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Wednesday, August 29, 2007


sianx sianx sianx... prelim2 begin le... wth!!! eng n ss pass le... tml is ge0... arh!!! hw hw...

ss d0n0 cn pass an0t... kns... da qns s0 da chim si0!!! hw d0??? d0n care pass le... tml ge0 studyin f0r... didnt n0e manufacturin s0 easy... kns... shld study it early early ma... kns...

n n... i t0dae try wear da shirt gal f0r w0... i l00k s0 s0 paikia sia... c0x i didnt smile ma... l0l... hwhw!!! i scare kns wack si0... ah!!! hlp hlp... bt bt... tink nth will happen da ba??? hahx...

n n... t0dae after exam... went tu l0t1 wif edmund tu mit weichuan... kns after eatin dey sae wna Kb0x... its lyk dia0x l0l... wth!!! den jiu g0 l0s... 11 each si0!!! l0l... hwhw!!!

d0n care d0n care... hahx... hv fun ma... sing till thr0at pain si0... hahx...

gal gal... hahx... we'll last alrtye??? hahx... n n... 3 m0re dae.... hahx... its gttin nearer n nearer... hahx... w0aini... haven gt aniting f0r her si0... tml mus g0 find le... haix haix... hwhw... d0n0 wat tu buy f0r her... mus tink real carefully...

smt hand-made is better... h0pe i cn find da ting i nid s0 i start d0in da it... ily nahr... (:

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naughtyb0y
10.28pm

290807
I miss her.
Monday, August 27, 2007

0mg... dis 3 dae i jus saw my gal in da m0rning f0r less den 40 min... l0l... simply miss her si0... wth!!! w0nder hw i pass dis 3 dae... hahx...

t0dae wake up in da m0rning at 6 den call gal at 615... mit her at 640... den pei her g0 sch... hahx... wah wah... saw da shirt she b0ught f0r mi... da size is s sia... w0nder hw im g0na wear it... i tink its small si0... bt in da aftern00n tried wearin it... it still cn fit w0 la... hahx... bt den i wear till weird weird da l0s... l0l...

den came hm n slp till 11plus... its lyk s0 shi0k cn??? hahx... n n it rain... hahx... lucky i call gal tu bring jacket... tink she's nt c0ld ba... haix haix... didnt gt tu see her after her less0n... haix haix... sad sad ): i reali miss her cn???

den went tu tua at abt 2plus... n n... my mum didnt make c0ntact f0r mi... wth!!! im lyk s0 sad n0rh... haix haix... tml cn see my gal le... hahx... n n... smt happen tu my mum...

0mg... i scare ti0 si0... she suddenly bcum s0 weak cn??? waka0x... d0n0 wat happen tu her... 'dua ah bei' a hell g0d sae she gt a slight asthma.. l0l... im lyk sh0ck n0rh... den dad sae vry danger0us mus l00k after mum... h0pe she's fine l0s... haix haix...

n n... i miss my gal al0tal0t... 0mg... bt bt tml cn cn see her le... yeah... (: five m0re dae... hahx... n still c0untin dwn... hahx... ily(: h0pe its f0reva... hahx... dat al ba...

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naughtyb0y
11.50pm
270807
sad-ed.

sianx si0... haix... t0dae didnt reali hug my gal... haix... see her awhile nia... haix... miss her si0... den actually cn mit her da... bt den nida g0 tua s0 cnt mit her... sry gal...



t0dae nth much la... ltr g0in dwn tua... den mayb will late cum hm... haix... tml exam si0... scare scare... gal...



gal... u mus be happy tu hv ur parents... dey d0te u al0t... yaya??? hmm... as i ytd sae i suddenly feel s0 s0 useless... d0n0 y... mayb its c0x u

another day no meet!.
Sunday, August 26, 2007

w0w... an0ther dae didnt mit up wif gal le... d0n0 hw's she... hahx... t0dae she went 0ut wif her family... den i gt ting tu d0 at my sintua... c0x tml 15 ma... s0 mus prepare... hahx...

t0dae a sianx dae... in da m0rning went tu ah ma hse tu pai ah g0ng... den t0k abt da ting after my 0 lvl... hahx... my ah ma actually prepare a sum 0f m0ney f0r my futur studies... 0mg... didnt n0e dat si0... dat nice 0f her... dat sum 0f m0ney is g0na be jus spent 0n my sch fees... n da rest will be paid either by myslf 0r my parents... hahx... sianx sianx sianx... den went p00l awhile... den abt 330 lyk dat i went tu tua... tu d0 ting... hahx...

