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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Today Another Day Had Passed. And My Poor Girl Is Sick Again. OMG! She Almost Faint Today Eh. Scare Dao Me. Lol. Hmm. How Should I Start Today Post? Start From Work Bahr.

Hmm. Had Been Working Since My Holiday Start. It's About Sales And Marketing. Hmm. Got Do Got Money, No Do No Money. Hmm. Since I Hit My Marketing Executive Position. Everything Seems To Be So Difficult Already. Very Stressed Up. As I Need Earn Back Money And Pay Papa. Must Prove To Everyone That I Can Make It. It's Just A Matter Of Time Only. Lol. That's About it.

Next Lion Dance. Hmm. Ah Peng Funnyly Push Me Up As A Leader. Kns. I Don't Think I'm Able To Fit That Role. Don't Know Why. Maybe I'm Still Not Ready Yet. Lol. So Stressed Up Again. Lol. Many Things Are Waiting For Me To Do. Kns.

Sintua Now. Hmm. I'm Still Not A Good Kitong Yet. Lol. Had Alot Of Things To Learn. And So Fcuked Up. Stressed Up Again.

Hmm. Then It's My Girl. Haix. So Worry For Her. Always So Sick. Hmm. Then She'll Be Alone When I Start School. Then Don't If We Can Celebrate Our One Year Not. Cause Of That Him! Fcuk Up. I Know Many People Don't Really Want Me To Be With Her. As They Think Given Dear Tiao Jian. She Confirm Can Find A Better Guy Then Me. Hmm. Maybe That's True. And It's About Time For Dear To Give Me An Answer Le Bahr? Hahax. Whatever That Decision Is. I'll Be Fine With It. Maybe This Last 2 Month I've Been Trying My Best To Understand Dear More. And To Love Her More. This Few Weeks Have Been Readin Newspaper Seeing Many People Pass Away. Maybe Cause Of Illness Or Suicide. Hmm. Then Had This Dream That I Wrote My Last Words And Say What I Want To Everybody. And I "Peacefully" Leave This World.

Hmm. Really Wondering. What's Life After Death. But I Still Got So Much Things To Do. Can't Just End My Life Like This. But I'm Stress Up Eh. So Many Things. Haix. But If I Really Leave This World. I'll Confimr Leave Unpeacefully. Cause Dear Will Be Alone. Family Wil Be Alone. And I'm So Worry For Dear And Family. Haix.

End Here Le. Time For Sleep. Nothing To Say,

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:04am
08.10.08

Tuesday, October 7, 2008