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Oh well..
Friday, October 16, 2009

Reached singapore around 9pm yesterday, reached aunty house round 945pm close to 10pm. Reached my home around 8am in the morning. Bought breakfast for mummy, shifted furniture, see some video on long-shi.com, some pictures on sintua.com and here I am blogging. Also bought a bottle of POKKA Green Tea just now too. Missed it so much man! Wahahas.

Got to know that what I think was wrong. She's still single. I guess I'm really thinking too much. Somehow I really don't know what to do now. Don't really feel like letting go. Indeed, even if we're back together, the feeling will really be different. I also know, alot of people around don't want you to accept me. If you really accept me, they'll be unhappy. I know they don't know like the way I am in the past. But I really do hope there's another chance. You say, there isn't any future for us. But you can't predict it right? How do you know there isn't any future when you haven't try? This few days I've been thinking alot. I'm wondering if I should really let go or not.

But my conclusion till now is to hang on. Somehow I just don't bear to let go. Cause we're really so close to being together again. Just that there's people objecting only. But they can't control you, like I say always follow your heart in doing things. If your heart tells you to let go, then I've nothing to say. Letting go isn't so easy. You've tried before, so you should know the feelings.

Will be meeting her later, to pass her some stuff. Then at night, I think I'll be going to meet with He Quan people. As we're going to hieng kio later. I think larhs. Now waiting for mummy furniture to come, and waiting for her to reply me. Somehow my thinking now isn't as childish as the past. I really hope that things will be better for me and for her. In whatever we do, nothing will obstruct us.

I also hope things will be better for you. I know now you're really stress. Stressed about alot of meetings. Alot of things that isn't you fault are being pushed to you. Slowly bahr. Things will be better. Don't need stressed about it. (:

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
10:05am
16.10.09

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