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爱是怎么一回事？.
Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hmm, next week on I'll be going to retail shop to work instead of warehouse le. Hahas. Should be okay bahr? Hahas. Working from 1pm to 9pm. Hahas. Should be more relax bahr. Thursday will be my off day. (: Hmm, should staying there till next year le bahr? Either at Raffles City Shopping Mall or Suntec. Hahas. Sians los.

Well, what's love actually? Hahas. Even though you know that there may not be happy ending in waiting for someone, but just because you love him/her, you'll still want to wait for them, will still want to love them, will you hope for him/her to accept you. But you just don't know what you should really do, don't know what that person have in mind. You don't dare to ask but deep in your heart you really want an answer from that person, whether is there any chances for you not. It's not that you don't want to give up, it's just that you don't know how to do that. For you love that person too much already, so it's really hard to give up. Well, somehow that's love bahr? I don't know also.

All I can say, is follow your heart bahr, CSC, whatever it is, don't do something that will hurt you. I don't know how long can you hang on or continue waiting. Find back your confidence, have faith in yourself. The decision that you're going to make is really important. Whatever it is, I'm always here for you. Feel free to find me if you want. (: Can lend you a listening ear or a shoulder to lean if you want. I don't wish to see you hurt yourself already. Just try your luck bahr. Love is all about gambling. Hahas. You'll at least have 50% chances if you try, if you don't try, you'll not even if 0.01% of chances. So go ahead with your decision bahr. You've my support. Silly you. (:

LOL. It's November le. Lol. 24 more days from now will be 25 Nov, two year back I found her on this date, but everything had already come to an end le. Lol. I've lose someone whom I love so much, and now she's getting married in one months time. Seeing her happy, I'll be happy le. I've no say to anything already. She's no longer mine already, 25 nov maybe gone, but it'll never be forgotten. 25 nov 07 - 20 june 09 will always be remember in my heart. (: Hahas. Take care of yourself, you'll look prettier in your wedding gown, I'm sure of it. (: Enjoy your life with after you marry with him, hope he'll really learn to cherish you well. I can be there for you in the smallest and darkest corner from now. If we happen to see each other on the road, do remember to say HI okay? Hahas. Somehow I always lose the girl I love so much, the first one is her. The second one is CSC.

She's waiting for him to come back to her, even though she know nothing will turn out right but she still decide to wait for him. Lol. Well, good luck bahr. Your love for him, I'm sure one day he'll know and maybe he'll come back to you someday also. Hahas. Must really have confidence in yourself. Don't give up untill the last minute okay? You also must look after yourself, always sick here and there. Hahas. (: Slap you then you know !

251107 & 010909 will never be forgotten. ):

Shall end here le. Nights people !

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
00:52am
01.11.09

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