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Monday, January 21, 2008

hmm... todae dear came my hse... sianx... she's broke again... cox she cab dwn my hm n cab back tu her hse... sianx... i feel so bad for lettin her pay money... sianx eh...

hmm.. todae she's sick... she vomited!!! omg cn??? im so so wry... ahh!!! n n dis few im nt feelin well... i dono y sia... omg!!! sianx... hmm... was glad dat i still cn see her todae... (: thx gal... u arh... tc of urslf... n eat medicine if ur sick ok??? alamak... knock knock arh!!! lol...

hmm... i dono y dis few lyk hen emo emo lyk dat... keep cryin while im postin... hen useless eh??? hmm... dono y eh... i scare dear will leave mi... goin 2 mth le... dis fri is 2mth!!! yipee!!! gona spent it wif dear... (: hehx... no work no nth... hahx... iloveu dear!!!

hmm... nth much todae... enjoyed evry moment wif u baobei (: i love it... end here le... gud buaix!!! 9 mths frm nw is my birthdae!!!... still long!!!

signin off...
naughtyboy
1050pm
210108
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

hi im back postin le. (: todae pei dear almost da whole dae. frm 11am to 5pm. den i went to work. de dear went hm wif her sis. lol. sry eh. i let u go hm alone =/ don angry eh. =/

hmm we went arcade play da dono wat game for abt an hr sia. lol. bt still lost. bt den we'r top! hahx. hmm. den jiu went tu lan shop. online ; play audition ; play mani game. went dere for lyk 2 hr bah. den jiu went tu eat. den dear pei mi go take mrt. (: thx dear. ily (:

hmm. gona 2mth le. hahx. we broke record (: no quarrel no arguemet (: hooray. hmm. dear eh. tc of urslf. im awaes wry for ur health. im sick dis few dae. omg. hen xin ku nw! alamak. im so so cold cn? wth!
dear we're gona last. trust mi (: i wun leave u da. i wun leave sumone i love for sumone i lyk for da one i lyk will leav mi for da one dey luv (: rmb dis sentence? i edit it nahr. (: hmm.

i noe im awaes tinkin too much. bt its bcox im afraid u'll leave mi for him. i noe he still care n concern for u. hmm. sumhw he's a bf for he tried tu pei u n make ting for u eat n giv u stuff all dos. hmm. don wry. im tinkin much nw. jus statin da fact.

mayb i cnt be lyk him, noe hw tu express feelin. mayb i cnt be as lucky as him tu take u tu marina tu eat seafood n even cook for u tu eat for i cnt afford dat. mayb i cnt afford tu buy even a small stuff toy for u. mayb im nt as lucky as him tu stay overnight wif him. mayb i cnt spent da tym he cn spent wif u. hmm.

bt bt. i wun be lyk him. hurt u so bad. haix. bt in da end i still lose tu him bah? he's so swt afterall? i noe im nt. for i dono hw tu sweettalk nor do sweet little for u. hmm. bt i tink im hurtin dear over n over again. be it da ting i sae nor da ting i do. i noe sumhw she's hurt by mi. im sry dear. i made u wry so much. even nid u tu pay for food n all dos. its suppose tu my job tu do. bt evrytym its u hu pay it. im sry. for i reali don hv money. cn call mi xiao bai lian bah. i noe im reali poor. im tryin vry hard tu save money nw. bt haix. i still keep spent spent n spent. sry dear. cn sae im silly or wat.

bt dat hw's naughtyboy is. a poor guy ; ugly guy ; useless guy ; keep hurtin my gf ; don bring happiness tu gf ; a stupid guy ; montone ; borin person ; i guess dat all my personality bah? reali don fit tu be ani girl da bf. thx for lettin mi hold ur hand n hug u on da b4 we stead. im reali happy. i thot u wld jus push mi away for i aint ur bf at dat point of tym. jus gan onli. hmm. im gttin weaker n weaker le. i dono y. reali vry weak. bt i cnt be weak. for i nid tu tc of dear n nt she tc of mi.

