i also can do. i can even kill that madman for her if she wants. if she really want me to kill him. i'll and after i kill him. i'll end my life too. (: i rather die myself then being killed by other people.

i try to help to her. but i guess there's nothing i can do eh. lol. see her so sad so afraid. it really hurt me alot eh. i miss her, i really miss her. and i don't know when is the next time i can meet. her. maybe next year bahr? which is 2 months later. cool huh? lol. all his fault. and he actually can push his own mum down. wtf. i curse him die terrible terrible. lol. haix i don't know le. go play my game le.

love you and miss you.
kerryn & weeliat
25 Nov 07
00:55am

signing off.
N.boy (:
20:31pm
28.10.08