It's where it begins .

Terrible.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Just came back from training, while she's still on the bus to tpy. Guess she'll have to cab home le. Hahas. Today training was terrible. Hais. I'm still so noob larhs. Fcuk. Competition is just so near, yet I'm still not up to the standard. Omg larhs.

Glad to know that 'SHE's happy with her guy now. (: Hahas. Hopefully this time they'll really marry bahr? Hahas. But that's their problem larhs. I'm just concerning only. Hahas. (: Well, think back about my past with 'HER' seems like I'm in a dream, and when I woke up everything was back to normal. Hahas. The past was a memory only. The happiness, the saddness. Hmm, I've learnt alot of things, and know alot things. We may seems very close, very lovely. But in fact we aren't. We just lying to ourself all this while. But it's all in the past. Really, thanks for appearing in my dream. It's the most wonderfull dream I ever had. (:

Well, for now. I hope it's not another dream. This time marriage is out of the question, for she's young. Thus, we'll have to walk for few more years before talking about it. All I want is to last with her. I just love her larhs. Don't wish to lose her eh. Sians. Hahas. Never mind bahr. Shall end here. (: I love you larhs (:

Signing off.
N.boy (:
00:33am
14.07.09