Hmm, woke up at 615 just for chu shi. Lol. Chu shi at 730am and at 2pm. But same place. Tiring. Shall not say much about it. But quite fun bahr? Lol. Thus it also means I didn't go school today. Hahas.

Hmm, she'd decided to let go le. But can she really do it? I don't know either. Hahas. Just hope she'll not be hurthing herself for doing that. Somehow, I just feel that, he still has feeling for her, or maybe still love her. I don't know, and don't intend to know. This few days or for the past one or two weeks, I guess she must have been thinking of the past and thinking about whether she should or should not let go. Hahas. She really once love him alot alot. I thought he won't be in our conversation anymore. But somehow it'll not happen de. For he's still a friend of hers, and I can't do anything about it. For this one week plus, my name doesn't appear much in her post, it's mostly about him. But I can't do anything. As we didn't meet from last monday to thursday. We only get to meet on friday and sunday evening time. Thus we don't have much topic to talk about. Hais.

Somehow I'm still scare, really scare. I'm scare that he'll snatch her away from me. Hais. She asked me, if one day my friend saw a guy putting his hand on her shoulder, what will I do? Will I listen to her explanation? Hmm, I guess I'll be angry, but of cause I'll listen to her explanation. Then she ask again, if that guy is him? What will I do? Again, I stunned for quite sometime. I don't know what to do. But suddenly, my mood become very very down, or should I say sad? I told her, I'll not do anything bahr? But of cause will sad and hurt, and maybe cry? Hahas. I'm sure she'll stop other guys from doing that, but if it's him, maybe she'll not stop. For it's him, not other guys.

Somehow I'm really scare, and sad after hearing that question. But I didn't tell her. And I guess she'll feel it bahr. Sorry if what I've said hurt you. I call her yesterday night as she's bored. She say she still have things left at his house, I told her to get it from him one day. And after that, his name appear more and more. So I hung up the phone. Cause there's too much of him, I'll only feel sad whenever I hear his name. Sorry. Somehow or another, I really really envy him alot alot. They could spend so much time, so many nights together. But I can only spend a few days per weeks with her only. Maybe some week only once per week. I'm sorry, I know we should get use to not meeting so often, but it's really hard. But I'll still keep trying. (:

Last but not least, C.SuChing, I Love You & I Miss You Loads. We'll meet tomorrow, can't boom again. Okay? (: Muacks. 010709 will last forever. (: Don't ever leave me, and don't hit me anymore, it's really hurt you know? ):

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:33pm
11.08.09

Hmm, woke up at 615 just for chu shi. Lol. Chu shi at 730am and at 2pm. But same place. Tiring. Shall not say much about it. But quite fun bahr? Lol. Thus it also means I didn't go school today. Hahas.

Hmm, she'd decided to let go le. But can she really do it? I don't know either. Hahas. Just hope she'll not be hurthing herself for doing that. Somehow, I just feel that, he still has feeling for her, or maybe still love her. I don't know, and don't intend to know. This few days or for the past one or two weeks, I guess she must have been thinking of the past and thinking about whether she should or should not let go. Hahas. She really once love him alot alot. I thought he won't be in our conversation anymore. But somehow it'll not happen de. For he's still a friend of hers, and I can't do anything about it. For this one week plus, my name doesn't appear much in her post, it's mostly about him. But I can't do anything. As we didn't meet from last monday to thursday. We only get to meet on friday and sunday evening time. Thus we don't have much topic to talk about. Hais.

Somehow I'm still scare, really scare. I'm scare that he'll snatch her away from me. Hais. She asked me, if one day my friend saw a guy putting his hand on her shoulder, what will I do? Will I listen to her explanation? Hmm, I guess I'll be angry, but of cause I'll listen to her explanation. Then she ask again, if that guy is him? What will I do? Again, I stunned for quite sometime. I don't know what to do. But suddenly, my mood become very very down, or should I say sad? I told her, I'll not do anything bahr? But of cause will sad and hurt, and maybe cry? Hahas. I'm sure she'll stop other guys from doing that, but if it's him, maybe she'll not stop. For it's him, not other guys.

Somehow I'm really scare, and sad after hearing that question. But I didn't tell her. And I guess she'll feel it bahr. Sorry if what I've said hurt you. I call her yesterday night as she's bored. She say she still have things left at his house, I told her to get it from him one day. And after that, his name appear more and more. So I hung up the phone. Cause there's too much of him, I'll only feel sad whenever I hear his name. Sorry. Somehow or another, I really really envy him alot alot. They could spend so much time, so many nights together. But I can only spend a few days per weeks with her only. Maybe some week only once per week. I'm sorry, I know we should get use to not meeting so often, but it's really hard. But I'll still keep trying. (:

Last but not least, C.SuChing, I Love You & I Miss You Loads. We'll meet tomorrow, can't boom again. Okay? (: Muacks. 010709 will last forever. (: Don't ever leave me, and don't hit me anymore, it's really hurt you know? ):

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:33pm
11.08.09