hmm. dear let our story goes on. let mi hold ur hand foreva. (: i nid u ; i'll die if u were tu leave mi =/ mayb its a usual sentence rtye. hmm. believe it or nt. i'll do it. i hv thot of leavin dear b4. nt cox i don luv her animore i don adore her animore. its cox i tink i reali don fit tu wif her. be it my status be it myy evryting. it doesnt fit at all. dear wna buy ting oso don dare let mi noe. for she noe i cnt afford it. den don wna let mi feel bad. when i noe dis. i went emo diao. im reali so dat freakin useless. dear wan da ting i cnt afford ; dear sick im nt by her side ; dear sad i don at all ; i mayb emo dis few dae. for i tink im gttin more useless n weak each dae. cnt pei her much ; ps-ed her ; make her pay for stuffs ; made her wry ! a bad bf bah???

if anione wna scold mi for dat. go ahead bah. i noe i deserved tu be scolded! haix. tgt le. too weak nw. tc evryone.
5 more daes my dear...

signin off
naughtyboy
10.49pm
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

haix... dear y mus u torture urslf??? u noe hw hurt my hart is???pls be alrtye cn??? im reali wry abt u... one dae im reali gona collapse n nv cum up again... u saed u wun leave mi... bt da ting ur doin... makes u leave mi sooner n sooner... y??? does torturin urslf fun??? breakin my hart is fun too??? haix... don tink too much... i wun leave u da... take it dat im beggin u... don hurt urslf animore... tc of urslf... i'll go dwn on knees if dis da wae tu stop u frm hurtin urslf... or u cn hurt mi instead... i reali feel so useless... i cnt do aniting at all... nth at all... i wna hlp u... bt u seems tu be pushin mi away... when ur sick i told u tu eat medicine bt u refuse tu... if u don eat hw cn u gt well???

i reali dono wat tu do nw... cn anione tell mi... suddenly gt da urge tu hurt myslf or even gt into sum accident... ahh... bt den... i cnt... cox dear is feelin dwn nw... nth mus happen tu mi... if nt no one gona look after her... i nida stay strong... she'll be fine once she gt over evryting... ahh!!! im goin crazy!!! haix... i dono la... dear eh... mus be fine alrtye??? im reali wry for u... seein u lyk dis... my hart reali pain... u hv suffer alot le... pls tell mi ur prob cn??? don awaes keep it tu urslf... naughtyboy as ur bf is nt here tu see u suffer... is tu hlp u suffer lesser... rmb dis sentence carefully : UR NV ALONE!!! U HV NAUGHTYBOY!!! U HV SUMONE TU SHARE UR PROB WIF U!!! SO DON KEEP IT TU URSLF!!! alrtye??? i nid u... i reali nid u... i don wan tu lose u so early... dis is jus da beginin of our lyf... we hv yet tu celebrate our 1 yr tgt!!! hv yet tu engaged!!! hv yet tu marry!!! hv yet tu hv baby!!! dere's still mani mani ting we hv yet tu do... are u gona leave jus lyk dis??? i don allowed... permission isnt granted thus i cnt go... unless u sae u hv fall for sumone else or u don luv mi animore... den i hv no choice bt tu let u go... if nt u arent allow tu leave mi...

lyf is short my dear... bt still we hv tu make full use of dis short lyf... it mayb be a long n tough path for us tu be tgt... bt im sure we cn walk thru n overcome dos difficulties... nth will topple us dwn... nth n no one shall break us up... as long as our hart stay tgt foreva... we'll be tgt foreva... hmm... slpin tym nw... don wna tink too much... gud bye evryone... bye... if one dae ur didnt see or hear frm naughtyboy animore... sumhw ur noe wat happen tu naughtyboy... =/

signin off...
naughtyboy
11.16pm
160108
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

hmm... jus went tu HIS blog... den i realise smt... all dis while i didnt giv dear aniting at all!!! wat a bad bf bah??? :/ hmm... da tym dey hv tgt... is much much more den mi... dono y suddenly feel lyk cryin... nt cox im hartbroken... cox i cnt spend much wif her... as im workin all dis while... n gt sintua tingy n lion dance... haix... sry dear... thou u n HIM awaes quarrel... bt at least ur spend alot of tym tgt... bt HE didnt cherish u...



tears flowin dwn wheneva i went tu HIS blogs... n again... tears flowin dwn nw... i noe i shldt tink too much n nt even went tu HIS blog... bt i still went... dey did mani romantic tgt i cn sae??? HE cook for her??? gave her soft toys??? gave her hamster??? celebrated evry mth tgt??? while i did none... nt even spendin da 1st mth tgt... im reali so sry... i noe i shldnt tink too much da... bt i feel dat im an useless da bf... im vry bad bah??? did nth bt hurtin her... ya mayb i am... wheneva she's sick or wat... i cnt be by her side... takin care of her... when she's feelin dwn... im oso nt dere for her...



