It's where it begins .

Sunday, March 16, 2008

haix. things are begining to happen le. sorry laopo. i let you down. suddenly i feel that we're getting further and further. and the love is fading too. don't know what really went wrong. i need accompany too. i miss your accompany. i miss your hugs. i miss your sweet kiss. i miss you. i put everything on you. really everything. but i know. you're sad now. you don't the love from me anymore. feel coldness from me. haix. all i can say is sorry. don't want you to leave me. and i don't want to leave you. i really don't want. but things seems to keep me away from you. i'm scare really scare. scare that one day i might be able to be with you. because of m, your health is getting weaker. please do take care of your health.i don't want anything to happen to you.

stay strong and healthy. i need you more then anything else. though i might be showing it out to you. but deep in my heart i still need you. haix. i really don't know what to do if one day you're not around. haix. tell me what can i do. i'm really lost. i don't know what to do. ahhh. i'm going crazy soon. might as well ask him kill me sua. i don't want to suffer anymore don't want to worry for so many thing anymore. kill me anyone.

signing off...
naughtyboy
10.43pm
16/03/08