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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
hmm, she's still sick sia. lol. i'm so worry los. yesterday night went to gui yong's shop to do the lorry board. lol. he quan going to have more things le. wahahax. don't see he quan no use worx. we have the thing some troupe might not have worx. hahx. charlet next week worx. hahx. must enjoy this time. hahx. then on the last day of charlet is bi shan ting. hahx. lol. prepare for it le. (: hmm.my dear's getting more and more weak le. haix. her health are failing as days passbed. dear eh must take care of ur health alright? i don't want anything to happen to you neh. kays? i realise everything that have happen to us is always a lesson for us. and if any big things or problems happen. it should be the start of a new chapter in our life. cherish eveything in our life is what we must do. there'll always be up and downs in our life. and it depend on how we're going to overcome it. either a good way or a bad way. each of us have our own thoughts. so we do things differently. well got nothing to say le. i love you dear. 4th mth le. wahaha. (:signin off...naughtyboy9:03am26/03/08
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Monday, March 24, 2008
today is 24th march. hmm it means tomorrow will be 25th right. it also means tomorrow is our 4th month together le. hahx. good good.. from our 3rd month till our 4th month. too many things have happen le. and i also learnt some lesson from my mistakes and all the things that have happen. and i also realise my health is getting weaker and weaker. i don't know why either. haix. i need a good health to take care of dear. she's not very healthy. so i must be healthy in order to takecare of her. hmm. yesterday i was at training so didn't realise there's miss call and sms. during my break time i went to check my handphone. and i realise there's 20 miss call from dear. and 5 sms. lol. i stun when i saw da msg that she's at jurong east walking around. she came and find me los. lol. so i called her and told her how to get here from bus. then she say okays. but in end came to my guan by cab as she say da buss will need to go about 40plus stop then will reach. i stunned los. so many stops mea? lol.then she reached around half and hr bahr? nt sure also. then she and her sis was there waiting my training to end. then super fun during training. i'm on for bi shan ting da tua pek gong. lol. so tiring los. kns. but once a year only ma. so nvm la. hahx. then we went off around 330+ as need to send her home. but then she say. she take cab home later. as she want to see me more ma. so stay at my house till 530pm. then me n my bro go work. she n her sis went home. hahx. she smiled again. (: so happy. hehx. must let her smile everyday (:hmm. gtg. nothing much to post le will post again. (:signin off..naughtyboy10.16am240308
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
so sianx sio. what can i do worx. guess i sleeping soon le. hmm. i worry for dear. she's so scare now. but don't know what happen. she don't want to say. ahh!!! how how!!! i also can't find her now. kns. i want to pei her!!! sinzaiya bopi her ping ping an an.sianx sianx. i going to start school le. omg. sianx diaox. ahh!!!. i don't what to write le. going off le. signing off..naughtyboy12.10am23/03/08
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
hmm. today is the start of our new story. hmm. it's another chapter of our story. won't let the same thing happen again. finally u call me baby again. (: so happy to hear that. i let you suffer alot le. now it's your turn to let me suffer le. yaya? hmm. i guess i really love you too much le. the first time i ever cry so much for a gal that i loved. sorry i showed you the other side of me le. the weakest side of me. always show you the strongest side of me. that why you don't always see me sad at all. always face you with a smile. thought many thing troubled me. but i just kept it in my heart. just like you keep thing in your heart. cry also cry le. heart broken also heart broken le. now it's time to pull ourself together. and walk a new path that lead us down. this path is still new. we don't know what's going to happen.but let's have mental preparation for the worst. it's just like the first time we went out. but as time pass. we'll be closer and closer. (: i'm sure about it. won't hurt you anymore. hmm. take care my dear. don't be so clumsy le horx. don't knock here bang there horx. i'll worry the. especially those day that i'm not with you. must be extra careful eh. (: i love you still (:signin off...naughtyboy953am19/03/08
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
hmm. everythings fine now i think. she's safe and sound. (: i'm so happy worx. hahx. hmm. i almost lose her forever. haix. thanks for your help. i'll not let her down and hurt her again. if not for your help i'm really going to lose her. i'll show my love and concern for her. won't let you and her down. i'll cherish you more and more. it's a new begining. starting from today. you just went pass the door of death. and i dragged you back. i won't let you go there again. will use my love to prolong your life. today i thought is the last day i'll be seeing you. when i sendin you home. you're very tired. but you don't want to sleep. for it'll a very very long sleep. you keep yourself awake. you whisper in my hears weakly saying that you love me. and tears flow down. you hang on really long. and i saw your tears. at that moment my heart breaks into pieces. i wanted to kiss you. but you rejected it. ou say you won't bear to leave if i kissed you. but in the end i still kissed you. and you tears drop from our eyes.i really can't take it anymore. i cried.i really cried. a mistake i make almose made me lose you forever. while we're on the way to your house on cab. i hugged you tightly don't want to let go of you. as i know if i ever let go. i'll really lose you forever. today it's the day that i really cry alot. for i know i'm losing you. reached you house there le. and we stopped behing the mailbox. we hugged. and i cried. i hugged real tight. i don't intend to let go. it'lli be he last time that i ever going to hug you. you told me don't cry. i stopped awhile but i still can't hold on. i still cried. and i realise something. i really love you alot. i can't explain how much is that. haix. i don't want to lose you anymore. not going to hurt you le. i'll do my best to love and make you trust me again. i need you. and i realise how important you're to me. you took my whole heart. i can't imagine how muchi actually love you. i know saying forever to you. it's just another white lie. i'll use my lifetime to prove it to you. and i also realise you love me alot too. i fail to be a good boyfriend. i left a deep cut in you heart. a cut deeper then what he'd left. need to say sorry first. as school starting real soon. and i won't be able to meet u everyday. but i'll meet you whenever i can. i hope he'll give you more freedom. don't control you so much. you're already 16 le neh. can't you have some freedom? wth is this. cherish yourself. take care of yourself. it's a new life for you. yaya? once again. we're still together le. (: take care laopo. i love you.signin off...naughtyboy8.15pm18/03/08
