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Thursday, December 18, 2008

hmm. finally i made it on the bridge. thanks ah boon (: swee hao leg injure so ah boon become my shi wei. hahax. yesterday didn't fall. only made mistake nia. cause ah boon forget some of the steps. but overall it's okay la. so the bridge will still be perform on saturday. so kan jiong eh. lol. still abit scare la. lol. sianx. hmm. everything go smoothly bahr.



haix. beens days since i last see girl le. haix. miss-ing her now. don't know what she doing either. cause can't msg so don't know what she's doing. hope she's fine. very worry for her. school going reopen le. means i can see her le. (: but not that often also. but better then can't meet ma. another month coming le. it's just 7 days away. it's a special day. as it's christmas also our monthly anniversary ma. hehex. wonder what i should get for dear. sianx. haven't been giving her anything for a long time le. this time must get something for her.



life is just in black and white without you by my side. you brighten up my life. you add-ed colour into my life. the colour that i never seen before. though sometime it's greyish in colour. but it's better then black and white. i want you, i need you, i love and i miss you. you're very important in my life. i need you badly. i don't want you to leave my life. haix. sometimes i maybe too naggy. but i don't want to see you so sick and tired. nor want to see you hurt yourself.



if i'm hurting you or something, dear please let me know. if leaving me will make you feel better or happier, then i have no choice but to leave. if there's someone better and treat you better, let me know too. maybe he's the one for you? i'm going army very very soon le. getting more and more scare le. i can't stop you from falling in love with another guy during my army life. and i won't stop you either. for it's still your choice to make the final decision.



a 7 years r/s can also end when the guy is in army, why can't a 3 or 4 yr r/s end? hmm, im scare to lose you. and i don't wish to lose you. haix. i don't bear you to let you go. mummy also say before. don't control you or trap-ed you. for you still have the choice to make the final decision. she say you still have the freedom of finding another guy, cause 2 years say long not long say short not short. but many things will happen during this 2 years. we can't really see each other much. maybe can't even see each other. cause i can only come out during weekends. and weekends you're not allow to go out de eh. don't forgot this. maybe he'll let la. cause that time you're already 18 19 le. but who know de? yaya?

don't know what to blog le. sianx. i miss you.

signing off.
N.Boy (:
20:40pm
18.12.08