dear.. im reali sry for tinkin so much... i noe u'll be sad if u see dis... bt still im sry... don nida feel bad or aniting... its nt ur fault... its mi hu's so kpo n curious to went tu HIS blog... n bought hurt tu myslf... stupid rtye??? noe dat im sure tu hurt when i see dos post... yet i still stupidly go see... wtf!!! da dumbest ppl in da world... haix... sumtym i reali HATE HIM... n sumtym i reali ENVY HIM... i HATE HIM cox HE HURT dear so much... n i ENVY HIM cox HE spend alot tym of wif dear... celebrate dey 1st mth/2nd mth n mani tgt...

mayb sum spammer is rtye abt HIM bah... HE'S much more better den mi... HE's gud lookin; HIS sweetness; HE'S jokes; dey cn spend more tym tgt... if i were tu compare tu HIM... its reali an heaven n an earth... HE'S da heaven while im da earth... im nt compare tu HIM... haix... da kinda da ting sweet ting HE DID... i cn nv eva do it...

dere's a song goes lyk dis:
bu shou hu de wen rong rang ni li kai wo
wo yi wei ni dou hui dong

i hope dis ting wun happen... for i dono ani sweetalk nor romantics ting... i mayb be plain plain... mayb she'll be tinkin dat " ya horx... u're nt spendin tym wif mi... nt givin mi aniting... n sweet enuff n so ugly... ' n decides tu leave tu mi... my hand shall den let go... let her free... as long as she's im happy... i don wish for aniting... jus hope dat she's fine... dere's a song in HIS blog goes lyk dis

yi ding shi wo bu gou hao
suo yi cai xiang yao tao
tao dao tian ya he hai jiao
duo zai bie ren de huai bao
ni neng bu neng bu guan guo de hao bu hao
bu gu yi duo kai bu rang wo zhi dao
zhi yao ni guo hen hao shen me dou yi bu zhong yao
wo bu hui gu yi da rao
gen bu hui rang ni fan yao
wo mei yi ye bu guan ni zhi bu zhi dao
sha sha liu zhe yan li mo mo de qi dao
xi wang ni guo de hao

its reali a meaningfull song... hope i wun doin wat da ting is dere in da lyrics... hmm... im gona stop tinkin too much... will cherish her more... n nt let cry animore... lastly... iluvu my dear... tc of urslf... i noe im nt ani better den HIM... bt at least i cherish u more den HIM... as for luv... im nt sure... for im nt HIM... dat onli for mi tu find out for u tu noe... ya mayb im reali lyk wat dos spammer sae... nt fit tu be wif u... ur much more prefect wif HIM... if u were tu wif mi... SUFFERIN IS MORE... dat wat dey sae... thou i noe its fake... bt i believe... sumhw its rtye... jun nan pei mei nu... HE'S jun nan n u're a mei nu... n im she me dou bu shi... =/ im nth in evry ppl eyes... no one will notice mi... nor noe dat naughtyboy's alive... i guess i onli bring hurt more den happy tu da ppl arnd mi... my frenx;my liondance frenx;my colleage;my sintua frenx;my frenx; n my dear... sry for da hurt dat i've created... reali sry... if ur don wna see naughtyboy... naughtyboy shall leave n nv cum back... (: thou ur may seems tu be happy wif mi... bt i noe sumhw in ur hart... ur hate mi... lyk my frenx in sec sch... thou dey may seem tu smile wif n close wif mi... bt actually dey all hate mi... i noe it all along... feel da hate dey hv for mi... im dumb too continue tu wif dem rtye... if i don den i don hv ani frenx animore... hmm... forgt it... since evryone hv graduated... its tym tu noe another group of frenx le... i mayb forgtten... bt u're nt... =/ don miss mi when im gone...

signin off...
naughtyboy
10.11pm
150108
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naughtyboy's back here postin again... hehx... hmm... sianx norh... ytd went find dear dear @ arnd 150 lyk dat... den went cp eat... hahx... den at 1st cnt pei her go hm da... den suddenly she call mi sae she don nid go band le... jiu chiong back frm kovan tu sengkang find her... hahx... den went amk... den da tym was 4.55pm n 1 hr more tu work!!! she sae wna go amk hub walk walk 1st... den i jiu pei her los... tym was 5.05pm!!! den tu bits n pieces tu see ring... bt all nt nice da... den went couple lab tu see los... tym was 515pm!!! den we'r at dere chosin los... kns... chose le vry long... decide tu chose a black ring dat cn turn n turn da... hahx... its $88!!! n one great news... im sure tu be late for work... tym was 535pm... cab dear hm le... den i oso cab hm too... n indeep im reali late... sianx... lucky nth happen...

