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Maybe It's All My Fault.
Monday, June 29, 2009

Hahas, looks like everyone know already. Thus I shall not hide anymore. I'm in love with Suching. Hmm, I guess God is still giving me the chance to fall in love. But if you people thinks that I just want to F&T her, or I'm just playing with her. Then I'll proved you guys wrong, I never will do this kind of things. I guess 'she' is hating me now. If you all agree with her, and I'm not true to her, I'm wrong too. Then so be it bahr? Just take it that I'm the one who cause everything to end up in this situation. I'm wrong to love 'her', I'm wrong to lose 'her' and I'm wrong to love another girl. Maybe I'm just not fit to fall in love with anyone bahr? All I can say I'm true in every relationship. But when it's time for me to let go, I can't possibly keep it. Cause it'll never be mine again. Thus I've chose to let go. But I didn't know letting go of it is wrong too. Finding another girl is also wrong too. Let it all be my fault. I'm sorry.

Hmm, this past one week with you really make me feel loved. Hahas. We joke around, li siao around. Hahas. So fun larhs. Hahas. And I can confirm something! C.Suching is a BIG BIG PIG larhs! Can always sleep de sia. Lol. Hahas. But I love her still larhs. I really hope nothing will affect our relation and decision. I won't regret my decision. I'll accept whatever things that's going to happen. As long as I've her. I'm happy already.

Hahas. So sians. I'm having training later again, so tired. Hais. But no choice next monday is my first performance. Lol. But do it right! I hope I can really do well. Have been training for so long at least also must be a 8pointer and above. Aiming at 8.7 and above. Hope I can do it. Don't wish to let anyone in Hequan down. Including myself. But most importantly is kor kor. He've put in so much heart in this competition, thus I must show him the result he want. I'll do my best. Wahahas, Jiayou. I can do it de.

Hahas. Lastly, I miss you larhs. Hahas. I hope you'll be the last owner of my jacket. Hahas. Love you. Everything will be fine de. Trust me. Hahas. I'll walk with you till the end. Muacks.

C.Suching & Wee Liat.
Stupid Teeth & NaughtyBoy.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
15:38pm
29.06.09