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Hais,.
Monday, July 13, 2009

Guess, you should know what I'll be posting bahr. But will still post it larhs. Sorry, I gues my mood today wasn't that good. Hais. Don't know why. Wake up at 9 plus, ah ma cooked le. Then jiu eat los. After that went to do my project thingy. Sians. Still have alot haven't find dao eh. Lol. Sians. Later after training will be continuing the search bahr.

She went to school today, but same los, self dismiss earlier. Lol. Sians. Then she went to meet guys with two other girl. I think. Sians. Meet so many guys larhs. 8 of them eh. Had a little so call arguement with her bahr. Cause she's my girlfriend eh, then she go meet so many guys confirm will jealous de ma. Lol. Hais. But what to do? I also can't stop her eh. It's her freedom to meet them. Afterall they're still her friends. But hope she know the limits larhs. Sians.

Hmm, told her how I feel already. Hope she'll understand and care more for my feelings. She's always busy sms-ing other guys, and answering call from guys. Yes, though they're her whatever gans whatever gans lahr. But somehow they're still guy eh. Of cause I'll jealous ma. Then whenever I joke with her ' wah guy again. Then she'll like ignore me or reply my fault again? Diaos. Then if I really tell her why is it always guys? Is she going to be angry with me? Hais. I really don't know how tell her that I'm jealous and stuff eh. Whenever guy msg her or msn her, I'll just pretend that I'm sleeping. But she didn't really seems to care much.

Hais. Whatever bahr. Same old thing, they're still her friends afterall, I can't and don't have the right to stop them from talking and meeting each other ma. Just let her do whatever she want bahr. I've faith her. And I know she know the limit of being as a friend. Hais. But I really hope she'll care about my feeling only. Hais. Whenever I'm jealous, angry or sad, I'll try to keep it to myself. As I don't want to let her feel that I'm thinking too much. I'll only show and tell her when I'm happy only. The rest I'll never tell, untill she feel it herself.

Sians. Later still have training. Sure to be scolded again. Hais. Whatever bahr. Maybe after training will post again. Hais. I miss you and I love you. So sad ):

signing off.
N.boy ):
17:37pm
13.07.09