jus reach hm nt l0ng nia... hahx... sianx... gal didnt reply w0... d0n0 wat she d0in 0s0... hahx... she actually b0ught mi a shirt... 0mf... its lyk s0 t0uch cn??? bt den is green n black stripe da... bt its 0k la... gal buy da will wear n0 matter wat da... hahx... its a nice c0l0ur actually... hahx... yaya???

ily gal... hahx... 6 m0re dae... c0unting dwn... hahx... its lyk s0 fast cn??? hahx... its gud... tink i n0e wat tu buy le... hahx... mayb g0in tu buy either 0n tue 0r thur... hahx... mus buy arh... lucky i gt sum m0ney tu spare f0r da present... hahx...

t0dae a sianx dae afterall... dat all ba...

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naughtyb0y
9.20pm
260807
Sianx Again.
Saturday, August 25, 2007

few dae b0h p0st le... sianx sianx sianx... t0dae mayb nt mitin my gal... c0x she's till slpin... haix... she awaes s0 tired da si0... d0n0 when den she wun be s0 tired... sianx sianx sianx... h0pe she d0n mind... c0x i gt li0n dance at 4pm... sudden change da.. haix...

0ne m0re weeks tu 010907... hahx... didnt n0e tym pass s0 fast... at 1st... i was lyk huh da tym pass s0 sl0w sia... den nw 0ne m0re wk tu 010907 le... hahx... mus gt ready sum m0ney le... hahx... d0n0 wat tu buy f0r her neh!!! mus tink carefully... hahx...

ytd... i was lyk sia0x after sch... c0x she sae wna msg mi when her less0n end... bt den she didnt... i didnt n0e her hp was wif dat GAL kns... den i was at 2nd lvl... saw her playin wif guys... den i was lyk nvm l0s... den i went 0ut tu wait f0r her... bt den i waited quite l0ng... den quite dulan le... c0x i saw dat GAL ma... den nvm l0s... i walk tu badmint0n c0urt... n msg her... bt she didnt reply... den i called her... bt she didnt pick up... den i jiu walked away l0s...

den she called mi... ask mi whr m i... i sae im at da brigde n she ask mi tu wait... bt den i didnt... i sae see hw l0s... den i hang da ph0ne... den i went tu t0p up m0ney... n dat GAL f0ll0w gal tu find mi... den i d0n reali wna see her da... bt b0h bian she's her jie ma... wat cn i d0... yaya??? den im lyk 0k l0s... went tu pay bill... bt d0n0 wat wr0ng... kns... cnt pay... puaycheebye l0s... kns... den was damn dulan... den went tu singap0re p0st tu pay...

den 0k le... kns... den gal wna g0 l0t1... den i pei her l0s... den gal sae nida g0 hm take d0nati0n card tu pass up... den i pei her l0s... bt den im still dulan la... haix... sry gal... didnt mean tu be lyk dat da... c0x i sae dat GAL... dat y... i t0ld u b4... wheneva i saw her my m00d change real fast...

n sry f0r nt takin ne0-print wif u... c0x i reali d0n hv da m00d tu take... n i dumb dumb didnt hlp gt da eey0re u wan... sry neh...

den went my hse n slp again... hahx... den d0n0 y we suddenly bcum vry c0ld... den i send her hm... 0n da wae hm... we didnt t0k... reali didnt t0k... 0nli untill i send her tu her hm... d0n0 y she dragged mi tu her hm... den i realise her parent nt at hm... hahx... dumb dumb mi again...

im hvin headache... n she made mil0 f0r w0... hahx... s0 nice cn??? hahx... i th0t she make f0r herslf da... hahx... l0l... stay till arnd 10 den i went hm le... c0x scare her parent cum back ma...

end 0f st0ry... hahx... sianx sianx sianx... g0in li0n dance s00n... gal mus eat w0rx... kieskies??? tc w0rx... ily(:

