Hmm, another day have past. Went AMK hub to collect the ring just now, and bought myself a shirt and a short (: Then back to bedok to buy food, ate le and I'm here posting. She's on the way to Ah Xuan's house. Was suppose to chat with her on msn, but for some reason she went to cck. Hmm, it's okay bahr. I can't say or do anything. Even if I really do say thing, she'll sure be angry with me de. So forget it bahr. Was suppose to go together with her to guan tomorrow de, I cracked my brain and think of a faster route to meet her le. But never mind le, she's on the way to cck. So how meet her? I just want to see her longer, but ... hais. Forget it bahr. Shall go lakeside to meet her tomorrow bahr.

Just now someone call her while we're on the phone, she picked up and hanged my call. She say we message bahr. Hmm, is that call really that important to hang my call? I just want to hear voice only. Why can't she call that call, and msg that person instead of hanging my call? Hais. I really don't know. I always try my best to accompany her, but she'll always have something to do. Call her, she'll also be busy. If not she'll not be paying attention to me or she'll be talking to her friend who's beside. Hais.

Maybe what I'm going say next will hurt you, but that what I feel and that's something I don't know how to tell you.

Sometime I just that I'm nothing to you. Hais. I don't know why I've this feeling. I admit we're seeing each other most of the time last week. But whenever I'm at your house, the first thing you'll do is not talk to me or accompany me. The first thing you'll do is to use laptop, sms people or msn people, only when I tell or hint you then you'll come talk to me. Even after you're awake the first you'll do or want to do will still be your laptop, your phone even when I'm the first one you saw. I thought you'll hug me long, but I'm wrong. Yes you did hug, but awhile jiu say excuse me, I want see who talk to me on msn. And I've to move to aside and let you use lapotp. Sometime you're talking I'll move one side, reason is because I don't disturb you talking. Even if I'm beside while you're talking. Isn't it the same? You'll still concentrate mostly on talking. So might as well I move one side and wait for you to talk finish?

You once say, have I ever thought of your feelings. Ya, maybe at time I didn't but most of the time I did. I know I also jealous about you talking to guys, msn guys or meet guys. But it's normal to jealous. I know they're just your friends. That's why I didn't ban you from talking or meeting them. Sometime it's not that I want to think too much, it's just that you're too close to them. I know you're a girl who want freedom. I gave you freedom. I even allow you to meet guys at night alone eh. Hais. I trusted you, I've faith in you. That's why I didn't say anything. At most I'll nag only. Hais. I really don't know what else to say. If you're angry with what I say. Then I'm sorry. I miss you and I love you. Shall end here. Doesn't have mood to carry on.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:07pm
27.07.09

Hmm, another day have past. Went AMK hub to collect the ring just now, and bought myself a shirt and a short (: Then back to bedok to buy food, ate le and I'm here posting. She's on the way to Ah Xuan's house. Was suppose to chat with her on msn, but for some reason she went to cck. Hmm, it's okay bahr. I can't say or do anything. Even if I really do say thing, she'll sure be angry with me de. So forget it bahr. Was suppose to go together with her to guan tomorrow de, I cracked my brain and think of a faster route to meet her le. But never mind le, she's on the way to cck. So how meet her? I just want to see her longer, but ... hais. Forget it bahr. Shall go lakeside to meet her tomorrow bahr.

Just now someone call her while we're on the phone, she picked up and hanged my call. She say we message bahr. Hmm, is that call really that important to hang my call? I just want to hear voice only. Why can't she call that call, and msg that person instead of hanging my call? Hais. I really don't know. I always try my best to accompany her, but she'll always have something to do. Call her, she'll also be busy. If not she'll not be paying attention to me or she'll be talking to her friend who's beside. Hais.

Maybe what I'm going say next will hurt you, but that what I feel and that's something I don't know how to tell you.

Sometime I just that I'm nothing to you. Hais. I don't know why I've this feeling. I admit we're seeing each other most of the time last week. But whenever I'm at your house, the first thing you'll do is not talk to me or accompany me. The first thing you'll do is to use laptop, sms people or msn people, only when I tell or hint you then you'll come talk to me. Even after you're awake the first you'll do or want to do will still be your laptop, your phone even when I'm the first one you saw. I thought you'll hug me long, but I'm wrong. Yes you did hug, but awhile jiu say excuse me, I want see who talk to me on msn. And I've to move to aside and let you use lapotp. Sometime you're talking I'll move one side, reason is because I don't disturb you talking. Even if I'm beside while you're talking. Isn't it the same? You'll still concentrate mostly on talking. So might as well I move one side and wait for you to talk finish?

You once say, have I ever thought of your feelings. Ya, maybe at time I didn't but most of the time I did. I know I also jealous about you talking to guys, msn guys or meet guys. But it's normal to jealous. I know they're just your friends. That's why I didn't ban you from talking or meeting them. Sometime it's not that I want to think too much, it's just that you're too close to them. I know you're a girl who want freedom. I gave you freedom. I even allow you to meet guys at night alone eh. Hais. I trusted you, I've faith in you. That's why I didn't say anything. At most I'll nag only. Hais. I really don't know what else to say. If you're angry with what I say. Then I'm sorry. I miss you and I love you. Shall end here. Doesn't have mood to carry on.

Signing off.
N.Boy ):
23:07pm
27.07.09