Somehow, he's still always in our conversation. Maybe he's really the best guy for her bahr? Her friend told her, he's better than me, better in every where. I agree too. Why must the guy who once hurt my girl, be the guy my girl will think of and can't forget, and be the guy that their friends think is the right guy for them? Or I'm just really the worst? Why must those guy be always in their heart, when they once hurt them so much? I know they're the first guy that let them know and feel what's love. Hais, I really don't know.

I miss her, I really do miss her. I love her and I really do love her. But will this love let her forget him? I don't know, I really don't know. There's still a very long way ahead waiting for us. And in this long way, he'll still be inside. I really hope he'll not be there. But it's impossible. Hais. Love is selfish. I want to be selfish too. But I know I'll only hurt her. Hais. I'm sorry.

It's okay for him to be in our conversation, in your mind or heart. Cause I know your love for me is true, and will not change. The past of him a memory, somehow, a beautiful memory. Hahas. At least I know, he'll be there for you still. Though you two may have broke up for few months but you two are much more closer, but just a friend or maybe a close friend. I won't say anything for that (:

Sorry, I know sometime, my request is too much. Hmm, sometime I really want to spend more time with you. I also, whenever we can't meet there's always a reason behind it. Don't worry, I'm fine de. I know I should be use it de. Somehow or another, I'm getting use to it slowly le. Sorry, we almost quarrel again. Somehow, I really miss you loads.

Lastly, I love you. No what happen, I'll always hold your hand tight. I won't let go untill u let go (: I miss you, and I love you. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
15:52pm
06.08.09

Somehow, he's still always in our conversation. Maybe he's really the best guy for her bahr? Her friend told her, he's better than me, better in every where. I agree too. Why must the guy who once hurt my girl, be the guy my girl will think of and can't forget, and be the guy that their friends think is the right guy for them? Or I'm just really the worst? Why must those guy be always in their heart, when they once hurt them so much? I know they're the first guy that let them know and feel what's love. Hais, I really don't know.

I miss her, I really do miss her. I love her and I really do love her. But will this love let her forget him? I don't know, I really don't know. There's still a very long way ahead waiting for us. And in this long way, he'll still be inside. I really hope he'll not be there. But it's impossible. Hais. Love is selfish. I want to be selfish too. But I know I'll only hurt her. Hais. I'm sorry.

It's okay for him to be in our conversation, in your mind or heart. Cause I know your love for me is true, and will not change. The past of him a memory, somehow, a beautiful memory. Hahas. At least I know, he'll be there for you still. Though you two may have broke up for few months but you two are much more closer, but just a friend or maybe a close friend. I won't say anything for that (:

Sorry, I know sometime, my request is too much. Hmm, sometime I really want to spend more time with you. I also, whenever we can't meet there's always a reason behind it. Don't worry, I'm fine de. I know I should be use it de. Somehow or another, I'm getting use to it slowly le. Sorry, we almost quarrel again. Somehow, I really miss you loads.

Lastly, I love you. No what happen, I'll always hold your hand tight. I won't let go untill u let go (: I miss you, and I love you. (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
15:52pm
06.08.09