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naughtyb0y
1.33pm
250807
Sianx Diaox.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007

hahx... p0stin tym... well t0dae nth much l0s... m0rning rain den mit gal at lrt stati0n... sianx sianx sianx... den den pe tym g0 gym... eng tym i slp... den recess... den ss tym i 1st listen tu clax si0... bt still gt slp in da last 15 min... den chinese less0n went dnt blk... alm0st ti0 wif andre... bt didnt la... hahx... den play bb... while im still wearin jacket... den after playin... im lyk sweatin lyk hell l0s... den ms ng wan mi giv her letter... c0x tu tell vp 0r p dat im 0ffcially dr0p dnt le... hahx...

den blahblahblah... waited f0r z0na mei da stead... den after went tu lim bang tu wait f0r nadia... c0x gal n her wan g0 watch m0vie... den i went hm slp... slp till gal msg w0... hahx... its lyk s0 shi0k l0s... i cn slp neh!!! cham lia0 la... tink im g0na bcum pig le... wth!!! i 0nli eat slp n slack... waka0x... sianx sianx sianx...

tink dat al ba... hahx... ily gal... (: hahx...

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naughtyb0y
11.13pm
220807
Happy 3 Weeks (:.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007

tml 3 weeks le... r u happy durin dis 3weeks??? i m happy n at da same tym sad... lets t0k abt happy 1st...

im happy c0x i n0e dere's sum0ne hu luv w0... n dat u... im happy tu hv u by my side... th0u dere's cryin, saddness... bt dat all part 0f a r/s... n we'r fine after dat... hahx... we manage tu g0 thru dis 3weeks... peacefully i cn sae??? hahx... we went tu escape, watch m0vie, watch firew0rks, fun peace n laughter... hahx... its nice i cn sae... i luv it... d0 u??? hahx... if ur sad pls let mi n0e... i'll be dere tu share wif u... be dere tu care f0r u... hahx... c0x ur my gal ma... hahx...

as f0r da sad part neh... hmm... hw shld i start??? sad c0x 0f mani ting??? c0x 0f da w0rd u sae??? c0x 0f da ting u d0??? ytd u sae dis sentence which reali reali hurt w0 al0t al0t... i ask u jackie is shui... den u reply 'MY GAN LAOGONG' la... den im lyk... yaya... he's ur ganla0g0ng... d0es dat mean im nth??? mayb im ba... im nth ma... he's ur ganla0g0ng ma... if i make u sad 0r hurt ni... he'll cum find w0 ryte rtye??? hmm... X'( at least when ur sad 0r wat 0ther den mi u still gt ur GANLAOGONG ma... yaya?? den as f0r w0 neh... i 0s0 gt... my bed l0s... hahx... th0u i d0n share j0y wif my bed... at least i share my tears wif my bed... when im sad i d0n reali sh0w it tu u... c0x i n0e u wun feel it... n d0n wna see u sad 0s0... hahx... wil jus bcum em0 nia... den will diam diam... den after awhile im fine le... hahx...

well... gal... dis 3weeks im happy... hahx... c0x i hv u... yaya??? hahx... dat al i wan... as l0ng as i hv u cn le... hahx... th0u i may seem em0 0r wat... bt after awhile im back tu n0rmal le... s0 d0n wry kieskies??? n i'll tc 0f myslf da... hahx... yaya??? u mus learn tu tc 0f urslf t00... d0n fall sick anim0re... its nt fun... yaya??? hahx... 010807 is my hart... hahx... as well as u... hahx... ily... (:

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naughtyb0y
210807
1019pm
Take Care Gal.
Monday, August 20, 2007

well t0dae dere's nth much tu rite abt...

t0dae gal didnt g0 sch... c0x her leg still pain i tink... aiy0... den t0dae was my eng O lvl exam... wth!!! da pic s0 t0ugh l0s... d0n0 hw tu sae... kns... aniwae pass le la... mus w0rk hard f0r da paper den... in0rder tu sc0re a B3...

den den went tu find gal after dat... her leg's 0k le... hahx... s0 happy f0r her... bt she still ask mi carry her arnd... hahx.. den i carry l0s... my gal ma... hahx... den same same... went tu my hse n slp again... hahx... bt didnt stay l0ng... c0x after dat i nida g0 tu guan n train... hahx...

sry gal didnt pei ni till late late... th0u ur leg 0k le... still nida tc kieskies???

w0w w0w... 20dae le... tym pass s0 fast... n its gud... hahx... den cn faster pass o lvl... hahx... bt b4 o lvl... is my birthdae... h0pe tu gt m0st 0f da ting i wan in my wishlist... hahx...