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hmm. time pass fast. 3mths have passed. we've also been together for 3 months plus. going to 4 month le. it's just 7 more days from now. but don't tink we'll be able to celebrate it anymore. i made your heart tore into pieces. i want to fi it back. but i know it'll nevere be the same again. there'll still be cracks or hole in between. i tried my best to control my emotion. but in the end i failed to do that. hurting you is something i shouldn't have done. i realise my mistakes. but chances aren't given for me anymore. hanging on to you will make you suffer more. maybe after today you'll walk your ways and i walk my ways. i love you still. told me hang our ring as a necklace. i'll do it. i need you badly. but it's too late. it really take a lifetime to prove love. i ended our r/s with my own hands. i hate myself. no longer the same old naughtyboy anymore. no more laughter no more smile. an empty heart in me. for you've left. can't do anything at all. used to knocking your head when you did wrong things. use to wipe your mouth after every meal. used to open your water bottle cap and close it for you. used to carrying your bag. used to be squeezed by you. all that i have used to. must change now. it has become a habit in me. but now i have to change. sorry everyone. let all of you down. a lovely couple and their sweet story had come to end. blame me and don't blame her. she did nothing wrong. i'm the one who did things wrong. she's suffered once again. i let her down. i feel so bad but it has no use. too late for everything. though people say if you have the heart to change things it's never too late. but i dont't think this sentence is in use now. i shall lead an emo life. regreting the thing i have done. i also learn something. think twice or thrice before doing somethings. never do something that betrays your loved one. she'll be leaving me soon. an another her will be back. but she won't know who am i. i'll leave quietly. those who know me through her. hate me if you wan. forget me the best. don't try to remember me for it's a waste of brain cells. maybe we'll still continue on. but we'll see go it goes later on. will try my best to keep her. but if she insist in leaving. i'll let her go her. won't forget her. but i'll thanks her. thanks for loving me. thanks for everything you did for me. thanks for being there for me. thanks for your care and concern. i love you deeply. but i also hurt you deeply. leaving a scar that will never heals. take care of yourself. drink more water. don't catch a cold. eat your medicine. live you life well. (: take care my gal. will see what will happen after today. either we're still together or we'll be seperated forever. signing of...naughtyboy11.05am18/03/08
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Monday, March 17, 2008
lol. what have i done worx? omg. i know whatever i say now is useless. for u lost the trust on me just because of one lie from me. i hope you can gain back the trust on me. i did nothing with her. really nothing. i wouldn't leave you for her. me and her is just frenx. there's up and down in our story. and this is another obsticals for me. i admit i pass it the wrong way. but then i realise my mistakes and i made and U-turn back to the right path. and now i'm wrong. all i want is just to have someone or a friends that i can talk to. she's just the friends and someone. i wouldn't love her or like her. though i did it. but it had ended. it's just a while. i'm sorry dear. i haven't let go of your hand. so please don't let go of mine too. i hurt you deeply. scars are what's left behind. wound may heals but scars forever. let me close this scars again. and i wouldn't make it tore again. our path its still long. really long. i don't want anything to stop us from loving each other. finally for so long we faced a big problems. and from this problem i realise. i love you still. and i realise my hearts aren't that firm anymore. i don't want to be like him. but i know somehow i'm like him already. i know it'll be a tough route to make you gain trust on me again. there's first time thus there's the second time. but but i'll not let the second time to happen. i'll make my heart firm. people say that you're hurting me. but in fact i'm the one who hurt you the most. many people going to hate me. but it's what i deserve. people learn from mistakes. and i learnt from mistakes. never hong people. a terrible mistake i ever made. i told you to hang on. but i'm the one who couldn't hang on. i'll hold it real tight this time. close my heart just for you. i'll treat you better and better. i know the kind of coldness i'd shown you or treated you. it's not a good feelings. but you still hang on. but i failed to do that. i never felt that lonely before. and i realise things always happen when we didn't see each other for one week or more. now i just want to be with you. i know if he saw with yuo again. he's going to kill me. but i don't care. i want to take you away from him. make you mine forever. i know you wouldn't be trusting me again. will use action to prove it. as you say. it take 3 second to sae i love you. i lifetime to prove it. i don't know if a lifetime is given to me anot. for i gt a feeling somethings going to happen to me soon. i don't know when. and don't know what is it. i may die just before you. but forgive me again if i really leave before you. i know you'll do whatever just to save me. but don't continue your life. you've done too much for me. the love that you have given to me it's enough for me. or maybe too much le. i'm glad. really glad. i'll take the love that you given to me when i dead. rememeber to do something if i'm dead. see the last face of me. for i'll smile on the last path of my journey (: if can gather my friends and burn a big big NAUGHTYBOY for me if got my pics better la. hehx. (: i may just die in my dream. for i wants to end my life just like this. so peaceful. burn everything that will make you remind of me. keep none of them. for i'll be forgotten after that. there's many naughtyboy out there. but this naughtyboy will be forgotten forever. no one will remember of recall anything of me. i'll try to earse all memory of me from everyone that knows me. for i don't worth to be rememeber. (: but i'll try to post before i'm dead. let the last post be the last day of my life. (: make it a 700 post. hehx. means i'll try to post everyday. see hw long can i survive. (: 700 post = 2 yrs. hehx.signin off...naughtyboy9.35am17/03/08
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
haix. things are begining to happen le. sorry laopo. i let you down. suddenly i feel that we're getting further and further. and the love is fading too. don't know what really went wrong. i need accompany too. i miss your accompany. i miss your hugs. i miss your sweet kiss. i miss you. i put everything on you. really everything. but i know. you're sad now. you don't the love from me anymore. feel coldness from me. haix. all i can say is sorry. don't want you to leave me. and i don't want to leave you. i really don't want. but things seems to keep me away from you. i'm scare really scare. scare that one day i might be able to be with you. because of m, your health is getting weaker. please do take care of your health.i don't want anything to happen to you. stay strong and healthy. i need you more then anything else. though i might be showing it out to you. but deep in my heart i still need you. haix. i really don't know what to do if one day you're not around. haix. tell me what can i do. i'm really lost. i don't know what to do. ahhh. i'm going crazy soon. might as well ask him kill me sua. i don't want to suffer anymore don't want to worry for so many thing anymore. kill me anyone. signing off...naughtyboy10.43pm16/03/08
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Friday, March 14, 2008
