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Hais..

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Hais, I really miss you alot. It's been 5 days since I last saw you. Today didn't receive your reply, really makes me worry alot alot. I won't blame you, cause I know it's hard for you to contact me easily with him around. And there's 4 more days to go before I can see you again. Really feel like hugging you right now. Just simply miss you.

To the readers of my blog : Thanks for concerning about why all my posts are so emo all that la. There's really alot alot of problems la. Just don't know how to tell you only. And it's only through blogging then I can let go abit of my stress and my problems. Though blogging won't get the reply or answer I want, but I don't have other ways to express my feeling and thoughts le. So please understand why my blog so emo all that. (:

To all the couple out there : If you can meet each other, please do so. And cherish the time you all have. If you're having any problems, solve it in a peaceful way. Don't quarrel or fight, for it's not solve the problem. Maintain your relationship well. Be there for your partner, be there when they need you. No matter what happen, never vent your anger on them. They're your loved ones not your punching bag or stuff.

I want to be there for my girl, want to be there for her when she need me. But I can't, I can only see her suffer and can't do anything to help her. Even if I want her to vent her anger on me also don't have the chance. The time we have it's just a few hours. And at most is 4 hours only. So you must be lucky to with your loved one everyday. I can only see her at most 2 - 3 days per week! At most the time we have together per week add up to only half a day which also means its 12 hours only.

I want to have extra time also can't. So if sometime I'm rejecting you if you ask me out on weekday or what, mostly is for my girl. And sometime because of lion dance I can't even meet her. I really really envy those couple who can meet often. Hais. Shall end here.

Miss you dear. Muack, love you. ):

signing off.
N.Boy ):
20:38pm
18.03.09

Hais..

Wednesday, March 18, 2009