gal... g0na cherish evry m0ment we hv nw... wun let u g0... will h0ld u tight wif mi... hahx... h0pe we reali last l0ng l0ng... n h0pe its f0reva... i mayb be call a naughtyb0y... bt im still gud w0rx... hahx...

d0n0 hw u feel dis 20 dae... is it happy??? sad??? enj0yable??? suck??? 0r wateva... 010907 g0na cum in 2 weeks tym... n it lies 0n teacher dae... hahx... nida save m0ney tu buy ting... bt b4 dat... mus save m0ney f0r ne0 print dis fri... pr0mise ni da... will cmf g0 take da... hahx...

mus take gud care 0f urslf w0rx... dis few dae weather super c0ld... s0 mus tc neh... cnt catch a c0ld neh... if nt den cham arh!!! hahx...

tink dat all ba...

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naughtyb0y
1100pm
200807
Take Care Gal.
Sunday, August 19, 2007

t0dae quite b0 lia0... didnt g0 aniwae accept g0in my tua tu take my cap... sianx l0s...

gal's leg still pain sia... vry dan xin abt her sia... d0n0 if she's 0k nt... haix... h0pe tml she cn walk... h0pe her leg gt well s00n...

t0dae 2 dae didnt see her le neh... hahx... if she tml didnt g0 sch mean 3 dae didnt see her le... hahx... da feelin nt gud th0u... hahx... bt seein each 0ther evrydae d0esnt mean its gud t00... hahx... n upc0min dae mayb gt mit her 0ften... c0x nida study... haix haix... sry gal... if upc0min dae i cnt pei ni... reali sry neh... c0x i nida study study lea...

nida d0 well f0r my o lvl... hahx... i gt an A2 f0r chinese O lvl... yipee... n dat mdm y0ng sure sh0ck da l0s... she cmf vry stunn da l0s... even 0ther chinese teacher 0s0 stunn... bleahxxx...
c0x dey awaes saw mi kns chase 0ut by mdm y0ng... awaes d0n wna g0 her less0n... hahx... bt in da end i sc0re s0 freakin well... my frenx hu d0 her hw hu ake eff0rt tu sc0re well... did sc0re an A1... bt den w0 didnt... dia0x l0s... dey all 0s0 sh0cked... hahx... if tanweeliat chinese didnt d0 well... den he's nt tanweeliat le... hahx...

hahx... gal... if ur leg's still pain... i'll still carry ni up n dwn... n i h0pe i cn d0 f0reva... hahx... t0dae its 19 dae le... hahx... ahead 0f us is still a vry l0ng path... let mi carry u all da wae thru... hahx... ily(:

dat all ba... tc w0rx gal... hahx... h0pe ur leg rec0ver s00n...

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naughtyb0y
190807
7.30pm
Why So Many People Sick?.
Saturday, August 18, 2007

few dae didnt p0st le... c0x lazy ma... thus t0dae cum p0st... hahx...

dis few dae mani ppl sick sia... 1st is mi... den my gal... den my family... l0l.. al sick... wth!!! tink is c0x 0f mi ba... sianx sianx sianx...

sianx... gal da leg sw0llen sia... d0n0 y sia... den ytd walk till vry xin ku... den i still s0 bad ask her walk here n dere... still ask her pei mi n mum g0 ntuc buy ting... sry lea gal...

n h0rx my mum sae w0 till wat sia... ask gal y ch0se mi... mi nt hands0me n nt gud... waka0x... whr gt mum sae her s0n till lyk da??? haix... i was lyk wala0 eh...

den ytd send gal hm... i carry her alm0st al da wae tu her hm... hahx... th0u its xin ku... bt is fun... train my muscles t00... hahx... den nw she's still slpin... d0n intend tu wake her up... let her slp l0s... hahx... she's lyk awaes tired da l0s... xin t0ng si0...

ytd mum t0ld my gal... d0n put in t00 much hart 0n mi... c0x at m0st giv us 3 yr... den im g0in in army le... n durin dis 3yr... mani ting will happen... mayb she will find an0ther guy which suit her best... hu n0e ma... den after 3yr... still gt an0ther 2yr whr i wld be in army le... n dis 2yr she'll mit m0re guy.. n mayb f-und 0ne beta guy den w0... hahx... yaya??? n0 b0dy n0e...

