It's where it begins .

Sorry.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Well, I don't know what I can say. Hais. I knew he's never forgotten. He's still somewhere in your heart. Just that I never say. He's someone whom you really loved before. Somehow I think he'll never be forgotten. Don't need try to forget him. You'll never be able to do that. I don't mind you having him in your heart still. Though you two always quarrel, but you still love him alot, maybe alot alot more then you love me. I don't have anything to say about this. Can only blame myself? For not doing my best in letting you forget him. I don't want him to ruin our future, I don't want him to affect our r/s. Maybe in the end the one you're marrying might not be me. I know you won't leave me. But still a possible that one day he'll be back for and theres still possible that one day you'll go back for him.

10 october is a date which you'll always remember. Don't blame yourself girl. It's not your fault. Sometime I really envy him, though he hurt you deeply, but you still love him so much. Remember I told you something before? I'm always the one who will be blessing my girl in the end? I really don't want to do that again, and also don't want to have to sing a song for you. I hope you still remember the song title. But if I don't have a choice to do that two things, I'll. I'm glad you admit it to me. (: Sometime I really feel so far from you. I don't know why either. Hais. See la, now I need to spend more time trying to open up you again los? Hais. Same thing just happen again. Just like my previous ex, there's someone else in her heart. She never told me, only when i saw it her dairy then I know. But still I keep quiet. Never say anything and accept it. But I cry after that, and like now, I cried too. Sigh, maybe I'm fated to be treated this way I guess? Hahas. Maybe bahr?

I'm really scare that you'll never be mine. Anything will happen at anytime, anywhere. Hais. If one day and I mean if, you really want to go back to him, or he ask for patch and you wanted to, please let me know. Ya? Don't keep it from me. I'll be hurt more. That's all I want to say bahr? Maybe will include more when I'm back or tomorrow. Still got alot alot of things to say. I love you, and I'll always be loving. Muack. Don't be sad, be happy cause you've me now. (: But maybe not long. ):

Signing off.
N.Boy (:
18:40pm
28.03.09

Sorry.

Saturday, March 28, 2009