hmm. yesterdat finally got to see her. so good can? and i realise she'd lose weight. haix. heart so pain. dear arh mus eat more drink more and rmb to eat your medicine. kays? without me you still mus eat your medicine. okays okays?miss silly gal. you're loved by naughtyboy. hahx. must remember this worx. yaya? muackx. i don't care what people say or told me.i know it's not you. i believe you. they maybe using you name and link to tag his blog saying that you still love or what. what a bull shit can? i don't really want to care. cause it's not anyway. this people is stupid. hahx.monday can see you again. that time you must be well kays? my baobei kerryn. hahx. you this little hai gong. must take care of yourself. don't want to hear you bang this knock that causing bruise and scars. so clumsy eh. aiyo. knock knock eh!!!i think i'll be blogging everyday bahr? hahx. want to record down everything that have happen. and i'm still waiting for the day where we can really bt together. though it's still far. but i'm sure we can hang on till that day. (: 11 more days to 4mth wow.fast fast. mayb we can't celebrate together but will try to celebrate with you. hmm. will try to get something for you. we haven't been celebrating our monthly anniversary neh. i hope this time we can celebrate. and stillwe haven't been quarrelling yet, woohoo. let's carry on like this forever. though many people say if a couple didn't quarrel then it's not a couple le. but i don't agree to this sentence. we didn't quarrel but we're still fine.i loved the way it is now. we don't quarrel over matter. but we talk about what's wrong with our r/s. and we work for the better. hahx. anyway end here le. (: tc. i love you my baobei kerryn. (:signing off...naughtyboy4.05pm140308
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i now then realise that i've been posting for this pass few days le. wow. hmm.i seriously miss my dear eh. last tym when we didn't meet each other we still can sms or chat on the phone. now want to sms or chat also can't. wth. don't know when will all this end. i'd enough of it le. why can't you let me be with her. we didn't do anything wrong at all. then u called me and scolded me. and even warned me. that if i ever see kerryn or call kerryn. you're either going to kill me or wacked me. but i really don't know which cells in your brain had spoil or even tore. if u want to kill me it's anything the right. you might as well kill me now. what the hellareyou waiting for? don't you know if you kill a person it's a death sentence if you're caught? are you sick of your life already?at first we're okays. we even had dinner together. then now you're another person. you really shocked me can? yu better don't do anything to kerryn. if not i'm going to make go in again. i really hate you to core. you simply scuks man!!!hmm. dear. how are you? didn't receive any of your sms today. i'm really worry for you eh. please be fine okays? take care of yourself. you're sick again. haix. drink more water and eat your medicine. yaya? end here le. i love you.(:signin off...naughtyboy10.15pm120308
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
so sianx this few days... won't be able to see dear for some time. haix. i miss her alot. wonder how's she now. she's been having nightmare for many days. i'm si worry for her. hope that she's fine. dear please hang on alright? we'll be together for sure. don't give up hope alright? hold my hand tightly and don't let it go. i'll walk you through every single obsticle. have faith in yourself. have faith in me too. don't think too much either. nothing goin to happen. yeah? (: i'm always around. though i may not be by your side. but m heart's always with you. yesterday you called me and you cried. at that moment my heart break into pieces. really hurt to hear your crys. don't cry my dear. you're crying for many days le. n more crying alright? why must this happen to us? we did nothing wrong. just because we loved each other? and we're treated like this? is this fair? we didn't even commit crime or kill anyone. we just simply loved each other that's all. just this little thing also wrong? can't it be fair for us? we already don't have much time to spend with one another. now the more we can't meet up and spend time with each other. what is this? can anyone tell me? i really don't want this to continue. there's a phrase that says this : when you gain something you'll lose something. now we're losig something so are we gaining something? or is the deep loved that we gain. the unbeatable love that we gain? maybe it is. no more mood to blog on. take care people. signin off...naughtyboy10.57pm110308
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Monday, March 10, 2008
hmm. why you always think so much eh. silly gal. knock knock eh. how many time want me to tell you? i'll nv leave you. don't always think so much nahr. yeah? (: iloveyou nahr.silly gal. no matter what difficulties or problem we face. i'll never leave. instead i'll hold your hand tight adn walk through it with you. yeah? i'll not let you walk alone. never will it going to happen. i'll not let you face problem by yourself. please try me whatever problem you're facin. let me share with you. i don't care what other people say. they're telling me, you still love him, you don't love me truly. but i don't care. cause i believe you truly love me. people also commented that, i'm not fit to be with you. you and him look perfect, it's a matching couple. but you chose to be with me. i don't know what thing i have to attract you. but your heart and faithfulness touch me. make me want to be with you want to take care of you. though i can't predict future. but i'll work towards future. i want to be with you. wants you to be my wife. you're everything that i have now. i need you more then anything else. hmm. i lead you out of darkness but i have yet to make you suffer lesser. haix. this is where i failed. i wanted to do something for you. but then i really don't know what to do. all i want you to do is not think too much. have faith in me have faith in yourself. we'll be together in the end. don't want you to be dreaming of me leaving you or what. my silly gal. knock your head!!! i'm use to knocking your head when you did something wrong or you want to do the wrong things. used to carry your things for youused to hold your hand tightly and trying to let go. hehx. but i didn't to do that. i'm just playing with you. hehx. 'll never let go of your hand dear. (: muackxtake care and iloveyou. miss you terriblysignin off...naughtyboy12.52am100308
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
today i was woken up by a shocking call. 4.30am in the morning lea. wth. i tio kan by dear dad for no reason. warned me not to call dear or see her. if not he'll wack me if he happen to know it. didnt't tell me a reason before he say that. wth!!!. i did nothing wrong. she did nothing wrong too. it's you who's angry for don't know what thing. then vent your anger on your family and me? is this fair not. lol. and you even killed a dog. a dog that so innocent. wth. think carefully la. you can killed a dog. i'm sure you will kill one of your family member one day. i'm starting to hate you le. though you're her dad. but you made me no choice but to hate you. i won't leave her. won't leave my gal. yes we'll not be meeting each other from now on. but if our hearts together. we'll be together in the end. nothing will change our love. our story shall continue on. and it's never ending. why can't a couple that love each other alot be together? they always have to been through alot of obstruction, problem, difficulties before they can really be together. but in the end they can only be together like for a while only? wth is this. why this the world so unfair? yes nothing is fair in this world. but at least can reduce thing's that obstructing couple to be together right?or is this consider a challenge? does it want us to overcome difficulties and more difficulties. solver more and more problem. let's take it as a challenges? we'll overcome it in the end. dear hang on tightly. don't let go of your hand. though this path isn't that simple to walk. but i'll walk with you till the day we can really be together. let's prove to people out that we'll be together no matter what. (:it's going to be a tough road. rest asure. i'm going to accompany you and walk on. hang on dear. it's just take 2yrs more. mayb we aren't going to see each other for 2yrs. but we'll still stay in contact. but in the dark. can't let him know. he'll have to kill me before i leave you. i doubt he can do that. but let's don't try that. for it'll only make things worst.25 nov 07 isn't a date to be just fun only. it's the date i found you. for years down the road. this date will always be in my mind. on it'll also be the date i'm going to take you as my wife. (: iloveyou (: take good care of yourself, don't forget to eat your meals, learn to do thing without me, don't always eat fastfood, rememeber to eat your medicine, drink you water, don't play in the rain, and remember one important things : you still have me. no matter what happen. i'll be with you. no matter what it takes even if i have to give up my life or health, i'll still want to be with you. (:lastly. IloveYou.weeliat & kerryn25 Nov 0700:55amImissYousignin off...naughtyboy4.17pm080308