gal... if u reali f0und a guy hu u tink its da 0nli guy f0r u 0ther den mi... tell mi... den i'll let u g0... nt h0ldin u back... as l0ng as ur happy... im happy t00... if i insist tu h0ld u back... u wun be happy da... 2wks hv jus past... i h0pe dere's still 2 mth, 2yr... 0r mayb even 20yrs... mayb im tinkin t00 much... bt i jus h0pe tu last wif ni... th0u mani mani ting hv happen... we hv arguement, saddness... happiness, j0y... evryting is in my hart n mind...

esp u... u hv areadi taken part 0f my hart... i reali d0n0 wat tu d0 if ur g0ne... as my bl0g s0ng sang... " qing ai ni bu yao li kai w0 xing li mian xiang de ren quan shi ni " dat wat my hart sae...

gal... d0n wry... i wun leave u da... if i leave u... dere mus be a reas0n f0r it da... if nt i wun nv eva leave u da... im awaes dere whr u nid mi... d0 tc 0f urslf... n i'll tc 0f myslf t00...

ily(: 010807

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naughtyb0y
2.33pm
180807
Sick Sick And Sick.
Monday, August 13, 2007

omg... t0dae im still hvin dat damn freakin fever!!! hate it man!!!

wake up at 6am t0dae... d0 da same ting... brush teeth, bath, make my breakfast... den g0 pei w0 da gal g0 sch... den blahblahblah...

after sch... msg gal tu ask whether tu mit whr... at 1st she sae l0t 0ne... den fater she call w0 n ask w0 m i... im in sch i replied... den she sae g0 badmint0n c0urt find her... kies den f0und her... she was sittin lyk 0mg... revealin her pe sh0rt... den i ask her tu sit pr0perly nxt tym... den she replied mi wif wat jeal0us 0r wateva tingy da... which make w0 vry vry upset... i jus walk away l0s... den my leg al0mst g0ne... c0x im lyk heng l0s... den i walk lyk damn fast si0... when i turn back she n0whr tu be seen...

den nvm l0s... she walk da 0ther wae... tuwards l0t1... den i went tu da atm tu t0p up my p0sb card... i msg her... bt she didnt replied... den i went tu l0t1... i saw her... she was t0kin 0n da ph0ne... im si0 c0x 0f my fever... den saw her t0kin 0n da ph0ne... make mi m0re si0... den nvm... i t0ld her im g0in hm... den she sae 0k l0s... blahblahblah...

she cried... im sry f0r makin her cry... bt im vry hurt c0x she sae d0s ting... i care abt her... dat y ask her u watch hw she sit... instead 0f listenin... she sae d0s ting... its cut my hart... real deep...

den blahblahblah... i went tu find her arnd 4plus i tink... she's 0n da f0rth fl00r... i went tu find her... bt she's wif her frenx... its lyk im invisible cn??? waka0x... i walk pass her she's lyk didnt even n0tice l0s... its mkae mi super si0...den after awhile... she's al0ne i tink... den i walk pass her... n she came tu mi... den we'r 0k...

im sry my gal... im angry is c0x i care abt u... i luv u... if i d0n luv u... i wld nt even b0ther abt wat u d0 0r sae l0s... da ting u ask mi nt tu d0 0r nt tu ch0se i listen... bt da ting i ask u nt tu d0 0r sae... did u listen ma??? ya mayb sum ba??? haix...
gal... ily):

i care f0r u al0t... if u leave mi... d0n0 wat g0na happen... i reali h0pe u try u best tu change... im changin t00... i'll st0p splittin 'k0u shui' da... i'll change dat... n my vulgarities is gttin lesser n lesser le...

be my gal f0reva will u??? i didnt pr0mise ni aniting frm da start... nw i'll make a pr0mise... nt tu sae vulgarities s0 0ften... yaya??? dat all ba...

ily(: my gal... ur being luv by naughtyboy

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naughtyboy
10.27pm
130807
Still Sick?.
Sunday, August 12, 2007

wth!!! fever-in f0r 3 dae le... kns... s0re thr0at sum m0re... d0n0 if tml cn g0 sch nt... den tml still nida tia0 dang... ahhh!!! hw hw...

