It's where it begins .

Don't Know What To Do.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Hmm. Today Is 5 Dec. 20 More Days Later Be Christmas Day, Not Forgetting 1 Year 1 Month. But Don't Think Can Meet Dear Again. Haix. Next Week Don't Know Can Meet Her Not. High Chances Is No. Haix. I Hope I Can See Her Los. Haix. Then Now She At Her Mummy House. Suddenly Feel So Relax. Cause Don't Know To Worry That Madman Going Crazy Or What. How Nice Would It Be If Dear Can Stay With Her Mummy. Cause I Can Meet Her More Often. Though Not Everyday. But At Least Saturday Or Sunday Should Be Able To Meet Bahr. But That's Just Something That's Not Going To Happen. I Seems To Be Keeping Alot Of My Feelings Deep Deep Inside Me. I Dare Not Tell Dear, And Don't Wish To Tell Her, For I'll Only Hurt Her In The End. Haix.

Dear Still Can't Open Herself To Me Yet. Haix. Abit Sad. But I Won't Give Up. One Day I'm Sure She Open Herself To Me. (: I May Not Be Any Handsome Guy, Nor Any Rich Guy Out There. I Maybe Just A Tiny Guy Hiding At Some Corner Some Where. But I Want To Just My Little Heart To Touch Dear Big Big Heart. To Let This Big Big Heart Open To This Little Heart. And All The Rubbish And Unhappy Thing All Goes To Little Heart, And All The Clean And Happy Things Goes To Big Big Heart. (:

Baby Girl. I Won't Let You Face All The Troubles, Problem And All The Unhappiness Yourself! I Don't Let! Maybe I Really Spoil You Le. I'll Try Not Spoil You Any More Le. (: Means Your Baby Me Will Be Strict To You Le! Is You Ownself Don't Want Baby Spoil You One Horx. So Can't Blame Baby Horx. Hehex. There's Alot Alot Of Thing Baby Really Don't Like You To Do Neh. Hmm. Really Alot Neh.

- Can't Drink Without My Permission.
- Can't Hurt Yourself Anymore.
- Don't Keep Thing Inside Yourself. Let Baby Share With You.
- Don't Keep Drinking Gasy Drink.
- Don't Keep Eating Fastfood.
- Sick Le Jiu Must See Doctor And Eat Medicine.
- When I'm Not Around You Still Must Eat, Learn To Do Things Yourself.
- Whatever People Do. We Don't Bother Can Le.
- Must Listen To My Words!
- Can't Be Too Stubborn!
- With Me Around, Don't Be Scare. Even If I May Not Be Able To Do Anythings.
- Don't Always Say Sorry When Things Aren't Your Fault.
- Wait Till I Think Dao Le Then I Tell You.

See See! Got So Many Thing I Don't Like You Do Neh. Bleahx. And One Very Importand Thing I Must Say! I MISS MISS YOU LARHS!!! Haix. It's Been A Year Le Neh. But He Still Don't Let Us Be Together, That Time Say Can Then Suddenly Say Cannot. WALAO Eh. What Is This Leh? I Seriously Hate Him Man. And I Simply Hate Him To Core Man! He's Like Controlling Dear More Than Protecting Her Los? CCA Can't Go, Extra Lessons Can't Go. Weekends Stay At Home, Public Holiday Stay At Home, Special Events Stay At Home, Even School Holiday Also Must Stay At Home. Then Everytime Drunk Jiu Go Crazy, Vent His Anger On His Family! Kns Eh. I Don't Know Le LARHS!!! And I'm Here Seriously CURSING HIM TO MEET HIS DOOM ASAP!!!

Hmm. Girl Eh. Hmm. It's Been A Year Le. And This One Year. Many Many Thing Happen. Hmm. And You Gave Me Many Many Things Also. Panda, BenBen, Monkey, The Puzzle, The Bear Hugging A Flower ETC ETC. Too Many Thing To Say Eh. Thanks Eh. I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT!
I Miss 'Quarreling' With You Eh. Hahax. >.<>

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
20:10pm
05.12.08

Don't Know What To Do.

Friday, December 5, 2008