OMG larhs. I miss C.SuChing ! Argh ! Didn't get to meet her today, maybe only friday then can see her. Hais. So sad larhs. Don't know why I'll miss her so much, maybe really get use to meeting her often le. Somehow I can't always meet her de. Hais. But I don't know how to do that eh. Cause I seriously will miss her eh. Sians. But due to school timetable and lion dance and sintua. We won't be able to meet so often. Hais. Will try my best to do get use to meet her less de. But really must try eh. Sians. Sorry sorry, I know I shouldn't keep asking you to meet me, but I really want see you that's all.

It's 3 days since 1st month. The past one month alot alot of things happened. There's good things, bad things. Happy moments, sad moments. Small quarrels, big quarrels. And she almost left me. But everything is fine now. We face alot alot of things together. But somehow I'm not the one who's there for her, it's someone else. I'm sorry. I know you hope that the one who's there for you is me, but sadly, it's not. I know I disappoint you. So sorry.

But at least I know there's someone for you when you're need someone. I told you just now, I'm really envy him, just like how I envy someone else. Cause he hurt you badly, but somehow or another, you never blame him, but you loved him so much. I know till now, you still can't forget him, can't forget the past. But I never blame. That day I saw your phone, saw a folder name sweet memories. Somehow I'm sad, but I don't blame you. For it's really sweet memories. Yes, maybe you two quarrel alot and hurt each other alot. But somehow, he's the first guy how let you feel love, and it's the first guy you ever love so much, also the first guy that ever understand you.

Somehow like I say, I fail to do all that, that's why most of my relationship failed. I once hurt someone alot alot. That's her, I know I let her disappointed too, I let her down. I didn't let her feel the love she wanted. At times, my heart did sway to other girls. But I don't know why it happen. Maybe she's right, I'm not true to her at all. She hate me now. But I won't blame her. It's my fault afterall. But from that relationship, I did learn alot alot of things.

But I won't let the same things that happen to the past relationship, happen to us. It's a lesson, an important lesson. Hahas. I must thanks her, she taught me alot of things. Hahas. Important things I guess? Hahas. C.SuChing, listen carefully. Baby will never let you go till the day you wanted me to leave. I know I always think this think that. I maybe irritating at times, maybe very naggy. But my love for you is true. I really don't wish to hurt you, or make you sad. I want to be the one who'll be there for you. I'll try my very best in doing that. I'll love you with my heart. Somehow, this after this one month, I realise I need you alot alot le. I'm really happy that I've you with me. (: Thanks for giving me the chance to love you. I know I won't be like him, as I'm not him. But my love for you, will never be lesser than he's (:

You're so silly larhs. Always make me worry so much. Bleahs. Make me worry somehow, later your whole body got many many 'ANTS' eh. Hahas. (: But I stil love you larhs. Hahas. I want you by my side always! Will you want to be mine forever? In the afternoon, you replied me something, I saw le, I stunned awhile. Sians. Don't know what to reply. And tears just drop. Hahas. It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself okay? Hahas. I don't know what to post le. Sians. Shall end here I guess. (: I love you larhs (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
23:50pm
03.08.09

OMG larhs. I miss C.SuChing ! Argh ! Didn't get to meet her today, maybe only friday then can see her. Hais. So sad larhs. Don't know why I'll miss her so much, maybe really get use to meeting her often le. Somehow I can't always meet her de. Hais. But I don't know how to do that eh. Cause I seriously will miss her eh. Sians. But due to school timetable and lion dance and sintua. We won't be able to meet so often. Hais. Will try my best to do get use to meet her less de. But really must try eh. Sians. Sorry sorry, I know I shouldn't keep asking you to meet me, but I really want see you that's all.

It's 3 days since 1st month. The past one month alot alot of things happened. There's good things, bad things. Happy moments, sad moments. Small quarrels, big quarrels. And she almost left me. But everything is fine now. We face alot alot of things together. But somehow I'm not the one who's there for her, it's someone else. I'm sorry. I know you hope that the one who's there for you is me, but sadly, it's not. I know I disappoint you. So sorry.

But at least I know there's someone for you when you're need someone. I told you just now, I'm really envy him, just like how I envy someone else. Cause he hurt you badly, but somehow or another, you never blame him, but you loved him so much. I know till now, you still can't forget him, can't forget the past. But I never blame. That day I saw your phone, saw a folder name sweet memories. Somehow I'm sad, but I don't blame you. For it's really sweet memories. Yes, maybe you two quarrel alot and hurt each other alot. But somehow, he's the first guy how let you feel love, and it's the first guy you ever love so much, also the first guy that ever understand you.

Somehow like I say, I fail to do all that, that's why most of my relationship failed. I once hurt someone alot alot. That's her, I know I let her disappointed too, I let her down. I didn't let her feel the love she wanted. At times, my heart did sway to other girls. But I don't know why it happen. Maybe she's right, I'm not true to her at all. She hate me now. But I won't blame her. It's my fault afterall. But from that relationship, I did learn alot alot of things.

But I won't let the same things that happen to the past relationship, happen to us. It's a lesson, an important lesson. Hahas. I must thanks her, she taught me alot of things. Hahas. Important things I guess? Hahas. C.SuChing, listen carefully. Baby will never let you go till the day you wanted me to leave. I know I always think this think that. I maybe irritating at times, maybe very naggy. But my love for you is true. I really don't wish to hurt you, or make you sad. I want to be the one who'll be there for you. I'll try my very best in doing that. I'll love you with my heart. Somehow, this after this one month, I realise I need you alot alot le. I'm really happy that I've you with me. (: Thanks for giving me the chance to love you. I know I won't be like him, as I'm not him. But my love for you, will never be lesser than he's (:

You're so silly larhs. Always make me worry so much. Bleahs. Make me worry somehow, later your whole body got many many 'ANTS' eh. Hahas. (: But I stil love you larhs. Hahas. I want you by my side always! Will you want to be mine forever? In the afternoon, you replied me something, I saw le, I stunned awhile. Sians. Don't know what to reply. And tears just drop. Hahas. It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself okay? Hahas. I don't know what to post le. Sians. Shall end here I guess. (: I love you larhs (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
23:50pm
03.08.09