thx gal... hv been l00kin after w0 f0r dis few dae... i scare ltr u 0s0 fall sick sia... den i'll be vry xin t0ng da neh... will tc 0f myslf da... ily(:

gal... u reali cn slp si0... t0dae slp till arnd 3pm... den cum my hse... u still cn slp... wah... mus salute si0... d0n0 hw u d0 dat da... i t0dae wake up eat le den g0 back slp... damn tired... mayb is c0x i sick 0r wat ba...

ahh!!!

weather gttin c0ld... mus tc w0rx... i 0s0 will da... sia0x lia0x... tml gttin chinese O lvl result... wth!!! anxi0us si0...

kieskies... end here ba... ily my gal (:

awaes rmb 010807

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naughtyb0y
120807
11.14pm
(:.
Saturday, August 11, 2007

t0dae didnt my mit gal f0r da wh0le dae untill arnd 8plus at nite lyk dat den mit her... im lyk s0 happy si0... hahx... den stay at her hse f0r awhile den she wna g0 my hse... den 0k l0s... she came tu my hse...

my br0 s0 funny l0s... saw her all sh0cked... hahx... its lyk l0l... hahx... kies im bad... hahx... den use c0m awhile... den suddenly her m00d sumhw lyk change si0... suddenly l00k s0 sad... d0n0 wat happen... den after usin c0m... same same... went tu slp awhile... bt dis tym da diff is... she grabbed mi s0 tight... i was lyk huh??? wat happen... she seem dat she d0n wna let g0 0f mi lyk dat... hug mi real tight...

gal... i wun leave unless u asked mi tu... if nt im nt g0na leave u da... i reali h0pe dat we'll last vry vry l0ng... reali d0n intend tu let u g0... i awaes t0ld my ex dat we'll last... even pr0mise dem we'll nv be apart... i didnt pr0mise u aniting... c0x i d0n wna make ani empty pr0mise... c0x if i br0ke da pr0mise u'll be real sad... didnt make da pr0mise d0esnt mean i d0n luv u 0r wat...

i h0pe we'll last... reali... th0u its jus a wk plus nia... bt da tym seems tu be lyk vry l0ng sia... h0pe tym pass faster... if we reali last... den 0n ur birthdae it will be da 6 mth dat we'r tgt... tink t00 far le ryte... hahx... will cherish evry m0ment wif u... c0x dere'll be w peri0d 0f tym... whr we cnt see each 0ther... its lyk a mth lyk dat... c0x dat mth i'll nida be clean... nida eat vegetarian f00d... n cnt hv ani physical c0ntact wif gal... c0x after dat mth... it will be my tua dua ri ji... mayb i'll hv sum piercin 0n my b0dy... i d0n0 if it will happen la... h0pe it wun happen la...

gal... ily... will miss u al0t during dat mth da... sianx sianx... n0 0ne cn replace u in my hart... hahx... didnt cal u dear, la0p0 0r wateva... is c0x ur gan hv taken all dis r0le le... hahx... dat y call u gal... i'll try tu cry... in 0rder nt tu break ur hart... jus nw i asked u if u wna last wif mi nt... den u ask mi tink... den i tink... u wna last wif w0... dat wat i tink la... h0pe its true... hahx... w0aini...

010807

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naughtyb0y
12.26
110807
Should Be Happy Or Sad?.
Friday, August 10, 2007

t0dae went tu escape wif my gal n her gan la0g0ng surprisinly... i feel s0 extra... haix... was fun th0u... bt 0ne da 0ther hand its nt... as im sumhw being ps ba... haix... den after g0ing escape we went tu marina tu see firew0rk... its nice l0s... n after watchin i cried... its nt immediately la... its lyk half an hr ltr... c0x i reali feel l0nely... th0u she's wif mi... im lyk being left 0ut... im walkin al0ne m0st 0f da tym...

cn sae im jeal0us ba... th0u he's her gan la0g0ng... bt den da acti0n 0s0 d0n nida be s0 cl0se ba??? as if he's her real da la0g0ng... haix... den i 0s0 d0n0 hw tell her... d0n wna hurt her... haix... s0 might as well i keep it tu myslf l0s... hurtin myslf is beta den hurtin her... yaya???

mayb she d0esnt n0e... 0r mayb her n0e... im sad... reali vry sad... it seem dat he's her stead rather den mi l0s... deir s0 cl0se... in fr0nt 0f mi sum m0re... haix...

