It's where it begins .

结果还是一样吧？.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Seriously, I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong. All along, I didn't have any intention being a third party in their life. Yes, I did say I want her back. But i didn't mention anything about snatching her from him. Though I still love her, I want her back, I want her to be mine once again. But it's all my thinking, my feelings. I know she love him loads, she don't bear to leave him. That's why I didn't do anything to get her back. I'm just simply being there for her whenever she need someone to be there.

To CSC : I know you feel that I'm being the third party in their party, I know it's wrong to be the third party. But don't you worry, I'm not going to be their third party. I told her to follow her heart, make the wise choice. Somehow the baby is he's, if she really love him, then continue the wedding, everything had be planned already. Whatever her decision is, I don't know and won't know untill she tell me. As long as she's happy, I'll be contented. If you still feel that I'm being a third party in their life, then I've nothing much to say. I'm not trying to explain anything. Just don't want you to feel that I'm a third party. I know it's your freedom to say things. Thanks, I know everything you say, is for my own good. I understand. I didn't blame you. (:

What I can do now, is just be there for her, lend her a listening ear, a shoulder to lean. That's all. I didn't really have much hope that she'll be back to my side. Whatever decision that she's going to make, I won't be affected. I'll still continue my life like normal. Maybe it's fate that we meet, but destiny seperated us. Hais. I really don't know what else can I do already.

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:00am
04.11.09

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