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I Love You.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Back from training again, sians. Still got 3 more days before the weekends. Tired tired. I feel so stupid la, didn't manage to perform well I guess. Tomorrow another day of training.

Sians. Tomorrow might not meeting her, as she's going shopping with her friends. Then thursday I've my bike practical. Thus only friday then can meet, I think. Today almost quarrel with her, sorry sorry. Cause I'm so du lan with someone larhs. Hais. Damn du lan los. Hais, cause I worry something will happen to her los. Hope she'll listen to me bahr. Hais. Went to collect her BIG BIG BIG STUPID TEETH for her, waited her around an hour like that, then went up her house. But so sad larh, she didn't even take a look at it. Just leave it there only. The first thing she do was to use her com. Hais, really so sad eh. I thought she'll take it out and see. But she didn't, only when I open it up then she see. Hais. Like it's nothing like that. Hais. Nevermind bahr. I really thought she'll be delighted to see it eh, but I see no sign of happiness on her face. Then I was like, er, okay los. Hais. So sad, and disappointed. Maybe I'm not very important bahr, thus the things I gave or bought for her were nothing either. I really hope at least the first thing to do when she reach home is just to take a look. Really just a look only. But, never mind it'd past already. Silly her. I love her still larhs.

I guess next time, if I buy her things again, I've to open it for her, then she'll really go see. If not it'll just be lying there for a very long time. Hais. Must really get use to not meeting her often le, if not when my school reopen jiu jia lat eh. I really miss her eh. Sians. But don't know if she'll be missing me also anot. Nevermind bahr. I really don't want see her sad or got anything happen. Sians. I don't know why I'm always worrying for her. Maybe she's young bahr? Sorry eh, I know I'm emo, or showing you a sad face. But I don't want you to leave me, that's for sure. I really want to keep you by my side always eh, but I know I can't do that. I don't want to stop u or control you. But I hope you know what you should do and what you shouldn't do. Hmm, guess I shall end her. I love you dear. (:

signing off.
N.Boy (:
23:58pm
30.06.09