hmm... dear eh... don awaes feel bad dat im late... its ok da... hmm... thou spent $88 for dis ring... bt was shared wif dear... hmm... i shared keep dis ring... n nt tu lose it... im vry scare i'll lose dis ring sia... mus keep it in a safe place...

evry moment wif u mayb short... bt i enjoyed it... i cherished each n evry moment wif u... be it an hr??? or 4 hr??? or even 30 min... i still cherish it... im nv gona let ur hand go... n pls giv up so easily... i noe ur awaes cryin @ nite... w/o mi noein... haix... don tink too much my dear... no one n nth cn replace u in my hart... mayb i didnt show out da kind or care or love u wan... bt i my hart... i care alot abt u... n love u alot... hmm... tc alrtye... don nida wry abt my health... rmb... im strong n fit... i wan sick oso cnt sia!!! so u cn fang xing... yaya??? gtg... goin slp again... vry tired... mitin dear ltr... hehx...

signin off...
naughtyboy
8.47am
150108
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Monday, January 14, 2008

hi ppl naughtyboy is back here postin again... hehx... its been long since i last post... let's make dis a long one... hmm... gona 2 mth le... hmm... we haven quarrel yet... hehx... i itnk im hurtin her alot le... cnt mit her cox im workin or cox of sintua tingy... haix... sry dear...

don sae nt ur nt gud enuff for mi... for ur too gud for mi... im awaes saein dis to u... n pls don eva tink of waes too hurt u le... wheneva u do dat... it break my hart... hmm... u hv suffer enuff frm him le... he leave a deep scar in ur hart... n i noe scar nv heals... for it'll be a mark dere foreva... thus i don wna hurt u animore... u sae u wun leave mi... i noe... bt if u don tc fo urslf... ur reali gona leave mi... n i don wan dis to happen... alrtye???

thx for lettin mi feel da love again... i feel loved frm u... da kinda love i nv had b4... i noe dis tym im serious... reali serious... dis shall be my last r/s eva le... im nt gona fall for another gal le... n in dis one mth plus... ppl tried to break us up... bt in da end... we walked thru it... im wonderin y sum stupid ppl is doin ting or saeing ting tu break us up... dey'll hv retirbution for da dat...

hmm... 11 more daes tu mth my dear... hehx... its nt da end... bt its da begining... as dae goes by... our hart bcum much more stronger... no one shall eva break us up... no one will succeed in doin dat... hahx... im gona gt my pay soon... hahx... bt den nida pay bills/deposit tu bank/buy contact lens... thus its means no money for mi tu spent!!! alamak...

hmm... dear... dono if ur read it or nt... bt rmb wat i awaes sae alrtye... hmm... iloveyou.. ilovekerryn!!! (: tc my frenx... shall post nxt tym (:

signin off...
naughtyboy
10.47am
14.01.08
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Saturday, January 5, 2008

so mani dae didnt post le... hmmm its 2008 le... hahx... lol... new yr mean new beginning... hahx...

hmm... i miss my baobei so much... haix... she cnt go out all dis... hmm... dono when den go out... im begining tu understand n noe da ting i wan noe for long le... i understand nw... galgal.. tc of urslf... ur sick dis few dae.. hmm... one wk i cn onli see her for lyk 3dae??? n evrydae nt more den 6hrs... haix... im startin tu learn hw tu cherish sumone le... dis tym i reali wna cherish her n nt let her go animore... mitin each other doesnt mean gud... for u dono hw tu cherish... as u'll take it for granted dat he/she will be dere wif u evrydae... i learn mani mani ting... ppl learn frm mistake so do i... hmm... dis tym i'll nv let go animore... n dis shall be my last r/s... n its reali last one...

i mus nt hurt her... for she had areadi suffer so much frm her ex... n dat's enuff le... i wan u see her happy awaes... n nt cryin all dae long... imiss u my dear... we'll nt be apart... we'll go thru evryting tgt till da dae we die... hmm...

i luv baobei (: 20 more daes u our 2nd mth (:

signin off...
naughtyboy
5.25pm
050108