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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

hmm. time pass fast. 3mths have passed. we've also been together for 3 months plus. going to 4 month le. it's just 7 more days from now. but don't tink we'll be able to celebrate it anymore. i made your heart tore into pieces. i want to fi it back. but i know it'll nevere be the same again. there'll still be cracks or hole in between. i tried my best to control my emotion. but in the end i failed to do that. hurting you is something i shouldn't have done. i realise my mistakes. but chances aren't given for me anymore. hanging on to you will make you suffer more. maybe after today you'll walk your ways and i walk my ways. i love you still. told me hang our ring as a necklace. i'll do it. i need you badly. but it's too late.

it really take a lifetime to prove love. i ended our r/s with my own hands. i hate myself. no longer the same old naughtyboy anymore. no more laughter no more smile. an empty heart in me. for you've left. can't do anything at all. used to knocking your head when you did wrong things. use to wipe your mouth after every meal. used to open your water bottle cap and close it for you. used to carrying your bag. used to be squeezed by you. all that i have used to. must change now. it has become a habit in me. but now i have to change. sorry everyone. let all of you down. a lovely couple and their sweet story had come to end. blame me and don't blame her. she did nothing wrong. i'm the one who did things wrong.

she's suffered once again. i let her down. i feel so bad but it has no use. too late for everything. though people say if you have the heart to change things it's never too late. but i dont't think this sentence is in use now. i shall lead an emo life. regreting the thing i have done. i also learn something. think twice or thrice before doing somethings. never do something that betrays your loved one. she'll be leaving me soon. an another her will be back. but she won't know who am i. i'll leave quietly. those who know me through her. hate me if you wan. forget me the best. don't try to remember me for it's a waste of brain cells.

maybe we'll still continue on. but we'll see go it goes later on. will try my best to keep her. but if she insist in leaving. i'll let her go her. won't forget her. but i'll thanks her. thanks for loving me. thanks for everything you did for me. thanks for being there for me. thanks for your care and concern. i love you deeply. but i also hurt you deeply. leaving a scar that will never heals. take care of yourself. drink more water. don't catch a cold. eat your medicine. live you life well. (: take care my gal. will see what will happen after today. either we're still together or we'll be seperated forever.

signing of...
naughtyboy
11.05am
18/03/08