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So tired larhs.
Monday, July 27, 2009

Chu shi ended around 9plus, went eat with dear and her friends. Then send her home, took my jacket and I bus-ed home. So tired. Tio bluff los! Irritating. Tiring larhs. Tuesday, thursday and sunday still got chu shi larhs. Fcuk! Sians larhs. Didn't manage to collect the ring, should be getting it tomorrow.

Hmm, going one month le (: Hahas. Will be going out with her on that day. Still don't know where to go yet. Hahas. Sians larhs. But hopefully I can spend that day with her. Hope nothing last minute things will happen.
She's still sick eh. Sians. Worry so much for her.

Heard that he still love her bahr? She doesn't the real answer too. But when they see each other, he'll tell her the answer. Somehow I guess the answer is bahr? Hahas. But I've faith and confident that she won't go back to him. We've been meeting almost everyday for the past one week. But it's not really good to meet everyday. I scare we'll be sick of seeing of each other. We'll still stick to meeting each other 3 or 4 days per week bahr? At least we'll cherish the time that we're together. And there'll be lesser quarrels too. (:

I know since 0107 till now, we almost have small quarrel everyday, and it's almost because of the same reasons. Hmm, maybe sometime it's my fault. As I think too much. Cause there's so many guys out there who love her. And wanted to be with her. Thus I'll of cause be scare and will start to think too much. As I scare they'll snatch her from me. Hais. What I should do?

I really don't want to lose her, because of another guy eh. Hais. I really hope this ring will be on her hand forever. But is it selfish to lock her with ring right now? Will this ring really lock her heart so no other guy can enter? But she's still so young eh. There's still so many choices for her to choose. Hmm, I don't know. Don't wish to think so much now. Headache. This few days I really don't feel that well. Often had headaches. Just that I didn't tell her. But never mind. She's sick now. So I can't fall sick. If not no one will nag at her to drink water and eat medicine. (:

Shall end here. I love you dear (: Our love will last, if you're willingly to last with me (: I miss you too (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:51am
27.07.09