i reali feel lyk cryin 0ut l0ud... bt i d0n0 hw tu... th0u we jus stead f0r lyk a wk lyk dat... bt i seem tu hv cried mani mani tym le... will she n0e hw i feel???? im al0ne.... i hate being al0ne... i g0 whr she 0s0 d0n0... haix... im reali jeal0us... im stead yet she's nt cl0se tu mi... wat cn i d0??? he's her gan la0g0ng ma... n0e each 0ther l0nger den i d0... yaya???? wld u be dere when i nid u??? wld u be dere when i nid a sh0ulder tu lean????

yes... mayb i wr0ng by walkin al0ne... bt i did dis 0s0 bc0x wna let dem hv sum space tu t0k... d0n wna disturb dem thus i walk away... quitely... t0dae im reali vry vry sad... hw i wish i cld cry 0ut real l0ud...

gal... im sry f0r em0-in t0dae... bt da ting dat happen t0dae reali make mi vry vry em0... i d0n lyk tu be al0ne... i ahte it man... im being ps by frenx c0x 0f gal b4.. thus i hate l0neliness... ily...

n dat all ba...

wish ting wld be beta... n her vulgarities wld bcum lesser...

hart br0ken... :'(

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naughtyb0y
12.50am
100807
WTF.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007

wat u d0in again??? em0-in again... wth!!! d0 die la...

sianx sianx sianx... t0dae gt repeat m0rning r0utine... den was lyk s0 sick in da m0rnin l0s... feel lyk v0mitin sia... eat panad0l 0s0 n0 use... kns sia... den i em0 her again... sry tu make u wry gal... will learn hw tu tc 0f myslf da... thx f0r da c0ncern...

im weak cn??? keep headache all dis... ahhh!!!... i hate it man... it suck tu c0re... ani sickness 0s0 cn... jus d0n headache cn le... headache = kill mi...

t0dae she didnt reply w0 msg... den i was stun...w0nderin wat went wr0ng again... den msg her dat im waiting f0r her... den reach l0t lyk abt 530??? den g0 kp00l saw my hequan br0... den after awhile dey all g0 le... den i was lyk l0l... al0ne walkin up n dwn l0t1... den i waited till lyk abt 7pm???? den she finally msg w0... im was lyk yeah she replied mi le... den send her hm... den rech da same 0ld bust0p n walk da same 0ld path tu her hse... she wanted tu g0 fajar n buy her dinner... den i pei her g0 l0s... den send her hm... n she said n0 ppl at hm... s0 i went tu her l0s.. whr i stay lyk abt an hr till 9 den i went hm le...

i realise smt sia... mani mani ppl luv her sia... haix... n i 0s0 realise i luv her m0re 0s0... she care's abt mi s0 much... while i was lyk b0h chap as my mei sae... i mus treat her beta... cnt hurt her... mus luv her... hahx...

gal... i'll learn tu tc 0f myslf da... i'll treat u beta 0s0... ily... (: nv wna let u g0...

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naughtyb0y
11.25pm
070807
Headache.
Monday, August 6, 2007

t0dae da m0rning is n0rmal la... pei her g0 sch... headache all dis... den after sch mit her den she pei mi g0 hm change... den after dat went tu da same playgr0und whr i d0 my hw n she d0 her slpin... den blahblahblah...

haix... im a real dumbdumb... keep em0... den make my gal lyk sad sad lyk dat... haix... dumb dumb wat u d0in sia... g0 die la... kns...

haix... reali d0n0 wat tu d0... my hart break... she's lyk awaes slp s0 late den da nxt dae nt enuff slp... haix... y lyk dat neh??? l0l... h0pe her k0r n jackie let her g0 slp... well at least dey cn chat wif her... as f0r mi... didnt chat wif her dat l0ng b4... if gt 0s0 lyk a few min den hang da ph0ne le... cn sae im jeal0us ba... she's lyk hv m0re ting tu t0k tu dem den t0kin tu w0... nvm la... she n0e dem m0re ba... dat y gt s0 mani ting tu sae...

n h0rx... cn d0n sae u d0n care abt mi 0r ask mi tu find sum0ne else... n d0s jkjk stuff??? th0u is jus meant tu be a jk... bt sumhw 0r an0ther... its hurt when u sae d0s tings... dat y evrytym u sae smt lyk dat... i'll bcum vry em0 le... cn sae dat im a guy hu's hart cn be damn weak when cum tu r/s tingy...

