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Thursday, July 16, 2009

THANKS NEO YI XIN FOR DOING THIS BLOG SKIN FOR ME !

Hmm, it's 16.07.09 means it's thursday. Shall blog for yesterday. Training was fine. Sians. Kor kor say he sees improvement? I guess so bahr? But still got alot more thing to be improve. But only left with 2 days. Sians. But never will try my best de (:

Hmm, almost quarrel with her again. Sians. This time is really almost eh. Sians. Cold war for awhile I guess? Around 20 mins. Hahas. But after that jiu fine le. Sorry sorry. Hmm, some word she said really hurt me. Though to her it maybe just joking only. But to me it's really hurtful. I've try to give in already. But sometime it's really too over le. Thus I show attitude too. I thought I go to your house means we can spend more time together. But most you're using your laptop, sms-ing, msn-ing or chatting with friends. While I'm alone doing nothing. I hope you to accompany me, but you'll say WAIT WAIT, and wait dao I fall asleep. Hais. Nevermind, won't blame you for that. I just want to spend more time with you. But. . .

Hmm, I know there's time where I'll be sad or moody. Not that I don't want to you the reason, it's just that I don't know how to tell you. Hmm, competition is on 19, and you're coming down to see, he's there too. Will anything happen? For it's the 19 ! Mean it'll remind you of him. Hais. I know sometime you'll still think about the past with him, I won't blame you either. Cause it's natural to think about the past. But, never mind.

12 more days to 1st month, but not sure if we'll meet. Scare she'll have something on that day. But never mind. Hmm, the day before she told me that my birthday is on a weekday. I know that, as I've checked before. Somehow, I guess I'll be alone again this year. Her father birthday is on the same day also. Thus it means she won't be able to celebrate it with me, plus I've attachment. And I'm only free after 5 or 6pm. Thus won't have the chance to celebrate with her. Weekday means everyone will be busy. Always wanted to celebrate it with my girlfriend. But for the past few years I always never have this chance to do that. Hais. I guess this year will be same also.

Hmm, dear. Don't feel bad anymore. What past had past. Don't look back. Let's look forward as there's still a long way to go. If you really feel bad, study hard and look after yourself. It's what you can do to make it up for me (: Okay? Shall end here. Very tired. Nights Love C.SuChing !

Signing off.
N.boy (:
01:00am
16.07.09