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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

hmm. everythings fine now i think. she's safe and sound. (: i'm so happy worx. hahx. hmm. i almost lose her forever. haix. thanks for your help. i'll not let her down and hurt her again. if not for your help i'm really going to lose her. i'll show my love and concern for her. won't let you and her down. i'll cherish you more and more. it's a new begining. starting from today. you just went pass the door of death. and i dragged you back. i won't let you go there again. will use my love to prolong your life.

today i thought is the last day i'll be seeing you. when i sendin you home. you're very tired. but you don't want to sleep. for it'll a very very long sleep. you keep yourself awake. you whisper in my hears weakly saying that you love me. and tears flow down. you hang on really long. and i saw your tears. at that moment my heart breaks into pieces. i wanted to kiss you. but you rejected it. ou say you won't bear to leave if i kissed you. but in the end i still kissed you. and you tears drop from our eyes.i really can't take it anymore. i cried.

i really cried. a mistake i make almose made me lose you forever. while we're on the way to your house on cab. i hugged you tightly don't want to let go of you. as i know if i ever let go. i'll really lose you forever. today it's the day that i really cry alot. for i know i'm losing you. reached you house there le. and we stopped behing the mailbox. we hugged. and i cried. i hugged real tight. i don't intend to let go. it'lli be he last time that i ever going to hug you. you told me don't cry. i stopped awhile but i still can't hold on. i still cried.

and i realise something. i really love you alot. i can't explain how much is that. haix. i don't want to lose you anymore. not going to hurt you le. i'll do my best to love and make you trust me again. i need you. and i realise how important you're to me. you took my whole heart. i can't imagine how muchi actually love you. i know saying forever to you. it's just another white lie. i'll use my lifetime to prove it to you. and i also realise you love me alot too. i fail to be a good boyfriend. i left a deep cut in you heart. a cut deeper then what he'd left.

need to say sorry first. as school starting real soon. and i won't be able to meet u everyday. but i'll meet you whenever i can. i hope he'll give you more freedom. don't control you so much. you're already 16 le neh. can't you have some freedom? wth is this. cherish yourself. take care of yourself. it's a new life for you. yaya? once again. we're still together le. (: take care laopo. i love you.

signin off...
naughtyboy
8.15pm
18/03/08