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Friday, March 7, 2008
what the hell is going on? why do some people want to spam use other name to spam people blog? is it very fun to do that? i think so los. my dear is being sabotage by so many people. why do people want to make her a scapegoat. things isn't done by my dear yet people claim that it's her jus because of the link and the name. think again la. who will be so stupid to put their own name and blog if they want to spam. don't have brain oso can use ass to think ma. so ridiculos los. i jus simply don't get it.what have my dear done to make you people hate her so much. does her life and death got to do with you people? who she want to be with also concern you people? what is this? her life and death don't need you all to say anything. mind your own business la. don't be like a child la. jealous this jealous that. and find fact before scoldin anyone or even to say anything. a word that's wrong spoken can cause a death. and if you're the one whoe say something can cause a death. do you good? will you leave with conscious? anything not happy come find me la. i'm her boyfriend. don't find her. want to spam come spam me la. lol. say whatever you one on me la. lol. stupid right? hmm. today went to find dear in the morning @ 6am!!! omg!!! it's early can? then came to my house and sleep. cause we're really too tired. hahx. then wake mummy up @ 10am. den she daze there till 1030 i think. then she went out to buy things. lol. then bought food for me to eat. hehx. then eat hao le. went to bed and sleep again. was suppose to leave @ 1pm but in the end me and gal sleep till 2pm then wake up. daze there till 230 then jiu take cab go amk. hahx. eat mos burger. same old place. but different food. bt so sucky los. next time don't want to order that anymore. after that we went to courts to see laptop. saw this laptop that interest the both of us. but then promotion end this sunday. what the hell!!! then gal was like huh??? she wanted to buy that. but then her family doesn't support her. haix. i can't do anything also. wanted to pay for also. but then i was like poorer then her. lol. how to help. sianx. then boh bian must wait los. hmm.school startin in a month time. omg!!! so fast. sianx diaox. wondering what kind of friend will i meet in simei ite. hahx. i need to find a job with good pay. lol. and doesn't need me to work so long. i want to open my own shop!!! sianx don't feel like blogging le. tc.iloveyou. (:signin off...naughtyboy11.23pm070308
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Thursday, March 6, 2008
suddenly i feel that my distance with her is getting bigger and bigger. she have a job now. and her pay is very high. and she say she must slim down and make up for that job. haix. in order words. once she's getting more and more pretty. more and more people will be attracted by her. and also means the higher chance i'll be replace by another guy who's more handsome the me bahr? haix. yesterday i dreamt that : she's with another guy. saw them holdin hand and all that. i went up to ask her who's that guy. and she say that he's her new boyfriend. and i asked what about me. she replied this " you? what are you? so poor and the job you're doing now doesn't even fit to be with me. scram okays? " it's a dream only. but it seems so real to me. haix. will this really happen on me? will she really leave me.i know i'm not that good looking to be with her. the guys around her look much more better then me. my job nw doesn't let me earn much. she'll be earning like $500-$1000 per month now? yet i'm like earnin less then $400. i know it's too little. it isn't enough for her to spend.haix. i really feel so tiny infront of her. there's so much thing i wanted to tell her. but it's like nvm. i don't want to lose her. she's everything now. i really don't know what her heart really think. she always keep things to herself. and doesn't let me know. haix. i seems to be knowing her lesser and lesser. once her job start. i'll be further and further from her. will she despise me?will she like want to be further from me? hmm. i'm not meeting her much when my school start. means the time i'll be with her is getting lesser and lesser. haix. i'm so so so confused. i don't know what will happen will i start school. i don't want anything to happen. gal will anything happen? haix.i. . . don't know will anyone tr to break us up again. or to spam our blog for no reason.hmm. but if she really despise me or not? i know she won't but somethings is really hard to say. i trust her. but i don't trust myself. i know i have more negative things then positive things. haix. i don't have a good things that's like by people. haix.suan le. don't want to say anymore. tc all. will post again.signin off...naughtyboy1.40pm06/03/08
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
hmm. this two days. dear's mood isn't that well. i'm so worried for her. it's like she's someone else. she shocked me. ):hmm. it seem like we're further and further apart. what happen actually? can anyone please tell me? i really want to know. is it because of that one week? after one week. everything seem to change alot really alot. what's going on actually? gal and i seem to become stranger. it's like when we 1st met. gal. have faith in yourself. don't lose faith and confidence on yourself. hold on tight. we're going to last forever. we're going to get married when the time is ripe. don't leave me. stay strong and healthy. iloveyou (: on this long journey. it's just you and i. no one can ever break us up. none!!! spammer please get lost alright. you're not welcomed to my blog n my gal blog. please get the fact right before you say anything. if not please get lost.spammer ain't welcome at all!!! our love maybe further and further. but i'll hang on to it. and find the missing part to the problem. and let our love become what it is from the beginning. something is just missing. but rest asure. i'm not going to let go of this relationshop so easy. for it's hard to let go. yeah?gal. no matter wat happen. please be strong. this two days i saw you torturin yourself. i tried to stop. but there's nothing i can do. i feel so helpless. it hurts me alot when i saw you torturing yourself. i feel so bad. it reali hurts. my heart's so pain. haix. what can i do to help you? please tell me. control your emotion. you're not alone as i say. you have me. tell me your problem. let me help you. i know it's hard for you to change. i hope you can change that. share your problem with me. and you'll feel more relax. and not so stressed. don't solve things by yourself. let me help you solve. i'm your boyfriend alright? not anyone on the street.you still need my help sometime right? i'll take care of you. not only now. but it the future our next life. so on and so forth. you're just like a baby to me. my dear eh. i love you. it's not just a 8 letter. but it's what my heart really feel. i don't know what can i do to let your mind stop tinkin of the negative side. don't doubt my words and action. it's all from my bottom of my heart.(:take good care of yourself yeah? be a healthy gal. (: my little baby (: muackx i love you. 25 Nov 07The Day We Mark Our Lovesignin off...naughtyboy10.09pm020308
