It's where it begins .

Stress-ed.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Just Came Back From Lion Dance Training. Haix. Feel So Stress Eh. Guan Mo Hui Is Just Next Week Nia. But My Lion Dance Still So Lan. Wtf. Can't Even Do A Simple Roll Over. Haix. So Scare Los. I Scare I Make He Quan Lose Face Eh. Haix. So Many People Commented On My Lion Dance. Haix.I Guess My Lion Dance Really Scuks Bahr? Haix. How How? I Still Can't Find The Feeling Lea. Sianx. And Also The Slumps. So Many Thing Can't Do Well. Haix. And Fall Alot Of Time Today. Sorry Guys. Especially Swee Hao. Seems To Be Injuring You Los. Haix. This Sunday Dragon Guan Mo Hui Seems Nothing To Me. Cause Practice Alot Of Time Le. But Then Lion De Just Practice For Less 5 Time Nia. Haix. How How? Sianx. Next Few Training Very Important. Cause It's A Full Dress Practice. Haix. Hope I Can Do Well Los. Hope I Faster Find The Slumps And Feelings. Sianx. Stress-ed.

My Dear Woke Up Le. Hahax. Around 7pm Los. Lol. She Sleep Damn Long Los! Diaox. Sleep So Long Again. Lol. Guess I Can't Find Her Anymore Le. This Coming Thursday And Saturday High Chances Is Can't Meet. Hmm. Don't Know If He Let Dear Go Out Not. Hope He Got Into Some Accident Of What Eh. Then I Confirm Will Be Super Happy Eh. Haix. But Seems So Impossible Lea? Hmm. Dear Just Now Something. Hear Le Feel Quite Sad. She Say She So Envy One Of Her Friends. As She Found A Good Guy. Though She Say Is Nothing Cause She Found A Good Guy Also Which Is Me. But I Feel That I Ain't That Good. Haix. That's Why She'll Envy. Haix. I Know I'm Never Going To Be A Good Guy. Haix. Read Through My Past Posts. Found That I'm Too Silly In The Past. Haix. Too Flirt Also. Say Too Many Say Things Over And Over Again. Some How I Feel That I've Grown Up.

I'm Not The Previous Naughty Boy. My Style Of Wearing Changed, My Behaviour Changed, My Attitude Changed, The Gilr In My Heart Changed, The Girl I Loved Also Changed, The Way I React To Somethings Changed, Too Many Changes. And I Become More And More Timid. Less And Less Confidence Also. Don't Know Why. Maybe It's Good, Maybe It's Bad. Friends I Have Also Changed. As What People Say. Things Changes As Time Past. So Do Human Being. I Guess It's Right Bahr?

I Hope This R/s Will Be The Last One Le. I Know I've Said This Over And Over Again. But This Time Hope It's Really The Last One Le. I Wanted It To Last Forever. It's My Longest R/s. So I Don't Want It To End. Some Friends Did Ask Me To Let Go. For She Can't Accompany Me And Stuff. But I Did Not Listen. For I Know This Way Is Better. At Least I Won't Take Things For Granted. In The Past, I Used to Take Things For Granted. Thus Neglected Alot Of Small And Serious Things. Haix. From This One Year. I Learned Many Things. Many I Never Learn Before. Learn How To Cherish Someone, Learn How To Love Someone, Learn How To Treat People( Maybe Not That Good Yet ), Learn How To Care For Someone, Learn How To Look After Someone, Learn The Feeling When I'm Losing Someone Important In My Life. Learn Too Many Things. Haix.

I Almost Lose Dear. And It's Three Times Eh. The Feeling Really Isn't Good. The Time I Almost Lose Her. I Cried Really Badly! Haix. The Feeling Ain't Good. It's Like Losing Someone Important Forever. Haix. I Guess No One Can This Feeling That I've. Haix. Sorry Dear. Had Said Alot Of Sorry To You During This One Year. She Treat Me So Good. Yet I Hurt Her So Badly. Made A Big Scar In her Heart. Before I'm With Her. The Scar Is There Le. But After I'm With Her. I Seems To Make The Scar Bigger. Haix. I Don't Mean It.

First Few Month Was Really Sweet. But After That Things Went Quite Wrong After That Madman Ke Siao. And Because Of That, Things Is Really Going Wrong All The Way. Lol. Haix. Hmm. Don't Know What To Blog Le. Shall End Here. I Love You.

Signing Off.
N.Boy (:
23:28pm
08.12.08

Stress-ed.

Monday, December 8, 2008