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So tired.
Thursday, July 2, 2009

Hmm, today don't have training. Can rest for a day, then tomorrow need train again. Sians. Don't know can meet her tomorrow not, cause she got something on. Sians. Hope she's fine. Really worry for her. Hais. I'm really not use to meet her so less her. Omg. But we really have no choice. I really miss her larhs. Next week maybe won't be meeting for many days only. maybe only friday and saturday only. Sians. Then next next week maybe meet lesser eh. Lol. Cause i school reopen le ma. Sians.

But maybe after that got more time to meet bahr. Cause no more competition le. So maybe will have lesser training. Then I jiu can meet her more le. Hahas. Tired tired. Omg! Competition is getting nearer and nearer eh. Sians. How how? So anxious eh. Omg! Hope everything go smoothly bahr. (:

Just now almost quarrel with her again. Hais. She arh, sometime I really feel like scolding her, sometime I really feel like doting her more. Aiyo. She arh. Made me feel like laughing andr crying eh. Lol. I know how you much you love me, and I hope you know how much I love you too. Sometime the thing I do maybe hurthing you, but I really don't want anything to happen to you. I'm scare we'll quarrel one day. But if that really come, I'm really sorry eh. I didn't mean to quarrel with you.

There's alot of sorry I want to say. Sorry, I know I'm like controlling you from doing this and that. Sorry, I know I'm bad to to say things that let you feel bad. Sorry, I know I always show you attitude. Sorry, I know I'm always comparing me to someone else. Sorry, I know I'm always thinking too much. Sorry, I may not be a good boyfriend. Sorry, for always asking to meet you. Sorry, for irritating you. Sorry, for disturbing you when you're sleeping. Maybe there's more bahr? So I'm sorry.

I love you. I always say this to my girlfriend and I'll repeating it again. Maybe life with me will be tough, as I've lion dance and sintua. So maybe you'll feel neglected occasionally. But please don't think to much, not that I don't love you anymore. It's cause I'm busy only. I really want to be by your side always de. But I know I can't be there 24 hours. Hais. Please take care of yourself. Okay? I Miss You Loads.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
22:12pm
02.07.09