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
hmm, she's still sick sia. lol. i'm so worry los. yesterday night went to gui yong's shop to do the lorry board. lol. he quan going to have more things le. wahahax. don't see he quan no use worx. we have the thing some troupe might not have worx. hahx. charlet next week worx. hahx. must enjoy this time. hahx. then on the last day of charlet is bi shan ting. hahx. lol. prepare for it le. (: hmm.my dear's getting more and more weak le. haix. her health are failing as days passbed. dear eh must take care of ur health alright? i don't want anything to happen to you neh. kays? i realise everything that have happen to us is always a lesson for us. and if any big things or problems happen. it should be the start of a new chapter in our life. cherish eveything in our life is what we must do. there'll always be up and downs in our life. and it depend on how we're going to overcome it. either a good way or a bad way. each of us have our own thoughts. so we do things differently. well got nothing to say le. i love you dear. 4th mth le. wahaha. (:signin off...naughtyboy9:03am26/03/08
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Monday, March 24, 2008
today is 24th march. hmm it means tomorrow will be 25th right. it also means tomorrow is our 4th month together le. hahx. good good.. from our 3rd month till our 4th month. too many things have happen le. and i also learnt some lesson from my mistakes and all the things that have happen. and i also realise my health is getting weaker and weaker. i don't know why either. haix. i need a good health to take care of dear. she's not very healthy. so i must be healthy in order to takecare of her. hmm. yesterday i was at training so didn't realise there's miss call and sms. during my break time i went to check my handphone. and i realise there's 20 miss call from dear. and 5 sms. lol. i stun when i saw da msg that she's at jurong east walking around. she came and find me los. lol. so i called her and told her how to get here from bus. then she say okays. but in end came to my guan by cab as she say da buss will need to go about 40plus stop then will reach. i stunned los. so many stops mea? lol.then she reached around half and hr bahr? nt sure also. then she and her sis was there waiting my training to end. then super fun during training. i'm on for bi shan ting da tua pek gong. lol. so tiring los. kns. but once a year only ma. so nvm la. hahx. then we went off around 330+ as need to send her home. but then she say. she take cab home later. as she want to see me more ma. so stay at my house till 530pm. then me n my bro go work. she n her sis went home. hahx. she smiled again. (: so happy. hehx. must let her smile everyday (:hmm. gtg. nothing much to post le will post again. (:signin off..naughtyboy10.16am240308
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
so sianx sio. what can i do worx. guess i sleeping soon le. hmm. i worry for dear. she's so scare now. but don't know what happen. she don't want to say. ahh!!! how how!!! i also can't find her now. kns. i want to pei her!!! sinzaiya bopi her ping ping an an.sianx sianx. i going to start school le. omg. sianx diaox. ahh!!!. i don't what to write le. going off le. signing off..naughtyboy12.10am23/03/08
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
hmm. today is the start of our new story. hmm. it's another chapter of our story. won't let the same thing happen again. finally u call me baby again. (: so happy to hear that. i let you suffer alot le. now it's your turn to let me suffer le. yaya? hmm. i guess i really love you too much le. the first time i ever cry so much for a gal that i loved. sorry i showed you the other side of me le. the weakest side of me. always show you the strongest side of me. that why you don't always see me sad at all. always face you with a smile. thought many thing troubled me. but i just kept it in my heart. just like you keep thing in your heart. cry also cry le. heart broken also heart broken le. now it's time to pull ourself together. and walk a new path that lead us down. this path is still new. we don't know what's going to happen.but let's have mental preparation for the worst. it's just like the first time we went out. but as time pass. we'll be closer and closer. (: i'm sure about it. won't hurt you anymore. hmm. take care my dear. don't be so clumsy le horx. don't knock here bang there horx. i'll worry the. especially those day that i'm not with you. must be extra careful eh. (: i love you still (:signin off...naughtyboy953am19/03/08
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
hmm. everythings fine now i think. she's safe and sound. (: i'm so happy worx. hahx. hmm. i almost lose her forever. haix. thanks for your help. i'll not let her down and hurt her again. if not for your help i'm really going to lose her. i'll show my love and concern for her. won't let you and her down. i'll cherish you more and more. it's a new begining. starting from today. you just went pass the door of death. and i dragged you back. i won't let you go there again. will use my love to prolong your life. today i thought is the last day i'll be seeing you. when i sendin you home. you're very tired. but you don't want to sleep. for it'll a very very long sleep. you keep yourself awake. you whisper in my hears weakly saying that you love me. and tears flow down. you hang on really long. and i saw your tears. at that moment my heart breaks into pieces. i wanted to kiss you. but you rejected it. ou say you won't bear to leave if i kissed you. but in the end i still kissed you. and you tears drop from our eyes.i really can't take it anymore. i cried.i really cried. a mistake i make almose made me lose you forever. while we're on the way to your house on cab. i hugged you tightly don't want to let go of you. as i know if i ever let go. i'll really lose you forever. today it's the day that i really cry alot. for i know i'm losing you. reached you house there le. and we stopped behing the mailbox. we hugged. and i cried. i hugged real tight. i don't intend to let go. it'lli be he last time that i ever going to hug you. you told me don't cry. i stopped awhile but i still can't hold on. i still cried. and i realise something. i really love you alot. i can't explain how much is that. haix. i don't want to lose you anymore. not going to hurt you le. i'll do my best to love and make you trust me again. i need you. and i realise how important you're to me. you took my whole heart. i can't imagine how muchi actually love you. i know saying forever to you. it's just another white lie. i'll use my lifetime to prove it to you. and i also realise you love me alot too. i fail to be a good boyfriend. i left a deep cut in you heart. a cut deeper then what he'd left. need to say sorry first. as school starting real soon. and i won't be able to meet u everyday. but i'll meet you whenever i can. i hope he'll give you more freedom. don't control you so much. you're already 16 le neh. can't you have some freedom? wth is this. cherish yourself. take care of yourself. it's a new life for you. yaya? once again. we're still together le. (: take care laopo. i love you.signin off...naughtyboy8.15pm18/03/08