wat i sae??? nth ma... hmm... sry my gal... awaes c0x 0f em0 den ur sad... d0n wry abt kies??? my headache all dis is jia chang bian fan... den abt my em0 tingy... h0pe it will g0 s00n... th0u im a naughtyb0y... bt im nice t00... n i cn be weak t00...

reali h0pe dat... i cn cry 0ut l0ud... wna let evryting 0ut... keepin it in hart is lyk s0 xin ku l0s... bt hu cn i t0k tu??? wna t0k tu my gal... bt d0n0 hw tu sae tu her... s0 jus keep it wif in my hart l0s... if dere's a dae whr i cn d0 aniting i wan... i'll use it tu cry 0ut l0ud... im sad... will ani0ne n0e??? im fan will ani0ne n0e??? im sufferin will ani0ne n0e??? :'(

dat all ba...

ily my gal...

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naughtyb0y
11.43pm
060807
So Happy.
Sunday, August 5, 2007


t0dae wake up at arnd 930... bt my gal was still slpin... she w0ke up at arnd 2pm... haix... den she d0n feel lyk g0in 0ut... den i was lyk sianx dia0x... den i call her... bt chat awhile nia den she g0 eat her lunch... den i went tu plaza tu find my ting... bt cnt find sia... den i walk tu greenridge plaza den tu fajar... den was h0pin dat she'll cum mit mi... n arnd 530pm lyk dat... she reali cum mit w0... my m00d was lyk frm em0-in tu super happy... hahx... ily...


den we went tu da playgr0und we usually g0... den d0 da same ting... listen s0ng... den she slp... hahx... den went tu my hse... my hse n0 ppl sia... den i use c0m till my br0 cum back... den we went tu slp... den slp till 10pm.. wth... my dad suddenly cum back l0s... xia da0 w0 neh!!!... lucky we didnt d0 aniting sia... hahx... den send her hm...


ily my gal...
010807
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naughtyb0y

11.29pm

050807
My New Cap.


040807 went 0ut wif her... mit her up at 1130 den pei w0 did g0 find his w0rkplace... den reach dere arnd 1230... its lyk... l0l l0s... da t0y fair is lyk s0 big l0s... l0l... after he g0 w0rk le... we went tu sh0p f0r my ting le... thx f0r pei-in mi al da wae... n0e dat ur leg hurt al0t... hiax ahix... den f-und dis sh0p whr i made my 0wn cap... yeah... i luv it man... a cap 0f my 0wn... den b0ught dis br0wn shirt... hahx... skull pic da... yeah...

sry f0r being s0 em0 dis few dae... d0n0 wat happe tu w0... haix... i'll gt 0ut 0f my em0 w0rld asap... bear wif my em0-in f0r awhile cn??? i'll cherish u da... mi dis few dae... keep headache... wth!!! n ur sick 0s0 mus tc 0f urslf neh... d0n awaes sae w0 neh... u lea??? 0s0 didnt tc 0f urslf ma... luv tu see da wae u slp... d0n0 y neh... hahx... stay wif mi will u???

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naughtyb0y
040807

Good And Bad News.
Thursday, August 2, 2007

1stly... im sry tu make sum0ne cry... im reali sry... i n0e mani ppl will hate f0r da decisi0n i make... bt i lyk her... im wif her nw... s0 if ani 0f u'r angry 0r wat abt mi... im cn 0nli sae im sry... da decisi0n i make is wat i wan... reali...

2ndly... ytd 010807 mi n her were reali tgt le... i cnt pr0mise dat we cn be tgt f0reva... bt i cn sae... i'll make da tym we'r tgt fun n happy... dere' mayb arguement, may hv quarrel... bt dat's part 0f a r/s... w/o all dis... a r/s wun last... i h0pe we cn last... da 1st tym i h0ld ur hand... i d0n wna let g0 le... th0u i mayb hv said dis tu 0ther ppl... bt dat true ma... hu wld wan tu let g0 0f sum0ne hand??? dis 4 daes... we hv fun, laughter, saddness... bt afterall we'r happy... im c0ntented tu be wif her...

3rdly... i damn freakin flunk my prelim... 2 pass 4 fail... wth!!! im g0na die le... if i gt dis result f0r 0 lvl... i aint g0in aniwhr... sianx l0s... haix..

lastly i luv u...

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naughtyb0y
1000pm
020807