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hmm. time pass fast. 3mths have passed. we've also been together for 3 months plus. going to 4 month le. it's just 7 more days from now. but don't tink we'll be able to celebrate it anymore. i made your heart tore into pieces. i want to fi it back. but i know it'll nevere be the same again. there'll still be cracks or hole in between. i tried my best to control my emotion. but in the end i failed to do that. hurting you is something i shouldn't have done. i realise my mistakes. but chances aren't given for me anymore. hanging on to you will make you suffer more. maybe after today you'll walk your ways and i walk my ways. i love you still. told me hang our ring as a necklace. i'll do it. i need you badly. but it's too late. it really take a lifetime to prove love. i ended our r/s with my own hands. i hate myself. no longer the same old naughtyboy anymore. no more laughter no more smile. an empty heart in me. for you've left. can't do anything at all. used to knocking your head when you did wrong things. use to wipe your mouth after every meal. used to open your water bottle cap and close it for you. used to carrying your bag. used to be squeezed by you. all that i have used to. must change now. it has become a habit in me. but now i have to change. sorry everyone. let all of you down. a lovely couple and their sweet story had come to end. blame me and don't blame her. she did nothing wrong. i'm the one who did things wrong. she's suffered once again. i let her down. i feel so bad but it has no use. too late for everything. though people say if you have the heart to change things it's never too late. but i dont't think this sentence is in use now. i shall lead an emo life. regreting the thing i have done. i also learn something. think twice or thrice before doing somethings. never do something that betrays your loved one. she'll be leaving me soon. an another her will be back. but she won't know who am i. i'll leave quietly. those who know me through her. hate me if you wan. forget me the best. don't try to remember me for it's a waste of brain cells. maybe we'll still continue on. but we'll see go it goes later on. will try my best to keep her. but if she insist in leaving. i'll let her go her. won't forget her. but i'll thanks her. thanks for loving me. thanks for everything you did for me. thanks for being there for me. thanks for your care and concern. i love you deeply. but i also hurt you deeply. leaving a scar that will never heals. take care of yourself. drink more water. don't catch a cold. eat your medicine. live you life well. (: take care my gal. will see what will happen after today. either we're still together or we'll be seperated forever. signing of...naughtyboy11.05am18/03/08
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Monday, March 17, 2008
lol. what have i done worx? omg. i know whatever i say now is useless. for u lost the trust on me just because of one lie from me. i hope you can gain back the trust on me. i did nothing with her. really nothing. i wouldn't leave you for her. me and her is just frenx. there's up and down in our story. and this is another obsticals for me. i admit i pass it the wrong way. but then i realise my mistakes and i made and U-turn back to the right path. and now i'm wrong. all i want is just to have someone or a friends that i can talk to. she's just the friends and someone. i wouldn't love her or like her. though i did it. but it had ended. it's just a while. i'm sorry dear. i haven't let go of your hand. so please don't let go of mine too. i hurt you deeply. scars are what's left behind. wound may heals but scars forever. let me close this scars again. and i wouldn't make it tore again. our path its still long. really long. i don't want anything to stop us from loving each other. finally for so long we faced a big problems. and from this problem i realise. i love you still. and i realise my hearts aren't that firm anymore. i don't want to be like him. but i know somehow i'm like him already. i know it'll be a tough route to make you gain trust on me again. there's first time thus there's the second time. but but i'll not let the second time to happen. i'll make my heart firm. people say that you're hurting me. but in fact i'm the one who hurt you the most. many people going to hate me. but it's what i deserve. people learn from mistakes. and i learnt from mistakes. never hong people. a terrible mistake i ever made. i told you to hang on. but i'm the one who couldn't hang on. i'll hold it real tight this time. close my heart just for you. i'll treat you better and better. i know the kind of coldness i'd shown you or treated you. it's not a good feelings. but you still hang on. but i failed to do that. i never felt that lonely before. and i realise things always happen when we didn't see each other for one week or more. now i just want to be with you. i know if he saw with yuo again. he's going to kill me. but i don't care. i want to take you away from him. make you mine forever. i know you wouldn't be trusting me again. will use action to prove it. as you say. it take 3 second to sae i love you. i lifetime to prove it. i don't know if a lifetime is given to me anot. for i gt a feeling somethings going to happen to me soon. i don't know when. and don't know what is it. i may die just before you. but forgive me again if i really leave before you. i know you'll do whatever just to save me. but don't continue your life. you've done too much for me. the love that you have given to me it's enough for me. or maybe too much le. i'm glad. really glad. i'll take the love that you given to me when i dead. rememeber to do something if i'm dead. see the last face of me. for i'll smile on the last path of my journey (: if can gather my friends and burn a big big NAUGHTYBOY for me if got my pics better la. hehx. (: i may just die in my dream. for i wants to end my life just like this. so peaceful. burn everything that will make you remind of me. keep none of them. for i'll be forgotten after that. there's many naughtyboy out there. but this naughtyboy will be forgotten forever. no one will remember of recall anything of me. i'll try to earse all memory of me from everyone that knows me. for i don't worth to be rememeber. (: but i'll try to post before i'm dead. let the last post be the last day of my life. (: make it a 700 post. hehx. means i'll try to post everyday. see hw long can i survive. (: 700 post = 2 yrs. hehx.signin off...naughtyboy9.35am17/03/08
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
haix. things are begining to happen le. sorry laopo. i let you down. suddenly i feel that we're getting further and further. and the love is fading too. don't know what really went wrong. i need accompany too. i miss your accompany. i miss your hugs. i miss your sweet kiss. i miss you. i put everything on you. really everything. but i know. you're sad now. you don't the love from me anymore. feel coldness from me. haix. all i can say is sorry. don't want you to leave me. and i don't want to leave you. i really don't want. but things seems to keep me away from you. i'm scare really scare. scare that one day i might be able to be with you. because of m, your health is getting weaker. please do take care of your health.i don't want anything to happen to you. stay strong and healthy. i need you more then anything else. though i might be showing it out to you. but deep in my heart i still need you. haix. i really don't know what to do if one day you're not around. haix. tell me what can i do. i'm really lost. i don't know what to do. ahhh. i'm going crazy soon. might as well ask him kill me sua. i don't want to suffer anymore don't want to worry for so many thing anymore. kill me anyone. signing off...naughtyboy10.43pm16/03/08
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Friday, March 14, 2008
hmm. yesterdat finally got to see her. so good can? and i realise she'd lose weight. haix. heart so pain. dear arh mus eat more drink more and rmb to eat your medicine. kays? without me you still mus eat your medicine. okays okays?miss silly gal. you're loved by naughtyboy. hahx. must remember this worx. yaya? muackx. i don't care what people say or told me.i know it's not you. i believe you. they maybe using you name and link to tag his blog saying that you still love or what. what a bull shit can? i don't really want to care. cause it's not anyway. this people is stupid. hahx.monday can see you again. that time you must be well kays? my baobei kerryn. hahx. you this little hai gong. must take care of yourself. don't want to hear you bang this knock that causing bruise and scars. so clumsy eh. aiyo. knock knock eh!!!i think i'll be blogging everyday bahr? hahx. want to record down everything that have happen. and i'm still waiting for the day where we can really bt together. though it's still far. but i'm sure we can hang on till that day. (: 11 more days to 4mth wow.fast fast. mayb we can't celebrate together but will try to celebrate with you. hmm. will try to get something for you. we haven't been celebrating our monthly anniversary neh. i hope this time we can celebrate. and stillwe haven't been quarrelling yet, woohoo. let's carry on like this forever. though many people say if a couple didn't quarrel then it's not a couple le. but i don't agree to this sentence. we didn't quarrel but we're still fine.i loved the way it is now. we don't quarrel over matter. but we talk about what's wrong with our r/s. and we work for the better. hahx. anyway end here le. (: tc. i love you my baobei kerryn. (:signing off...naughtyboy4.05pm140308
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i now then realise that i've been posting for this pass few days le. wow. hmm.i seriously miss my dear eh. last tym when we didn't meet each other we still can sms or chat on the phone. now want to sms or chat also can't. wth. don't know when will all this end. i'd enough of it le. why can't you let me be with her. we didn't do anything wrong at all. then u called me and scolded me. and even warned me. that if i ever see kerryn or call kerryn. you're either going to kill me or wacked me. but i really don't know which cells in your brain had spoil or even tore. if u want to kill me it's anything the right. you might as well kill me now. what the hellareyou waiting for? don't you know if you kill a person it's a death sentence if you're caught? are you sick of your life already?at first we're okays. we even had dinner together. then now you're another person. you really shocked me can? yu better don't do anything to kerryn. if not i'm going to make go in again. i really hate you to core. you simply scuks man!!!hmm. dear. how are you? didn't receive any of your sms today. i'm really worry for you eh. please be fine okays? take care of yourself. you're sick again. haix. drink more water and eat your medicine. yaya? end here le. i love you.(:signin off...naughtyboy10.15pm120308
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
so sianx this few days... won't be able to see dear for some time. haix. i miss her alot. wonder how's she now. she's been having nightmare for many days. i'm si worry for her. hope that she's fine. dear please hang on alright? we'll be together for sure. don't give up hope alright? hold my hand tightly and don't let it go. i'll walk you through every single obsticle. have faith in yourself. have faith in me too. don't think too much either. nothing goin to happen. yeah? (: i'm always around. though i may not be by your side. but m heart's always with you. yesterday you called me and you cried. at that moment my heart break into pieces. really hurt to hear your crys. don't cry my dear. you're crying for many days le. n more crying alright? why must this happen to us? we did nothing wrong. just because we loved each other? and we're treated like this? is this fair? we didn't even commit crime or kill anyone. we just simply loved each other that's all. just this little thing also wrong? can't it be fair for us? we already don't have much time to spend with one another. now the more we can't meet up and spend time with each other. what is this? can anyone tell me? i really don't want this to continue. there's a phrase that says this : when you gain something you'll lose something. now we're losig something so are we gaining something? or is the deep loved that we gain. the unbeatable love that we gain? maybe it is. no more mood to blog on. take care people. signin off...naughtyboy10.57pm110308
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Monday, March 10, 2008
hmm. why you always think so much eh. silly gal. knock knock eh. how many time want me to tell you? i'll nv leave you. don't always think so much nahr. yeah? (: iloveyou nahr.silly gal. no matter what difficulties or problem we face. i'll never leave. instead i'll hold your hand tight adn walk through it with you. yeah? i'll not let you walk alone. never will it going to happen. i'll not let you face problem by yourself. please try me whatever problem you're facin. let me share with you. i don't care what other people say. they're telling me, you still love him, you don't love me truly. but i don't care. cause i believe you truly love me. people also commented that, i'm not fit to be with you. you and him look perfect, it's a matching couple. but you chose to be with me. i don't know what thing i have to attract you. but your heart and faithfulness touch me. make me want to be with you want to take care of you. though i can't predict future. but i'll work towards future. i want to be with you. wants you to be my wife. you're everything that i have now. i need you more then anything else. hmm. i lead you out of darkness but i have yet to make you suffer lesser. haix. this is where i failed. i wanted to do something for you. but then i really don't know what to do. all i want you to do is not think too much. have faith in me have faith in yourself. we'll be together in the end. don't want you to be dreaming of me leaving you or what. my silly gal. knock your head!!! i'm use to knocking your head when you did something wrong or you want to do the wrong things. used to carry your things for youused to hold your hand tightly and trying to let go. hehx. but i didn't to do that. i'm just playing with you. hehx. 'll never let go of your hand dear. (: muackxtake care and iloveyou. miss you terriblysignin off...naughtyboy12.52am100308
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
today i was woken up by a shocking call. 4.30am in the morning lea. wth. i tio kan by dear dad for no reason. warned me not to call dear or see her. if not he'll wack me if he happen to know it. didnt't tell me a reason before he say that. wth!!!. i did nothing wrong. she did nothing wrong too. it's you who's angry for don't know what thing. then vent your anger on your family and me? is this fair not. lol. and you even killed a dog. a dog that so innocent. wth. think carefully la. you can killed a dog. i'm sure you will kill one of your family member one day. i'm starting to hate you le. though you're her dad. but you made me no choice but to hate you. i won't leave her. won't leave my gal. yes we'll not be meeting each other from now on. but if our hearts together. we'll be together in the end. nothing will change our love. our story shall continue on. and it's never ending. why can't a couple that love each other alot be together? they always have to been through alot of obstruction, problem, difficulties before they can really be together. but in the end they can only be together like for a while only? wth is this. why this the world so unfair? yes nothing is fair in this world. but at least can reduce thing's that obstructing couple to be together right?or is this consider a challenge? does it want us to overcome difficulties and more difficulties. solver more and more problem. let's take it as a challenges? we'll overcome it in the end. dear hang on tightly. don't let go of your hand. though this path isn't that simple to walk. but i'll walk with you till the day we can really be together. let's prove to people out that we'll be together no matter what. (:it's going to be a tough road. rest asure. i'm going to accompany you and walk on. hang on dear. it's just take 2yrs more. mayb we aren't going to see each other for 2yrs. but we'll still stay in contact. but in the dark. can't let him know. he'll have to kill me before i leave you. i doubt he can do that. but let's don't try that. for it'll only make things worst.25 nov 07 isn't a date to be just fun only. it's the date i found you. for years down the road. this date will always be in my mind. on it'll also be the date i'm going to take you as my wife. (: iloveyou (: take good care of yourself, don't forget to eat your meals, learn to do thing without me, don't always eat fastfood, rememeber to eat your medicine, drink you water, don't play in the rain, and remember one important things : you still have me. no matter what happen. i'll be with you. no matter what it takes even if i have to give up my life or health, i'll still want to be with you. (:lastly. IloveYou.weeliat & kerryn25 Nov 0700:55amImissYousignin off...naughtyboy4.17pm080308
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Friday, March 7, 2008
what the hell is going on? why do some people want to spam use other name to spam people blog? is it very fun to do that? i think so los. my dear is being sabotage by so many people. why do people want to make her a scapegoat. things isn't done by my dear yet people claim that it's her jus because of the link and the name. think again la. who will be so stupid to put their own name and blog if they want to spam. don't have brain oso can use ass to think ma. so ridiculos los. i jus simply don't get it.what have my dear done to make you people hate her so much. does her life and death got to do with you people? who she want to be with also concern you people? what is this? her life and death don't need you all to say anything. mind your own business la. don't be like a child la. jealous this jealous that. and find fact before scoldin anyone or even to say anything. a word that's wrong spoken can cause a death. and if you're the one whoe say something can cause a death. do you good? will you leave with conscious? anything not happy come find me la. i'm her boyfriend. don't find her. want to spam come spam me la. lol. say whatever you one on me la. lol. stupid right? hmm. today went to find dear in the morning @ 6am!!! omg!!! it's early can? then came to my house and sleep. cause we're really too tired. hahx. then wake mummy up @ 10am. den she daze there till 1030 i think. then she went out to buy things. lol. then bought food for me to eat. hehx. then eat hao le. went to bed and sleep again. was suppose to leave @ 1pm but in the end me and gal sleep till 2pm then wake up. daze there till 230 then jiu take cab go amk. hahx. eat mos burger. same old place. but different food. bt so sucky los. next time don't want to order that anymore. after that we went to courts to see laptop. saw this laptop that interest the both of us. but then promotion end this sunday. what the hell!!! then gal was like huh??? she wanted to buy that. but then her family doesn't support her. haix. i can't do anything also. wanted to pay for also. but then i was like poorer then her. lol. how to help. sianx. then boh bian must wait los. hmm.school startin in a month time. omg!!! so fast. sianx diaox. wondering what kind of friend will i meet in simei ite. hahx. i need to find a job with good pay. lol. and doesn't need me to work so long. i want to open my own shop!!! sianx don't feel like blogging le. tc.iloveyou. (:signin off...naughtyboy11.23pm070308
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Thursday, March 6, 2008
suddenly i feel that my distance with her is getting bigger and bigger. she have a job now. and her pay is very high. and she say she must slim down and make up for that job. haix. in order words. once she's getting more and more pretty. more and more people will be attracted by her. and also means the higher chance i'll be replace by another guy who's more handsome the me bahr? haix. yesterday i dreamt that : she's with another guy. saw them holdin hand and all that. i went up to ask her who's that guy. and she say that he's her new boyfriend. and i asked what about me. she replied this " you? what are you? so poor and the job you're doing now doesn't even fit to be with me. scram okays? " it's a dream only. but it seems so real to me. haix. will this really happen on me? will she really leave me.i know i'm not that good looking to be with her. the guys around her look much more better then me. my job nw doesn't let me earn much. she'll be earning like $500-$1000 per month now? yet i'm like earnin less then $400. i know it's too little. it isn't enough for her to spend.haix. i really feel so tiny infront of her. there's so much thing i wanted to tell her. but it's like nvm. i don't want to lose her. she's everything now. i really don't know what her heart really think. she always keep things to herself. and doesn't let me know. haix. i seems to be knowing her lesser and lesser. once her job start. i'll be further and further from her. will she despise me?will she like want to be further from me? hmm. i'm not meeting her much when my school start. means the time i'll be with her is getting lesser and lesser. haix. i'm so so so confused. i don't know what will happen will i start school. i don't want anything to happen. gal will anything happen? haix.i. . . don't know will anyone tr to break us up again. or to spam our blog for no reason.hmm. but if she really despise me or not? i know she won't but somethings is really hard to say. i trust her. but i don't trust myself. i know i have more negative things then positive things. haix. i don't have a good things that's like by people. haix.suan le. don't want to say anymore. tc all. will post again.signin off...naughtyboy1.40pm06/03/08
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
hmm. this two days. dear's mood isn't that well. i'm so worried for her. it's like she's someone else. she shocked me. ):hmm. it seem like we're further and further apart. what happen actually? can anyone please tell me? i really want to know. is it because of that one week? after one week. everything seem to change alot really alot. what's going on actually? gal and i seem to become stranger. it's like when we 1st met. gal. have faith in yourself. don't lose faith and confidence on yourself. hold on tight. we're going to last forever. we're going to get married when the time is ripe. don't leave me. stay strong and healthy. iloveyou (: on this long journey. it's just you and i. no one can ever break us up. none!!! spammer please get lost alright. you're not welcomed to my blog n my gal blog. please get the fact right before you say anything. if not please get lost.spammer ain't welcome at all!!! our love maybe further and further. but i'll hang on to it. and find the missing part to the problem. and let our love become what it is from the beginning. something is just missing. but rest asure. i'm not going to let go of this relationshop so easy. for it's hard to let go. yeah?gal. no matter wat happen. please be strong. this two days i saw you torturin yourself. i tried to stop. but there's nothing i can do. i feel so helpless. it hurts me alot when i saw you torturing yourself. i feel so bad. it reali hurts. my heart's so pain. haix. what can i do to help you? please tell me. control your emotion. you're not alone as i say. you have me. tell me your problem. let me help you. i know it's hard for you to change. i hope you can change that. share your problem with me. and you'll feel more relax. and not so stressed. don't solve things by yourself. let me help you solve. i'm your boyfriend alright? not anyone on the street.you still need my help sometime right? i'll take care of you. not only now. but it the future our next life. so on and so forth. you're just like a baby to me. my dear eh. i love you. it's not just a 8 letter. but it's what my heart really feel. i don't know what can i do to let your mind stop tinkin of the negative side. don't doubt my words and action. it's all from my bottom of my heart.(:take good care of yourself yeah? be a healthy gal. (: my little baby (: muackx i love you. 25 Nov 07The Day We Mark Our Lovesignin off...naughtyboy10.09pm020308
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